I don't know how long it has passed, and when the roar in his ears gradually subsided, Yang Yu finally pulled back a trace of reason. He slowly grabbed the shoulder of the man leaning on his chest, and distanced himself slightly.

The man's skin was already pale, but at the moment it was smoked by the smell of wine with a faint reddish, the eyelashes longer than the woman drooped slightly, and below was a pair of watery eyes, looking at him for a moment, a hazy mist rising in the eyes, plausible and unreal.

Since when?

No matter how calm he was on the outside, he couldn't hide the panic in his heart at this moment, and Yang Yu asked himself over and over again in his heart, when did it start? Since when did Su Yi have this thought about him?

After a long silence, he whispered to the conclusion, "You're drunk." ”

"yes, I'm drunk...... Only when you are drunk do you dare to face the truth. You know, I've thought more than once over the years that if one day, I could meet a man who wasn't good to me because of my orientation and my possessions, even if he was straight, I would keep him by my side. I'm going to be with him. I've been in the snow and ice for so long, and I've been so desperate for warmth, even if it's just a little bit, so dear to me. Look, Yang Yu, you have also been injured, and you are also afraid of the dark and cold, why don't we work together to keep each other warm? Su Yi squinted at him, full of amorous feelings, and his moist red lips rose slightly, as if bewitched, "Yang Yu, are you willing to get drunk with me?" ”

Would you like to get drunk with me?

When these words came to my ears, my heart stopped beating for a moment, as if all the noise had come to an abrupt halt for the whole century, a kind of stasis that was longer than ever.

Would you like to?

He didn't know.

The answer was too difficult and distant for him, and what he longed for was so elusive. The faith that has always been insisted on has become so shaky in front of this man. Yes, they are all men, but this proposition does not seem to matter at all at this moment. Yang Yu saw a pair of hands pushing away the thick darkness in front of him, stretched out in front of him, and asked him: Are you willing to get light and warmth with me?

From being abandoned by his parents and becoming an orphan, to being picked up by his master and trained to become a killer, his life has never been involuntary, isn't it, this time he can try to live for himself once?

Yang Yu felt that the fingers that were pinching Su Yi's shoulder had no strength. He wanted to withdraw his hand in a panic, but Su Yi sensed his thoughts first, and raised his hand tightly on the back of his hand.

Su Yi's eyes were half-closed, the water was rippling, but the bottom of his eyes was terrifyingly bright. He sighed and muttered, "Yang Yu, do you feel it?" Your fingers are shaking. ”

Yang Yu took a deep breath, then slowly relaxed, and he sighed softly, "Su Yi, have you really thought about it?" I'm not as good as you think. Maybe I didn't mean to save you, maybe I have opposed you many times, maybe we couldn't get along. If so, would you still want to be with me? ”

"What you're saying is just hypothetical. Don't try to fool me when I don't remember anything from the past, I'm not so easy to fool. ”

"You see, here's the problem, you don't remember the past, so you can't tell if what I'm saying is true or false, maybe the me you like is not me at all, it's just a me that you imagined to fit the person in your heart."

Su Yi was a little anxious, grabbed Yang Yu's cuffs, and muttered: "But you can't deny all my intentions just because of this, at least I really like you at this moment." ”

Yang Yu wanted to say something, but he met Su Yi's eyes, there was fear, vulnerability, and begging, like a child who has been locked in the dark, begging for a small candle.

All he wanted was a little warmth.

His heart hurt continuously, Yang Yu suddenly felt a little panicked, worried about their future, he seemed to see that the dense fog in the future was a little thicker, and the roads under the dense fog were intricate, each extending to an unknown end.

They have such a flawed past, how can they have a full future?

"I promise you......" Yang Yu closed his eyes and said in a calm tone, "If you still want to be with me after remembering all the qiē, I will promise you." ”

Su Yi stared at him for a moment, as if confirming something, and finally smiled slowly. It's just that the smile froze on his lips halfway through, and he jerked down to cover his stomach, and the blush on his face quickly faded and was replaced by a weak pale.

Yang Yu's heart tightened, and he accidentally brushed the wine glass in front of him to the ground, and the sound of "clang" echoed in the silent and uninhabited night, bringing an ominous illusion.

"What's wrong?!"

