44. Chapter 44
The sequelae of insomnia is that you get up late the next day, and you can sleep very deeply, this sinking is not that you can't hear any sounds from the outside world, but that you have sounds from the outside world, but these sounds are all processed by your dreams.
My dream helped me deal with all my cell phone ringtones, in the dream, I answered them all, but it still kept ringing, this kind of dream that can't wake up is also said by folklore, called ghost press.
I finally woke up at one o'clock in the afternoon, and the first thing I did was to turn on my mobile phone, and there were 20 missed calls lying inside, more than a dozen of them were from Chen Ling, and a few were from Sister Chen.
I feel bad in my heart, Mom, what's the itinerary today? I don't think there's an itinerary today.
I didn't care about brushing my teeth first, and I didn't have time to read WeChat, so I immediately called Chen Ling, but the phone rang to the last second of the beep, and she still didn't pick it up, and I called Sister Chen after it was broken.
Actually, Sister Chen doesn't care much about me, Sister Chen is in charge of Chen Ling, and I am just under the control of Chen Ling, but this phone call made me feel panic for no reason.
Sure enough, after the phone was answered, Sister Chen's head roared as if she had eaten gunpowder: "Xue Lingyi, do you still want this job!" ”
I swallowed.
In the following time, she first reprimanded me for not being on call at work, then condemned me for not answering my mobile phone in time, and then condemned me for being irresponsible to Chen Ling, and finally ordered me to rush to DR within half an hour.
After I hung up the phone, I still couldn't understand what was going on, but I still had to obediently go over no, this is the legend, knowing that I had to send it to death.
Don't tell me I haven't heard of this legend, it's your loneliness!
So I hurriedly washed up, and I didn't have time to perform a show, ah, I woke up at my lover's house, and went out non-stop.
Life is so cruel, sometimes when you want to sit quietly and have a beautiful encounter with the air, it won't let you get your wish, and you have to be a cow and a horse in front of it.
Let me sigh in my hurry, life is really perverted, and it is very ugly.
When I got into the taxi, Chen Ling finally called me back, this call made me grateful, although I had been dependent on Chen Ling before, but I didn't feel anything, today I suddenly relied on her, and I wanted to write her a 500-word thank you letter, after all, she is the only partner who stands on my side in the DR and the work environment around me.
The meaning of her words was also to let me go over immediately, saying that now the group is in a mess, because a small Internet celebrity is playing a big name, so an entertainment program directly canceled all the program arrangements of the small Internet celebrity and a group of related people from the inside, DR felt that this opportunity was good, and Sister Chen's group communicated with that show, which meant that Chen Ling was directly replaced.
The matter came urgently, and the team was not prepared for it, so the itinerary was in a hurry, after all, Chen Ling alone replaced a group of people, so the show was squeezed.
"Don't be too anxious, you can do whatever you want, Sister Chen will scold you if she is too busy." Chen Ling pursed her mouth when she spoke, and her voice was very noisy, I am afraid that she was talking to me while putting on makeup, and she also let it out, she said: "But she may have to scold you a few more words later, you accept it humbly." ”
I answered a few times and hung up the phone, Chen Ling's understatement made me breathe a sigh of relief, and I had time to read the information on my phone one by one when I calmed down.
Of course, let's look at Roy's first.
But Roy's is also the most concise.
Mine: Are you up yet?
I replied: I got up, the group temporarily asked Chen Ling to take over the show, and I was scolded by Sister Chen for not answering the phone, woo woo, I need to be comforted.
Then it was Chen Ling's, and Xu Hua's asked me when I was free recently, and I was free to sue him.
He always wanted to bring Huihui to meet me, but I always ran around, and Huihui pumped intermittently, this meeting dragged on for several months, and I put away my phone after giving Xu Hua a thank word.
When I arrived at the floor, I specially looked at the time, Sister Chen called me and it only took more than half an hour now, this is a good sign, I wiped the sweat on my forehead casually and immediately went to the place where Chen Ling said, after she went in, she gestured behind me and I immediately understood, and immediately took over the work that belonged to me in Xiaolin's hands.
I ran up and down all afternoon, the materials needed to be sorted out, the clothes needed to be contacted, the emergency situations needed to be reserved, and some people who had been temporarily used to help me were trained, and I was rehearsed at 5 o'clock in the evening, and I was very nervous and sweaty.
Finally, we arrived at the scene half an hour before the show, and then we didn't stop to integrate the project, and after taking the script to Chen Ling, I complained: "This sudden situation really tires me out." ”
You say that this thing is so bloody, just like in the TV series, what you don't want others to hear, but you let people hear it, or in the blind spot of the door, or in the corridor that people pass by inadvertently.
Sister Chen listened to my complaint so inadvertently, and regretted that I wanted to bite off my tongue.
An afternoon of dedication had made her dispel the idea of blaming me, but now.
"You're too embarrassed to complain, you know how much easier it would have been for this group if you had arrived an hour early."
I immediately nodded: "Yes, yes, yes, my fault." ”
Work is like this, in the face of the leader's abuse, you must admit that it is your own fault, even if you don't understand what the leader says, even if you think you have worked hard to the point of sudden death, but the other party scolds you, please admit your mistake immediately, even if there is a huge grievance, please swallow it, the leader is not used to complain to you, please go to your friends to complain, your sensible friends will scold the leader with you, it will make you happy. Because the leader is just venting at the moment, no one likes employees who talk back.
I don't want to talk back now, because I'm so thirsty, and I haven't touched a drop of water since I came to the company.
