85. Chapter 85
Don't look at it just for a moment, Jiao Wanwan also thought about a lot of things, in addition to the academy, is she not going to take more things related to modern times in the future? Even if you can endure it, is it easy to change your habits? In the future, not only acting, but also speaking, in front of their own father-in-law, they must weigh again and again, hesitate and hide, is this life interesting? Now I cover it up in front of my own man, so should I cover it up in front of my children in the future?
Zhao Defang is such a smart person, it is impossible that he has not found the slightest flaw, right? When she said this, she, a person whose IQ is not online, didn't believe it, so since Zhao Defang hadn't revealed it before, wouldn't it be revealed in the future?
With a secret life, always pay attention to her words and deeds, and live it in her head three times no matter what she does, can she bear this kind of life?
Since Zhao Defang didn't plan to ask for his life, could he give more trust? Just think of it, in this other world, give yourself a place to relax. In front of the Empress Dowager Song, in front of the Queen Wang, in front of Mrs. Jiao, in front of the old lady, in front of the third princess, she couldn't show her flaws, every time she dealt with it, it was like running for 108,000 miles, she was so tired.
If you can't even grasp this only place where you can relax, and push it out, will you only be able to wear a mask in the future, and you can only treat yourself as the original body?
Although Jiao Wanwan occupied the body of the original owner, for the sake of cause and effect, she was willing to honor her parents and maintain the family as the original body, but it does not mean that she should regard herself as the original body in front of the man she likes.
Zhao Defang was a lifesaver for her before, now she is her husband-in-law, and she will be an old partner in the future. Even if the two of them knew in their hearts that his real wife was actually just a ghost or a spirit living in Jiao Wanwan's skin, it would not be in vain for Jiao Wanwan to come to the Song Dynasty for a while.
If she even died, Zhao Defang only thought that her mother was Jiao Wanwan of the Jiao family, then she didn't leave any trace in this Great Song Dynasty. It's not that it's unwilling, it's just a little ...... Loss, or rather, fear.
Because there is no her in this world, the modern age of her death, and there is no her, then she is really duckweed, and she doesn't even have a root.
Thinking that there is no one in the world where she exists, and there is not even one who cares about her, Jiao Wanwan can't sit still, can she try it herself, at least, can she make Zhao Defang remember her?
Trust is two-sided, Zhao Defang was able to sweep the tail for her in the past, which also means that it will not be unfavorable to her for the time being, even if there is really in the future, anyway, she also has a son, she has spent decades of life in this world in vain, it should be, it is not a loss, right?
But let her take the initiative to confess, this is still impossible, knowing in her heart and really knowing are actually two different things. I know in my heart that I can still be a little curious, and I can still want to explore and explore, but if I really know, maybe there is no way back.
Therefore, you can be bold and continue to hide and reveal some things that do not belong to this dynasty, but you must not admit that your soul does not belong to this dynasty. Actually, it's the same as before.
Thinking of this, the corners of Jiao Wanwan's mouth couldn't help twitching, just like before, so didn't she worry about it for a long time in vain just now?
"It's not that I can't tell you, it's just that I haven't thought about saying it yet." Jiao Wanwan smiled a little embarrassedly, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that Zhao Defang's words just now were actually very meaningful, but she couldn't explain it.
"Why don't you draw, I said, you're going to paint? When everything is ready, let's come back to this playground? Jiao Wanwan said with a smile: "First of all, you have to find a positioning first, that is, this playground is for children of a few ages to play, children of that age, and they like to play or something, for example, when I was a child, I liked to play skipping rope and kicking shuttlecock or something, my eldest brother and second brother like to play Keju spinning tops and the like, our playground can get a Keju venue, isn't there a lot of Keju Hall in the capital?" ”
Zhao Defang nodded with a smile, only listening to Jiao Wanwan, and occasionally asked her to explain if she didn't understand.
