50 Confession
Lin Li underwent minor surgery in the hospital, and several stitches were given to her forehead.
Xiao Huai took her back to the castle mansion. The car stopped, and the butler came to greet her, and when he saw that her clothes were covered with blood and her head was covered with large gauze, she was stunned and said "God."
Xiao Huai didn't explain, went up to the fifth floor and put Lin Li on the big bed in the master bedroom and exited the room.
Lin Li was frightened, and he shed so much blood that he didn't have the energy to care about Xiao Huai's private space at all, so he took off his blood-stained clothes and slept on the bed.
When I woke up, it was still dark outside the window, but there was a desk lamp in the bedroom.
Lin Li turned his head to look at the head of the bed, and saw Xiao Huai changing into home clothes and sitting in a chair, flipping through the documents under the lamp.
His expression regained his usual calm, his brows were dimly colored by the lamp, and his inky eyes were like a pool of lake water, with deep and shallow soft light rubbing in them.
It had been a long, long time since she had gazed at him so closely.
As if feeling her gaze, he raised his head slightly, slowly lifted his eyes, and a pair of undercurrent eyes looked over, his gaze intertwined with hers.
"Awake?" He spoke first.
"Hmm." Her voice was as thin as a mosquito, a little hoarse.
He put down the papers in his hand, picked up a glass of water on the bedside table as if he had been prepared, and sat down next to her: "Get up and drink some water." β
She sat up, and as she took the cup, her fingertips inadvertently touching the back of his hand, froze.
The lukewarm water quenched the thirst deep in her throat, and she said "thank you" and lay back down, closing her eyes and continuing to rest.
Xiao Huai didn't deal with the work anymore, looked at her quietly for a while, and saw her eyelashes fluttering slightly, and couldn't help but break the silence: "If you can't sleep, you can chat with me." β
She didn't say anything.
Xiao Huai waited for another moment: "If you don't object, I have something to say to you." β
She snorted at the corners of her mouth, but still didn't speak.
"When you and Ji Yunchong had an argument, the phone didn't hang up, and I heard the conversation between you and him." Xiao Huai emphasized, "All dialogues." β
"After you fell asleep, I tried to contact Ji Yunchong, but he refused to answer."
"I sent him a message saying that you are with me now, and asked him to send someone to bring your luggage and passport. If he doesn't agree, I'll go to the consulate and help you get a new passport. When you remove the stitches, we will return to China together. β
Lin Li opened his eyes and looked at Xiao Huai in surprise.
"But there is one thing I don't understand, Ji Yunchong said, 'He sat in a wheelchair again and again and saw you walking into the airport with your suitcase', what's wrong with him? What went wrong? β
Lin Li was silent for a long time, and had no choice but to tell the truth: "Ji Yunchong's knee was once severely injured in a car accident, and he has been repeatedly infected in the past two years, and the situation is serious enough to have his leg amputated, so I accompanied him to Munich for treatment. After several twists and turns, he saved his knee, but he needed to stay in the hospital for a period of observation. During that time, I had to work and accompany him to follow-up appointments, so I traveled back and forth between Shanghai and Munich. β
"Why have I never heard you mention these things?"
"The day I met Ji Yunchong was Valentine's Day and your birthday, I hesitated to tell you on that day, you said on the phone that you were going to deal with urgent work, I didn't say it. Later, you said that you were busy with work, and there were few messages and phone calls, and I couldn't find a chance to explain this matter to you face to face. And then ...... We were completely cut off, and there was no way to talk about it. β
After Lin Li finished speaking, he looked at Xiao Huai, and saw that his face was not waveless, and he couldn't tell whether he was cold and indifferent, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart, but he said sensibly: "Think about it the other way, if I am a man and I am developing a relationship with a woman, and I suddenly learn that the woman's ex-boyfriend is my good friend, I will feel uncomfortable in my heart, so I can understand your decision to alienate me at that time." β
Saying this, a bitter emotion melted from her chest, and her eyes were slightly red: "You have something to say to me, do you want to ask Ji Yunchong how I feel about him after he comes back, and what is the relationship between me and him?" β
Xiao Huai looked at her aggrieved appearance, and all kinds of emotions came to her heart, and she didn't deny it.
"I have a strong sense of guilt and sympathy for Ji Yunchong, especially when I learned that he was tortured by surgery again and again, and my apologies for him became deeper and deeper. In the eyes of others, I broke up with him for more than two years and resumed contact for no reason, so the relationship must be ambiguous, right? β
When Lin Fei said this, he shook his head: "No, I didn't resume contact with Ji Yunchong for no reason. On Valentine's Day, he suddenly appeared in front of me and told me that someone had murdered his father and kidnapped his mother, and that he had to break up in order to protect me. I was completely stunned, and when I heard him say that he was going to have his leg amputated, I agreed to accompany him to Munich for treatment. Afterward...... Later......"
Xiao Huai took over: "What happened later?" You like him so you text and refuse to meet me? β
Lin Li choked.
