didn't expect the girl's tears to come so suddenly, Fu Yufeng was stunned for a moment, and looked at her without speaking. Ji Qianyu hurriedly raised his hand to wipe his tears, but he wiped more and more, and finally wiped his face with his sleeve as if he was giving up, making a loud sniffing sound.

In the small rental room, all she could hear was choked sobs. These tears came suddenly and uncontrollably, and she didn't know how many grievances and boredom had accumulated in her heart, and now they were all burned out by the heat of this concern, which made her heart sour and astringent, and she couldn't explain it to others, but she was extremely clear.

Fortunately, Fu Yufeng didn't ask her why she suddenly lost control, he stood in place and looked at her for a while, and when he saw her wiping her tears, he stretched out a hand and continued to probe in front of her, groaning and sweeping in front of a pile of things in front of her, digging out the paper that was pressed under a pile of paint boxes and handing it to her.

"Thank you." Ji Qianyu said sullenly, pulling out a few tissues and sticking his face, Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Fu Yufeng having walked to the front of her messy small kitchen, looking at what she had left to eat. Ji Qianyu recalled distractedly, and found that there was only a little rice and noodles and other necessities left, and he couldn't help but feel even more sad, and said that if he knew that Fu Yufeng would come today, he would definitely prepare seasonal vegetables and fruits in advance for him to show his cooking skills......

"I'm not very good at doing anything." As if hearing what she was thinking, Fu Yufeng bent down and took out a small half bag of opened rice from behind the door, "Let's cook a bowl of porridge for you, the craftsmanship is not good, don't dislike it too much." ”

Ji Qianyu raised his head from a pile of tissues and quietly looked at Fu Yufeng's back for a while: "Emotionally, I want to say that I don't dislike it at all, but intellectually I feel that I should send you out immediately." ”

Fu Yufeng really pretended to be overdone as she expected, and looked at her with some surprise.

"You've seen my situation as well." Ji Qianyu put his head on the clothes he was holding in his arms, and looked at Fu Yufeng fixedly, his expression was calm, his eyes were cold and bright, "Don't be so good to me, although it may be just a gesture for you, but you will soon leave without any nostalgia, and for me, it's nothing to endure hardships all the time, and let me go back to my original life after feeling a better life, it's too difficult, it's worse than having a bad life all the time." ”

"I thought that if I felt better, I would work harder to get out of my current life." Under her scorching gaze, Fu Yufeng nodded, turned around and turned on the fire, set up the pot and poured in the washed rice and water, leaving only a thin back.

"You deserve a better future, I'm just a small beginning, you will meet more and better people in the future, as long as you work hard enough, that day will come."

The flames licked the bottom of the pot with a slight cracking sound, and a white mist filled with smoke rose up, dizzying his voice into a soft and blurry piece.

"It's not a place where the blues are mixed, and it's not a place that recognizes the value of hard work, so don't go back in the future."

"No matter how wide it is, you are not my ......" Ji Qianyu muttered softly, not loudly, but it was still very clear in the small rental house. She looked at Fu Yufeng with a little expectation, waiting for his response, but Fu Yufeng was only willing to leave her an untouchable back, and her voice was not shocked.

"It's just a building." He said lightly, without anger or hesitation, "It doesn't matter if you don't approve." ”

Even though such an answer had been expected, a strong sense of loss still spread uncontrollably. Ji Qianyu replied in a low voice, but the hand holding Fu Yufeng's coat tightened, and he had no intention of letting go. Her eyes wandered for a moment, then she cleared her throat and began to hum.

Sure enough, for musicians, they are more sensitive to music than to other qiē. Fu Yufeng, who had been politely and detached from her back just now, avoiding direct contact with her, turned his head and asked the name of the song without a pause: "Clayderman's "Autumn Whispers"? ”

Kindness. Ji Qianyu nodded with a smile and shrugged his shoulders at him: "I don't have a piano here, I'll play it to you next time we meet...... Actually, I'm pretty good at playing the piano, and I've passed grade 10, so it's not a shame, don't you really consider letting me be your steel partner? What a pity, a win-win situation, after all, I want to participate in the school celebration show so much-"

Fu Yufeng looked at her quietly: "Do you really want to participate?" ”

"I ......" Ji Qianyu paused for two seconds briefly, still feeling that it was a bit hypocritical to participate in this kind of talk in order to have an intersection with him, and it was difficult to say it directly, so he nodded, "En." ”

"I see." Fu Yufeng nodded, didn't say anything more, turned around and picked up the wooden spoon and stirred it in the pot, turned off the heat and broke the pot, put the porridge in the bowl, and put it on the simple small table.

