4. Chapter IV
The soft white moonlight sprinkled on the balcony, like a girl's breath, shallow and faint, soft and timid.
The wind brought the fragrance of the trees, mixed with the slight cold of the night, refreshing and refreshing, Li Dongshang lay on the balcony, took a breath, and pointed at the mobile phone cover with his slender fingers.
He was hesitant to send a message to Wen Wen, and he was afraid of disturbing her, but he had only been separated for a few hours, and he was full of thoughts about her, even if he would meet again tomorrow, he still couldn't calm his thoughts.
He thought about it, picked up Lu Luo on the balcony, and decided to go back to his room first, that is, he deliberately put it on the balcony of his father's room to bask in the sun, because his room was more sunny, and he wanted to raise it and give it to Wen Wen.
He had just taken a step when he suddenly heard the door open, and then a very familiar voice came-
"Don't, Chengfeng, isn't Dongshang at home?"
Su Qing pressed her hand on Li Chengfeng's chest, smiled and refused, Li Chengfeng kissed her eagerly, holding her hands and pressing on the door, "He has always slept on time, he must have fallen asleep early at this point, the room is far away from here, and the sound insulation effect of this room is very good, he won't hear it, Qiulan is so easy to go back to country N, I want to kill you!" β
Li Chengfeng locked the door behind his back, pressed her to the door panel, Su Qing raised one leg and rubbed his leg, panting unbearably, raised his hand to take off his clothes, and the clothes quickly fell......
I don't know how long it took, the house finally returned to calm, the two were entangled on the bed and inseparable, Su Qing's fingers were lightly drawn on Li Chengfeng's chest, and her voice carried the coquettishness of a girl, "When will you talk to Qiulan?" β
Li Chengfeng pillowed one hand behind his head, rubbed the other hand on her waist, and replied casually: "She has been in poor health, just wait." β
"How long have I been waiting, Dongyu has grown so big, he is 16 years old, do you want me to be his aunt for the rest of your life? He also wanted to call my mom openly. β
Su Qing said, her heart was wronged, her eyes turned red, the Su family is good-looking, she is no exception, she has a delicate and moving posture under sadness.
Li Chengfeng's heart immediately softened, and he hurriedly coaxed her, hesitated, nodded and said: "I'll do my best, Dongshang is also older, he has always been sensible, he should be able to understand." β
The two chatted, and after a while, they were entangled again, the man's breathing and the woman's coquettishness and moaning were entangled......
The lights finally went out.
The night was thick, the moon was swallowed up by the night at some point, and the whole world was so dark that you couldn't see your fingers.
Li Dongshang sat on the ground, raised his head against the wall, the cold chill penetrated down his back, gathered in his heart, he felt cold, so cold that his whole body shivered, and the lingering nausea filled every inch of flesh and blood wave by wave, the cold mixed with the nausea flowed, sweeping the skin of the whole body layer by layer, he felt like vomiting.
He tightened his arms, the focus of his eyes condensed little by little, as if he had just woken up, the night was so dark, he still saw his tears, in the night, flashing, falling on the back of his cold hand.
He stood up against the wall and jumped down the balcony.
The mobile phone lay where he had just sit, silent, he took a few steps forward, suddenly ran wildly, tripped over something, stumbled and fell to the ground, he grabbed the grass hard, choked, and buried his face in the grass.
He returned to the room, and the bright light stabbed his eyes with a slight pain, as if he had been pulled back from a dream, reminding him that what had just happened was true, and dragging him back to the bloody reality.
He sat on the bed in a daze, his eyes slowly falling to the bedside table, on which was a picture of their family of four. The photo is so warm, Li Chengfeng is holding Jiang Qiulan with one hand and him with the other, Li Changyu is holding his arm, happy and happy.
What a good one, a happy model family!
What a good one, a good father and a good husband praised by everyone in the circle!
Li Dongshang walked forward slowly, and suddenly waved his hand, the photo flew out and slammed on the wall, the glass pieces shattered and splashed all over the ground, but the photo was still lying on the ground, he didn't care about the danger, picked it up quickly, ran to the study to find a lighter, and then burned all the photos!
He didn't want to see Li Chengfeng's face! When you see it, you think of him and that woman entangled, dirty, disgusting! That woman, the youngest daughter of the Su family, is commensurate with his mother's sister for so many years, she has hugged and kissed him since she was a child, and she wants to recognize him as her godson, it's disgusting!
Swindler!
It's all a bunch of hypocritical liars!!
The sun is settingββ
The sunset was swallowed up by the night, and the pedestrians on the road seemed to be afraid of the darkness of the night, and they were in a hurry, and no one refused to slow down.
Li Dongshang slowly walked home, sitting at the door of the house, his schoolbag was thrown aside, and an open file bag was placed on it, he took out a cigarette, lit it on the ground, took a sharp breath, and was choked and coughed a few times.
Li Dongshang didn't know how to smoke before, but for a week, he smoked and drank, he learned it all, and it may take years or even more than ten years to learn well, and it only takes a few moments to learn badly.
He leaned against the tree, and picked up the file bag with trembling hands, and he read the results for an afternoon, and he couldn't count how many times he had read them, and the results were still the same, shattering his hopes again and again, and drenching him in the lake of despair little by little.
Li Dongyu, Jiang Qiulan treats him as his own child, his younger brother, it turns out that he is really his own brother!
Back then, Li Chengfeng took the child back, saying that he was an orphan of a friend, Jiang Qiulan didn't say a word against it, and took care of him for 16 years, such a kind woman, Li Chengfeng! Su Qing! Deceived their mother and son like fools for 16 years!
