131 The Gentlest Man (9)
Fei Xuanyu dialed the number as she ran.
["Hey? Little? ”】
"Brother, ha... Where are you? ”
"I'm ......" Fei Yunji's lowered eyelashes trembled, his eyes swept over the sleeping people on the side, and said softly, "I'm in the lounge, come here." ”
Putting down the phone, he looked sideways at the sleeping man for a moment, then untied his coat and put it on him.
Fei Xuanyu unexpectedly saw Nangong Yu who was asleep, Fei Yunji handed her a glass of water, reached out and habitually wanted to comb her hair, but Fei Xuanyu turned her head to avoid it. Fei Yunji's index finger was slightly invisible, he lowered his hand and looked at the girl who was breathing calmly: "Why are you in such a hurry?"
"Brother," Fei Xuanyu straightened up and asked, "You really have a boyfriend?" ”
Fei Yunji and Fei Xuanyu looked at each other with uncertain eyes, his lips moved, and he smiled slightly: "Who did you listen to?"
"There are people everywhere on the forum!" Fei Xuanyu stared at Fei Yunji tightly, "You tell me honestly, yes, or no?" ”
“…… Be. ”
Fei Xuanyu's breath stagnated, Fei Yunji grabbed her with some uneasiness, and asked with a smile: "What, my brother found a boyfriend that makes it very unacceptable to you?"
“…… Originally," Fei Xuanyu said softly, staring at Fei Yunji with a kind of scrutiny for the first time, making his heart chill slightly, "But, now, I find that I can't." ”
Fei Yunji tugged at the corners of her mouth: "Oh? I don't know when I hated being gay? ”
"I don't hate it!!" Fei Xuanyu shouted, "But-"
"I hate it when someone does these things in my brother's name!!"
“…… Little. Fei Yunji's hand was opened by Fei Xuanyu.
Fei Xuanyu stared at Fei Yunji, who seemed to be smiling, and asked, "Who are you!?"
“…… Xiaoxiao, why do you ask that? Hearing Fei Xuanyu's question, Fei Yunji breathed a sigh of relief first, he still thought ...... Xiaoxiao felt that his existence was unnecessary, if that was the case...... Perhaps, he really doesn't exist anymore...... "Who else can I be besides your brother?" ”
"Brother? …… Then you tell me, this, isn't it yours!? Fei Xuanyu sneered and threw the silver hollowed-out pocket watch over.
Fei Yunji caught it neatly, and Fei Xuanyu keenly noticed that his movements paused. Fei Yunji seemed to look at it for a long time and looked up: "Yes, yes...... You gave it to me, Tiny, don't you remember? "So you don't even remember this?
"It can't be!! I haven't been to that store at all! I didn't give my brother a pocket watch, not to mention ......" Fei Xuanyu bit her lip, "My brother was in Italy during that time, how could he have the opportunity to give a pocket watch!" So...... Who are you? ”
Fei Yunji took a step, stopped when he was only three centimeters away from Fei Xuanyu, he lowered his eyes to look at the girl's cold scrutinizing eyes, his eyes were calm, and when the girl couldn't react, he opened his arms and hugged the other party tightly.
Fei Xuanyu was startled, although this embrace was so familiar, but when she thought that this person was probably not her brother, her brother didn't know where she wanted to struggle violently, but her struggle disappeared in the voice of the young man, and her body stiffened.
"I'm so happy." Fei Yunji buried his face in Fei Xuanyu's long black hair, but his slightly crying voice like the echo of a heavy bell tower still came into Fei Xuanyu's ears, and his amber eyes rippled with the blue water of the entire ocean, and he closed it shallowly, "My family is small, and I have grown up." ”
"My family is small, so I can analyze it."
"What......" Fei Xuanyu muttered, thinking that this person was going to say something important.
"My brother is really happy." Fei Yunji said again, blinking away the mist in his eyes, he straightened up, stroked the girl's face, and his gaze was soft, "But, Xiaoxiao, have you ever thought that your own memories can sometimes deceive people." ”
"What do you mean!"
"Well, Xiaoxiao, there's a lot you don't know." Fei Yunji leaned over and kissed Fei Xuanyu's smooth forehead, "Brother is so reluctant to let my little know about it, but my brother respects your decision, just check whatever you want, I won't stop you." ”
"Brother will always support you."
Even, pay the price for it.
The topic seemed to be a little heavy, Fei Yunji smiled slightly, and pinched Fei Xuanyu's face who seemed to be thinking about something: "However, if you misunderstand my brother again, my brother will be very sad...... Forget it this time, you know, I've always been your brother, and nothing else. ”
"If you say I'll believe it?" Fei Xuanyu patted his hand, rubbed his face and muttered, but his attitude was much softer than at the beginning.