"Wait until the porridge is cold before drinking." He simply advised, carefully put away the things on the small dining table, picked up the car keys placed next to him, and said goodbye to her politely, "Chu Ming should be able to put those people in order today, no matter what you want to achieve, for the sake of safety, don't contact these people in the future." ”

Ji Qianyu returned the windbreaker he had been holding, sent him out the door, stood at the entrance of the alley and watched the open-top sports car turn around with difficulty, turn back towards the way it came, and suddenly opened his mouth in the cold wind.

"Thank you." She said, looking at Fu Yufeng in the driver's seat, she suddenly laughed softly, tilted her head to look at him, "I thought I would say thank you before, and I planned to keep it until I paid you back, but the plan was not as good as changing, but I didn't expect to have to say it in advance now...... There is nothing else to say next time we meet. ”

She curled the corners of her lips, raised her arm and waved at Fu Yufeng as he drove past her, and a deep pear vortex appeared on her face: "Then save the sentence "I like you" for the next meeting." ”

The car, which had been slowly leaving, suddenly stopped, Fu Yufeng looked at her from the driver's seat, and Ji Qianyu looked back not to be outdone. In fact, this kind of confrontation cannot be called a stalemate, because even if one party is already full of ambition, the other party is still as light as water. Fu Yufeng looked at her, and his voice was as soft as a sigh.

"Don't like me." He closed his eyes and said quietly, "I'm not a good choice, it's not worth your persistence." After you get through this most difficult time, you will naturally meet better people, your one is worth it, and you will be waiting for you in a better future. ”

"It's my own business to like you, and I didn't let you respond, can't that?" Ji Qianyu's lips pursed into a line, and she could see the stubbornness in it without speaking, she stared at Fu Yufeng, and replied not to be outdone, "I'm naturally stubborn, and I won't give up if I don't answer my goal, I'm sorry." ”

She stood straight, thinking that she was majestic, but Fu Yufeng's next sentence made her feel like she had been struck by lightning, and the whole person was stunned for a moment, looking at the background of the sports car driving away, speechless.

When he passed by, Fu Yufeng spoke softly.

"Then don't meet again."

What does it mean that there is no fate between you and me, and all the intersections depend on me alone. Ji Qianyu looked at Fu Yufeng's departing back in a daze, and he couldn't remember how he walked back to his house. She moved the stool to the small table and sat down, staring sharply at the bowl of white porridge for a long time.

It didn't take long to go back and forth, and the rising mist could still be faintly seen on the white porridge, and there was a small dish of shredded mustard next to it. She bought ordinary mustard for three yuan a whole piece, Fu Yufeng cut it into thin shreds, and it seemed to be scalded with boiling water, and the greasy red oil peppers on it were washed down and obediently stacked into a small ball on the plate.

She suddenly remembered the reason for crying inexplicably just now.

When she was very young, she always thought that crying children had candy to eat, and she herself would not cry, and she could not learn from other people's tricks, and would only retaliate to death with a tooth for a tooth. After growing up, I gradually understood that everyone can cry, but some people will not care for them even if they cry hard, and their grievances will not be comforted by tears, and only revenge can let a qiē be relieved.

So people don't really need to cry, they just want to be cared for and noticed. Ji Qianyu closed his eyes tiredly and thought lightly. So you see, even though he rejected me so much, I still liked him like this.

If Ji Qiufu hadn't resolutely left Austria when she was very young, but had grown up with her by her side, would it have been completely different now? Ji Qianyu asked himself, and then shook his head.

This is even more sad than assuming that Fu Yufeng is not depressed, she thought sadly, after all, Ji Qiufu really left her fifteen years ago, and then there was no news for more than ten years, and it was only recently that there was news from Xingdian. She traveled thousands of miles to China, the sea of people is vast, it is not easy to find someone, and even if she really finds it, the memories of the past so many years will still never come back.

She can see and understand more clearly than anyone else, and she can't let go of anyone else.

The next day was a weekend with good weather, she didn't have to do the part-time job of a German tutor, she didn't go to school, she found a square to stay in the same way, set up an easel, held a sketch pen in her hand, and sketched the pedestrians who came and went.

There are two lively and prosperous commercial streets near this square, and the flow of people is quite large, and from time to time someone stops to ask her to draw a portrait, once fifty, she paints quickly, and the business is good. After painting all morning, Ji Qianyu took a break and moistened his dry lips with mineral water. The sunlight in front of him was suddenly obscured, Ji Qianyu raised his head, and just wanted to say that he would come back after not painting for half an hour, but after seeing the visitor, he immediately swallowed the words into his stomach.

When the visitor saw her, he bowed gracefully to her, the silver Winster crest on his chest glittering in the sun, and the intricate patterns were wrapped around the variant W, so luxurious that he didn't need to make a noise.

He said, "Miss, you've been here for a year, and you've finally thought of contacting me. ”