When a person is in despair, when a person loses all his yearning, all that is left is the point of no return!

When the weak girl with bean sprouts is not as good as even a small sprout in the face of herself, what dignity does she have to live in this world?

Bean sprouts need a drop of water to thrive and survive, that's all her joy and happiness, and it wants nothing more!

And where am I?

I am a person, I have too many needs, I have too many pursuits and yearnings, when every simple need and pursuit has become an unattainable dream, I think of the sprouts around me!

It is so happy, it is not demanding, when a drop of water contains her, its happiness will bloom into a flower, yellow, yellow, green, green and white are also very gorgeous, although its life is very short, but, after all, she bloomed, but it is happy, it can be comforted to say in this life: my life is worth it!

And where am I? Where's that drop of water? Who will moisturize me? Who's going to make me bloom?! Give me joy and happiness?

The world is big, big, and my world is just that couple! The vat is my kang, and the bean sprouts are my companions, which is the only habitat for the two of us in this world!

I sell bean sprouts every day, and it gives me all its happiness and has accompanied me through so many years; Stubble after stubble of bean sprouts passed me smiling, and they always left me with smiling faces! However, the bean sprouts know best, and the memories I left for them, except for the sadness, are the scenes of those tears!

The sprouts are the same every day, but I find that every day I am changing; I've been talking to the sprouts all the time, and I ask them where is your happiness? They laugh and don't answer!

They are set in stone every day, and no one answers me to this question. One day I got angry, I trampled all the sprouts to pieces, and I hated them to death! I found out that they couldn't do anything but laugh! They are so simple that it seems that this life is to end their lives for that moment of bloom!

You are shining every day, we are such good friends who get along every day and night, you ignore it, I pour so much hope hidden in my heart into you, and you are still ignoring my hippie smile, how can I bear the destruction of my happiness and joy by you more than they do?!

After your splendor is my endless tribulation!

I was done venting, and I ran to the Grand Canal like crazy! I was utterly desperate, and I heard in my ears the sound of frogs, the intermittent chirping of cicadas, and the swirling of the great river, which still rolled eastward; The leaves are swaying in the river, the wind is blowing on the face, it is so cool, and the flowers and plants above and below the happy embankment are swaying happily!

The girl with bean sprouts sat on the dam, looking at all this in front of her, and she felt the happiness and joy beating inside and outside her body and mind. On both sides of the river, there is no figure, only a lonely self. At this moment, she could no longer hold back the voice that had been accumulating in her heart for a long time-wow-who am I-why are you all so happy and happy-who is like me-

Wow——! The bean sprouts girl is facing the hysterical mourning of the Grand Canal!

After the tears were silent, the bean sprouts girl was tired, confused in the chaos, and fell asleep unconsciously!

Suddenly, she was woken up by the noisy laughter of the other side! The bean sprouts girl sat up and opened her eyes, oh, the sun is getting high, I've slept for a long time! On the other side, there were a few half-old children running up and down the embankment, sometimes running down to pick up a zhizhi, sometimes picking up a sparrow in the middle of the slope, chasing each other, so unhappy!

Who's that? Why are they so familiar? Who came to the Grand Canal in the early morning without worries, and how happy and happy was it? These children, who look about my age, why are they able to enjoy their childhood here?

Hey? Isn't that a coincidence? How familiar those two pigtails are on the back of their heads! Her figure is so charming, and her whole body is shaking with feminine charm! Her smile always hangs on her face, just like the brilliant grace of the bean sprouts, although it has not moved, and the dance is remarkably blooming! Can't be wrong, isn't she who else?

Who are those two followers? Isn't that Jianye and Jianhong? These two little guys know how to run wildly, and whoever they catch (catch) will run out with whomever they want, and it's rare to see anything! I remember one time, when I was chatting with Qiao'er, these two naughty ghosts stole all my scales and took them to play, but they frightened me, terrible ancestors, that is my lifeline! Don't let me live!