Li Dongshang held the cigarette between his fingers, his eyebrows and eyes were dark, with a decadence that was about to be broken, he spit out a puff of smoke, put the cigarette on the file bag, and watched it turn into black ashes, falling to the ground, falling to his heart, dyed a piece of black, thick as ink......
When he got home, Li Chengfeng was sitting in the living room.
Li Chengfeng is wearing a casual shirt, tall and slender, he is only in his forties, well-maintained, and looks only in his thirties, tall and handsome.
In the past, Li Dongshang admired him, like most children in this world, he felt that his father was tall and powerful, but now when he looked at Li Chengfeng, he felt that he seemed to be rotten, and his whole body exuded a disgusting stench, dirty and disgusting.
"I'm back, why did you come back so late today?"
Li Chengfeng closed the newspaper, stood up and took a step forward, Li Dongshang immediately took a few steps back, Li Chengfeng was stunned for a moment, frowned, and stretched out his hand, holding a small, sky-blue mobile phone in his hand.
"Your phone was on my balcony."
Li Dongshang took it, bowed his head and said nothing, Li Chengfeng's face was a little strange, he paused, and asked him softly: "Dongshang, do you have anything to say to me?" β
"What?"
Li Dongshang raised his head, his expression was calm, and his expression was the same as before.
Li Chengfeng breathed a sigh of relief, smiled, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, let's go upstairs, dinner will be fine for a while." β
"Oh."
Li Dongshang went upstairs with his schoolbag, and the moment the door closed, the calm on his face was like a broken mirror, instantly shattered!
He closed his eyes, held the phone hard with his five fingers, and suddenly threw it out with a hard force, and the phone fell against the wall, bounced, and fell to the carpet.
He walked up quickly, threw his phone into the trash, then packed the garbage bag and threw it into the trash can outside the door, and when he returned to the room, he went to the bathroom and carefully washed his hands with soap over and over again......
After dinner, he sat on the bed with a gloomy face, and suddenly the phone rang, he picked it up, and when he heard the light and gentle voice, he burst into tears.
"Dongshang, how are you doing with Wen Wen lately? I'll be back tomorrow. β
"It's good."
"What's wrong with you?"
Jiang Qiulan heard the strangeness in his voice and immediately asked him, he smiled and said softly, "Mom, come back quickly, I miss you." β
Jiang Qiulan laughed at him childishly over there, but her voice became more and more gentle, she said: "How old are you and still crying, I will go back tomorrow and bring you gifts." β
Jiang Qiulan only told a few words and hung up, Li Dongshang held the phone, and put it down for a long time, he turned around, and there was a photo next to the phone, which was a photo of Jiang Qiulan and Su Wen.
He's been hiding from her for a week......
He felt that he was too dirty, he had Li Chengfeng's genes in him, he couldn't wash it off, he couldn't cut it clean, he was as dirty as Li Chengfeng, he was so dirty that he had no face, and he didn't have the courage to stand beside her.
He knew that she had to wait for him at the school gate every day after school, day by day, but he was disappointed again and again, the grievances in his eyes seemed to be engraved in his heart, he was very guilty, guilty that he had promised her happiness, but he couldn't fulfill it.
He lay on his back on the bed, raised his hand to cover his eyes, tears seemed to be falling, he closed his eyes and stubbornly forced back, he was 17 years old, not a child, he was the only support for Jiang Qiulan in the future, he had to learn to be strong.
Airports -
Jiang Qiulan wore light makeup and a light blue dress, standing in the crowd and waving to them, beautiful and gentle.
Li Dongshang held back tears and walked over quickly......
He didn't understand, the same beauty, why couldn't he be dedicated to her?
He was especially afraid, afraid that he himself would be like Li Chengfeng, one day betraying his wife and children, hypocritically playing the role of a hypocrite, a loving father, and letting his children experience the same sadness.
"How did you lose weight?"
Jiang Qiulan touched Li Dongshang's face and hugged him distressedly, Li Dongshang's eyes were red, he forced his tears back, hugged her hard, and whispered, "Mom, I miss you." β
Jiang Qiulan was stunned, patted him on the back, pushed him away to hug Li Changyu, Li Changyu smiled and called out to his mother, Li Dongshang felt a burning pain in his eyes, he pulled Li Changyu suddenly, and blocked them with a calm face.
"What are you doing, competing with your brother for favor, not acting like an elder brother at all."
Jiang Qiulan smiled and slapped him, and Li Dongshang was silent.
Li Chengfeng glanced at him, stepped forward to hug Jiang Qiulan, and kissed her on the cheek, Jiang Qiulan's face was slightly red, and she slapped him, her voice was gentle and sweet.
"In front of so many people and children, don't be serious."
Li Changyu turned his face away, the expression on his face was a little strange, Li Dongshang's gaze swept over, his eyes were cold.
On the way home from the airport, Li Dongshang didn't say a word, although he tried his best to hide it and pretend to be as indifferent as before, but he was just a 17-year-old boy, and it was too difficult for him to control him.
"Brother, why didn't you go to Wen Wen recently?"
Li Changyu came over with a smile and grabbed Li Dongshang's arm, his face changed drastically, as if he had been bitten by a snake, and shook him off violently.
Li Changyu was caught off guard, hit the car window, and looked at him aggrievedly for a moment, Li Dongshang turned his head, his face turned pale, and he was restrained with forbearance.
Jiang Qiulan first went to coax Li Changyu, then patted Li Dongshang, reproached a few words, and asked about Su Wen, Li Dongshang closed his eyes and was reluctant to speak.
Li Chengfeng's face changed a few times, and he looked at him a few times, as if he had guessed something, but he didn't ask.
Adults, always smarter than children, calm, know restraint, know how to hide.