She looked at him, tears slowly accumulated in her eyes, but they didn't drip after all: "I don't want to deceive you, in the process of treatment, Ji Yunchong's dependence on me became heavier and heavier, and he begged me not to reject him and like him again - at that time, he had just finished surgery, and took the initiative to help Guan Yi solve the loan, and also mentioned my deceased mother, I was very entangled, nodded and agreed to do my best." But I found that I couldn't do it at all, and once the feelings were gone, they were really gone. β
"As for why I texted and refused to meet you," Lin Fei couldn't hold back the pain he had endured for a long time, choking, "At that time, Ji Yunchong falsified the blood test report, pretending that he couldn't bear the blow of the recurrence of the infection and tried to commit suicide. When I saw him like this, I suddenly realized that I couldn't leave him behindβI killed my father and mother, and if Ji Yunchong died because of me, I would have three lives on my back and would live in guilt for the rest of my lifeβalthough I knew that guilt was not the same as love, but my legs were bound by a heavy sense of guilt, and I was stuck in a moral quagmire, and the harder I tried to break free, the faster I sank. So I can only refuse to see you, and try not to drag you into this mud. β
After hearing these words, Xiao Huai was silent for a while, got up and left the room.
Lin Li looked at his back as he left in a daze, and suddenly, his whole heart felt uncomfortable as if it was about to crack.
There are many things that she and him have never said directly, but there are certain things that need not be said, and they know each other.
For example, just now, he kissed her on the cheek in the car, clearly caring about her.
Now that he listened to her confession and left without saying a word, did he think she was a trouble and a drag, so he wanted to stay away?
After a thousand thoughts turned around, the door opened, and the sound of heavy footsteps came from the door all the way to the bedside.
Lin Li suddenly felt a little cold on his neck, and when he touched his hand, he touched a string of diamond necklaces in the shape of keys.
Xiao Huai's voice sounded above his head: "This is a Valentine's Day gift, I wanted to give it to you for a long time, but I didn't have time to give it out." I chose this necklace because I was reminded of a medieval love poem "in, ichbindein". β
She had heard of this poem, whose literary history status was equivalent to China's "Guan Ju", and the Chinese translation was also quite beautiful and meaningful.
Shall I imprison/imprison you?
Or do you dominate me?
You broke into my heart,
Close the door and lock it again.
Lost the key to the lock,
It's me, and maybe you.
Since then, I have not been able to open the door,
Forever, you are locked up in my heart.
Lin Li was stunned, feeling that this poem and the necklace did not seem to match Xiao Huai's feelings for her at all, so she immediately took off the necklace and stuffed it to him.
He refused to take it, she wanted to return it, and the two pushed back and forth, and finally he simply got on the bed, propped his hands on both sides of her pillow, leaned down, and trapped her in his arms.
"Lin Li," he called her name, looking her in the eye, "what kind of person do you think I am?" β
Lin Li buried his face and shrank into the quilt, and his voice came out muffled: "I don't know. β
Xiao Huai said: "Before I met you, I always felt calm and relaxed. After getting to know you, to be precise, after liking you, I became a bitter man, suffering from gains and losses. β
"I feel like I'm not as good as Ji Yunchong, he and you are childhood sweethearts, and they've been dating for another ten years, so when Ji Yunchong said to me, 'No matter what you do, the first experience will be brought to you by him', I was jealous."
"I've become narrow-minded, and I can't tolerate you looking at him more and making contact with him for a while. When I heard him call you 'Mumu' downstairs in the apartment, and you said to him, 'Hurry up and go to bed', I became angry, feeling that you and him were rekindling, and even thought that you were with me only because I was his friend. β
Lin Li was stunned. Ji Yunchong actually saw Xiao Huai alone?
Xiao Huai continued: "I am becoming less and less confident, and I am worried that I will be given up by you, so I first cut off our relationship with a high profile, but I did not reduce my liking for you. After that, I have a locked door in my heart, and I vaguely look forward to the day when you will be able to open this door with the key and free me from the situation of painting the ground as a prison. β
He looked at her affectionately, and his mellow voice lowered: "I have no experience in dating other girls, and I don't know how to make people happy." On the contrary, I think very highly of myself and am clumsy, and I push you away and make you sad when I like it. Can you forgive me? β
She didn't answer, her face flushed all the way down to her neck.
"If you can forgive me, I want to verify something else. Ji Yunchong said on the phone that the person you like is me, is it true? β
Faced with such a question, Lin Li's heart was like knocking over the five-flavor bottle, and he didn't care whether he was embarrassed or not, and said honestly: "I like it, of course I like it." If I don't like it, I won't take a taxi to see you at the airport in the middle of the night. If you don't like it, I wouldn't be stupid enough to believe that you're busy with work instead of slowly moving away from me. If I didn't like it, I wouldn't feel the pain of falling out of love again. β
The vinegar that had been accumulated in Xiao Huai's heart for a long time was all gone in an instant, and the heart in his chest was like being soaked in honey water, warm and soft.
Lin Li changed his words: "It's not enough to just like it. For two people to come together, it takes trust, understanding, tolerance, and compromise...... It's too hard, it's really hard. β
Xiao Huai's expression was embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I did something wrong." β
"No, it's me who is wrong."