It feels like I'm closer than ever. In the past, Jiao Wanwan leaked everything, all of which were unconsciously leaked, and she had to make up for it afterwards, but now, it seems that she has let go of her heart knot, and she has nothing to hide when she thinks of what to say.
The layer of separation between the two people seems to have become so thin, and they could only see each other's faces before, but now, they can even count how many eyelashes each other has. It's just a strange feeling, but it's not bad.
"Slide, like this?" According to Jiao Wanwan's description, Zhao Defang sketched an image on the paper, and Jiao Wanwan nodded vigorously: "Lang Jun, we really have a good understanding, I only said it once, what you drew is exactly the same." ”
Jiao Wanwan gave a thumbs up, said two or three in succession, and Zhao Defang drew them.
"Not only the toys and games should be interesting, but also the security personnel, they all have to be prepared, children are expensive, if something happens on our territory, then we can't afford to pay." Jiao Wanwan grimaced, Zhao Defang nodded: "What I said is, I'll arrange it with the guards when I go back." ”
Before Zhao Defang completed all the drawings, the exams of the two colleges were also over. If you live in the capital, you don't even need to pack your packages, you just need to carry one or two pieces of clothing, and those who are in other places are also happy, discussing companionship, and discussing buying special products for your family.
It was originally the end of the year, and the capital was full of people buying and selling New Year's goods, but now, it is more lively.
However, Jiao Wanwan failed to join in the excitement. It's about that the fire in the house is too strong, and the grass is a little hot, and the child, who is only a month old, can't say if he is uncomfortable, but he just cries day and night, but Jiao Wanwan is distressed, and he can't wait to stay by the side of the dragon for twelve hours a day.
It was not until Chinese New Year's Eve that the curdium improved somewhat. Empress Dowager Song felt sorry for her grandson, and hurriedly sent a letter to Jiao Wanwan, so that she didn't have to bring the child into the palace to toss, or raise it at home now, this raise it until the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, when the lotus entered the palace again, it was very different from before.
The whole person is fat, the face is white and clean, very soft, the eyes are bright and bright, very smart, the child is also very lively, the little hands and feet are beginning to be energetic, pinching the person's fingers and not letting go, and the eyebrows and eyes of the smile are crooked.
Only this smiling face made the Empress Dowager Song's heart bloom, and she couldn't wait to keep all the good things for her eldest grandson, and after a while, she let the maid around her put a circle on the soft couch, all kinds of specially customized toys.
Jiao Wanwan couldn't help but cover her face, the cheapest thing was a small bell made of gold. Even the rattle is made of gems on both sides, and there are a lot of things inlaid on the handle below. Just one of the smallest toys here, if taken out and sold, can be used in ordinary people's homes for 20 years.
That's a ...... It's a loser. Jiao Wanwan couldn't stand it anymore, so she turned her head and couldn't see it.
"You're bored when you're idle, so it's better to go and talk to your imperial sister-in-law." Empress Dowager Song saw that Jiao Wanwan had nothing to do, and she didn't want to let her eldest grandson go back so early, so she simply found something to do for Jiao Wanwan: "Bai Meiren gave birth to a son some time ago, and your sister-in-law may not be a little happy, you can unravel her more." ”
The hair on Jiao Wanwan's head is about to stand on end, can this matter be solved? If she were to change herself, it is estimated that she would have the intention of strangling the official family...... Of course, this courage is still not there.
"Mother, in case the imperial sister-in-law sees me and gets even more angry......" Jiao Wanwan hurriedly waved her hand, and the Empress Dowager Song sighed: "Yes, this matter, you have to think about it yourself, otherwise, you will be trapped in it for the rest of your life." After a pause, he said: "Then don't talk about these things in front of your imperial sister-in-law, just say something else, by the way, don't you still find your imperial sister-in-law's partner in the affairs of your academy?" Let's talk about this. ”
Jiao Wanwan had no choice but to respond, went out of the palace of the Empress Dowager Song, and went to find the queen.