"Stomach pain...... Su Yi gritted his teeth, and slowly moved to the side of the bed with Yang Yu's support, but he didn't breathe a sigh of relief when he lay on the bed, but curled up tightly into a ball, and in the unbearable pain, he didn't forget to pay attention to Yang Yu's pale face, and squeezed out a few words from between his teeth, "It's okay, I've drunk too much...... It's a problem...... I have medicine on the bedside table in my room. ”

Yang Yu immediately ran to his room and found the stomach medicine he said, but the bottle was empty. He had to go back to the room where Su Yi was lying, put his hand on Su Yi's stomach through the quilt, and gently rubbed his other hand on his eyebrows, and the skin under his hand had become hot at some point. Beads of sweat the size of beans slid down on the long eyelashes, trembling slightly, and his eyes were already a little blurred by a low-grade fever caused by stomach problems.

Su Yi felt that he had been falling, and there was a pair of hands pulling his consciousness and falling into the endless darkness, he struggled desperately, and his consciousness sank more and more.

In the blur, he seemed to hear Yang Yu lowering his head and whispering something in his ear: "I'll go out to buy medicine, you should be careful at home alone...... If there is a ...... Don't open ......" At the end of the words, Su Yi could only vaguely distinguish with the residual consciousness: it was Yang Yu who was speaking.

Consciousness finally sank into the silent darkness.

I don't know how long I slept this time, it seemed that a long time had passed, but when he was awakened by a faint knock on the door, Su Yi found that the minute hand of the watch on his wrist had only turned ninety degrees. The knock on the door kept coming, cutting through the quiet night, I don't know if it was because I was sick, so I felt very sensitive and fragile, there was no Yang Yu in the house, he was the only one left, and I felt very mad inexplicably.

"Who?" Dragging his heavy body to the door, Yang Yu's deep voice came in from outside: "Su Yi, open the door, I forgot the key." ”

Yang Yu's tone was a little strange, as if he had been frozen outside for a long time, and his voice was stiff and cold. However, hearing the familiar voice, Su Yi still breathed a sigh of relief, and secretly laughed that he would become suspicious one day, "You actually have a day when you forget to bring something...... Su Yi muttered and opened the door, but was coldly pressed to his forehead by the cold metal.

The hot skin was stirred by the cold metal, he was excited, his sleepiness disappeared, he raised his head and looked at Yang Yu in a daze: "What's wrong with you?" No—"

Yang Yu looked at him indifferently, like looking at a dead man who had nothing to do with him. This kind of look made his heart palpitate, and his hands and feet slowly became cold.

"You're not Yang Yu, who are you?" His gaze slowly fell on the other party's clothes, and slowly fell behind the other party through the clothes, there was a pool of blood at the corner of the stairs, one hand was on the last step of the stairs, and not far from this hand, a bag of Western medicine fell.

There was a "buzz" sound in Su Yi's mind, and his body shook with it.

"It's really pitiful, once there are too many things in my heart, the feeling will become dull, I wouldn't have been his opponent, but this time he was in a hurry to buy medicine for you, I followed him all the way, and he didn't notice my storage." Looking at the young man's pale face in front of him, "Yang Yu" tilted his head and showed a sarcastic smile, "By the way, I'm in a good mood today, so I'll tell you one more thing." This man is BLACK's man, and I've heard that not long ago, BLACK was tasked with assassinating you. You see, all men are like this, and only the dead are clean. ”

After speaking, the sharp kiss was about to buckle the CIST with the silencer/sound/device, but to his surprise, at the last moment, the young man who looked crumbling suddenly stood up straight, all the fragile sorrow and sorrow were all hidden in an instant, only looked at him quietly with indifferent and clear eyes, and said to him word by word in a weak but calm tone: "No, you are wrong, there are still differences between people and people, you are different from him, I can see at a glance that you are not different at all." ”

"Sharp Kiss" squinted his eyes, and seemed to be interested in speaking, but there was an indifferent indifference in his eyes: "Tell me, how am I different from him?" ”

"Here," Su Yi stretched out his hand and tapped his heart, once what happened was beyond the scope of what he could bear, people would become less afraid, he smiled slowly and said softly, "He is alive here, I can feel it, and you are dead." ”