Chapter 113: Chapter 8
Before the age of five, Ifthar's life was a mess.
His father was the commander of the Mohenjo Daro army, Azaruddin, who was born in the traditional family of elders, and his mother was the only daughter of Ashe, a local cotton merchant in Mohenjo Daro, Freida, who was famous at the time, she was smart and beautiful since she was a child, and even supported the entire cotton trading house after her father's sudden death, and married the army commander Azaruddin in the envy of everyone, although the other party was still a small soldier at that time.
The wedding of the two did not have too many heavy figures present, except for Sharma, who was still the young lord of the city at that time, and Azaruddin's subordinates.
The marriage of the golden boy and girl did not go very lucky, they had no children for up to seven years after the marriage, although Azaruddin has been comforting his wife, but Freida's heart has always been full of pain and sourness, she is worried that her husband has no blood because of her own reasons, and finally in the eighth year she finally can't resist the pressure in her heart to summon a female slave for her husband.
Watching her husband, who was gentle with her, slowly turn his attention to the slave girl who was pregnant with the other's blood, the thoughtfulness and affection that had been unique to her in the past now pierced her eyes, and when the child was born, she looked at the sincere love that appeared on the face of Azaruddin, who stood outside the house, and she felt as if she had entered a cold winter in an instant.
A month later, she was ironically diagnosed by the doctor as being three months pregnant.
At that moment, she only felt sarcasm, but the experience of this year made the businessman's daughter realize the unreliability of her husband, even if she still smiled Yan Yan, but the mood was different, and she began to learn to be a qualified mother.
But God played a joke on her again.
The lively and lovely child she gave birth to turned out to be a fool!
At first, she just wondered why the child slept more than others, but at that time she only thought that the child was weak and needed more sleep to make up for it, but soon she realized that something was wrong.
Aside from normal physiological needs, her children have little to no reaction to the outside world. Even when you're hungry, you can't simply hum, let alone cry like a normal child.
"Freida, we're going to have more kids." Although Azaruddin also felt sorry for his child, but before that he already had another boy who was also healthy and lively, he gradually accumulated depression in his heart for his wife's behavior of always insisting on taking care of the child and even leaving himself aside, he didn't care about the child, but compared to the child who never responded, the child who ran and jumped and called himself father was obviously more liked by him, and even secretly had a thought in his heart, How can such a defective child inherit his bloodline, and he even looks forward to how good it should be if the other party is not.
But they don't understand, in fact, this child is not born an idiot, he even has a mind that is not inferior to that of adults, but the physical conditions are there, even if this man with the memory of the third life once dominated the situation still has no ability in the soft body of the little baby, and even because his soul is too strong and the memory he carries is clear enough for his body to be completely unable to support it. What's more, he has been trying to sort out his memories.
In the first world, from a pirate who was exiled on land and came and went in the wind and rain on the knife edge to the governor who later leaned into power, what he remembered deeply was not such a legendary experience that was enough to make any man envious, but that he personally took the life of his lover, how long is a person's life, he died of illness in his sixties, and the years of his lover's company were only a tenth of them, but it was this tenth of pleasure that became the comfort of his life.
In the second world, he was a noble-born nobleman, born with a golden spoon and later held supreme authority, in the first half of his life he firmly believed in God, kindness, tolerance, compassion seemed to have become his innate character, he was loyal to his Lord, loyal to his faith, but it was this that gave him the supreme glory of the right and faith to take away his only love, and even in the end they did not even say a complete goodbye.
In the third world, his origin is even more prominent, he is the heir of Babylon, the young man has a lot of power, his lover has become his teacher, and he has accompanied him from an ignorant tube who doesn't know anything to a high-spirited king later, but it is also this pride and complacency that makes him lose his lover again.
