Chapter 175: The Road to Walk Alone

The time is unknown

He walked step by step through the empty room, which had no end, only white

"Go down," he muttered to himself, "Hey, how long will it take?"

"It's true that you've said you're going to go this way, but you're giving me an idea," he complained, "what a trouble!" ”

"How long will it take," he whispered, "and how long can I last?" ”

(What will be at the end of this road?) He asked himself, he didn't know how long he had walked, the old world had collapsed, and now he was the only one here, he didn't know where his destination was, he didn't know what was ahead, he was just walking straight, and he didn't stop

I don't know how long it has passed, he is a little tired, why do he have to persevere? Why would you want to do it yourself? For what? Is it because of whom? What will be the ultimate pursuit? He still doesn't understand that

"Sure enough, I'm not you," he hooked the corners of his mouth bitterly, "Wouldn't it be too contrived?" Is it really good to contradict yourself like this? ”

"I don't know why your wish became mine, why your burden has been blessed on me, and why I have to admit it," he said helplessly, "ah! Annoying! How the hell did I become you! ”

I don't know how long again, a few hours or a few days? Dates were eternal in that world, and it was the same here, he didn't know how quickly time passed or how far he had to go

He only knew that he was still not confused, no matter how much he complained, no matter how hard it was, he had no intention of turning back, he was still moving forward

"That's right," someone whispered in his ear, and in an instant, countless lights were lit in the pale world, and there was a figure standing at the end of the world, and it was himself

"Is this a game beat?" he sighed

"No, this can only be regarded as meeting the boss," Chong said

"You actually play games, huh?"

"No, I don't play, I just know some corresponding nouns"

"It's not right like me, it's a person"

"Do you admit it?"

"Yes, I admit it" he nodded "we are the same"

"Even if I can sacrifice everything for the sake of the end?" Surprised

"Why is it your turn to hesitate now," he said in a relaxed tone, "yes, because you can sacrifice even yourself"

"Listen, I'm not sympathetic to you, I agree with you, Jieyun Chong" he said solemnly, "Yes, you can sacrifice everything, you are ruthless, you are selfish, you have betrayed your relatives, you have no friends in your eyes"

"But even so, you still didn't give up"

"My memory is only before that incident, so all I remember is your resentment towards them, and the helplessness you felt as you struggled" He strode down "I don't know how much pain and torture you've been through, I just know that you're still standing here, standing taller and straighter than I am, and that's enough."

"That's because I have to," Chong's tone softened slightly, "It's"

"It's a disguise, but you've fooled yourself," he waved his hand to signal that he didn't need to say any more, "Even so, I understand that some things have to be done in a lifetime."

"Just let this pass keep selling, I don't want to listen, and I don't have to listen, because the person who wants to go down is not me" He stretched out his hand, "Come on, let's change people"

"Why would you do that?" Chong asked, "Won't you hesitate?" ”

"Did you hesitate when you chose to be yourself?" He asked

"Nope"

"Why?"

"Because I knew I had to"

"I'm the same as you were thinking," he began, "I know very well that what you're not doing is not for yourself, you've been working hard, haven't you?" ”

"There are already a lot of people who have misunderstood you, so I'm going to understand you, that's what they told me" He stretched his hand forward a little more "If you really want to keep going, I'll go with you"

"Won't you regret it" Chong said lightly, "If you agree this time, then you will not appear again"

"Then I'll be happy, because that proves that you don't regret your choice," he began, "It's hard work, take me one"

"You are indeed myself"

"It's you in the past, just let your memory be hidden, the road in the future will be harder than now"

"Of course, you've only been walking for a few minutes, and I'm going to walk for the rest of my life."

"Really? Then it looks like I lost, but I also have a place to win you"

"What is it?"

"I've at least been happy in my life."

“”

"I am you, so you should be happy, I didn't understand you in an instant, I was taught by them"

"We are all the same, there will always be something, someone who changes themselves, conflict and quarrel, tolerance and understanding, those are all things that we have experienced"

"There's only so much I can do, let's be ruthless"

"Hmm" Chong shook his own hand

"One last question," he squeezed Chong's hand

"What's the matter?" Chong asked

"Do you have a place like me?"

"Yes"

"What is it?"