"No matter who is right or wrong, let's start to understand, respect, and tolerate each other from now on, okay?"
Lin Li bit her lip and stopped squeaking.
"Lin Li," he whispered her name, "I like you, I want to be with you, I want you to be my person." β
Hearing such a direct confession, her heart was extremely entangled, and she squeezed out a sentence for a long time: "I am Ji Yunchong's ex-girlfriend, and I have been dating him for ten years." Are you really not in the diaphragm? β
He retorted: "I am Ji Yunchong's friend, and my mother is a distant relative, will interacting with me bring you pressure?" β
What the? Or a relative?
Her lips opened and closed, and after a while, she whispered, "Even if you are not Ji Yunchong's friend, I will definitely be under pressure to associate with someone like you." β
He was slightly stunned, and then reacted.
He happily closed the distance between them, leaning almost entirely on top of hers, his lips just a fraction of her flushed cheeks, "You agreed?" β
When he said this, his voice was low and mellow, and there was a kind of seductive seduction. Those bright, deep eyes stared at her, as if they only saw her presence. Holding her hands on the pillow trapped her in her arms, and the undulating breathing unceremoniously fell on her ears and neck, arousing a sultry itch.
All of this caused her heart to beat uncontrollably.
She was very embarrassed, buried her head, hated that her head was completely suffocated in the quilt, but it was such a shy behavior that caused the gauze on the door of her head to rub against the quilt, and she hummed painfully.
Xiao Huai's heart tugged, and he reached out to raise her chin: "I'll see if I hit the wound again." β
She obediently tilted her face so that he could check the injury, and he was relieved to make sure that there was no blood oozing from the gauze.
He should have withdrawn his hand, but he reluctantly held her face.
The feeling of his fingertips rubbing against his delicate and smooth skin was so beautiful that he couldn't help but bow his head and his eyebrows almost touched hers.
"Lin Li."
"Huh?"
"Let's just decide our relationship."
After saying that, he gave a kiss on the corner of her lips, which was also a belated confessional kiss.
Her face flushed like it was burning, "No, I haven't agreed yet-"
Unable to say anything to refuse, something soft and hot pressed against her lips, gently and lingeringly over her lips.
After falling out of love, she had dreamed several times of hugging and kissing him on the long street. In every dream in the past, his facial features were always blurred, and the touch of the two lips was always stiff and cold.
At this moment, it's very different.
His appearance was clear and clear, his breath was warm and real, and the body pressing on her was extremely hard and tight. If she could tell, she could still hear a steady and powerful heartbeat: plop - plop -
Such a voice is the most beautiful message in the world, reminding that there is a big man who likes her and belongs to her.
Happiness came too suddenly at this moment, and it also made people feel sad. She endured and endured, and finally wept.
He felt her mood change and turned his face slightly to look at her.
Her cheeks were tender and rosy, like ripe peaches, just waiting for him to pick them. However, the sad past made her unhappy, and a little crystal teardrop appeared on her long eyelashes, and the tails of her eyes were half wet, like crumpled peach blossoms, flushing red.
He was distressed, and used his lips to suck away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then from the eyebrows to the cheeks, down inch by inch along the smooth skin, and finally came to the fragrant and seductive red lips.
He closed his eyes and kissed her, aggravating the kiss deeply.
She whispered softly, and responded to him shyly and softly.
It was as if a flame had been extinguished and rekindled in their bosoms. Light and heat drive out pain, sorrow, and coldness, and bring longing and joy.
The kiss, getting deeper and deeper, getting hotter and hotter.
Her tears had long since stopped, her cheeks burned red, and she was immersed in his kisses, and she couldn't help but open her bright lips, stretch out her little tongue, and suck his lips as she wanted, carefully described, rubbed, and tasted.
He couldn't stop it, greedily moving downstream, from his chin to his neck to his collarbone, kissing all the way down against his slippery skin, reverently covering his moist imprint.
The quilt was piled up between the chests of the two and slid down.
Before she took off her clothes, she only wore underwear on her smooth and jade-like body under the quilt. In such a situation, he only needs to pull down a little, and the delicate kiss can fall on the delicate and tender peaks, and he can also taste the beauty that he has never experienced.
But he didn't do that, and pulled up the quilt with difficulty, covering her neck tightly, and then took the belt in his arms, leaning against her ear and breathing suppressedly.
After a long time, he raised his eyes and glanced at the person in his arms, panting slightly: "There are still a few hours before dawn, can I sleep here?" β
She put her head against his shoulder socket and said after a while, "No." β
"Here is my bed ......"
"What's yours is mine."
He smiled, gently scraped the tip of her nose, extinguished the extra lamp, and took her to sleep without saying hello.
She said no more objections, and her hands hesitated for a moment, and then clasped his shoulders intimately.
"Xiao Huai, do you really like me?"
"I like it."
"Then when you don't like me anymore, you must tell me in person, and don't let other women tell me that 'you're tired of me.'"
Xiao Huai was stunned and did not speak.
After a long time, he lowered his face, kissed the cheek of the woman in his arms, and calmly promised: "Believe me, there will never be such a day." 166 Reading Network