Who is that person? It looks very stable, you see he's stupid, it's not as good as Qiao'er, everyone has robbed so much, just he's running blindly behind other people's butts! Isn't that Yao Jian? Isn't that Yao Jian's mother's Yao Jian, who holds a cigarette every time he buys bean sprouts? No wonder his mother said to him: My boy, ink, dementia, knows how to read!

Who is that person? The guy standing on a high embankment with a slingshot? Majestic, like a fighter, opening the bow left and right, pointing where to fight, so majestic!

Oh, I recognize it, wasn't that the dog who came to buy my bean sprouts that morning, with two snotty snots between his nostrils? Hee-hee, I'm laughing to death! This guy really has two hits, how can the slingshot shoot be so good? I really underestimated him! His father is so powerful and handsome, Lao Tzu is a hero, no wonder that!

Oh, look how happy they are! How happy they are! Unrestrained, their world is so big! Everywhere is their paradise of happiness and happiness! They are truly happy and happy birds of paradise!

Woowoo......

The bean sprouts girl looked at these children who were also about the same age as herself, so happy and unrestrained, and cried bitterly! The fragile nerves will be connected with themselves when touched by anything, and they will be very distinctly contrasted with themselves!

On the other side of the river are them, on this side are themselves, and they are all children! Whining!

Bean sprouts don't dare to think about it anymore, there is no more pity for the misfortune of their fate than all this, and they can't control the suppressed emotions in their hearts more and more!

On the opposite side is the joyful playmates, on the opposite side is the helpless self between heaven and earth, and there is a rushing river in the middle, which is an insurmountable space, close at hand, but unable to cross!

Woowoo......

The bean sprouts girl buried her head between her legs and sobbed in pain! She felt that her current state of mind was even more uncontrollable than when she first came, and she couldn't bear the happiness and joy on the other side! The more cheerful and unrestrained they were, the more sad she became!

Woowoo......

A state of mind that has reached a dead end, and finally hit the south wall, she faces the rolling water of the Grand Canal, and she suddenly feels that the boiling water of the Grand Canal is her final destination! They are singing happily, as if they are calling softly! She really wants to follow the flow of water and go with them to explore the secret and pursue the unknown joy and happiness in the distance!

Qiao'er sister, Brother Yao Jian, little brother of Jianye Jianhong, you can't eat my sprouts in the future, I turned all the sprouts into a sprout, and floated into the distance along this rolling river, it is finally free, there is no other love!

Dog, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have laughed at you that morning, I made fun of you! I can see that I've hurt your self-esteem! But I don't know one thing, why did you look at me like that day? looked at me with a crimson face, so I sent you away in a hurry, and I didn't even care about the money! Dog, let me tell you, after you left, I was stared at by your eyes in my heart, and I was very happy! You didn't ask for money, and Qiao'er Niang's money also forgot to ask for it, so I went back and beat me up, saying that I was harboring private money and plotting against me, no matter how I explained it, it was useless, and I was forced to fall to this point today!

Woooooo Farewell everyone! Just let me watch your happiness and joy in my heart! Farewell, the sprouts are gone!

The bean sprouts girl walked calmly to the side of the Grand Canal, where there was no more cicadas, frogs, and magpies chasing each other! Some of them are just the laughter and happiness of playing with each other on the other side like cicadas, frogs, and birds! The riverbank here is quiet, no one is looking at the peace here, no one is paying attention to the fact that there is a little life like them here, walking towards happiness and joy!

The girl with sprouts closed her eyes tightly, the low and thick water of the Grand Canal is flowing silently towards the east, where happiness and joy must be eternal in heaven, friends, the sprouts have gone to find you, to find the same happiness and joy as you!

With the sound of "poof", all the voices on both sides of the river were awakened! The first to hear this voice was Jianye, and there was the story of the previous chapter!

This book was first published in Reading Books