"Heart"

"Oh, then don't change it" He slowly turned into a point of light and disappeared, "Remember today's events, I entrusted my life to you, you can't turn back"

"Bear this guilt and walk forever with the pain in my heart"

"I will" Chong nodded, then closed his eyes

When he opened his eyes again, the real feeling of flesh came to his heart for a moment, he hadn't felt it for a long time, this may be the first time, and it will definitely be the last

"Papapa" There was applause in the distance, and the girl landed on the ground lightly, "Beautiful, Chongjun, it's all solved together"

"The story is over," Chong clenched his fist, "It's a long writing process"

"Don't say that, because you're still confused, I'm very anxious" The girl clapped her hands and a sofa appeared, and then she sat down with a graceless ass, "So I'm here to help you~"

"Really," Chong began

"Yes, since you're ready, then you should be ruthless" The girl curled her long hair "instead of accepting it while refusing there, it's disgusting"

“”

"Either save him or kill him, this is the path you choose, the royal road of the lonely high" The girl said indifferently, "Do you know?" I've always agreed with your approach, what kind of alien artificial human, elf, alien, either the world's natural creation of things is waste, just tools, accept or agree? No kidding, okay? ”

"So I like you, of course it's not the likes of the opposite sex, but a kind of pleasure of finding the same race~" The girl chuckled and said, "You moved your heart, didn't you~ Oh, no, it should be called compassion~"

Chong was silent

"Don't be so nervous, I know you can't be any of us, you're ready to sacrifice, but you're not ready to sit on the sidelines, you may be able to keep on this path, but you'll also get lost once in a while, it's okay, we're not going to force you to be a robot" The girl shook her finger "But that's not okay, because excessive worship and obsession will slow you down, look, it's just a small group of people now, if you go back, do you know how much you're going through?" ”

"Don't pretend, if you want to help, just say help, you don't have to cover yourself up with tasks or boredom, I hate men with secrets the most, because then they are mysterious and charming, and it will also make me have an urge to dig out my heart and lungs~" The girl licked her lips, "So don't fool yourself, it's not easy to be a liar"

"To answer my question, do you want to be an overlord who is indifferent to everything, or do you occasionally make a stupid boy~"

"I can convince myself not to engage with anyone, but I can't sit idly by and ignore everything"

"Not the best answer, but it's not bad for you" The girl casually threw a small jar full of pills to him "Then I'll give you this, it can fulfill your wish now"

"What is this?" Surprised

"It's a container full of my power, you know, the biggest difference between me and them is that I can share abilities" The girl pointed to her brain, "This is what I asked Jing to do for me, the function is to forget, the designated object is you, and the person who takes it will forget the deepest memory about you, it's very practical, right?" ”

"Hmm," Chong nodded

"Save a little, I'm not here all the time, but my dear should be there too~"

"Honey is playing?"

"Of course, don't you know yet?"

"I don't know"

"Okay, then you can go, what I can do is done" The girl stood up suddenly, and then moved out of the way "Go back, now you are perfect"

"How are you going to save them?"

"Haha, I thought you should have understood~" The girl suddenly laughed and said, "Stupid? How do you think I can bring the dead back to life and turn back the clock? I've said that a long time ago."

"I'm a liar, different from a dramatist, and different from a writer, the stories I write are all fake and real, you think it's true, but in fact everything is fake" The girl stopped laughing "Everything is a dream, I'm just letting them dream for three years"

"What"

"That's right, I just put them into suspended animation, I told Kyosuke Zao that I would give him back a blank three years, and now they probably have walked out of the basement, and then go to class with a new three-year memory" The girl chuckled "Everything here is my memory, I just let them go out"

"You're the same, I'll see if you've slept for eight hours, a rare long sleep~"

"Nakamura Yuri they are"

"Oh, I found it by accident, and then it was used as a containment force, and they were all random people I was looking for" The girl tilted her head and said, "It's almost a month ago, and they were caught one after another, and I don't care much about them, but the girl who took the lead was unexpectedly good, and almost found out my whereabouts"

"I see," Chong nodded, and walked forward

"It's time for surprise questions~Are you really ready~" Her inquiry voice came from behind

"Even if it's offensive, I'll keep going," Chong said lightly, "Loneliness and pain, I'm used to it"

"I'll go on my own, maybe I'll give up one day"

"But I won't regret it, that's all I can say"

"Your heart is finally the same as what you say," she smiled, "Well, my nanny is direct enough, right?" ”