Queen Wang was reading a book with her daughter in her arms, anyway, Jiao Wanwan didn't see any traces of a bad mood, she was quite peaceful. Seeing Jiao Wanwan coming in, she smiled and said, "You are really a busy person, I calculate, I haven't seen you for a long time, why did you remember to enter the palace today?" ”
The corners of Jiao Wanwan's mouth twitched: "Isn't it Shangyuan Festival today?" ”
Queen Wang patted her head: "I almost forgot about it, I didn't expect the days to pass so quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it's the Shangyuan Festival, by the way, what about the Lotus Root?" ”
"At my mother's." didn't dare to say more, for fear of making Queen Wang sad, Queen Wang looked at her cautious appearance, and couldn't help laughing: "I think I will be sad when Bai Meimei gives birth to a son?" ”
Jiao Wanwan hurriedly waved her hand: "No, no, I just see that the imperial sister-in-law has forgotten that it is the Shangyuan Festival today, and I am wondering if the imperial sister-in-law has also forgotten my bowl of Lantern Festival at night." ”
Queen Wang couldn't help laughing and nodded Jiao Wanwan's forehead: "You, you're just a gluttonous cat, you see that your niece and daughter are not hungry for the Lantern Festival, you are still worried." ”
"What is made in the palace is different from what is made in my own house, and it tastes better, so I am more worried about the bowl of Lantern Festival in this palace, don't forget the jì of the imperial sister-in-law." Jiao Wanwan said with a smile, she found out that her own face is getting thicker and thicker now, and she is coquettish and gag, but fortunately, the Queen Mother Song and Queen Wang are willing to give face.
"Yours are indispensable." Queen Wang smiled, Jiao Wanwan saw the little princess in a blink of an eye, and said with a smile: "I'm coming over today, I still have something to tell the imperial sister-in-law, Defang and I, we have to open an amusement park, that is, a place for children to play, there are also a lot of toys and the like, if my good niece wants to go, just take this." ”
said that he took out a gold card, it was really a card made of gold, it was a ticket that Jiao Wanwan had made, for now, it was just that. Although the little princess is just a princess, but the eldest daughter of the official family, her identity is very valuable, and the only card is given to the little princess, and no one else will jump out and say anything sour.
Sure enough, the children are very interested in this, the little princess took the gold card and began to pester Jiao Wanwan to ask about the playground, and the queen couldn't help but praise when she heard it: "I don't know how your brain grows, the things you come up with, one out and one out, are still rare and others have not seen, if this playground can be made, it will be indispensable to make money in a year." ”
Jiao Wanwan was quite modest: "Where, where, it's not like I have a son myself......"
Swallowed the rest of the words in an instant, and looked at Queen Wang's face carefully, just now, I sprinkled a handful of salt on Queen Wang's heart, right? How did you say this kind of brainless thing just now! Is it really too carried away?
"It's okay, I've long figured it out, in this world, there is no perfect thing, I have a loving and generous mother-in-law, a smart and filial daughter, and the official family is also affectionate to me, so nothing else matters, besides, without a son, I can also have less trouble."
Jiao Wanwan looked at Queen Wang's expression carefully, and saw that she was not reluctant at all, so she believed that Queen Wang really figured it out. In fact, without a son, it is true that there is a lot less trouble, and it is natural for a son-in-law to succeed to the throne, but there are really not many sons-in-law who can ascend to the throne in history, and the probability of half is less.
When Queen Wang has a son, she has to fight for her son, and sooner or later, the affection of the official family will be consumed. Now that he has no son, he stands more firmly, and those who want to fight, unless they have no brains, they have to hold the queen and the little princess up.
As for the future, one step at a time, the living can still suffocate their urine to death?
But these words, Queen Wang can't say, and Jiao Wanwan can only guess.
"Mrs. Xu is pregnant, but she is still stable?" Jiao Wanwan saw that Queen Wang didn't care, and she was slightly relieved, she didn't want her friends to fall into this kind of thing one day in the future, or be lost, it would be best if she could figure it out.