Fei Xuanyu's eyes swept and saw Nangong Yu lying flat: "I said brother, you are an old cow eating tender grass, Nangong Yu is a grass in the art department!" I was hooked up with you like this, and it's pitiful~"
Fei Yunji was stunned, and his stupid/stupid/lustful/moving hand almost approached the cheek of a person who unconsciously provoked as soon as he relaxed: "What do you say, your brother and I are only less than a year older than him."
"It's a year old!" Fei Xuanyu puffed up her face, as if she was not convinced, "Brother, you are from September 17, Nangong Yu is November 28, why are you not one year old." ”
"You're mistaken." Fei Yunji chuckled and shook his head, "I'm from November 17, and Ah Yu is from September 28. ”
"Oh...... Yes! The time for my appointment with Senior Bai is almost up, let's go first! Fei Xuanyu pushed open the door and walked into the elevator, her eyebrows calmed down.
Birthday...... That's right.
On the sofa, Nangong Yu opened her eyes at some point: "She's testing you."
"I know." Fei Yunji turned around and walked next to Nangong Yu, "Don't sleep for a while?" You've been spending a lot of time painting these days. ”
"I don't sleep." Nangong Yu grabbed his hand and shook his head, Fei Xuanyu's voice was too loud just now, and it was strange that he didn't wake up, "I'm afraid that I won't be able to find you again if I sleep." ”
Fei Yunji's eyelashes trembled slightly, "Why do you say such strange things?" ”
"Isn't it?" Nangong Yu looked at Fei Yunji, and a trace of sadness crossed her eyes.
"You're for Fei Xuanyu...... You want to give up on me, right......"
“……”
Nangong Yu covered Fei Yunji's mouth, and the soft and slightly cool touch of his palm only made the sadness in his eyes even worse: "Maybe you didn't notice it...... Yunji, your body, more and more time, disappears......"
Fei Yunji looked at the young man's eyes full of sorrow and closed his eyes with a sigh.
"Ah Yu ......"
This faint whisper brought out a thin and cool breath sprayed in the palm of his hand, just like the person in front of him, no matter how real it was, there was no life. Thinking like this, Nangong Yu's hand covering the other party's lips shook slightly.
Maybe it's too much concern, maybe it's too profound. I don't know when he saw the person who was now in the sun, and for a moment, he really dissipated in the sunlight and became one with them. His first instinct was to rush up, tightly, and hug the man.
The touch in his arms was so soft and real that he reassured himself that it was just an illusion. However, comfort is always just comfort.
With the never-ending pace of time, the translucent state of Fei Yunji appeared more and more in front of Nangong Yu's eyes. Especially in the sun, the danger of turning into broken light at any time made Nangong Yu extremely disgusted with too dazzling light.
He knew that the other party's time might not be much, and he tried his best to devote every minute and second to the young man, but this already fragile happiness was shattered by the young man's own hands.
"You're going to abandon me...... Is it? ”
The straightforward questioning, which seemed to be without any emotion, made Fei Yunji tremble, and the suppressed words were hot in his throat, and a trace of them was squeezed out between his teeth. He knew he couldn't say sorry because it was the biggest insult to their feelings.
It is also the greatest cruelty to Nangong Yu.
But—
He said it anyway.
The surging emotions were buried by himself, Fei Yunji pulled down Nangong Yu's hand covering his lips, and he heard his calm voice: "I'm sorry."
The atmosphere was silent and frozen.
"Huh." Nangong Yu looked away, exhaled, and said in a hoarse voice like a compromise, "Really, what am I talking about, I shouldn't have asked...... But, why on earth are you doing this......" Feeling the pain in his throat, Nangong Yu stopped talking, closed his mouth and rolled his Adam's apple several times, and before he could figure out how to speak again, he heard the young man's voice.
The same hoarseness.
"Little her...... I'm the only brother left. Fei Yunji turned her head to look out the window, "About four months ago, I returned to China from Italy for an accident, and I had a car accident to meet my family...... Mom and Dad haven't woken up since then, and Xiaoxiao couldn't accept the fact because of the blow to the head, and at the same time, the psychological blow was too great to accept the facts, so he forgot this memory......"
"So what." Nangong Yu only felt that her heart was being slammed hard, "How are you?" ”
“……”
"You're dead, aren't you?"
“…… Yes," Fei Yunji closed her eyes, "and that's one of the reasons why I can't, with you. ”
“…… So, why are you alive again? ”
"I have not been resurrected...... Ah Yu ......" Fei Yunji quietly stared at the suffering man with his eternally gentle amber eyes, "When I think of everything, my 'death' will also be remembered." ”
And then what?
Then, I ceased to exist...... 166 Reading Network