"You don't need to understand the pain of others, you just need to look at the false smile on their faces" She looked at Chong's figure disappearing on the horizon, he didn't know the darkness of Laigu Weihu and others, the real sadness of this world has nothing to do with him, their past has nothing to do with him, that's not what he should know, people who are themselves trapped in the whirlpool are not qualified to reach out, that is just to pull others into the abyss of sin, why bother? They are all beings to be saved, and they are all alive

"You and I are not qualified to save people" finally chuckled, what a similar fate, if only he would not change in his life, then she and he must be able to understand each other

"But no, you and I will change" She knows the truth of the world, and sooner or later she will choose the path that suits her best, that is, the path where Yuyun Chong's existence is located, and he is different, sooner or later he will change, becoming a hero, becoming a legend, and becoming a person like Harmony and no Yuzuru

"Goodbye, I'll be waiting for you at the end" I've come to my end, and sooner or later you'll come and step on to a new one

-- Because you are gentle, a king who can give color to others

“!” Chong opened his eyes violently, and the sight was a dimly lit ceiling

He sat up, then swept around

"Mr. Chong is very sorry, but I am going to the house that Brother Shidao arranged for me, thank you very much for taking care of me recently, I will come to visit you in the future, Si Ji Nariu" This is the note left on the table

Chong turned on the light in the living room and closed his eyes again

"I understand that this is what you and myself ask me to keep in mind," he whispered, "and I will continue to live and fight with this idea from now on."

"I won't give up if I contradict myself or be spurned by others"

-- That's all I did

postscript

"Xiao Zuo~Let's play chess~"

"Don't call me Xiao Zuo, really! Come on! I'm sure to win you this time! ”

"Sasami-san, the seniors of the softball club are looking for you"

"Ale? Well, you take it for me first! ”

"Me?"

"Tomoyo Sakagami is going to kill someone from the softball club!"

"Holy!!! The softball club is not training today! Sasami, I remember you! ”

"You two sisters have such a good relationship."

"No, it's still not enough to compare with Shiina seniors"

"So! Games and otaku are the way out for girls! ”

"Shiina's sister's idea is too dangerous! Let's play baseball! ”

"Don't try to tempt. Bewitch me! ”

"Mountain, where is there no sound?"

"Otona, Kyosuke is looking for you"

"Huh? I'm discussing medical issues with Ruita Jitang."

"Then forget it, it's Song looking for him"

"I'll be right here!"

"Yin no classmate! Can you please put the scalpel down first?! ”

"Asami, the rehearsal of the performance club is about to begin~"

"Okay, I see, let's go."

"Yes~Hinata you're waiting for me~"

"So! You're the one who imitates me! ”

"What do you say?"

"Ah Xu! Hold your regimental leader, okay! ”

"You tell your captain to shut his mouth first!"

"Takamatsu, can you get dressed?"

"Real seniors said that this way can show muscles, muscle muscles~"

"Okay, you can do it, it's up to you to destroy humanity or abandon the corpse wilderness."

"Poison Island, senior sister, aren't she going to put down her sword?"

"Kengo's question, don't ask me"

"Where is the Tree ?!!!?"

"Sukawa-san, please don't !! like this"

"Suzu, the cat is really cute, isn't it?"

"Yes, Laigu-san, think so too~"

"It's okay~"

"It's so lively early in the morning," Yang Ping coaxed, "Chong, look, Kute sauce is really cute~"

"It's been a month and you haven't seen enough," Tomoya scoffed

Chong gave them a tight look, then walked towards the middle of them

"Hey! Can the Minister of Discipline take care of her! Haruhi Suzumiya grabbed his arm, "She said wildly! ”

"Warning, Suzumiya Haruhi, let go, and you are reasonable, don't trouble SOS again, the school rules stipulate that there can be no similar clubs," he said lightly

"Wait, what did you call Nakamura Yuri just now?"

"Yuri feeds the big news! Hurry up and tell Fujido-senpai to go! ”

"Why are you calling me by my name?" Yuri said dissatisfied

"It's nothing, Kyosuke Zao, you come here," Chong shouted

"Yesterday's? Okay, it's not right for me to steal sports equipment without permission," Kyosuke stepped forward, and then slashed him three times with a knife

"Lynching?" Kyosuke was surprised

"You can go and sue" Chong turned his head and left

"Then we don't owe each other, and I'll fulfill the vow for you, myself," he hooked the corners of his mouth, and whispered

Who said the phrase "Thanks, myself"? That doesn't matter anymore

-- He only knows one thing, and he is still single