"It's fine." Queen Wang said with a smile: "When the white beauty is out of confinement, she may have to rise by one liter, and the next time you enter the palace, maybe you will become Bai Jieyu." ”
Jiao Wanwan pursed her lips, even if it is Jieyu, it is only a fifth grade, isn't it, a fourth grade? She is a prince and princess, super first-class, and she is afraid of the harem concubines in the future? However, the official family really didn't think about changing the mother of the white beauty's son? Anyway, he is also the son of the official family, so he is so relieved to let the white beauty live?
If you don't understand, you don't think about it, it's not your own son anyway, so I opened the topic again, and talked to Queen Wang about the college: "Speaking of which, enrollment will be going to be in September next year, and I don't know if the number of students will increase this year. Otherwise, it's not enough. ”
It is impossible for all the ladies in the capital to come out to be gentlemen, right?
"There is a particularly famous talented woman in Jiangnan, I will ask people to invite me when I go back, and see if I can invite her." Queen Wang paused and said, after all, she is also an honorary dean, just to let her daughter learn something in the future, and she must also be careful about the affairs of the academy.
"As for the embroidery girl, the embroidery skills of the Jiang family in Jiangnan are famous all over the world, so you can try it." Queen Wang instantly gave several choices: "In addition, the embroidery skills of Shu are also quite outstanding, it is better to invite a few more embroidery girls, what embroidery skills you want to learn, you don't have to choose from the capital, we are in the Song Dynasty, is it possible to find a few excellent gentlemen?" ”
Queen Wang said with a smile and raised her eyebrows: "But, these gentlemen from other places, how to arrange accommodation, all the matter is left to you, it is related to the future of the academy, you have to prepare properly." ”
Jiao Wanwan nodded, this matter has been thought about for a long time, Bianliang City is becoming more and more prosperous, she has already bought the land with the foresight, and is just waiting to build a house. It's just that the speed of development is still a little too fast, and you can go back and buy more, and real estate is actually very profitable.
chatted with Queen Wang for a while, it was about Jiao Wanwan's bad luck, and this time she actually met Mrs. Xu again to ask for peace. However, unlike the last time she treated Bai Meiren, Queen Wang seemed to be quite polite to Mrs. Xu, and directly asked people to come in, give a seat, and give tea and snacks.
Mrs. Xu's temperament is also different from that of Bai Meiren, gentle and gentle: "The queen is considerate and doesn't let the maid come to ask for peace, but the maid just can't be idle, and she misses her mother very much, so she came over for a walk, and asked the maid not to blame." ”
Jiao Wanwan couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, but she was really sensible.
It's just that the people in this palace, Jiao Wanwan never felt that what appeared on the outside was the same as what was actually the same. It's like Bai Meiren, Jiao Wanwan doesn't believe that she is really brainless, not to mention that Mrs. Xu is more similar to the villain in the novel.
Just thinking about it, I saw Mrs. Xu turn her head and look at Jiao Wanwan with a smile: "Speaking of which, I also came here at this time, I heard that the princess was here, so I hurriedly came, the queen and the princess don't blame the maid for asking about the whereabouts of the princess, but the maid really wanted to see the princess so much, so she was impulsive." ”
Jiao Wanwan blinked, what connection did she have with herself?
"When the maid first entered the palace, I heard about the college opened by the princess, and I was going to see it, but the maid didn't have this fate, just right, the maid had a sister at home, so I thought, let my sister go is the same, but unfortunately, my sister was only seven years old last year, but the age is not enough, so I have to wait for this year."
Mrs. Xu said with a smile, Jiao Wanwan hadn't guessed the meaning of these words, was she planning to go through the back door? Don't look at it as just a women's college, Jiao Wanwan also has an entrance exam, and she can only be admitted after passing the grades, otherwise she won't be charged no matter how much money she gives.
Mrs. Xu's origin...... Jiao Wanwan looked at Queen Wang, Queen Wang stretched out her hand and slid on her clothes, Jiao Wanwan instantly understood, the Xu family is not a family without money, so there should be no problem, right?