But I never expected that when I thought it was seamless, and I thought I could finally sit down and rest, something went wrong.
The intern who helped Chen Ling prepare his shoes actually reported the wrong yardage......
What a this is, the show is going to start in 10 minutes......
I brought this group of interns with me, you know, and I was the one who suffered the crime. And the point, this intern is the child of the older brother of one of my cousins, and I need to call him cousin.
Introducing relatives to work or something, it's the most unreliable, you can't blame or scold, and you have to take care of him everywhere.
Seeing Chen Ling endure his temper and look at him and then look at me, I think she must have swallowed her stomach and scolded her mother, now she is wearing a pair of very ordinary sandals, and next to her is a pair of high heels that need to cut off her toes to put them in, I am also angry.
The cousin lowered his head and didn't say a word......
Sister Chen walked over at this moment, took a notebook and asked suspiciously: "What's the matter, I haven't come on stage yet, I'm just waiting for you." She looked at the state of the two of us and immediately understood: "Something is wrong with the shoes?" ”
Chen Lingen sighed, "It's small." ”
Sister Chen burst into a foul language, went out immediately without saying a word, and came back in a hurry a few minutes later, bringing a pair of purple and pink high heels: "Let's wear it improvised, although it's still a little old after the season, let's wear it improvised." ”
Sister Chen's tone was so helpless that she had no choice but to make the whole air too quiet.
After Chen Ling came on the field, I felt that I had suffered, and sure enough, Sister Chen specially named me and took me to a pantry where no one was.
Sister Chen's face was very bad, she didn't even drink tea, and before I sat down, she spoke directly.
"The company asked you to come, not to let you play, Xue Lingyi, count it yourself! How many hours do you have to work? ”
"Not much!"
"Three days of fishing, two days of drying nets! If you can be lazy, try to be lazy! Even sneaking home during work! I didn't say any of this, you just rely on Chen Ling to say good things to you! ”
My heart was pounding, and she scolded really fiercely, compared to when I was a child, I woke up my dad at noon, and was scolded by my dad so bloody, my dad's getting up was unbeatable.
"I didn't bother with you when I didn't make any mistakes before, the little girl's private life can be understood, but! Can I bring my private life to work? Look at what you have contributed to the company since you joined the company! The company doesn't raise you for nothing! Look at what you've been doing today, from morning to now, it's a mess! There is no distinction between priority and priority! And the people you bring! Which one is reliable! ”
Calm and calm, Xue Lingyi is calm and calm......
For the next half hour, she scolded me for half an hour without repetition, and many of the words I didn't think were scolding me, and some of them were not my experience. I'm sure she must have accumulated a stomach full of resentment somewhere, and it was all on me now.
Deny me to be nothing.
It ended because of a phone call from her. Although I kept complaining in my heart when she was scolding, I was very bored at the moment, and I always felt that something was blocked in my heart.
I was forcibly lifting myself all night, and after it was over, I was afraid of passing on the bad feelings to Chen Ling, so I said goodbye to her with a hippie smile, and closed the door when I got home, and finally I couldn't hold it back.
But I couldn't cry, it was so uncomfortable.
The last time she was so completely denied was Roy's mother, and I always remember what she said.
She said, "Roy has everything, what about you?" What do you have? ”
I don't have anything.
So I called Roy, who had everything, and after a few beeps, she picked it up, and I looked at the time and heard her ask, "Is it over?" ”
I sighed.
She asked, "Why is the voice so low?" ”
I sighed, and the whole person lay on the sofa, not wanting to move: "I was scolded by Sister Chen." ”
Then I told her the whole thing roughly, and picked out the key points in Sister Chen's scolding of me, and after I finished speaking, I asked, "Do you think I'm useless too?" ”
She didn't speak while I told the story, I don't know what her expression was, I don't know what she's doing now, maybe she's back to the hotel and listening to my story with her coffee, maybe she's still working and listening to my story while reading the script, but anyway, I'm grateful that she's willing to listen.
Roy has always been like this, she has never disliked me after my countless verbosities, and she will always listen patiently to my words.
"How so?" She replied to me, in a deep voice, "Are you at home now?" ”
I sighed, "I'm so tired." ”
"Take a shower and go to sleep, just wake up, good."
Her words always have a very strong magic power on me, and the sorrow in my heart was rubbed away by her little by little, obviously she didn't say anything, just comforted me simply like an ordinary person comforting an ordinary person, but I just felt very happy.
So I obediently washed it, and after washing and blowing, I found that I was so sleepy that I didn't even have time to unplug the hair dryer and fell asleep on the bed.
When I woke up again, my head hurt a little, and when I opened my eyes, it was dark in my sight, maybe I was confused just now and felt that it was too bright and was turned off by me, rubbing my eyes and preparing to get up and pour a glass of water to drink, but as soon as I sat up, the lamp at the head of the bed suddenly lit up little by little.
I looked left and right a few times in a daze, only to notice Roy who was also slowly getting up next to me.
I was stunned: "Why are you here?" ”
She looked at me with a smile: "Are you hungry?" ”
I haven't eaten for a day, I'm not in the mood to go home, and I'm really hungry when she says that.
So my stomach rattled three times in unison.
I looked at her and pursed her lips, "When did you come back?" ”
She said, "Just now." ”
It was too late, my nose was already sore and I was about to cry.
Before I cry, I'm going to finish asking.
"Are you back to comfort me?"
She suddenly smiled and reached out to help me fix my hair: "I'm afraid someone is too upset, come back and see." ”
I didn't care about it and threw it right away, giving her a full hug.
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