"The housemate is young, and I hope the princess will take care of her more." Mrs. Xu finally said the last sentence, and the corners of Jiao Wanwan's mouth twitched, just like now that children go to school, parents stuff red envelopes for teachers and ask for more care?
"The gentlemen of the academy are very kind and responsible, Mrs. Xu don't worry." Jiao Wanwan was stern and serious, and Mrs. Xu nodded hurriedly: "The maid can be trusted, but there is only such a sister, and I ask the princess to understand." ”
Jiao Wanwan nodded and didn't answer again. Mrs. Xu was a sensible person, so she hurriedly opened the topic again, praised Queen Wang's makeup and clothes today, drank a cup of tea, and ate three pieces of snacks, and then said goodbye satisfied.
"In the past, Mrs. Xu was also like this?" Jiao Wanwan couldn't help but ask, Queen Wang smiled and nodded: "What, don't you like it?" Don't you see that people are here for you today? ”
Jiao Wanwan shuddered and squinted at Queen Wang: "What do you mean?" ”
Queen Wang sighed, raised her hand and nodded Jiao Wanwan: "It is also the mother and the fourth brother who spoil you, so you are raised to be such ignorant of the world, Bai Meili gave birth to a son, is the eldest son of the official family, Mrs. Xu's womb this child, it may also be a son, it may also be a princess, no matter which one is better, make friends with the two of us in advance, and it will be better in the future." ”
Jiao Wanwan hurriedly waved her hand: "The imperial sister-in-law knows me, and she is most afraid of these things, so the imperial sister-in-law should quickly spare me." ”
But I made up my mind in my heart, I still have to come to Queen Wang less in the future, last time it was a white beauty, this time it was Mrs. Xu, if I change to a pregnant woman next time, if something happens, she can't afford it.
Queen Wang couldn't help laughing: "You, you're just lazy, okay, okay, if you come over again in the future, I will definitely let people guard it and don't let others disturb you again." ”
Jiao Wanwan made a relieved look, looked at the hourglass, the time was not early, and she planned to get up and say goodbye: "Defang should also go down to the court in a while, I will go back with Defang, and go back to send some recipes to the imperial sister-in-law, I pour a small snack myself, if the imperial sister-in-law likes it, you can reward me with some more good things." ”
Queen Wang waved her hand and made a disgusted look: "Let's go, let's go, if you come two more times, my treasury will be emptied by you." ”
returned to the palace of the Empress Dowager Song, and explained Mrs. Xu's affairs clearly, the Empress Dowager Song groaned for a long time, and nodded: "It's right for you to hide a little, by the way, the lotus is also two months old, when will you add a little grandson to me?" ”
Jiao Wanwan was speechless, she was only two months old, and she was thinking about the next one?
"Mother, the matter of the child depends on fate." Jiao Wanwan said euphemistically, and the Empress Dowager Song nodded: "I'm not urging you, you have just recovered your body, and it is not good for your health to have a child immediately, just to remind you, but you have to take care." “
Listening to the Empress Dowager Song's meaning, and then following the direction of the Empress Dowager Song's hand, her face turned red instantly, and there was a very conspicuous kiss mark on the place where her neck was slightly back.
The Empress Dowager Song saw it, so she should have been seen when she was there just now, right? There's still a long way to go...... Well, the palace maids and eunuchs are all going to bow down when they see her, and they should not be able to see her.
"I see." Jiao Wanwan raised her hand to cover it, she was embarrassed and depressed, Zhao Defang didn't even remind her in the morning, and when they were dressing themselves, didn't they see it?
Empress Dowager Song smiled and waved her hand: "If you don't take a closer look, you can't see it, don't worry, no one is staring there." ”
For fear that Jiao Wanwan would be uncomfortable, she asked how many times a day she drank milk, when she drank it every day, and how much she drank, and asked very carefully, Jiao Wanwan also forced herself to divert her attention, anyway, it had already been discovered......