He is not a fool, he will not recognize that person as his lover for several lifetimes, but thinking about the harm he once gave to the other party makes his heart ache, and remorse gnaws at his heart like a hideous beast day after day, every time he recalls it, it makes his heart sour, but it makes him feel a little relieved as if he is masochistic, and what makes him even more ecstatic is that the other party still hasn't given up on himself, tears are running down his eyes, For three whole years, when his father in this life was almost desperate for himself, he finally had a different reaction than when he was asleep.
"Yfutehal." He heard his mother in this life calling, and the other party's careful care for more than a thousand days and nights made his heart naturally dependent, "Mother's little Yier, are you a little better?" ”
Women's hands have become rough because of neglect of maintenance, but also because of the care of the child over the years without wearing any jewelry, she is like every girl who loves beauty for her child to choose to be a simple mother who washes all the lead, she holds the child in her arms, because of the lack of exercise and weak body, the little child can not even walk, all rely on the support of the mother, and even worry that he will not move all the year round and make the body bones atrophy and brittle, the woman has to be ruthless to let the sleeping child stand up and walk, At the beginning, because she couldn't control her strength, she stumbled and bruised her body, she was ruthless while crying, and she was able to control her strength after a long time.
It's not that she doesn't feel estranged from her husband from herself, and she doesn't realize that the talent that was revealed at a young age as slave girl Mia's child Sharuba grows up makes her husband devote more effort, but she can't leave her children as her husband did, and she doesn't even appear in the social places of high society for a long time, because she doesn't worry about whether other slave girls still serve her children wholeheartedly, after all, there is a precedent for Mia, and more and more female slaves have new ideas in their hearts.
However, after all, God saw her mother's heart, and her child actually shed tears!
Even if the other party couldn't call out her mother, when the young child stretched out her hand to wipe the tears from her eyes, even if her heart was as tough as Freida, she couldn't help but hold the child's thin body and cry.
If the teacher said that it was just a short time to sort out the memory, it might not take three years for Ifthar, but who made the first two worlds have too many conceptual conflicts.
The life of a pirate made him always vigilant and not gullible, and even branded with an extreme suspicion and selfishness in his bones, so the first choice he made when he encountered a life-and-death situation was to cut off his tail to survive, even if he lost the person he loved the most, but this has become an instinct flowing in his blood.
As a cardinal who grew up receiving doctrine, he understands in time that things are not as black and white as the Bible says, but his heart is more soft and tolerant - provided that he does not conflict with his own beliefs, and in the same way he loses his lover.
For a moment he even felt that his soul had split into three people, the pirate and the priest accusing each other and hating each other, the latter thinking that the former was too cold-blooded and paranoid, and the former that the latter was simply indecisive and stupid, and that it was because of this that they had caused them to hurt their lovers again and again. Such a completely different concept made him feel helpless to taste, they were all part of his memory, and at the same time in his mind, those sharp and almost opposing views made it difficult for him to integrate, even the third king who was taught by his lover himself felt helpless, and the fixed and formed thinking patterns needed to be completely torn down and reconstructed, unlike children with a blank sheet of paper, they had their own way of dealing with the world, So, after sorting out his memories in a few months, he spent more than two years completing the process of reforging.
Therefore, the baby's weak body is completely unable to support, often debate and fall asleep, wake up and continue, although the mind and the body are completely not synchronized, but this does not mean that he has no perception of the outside world at all, and therefore the hard work of the mother in this life makes him see all in his eyes, such pure and simple feelings, let him retreat, moved, the three people in the mind are also tolerant of each other, so that the integration is more rapid.
From the first time he cried to the time he was able to open his mouth to call his mother, a full year passed.
Freida is not unaware of the fact that her child is beyond ordinary sensibility and consideration, but as long as the other party can live like a normal person, even if she is a fool, she is willing.
Just when the relationship between mother and son was heating up, an accident came.
As a slave girl in the Commander's Mansion, Mia was still a beautiful child when the Commander's wife married the Commander, although she liked the handsome and mighty Commander-in-Chief, but the beautiful and intelligent Lady Freida always made her feel ashamed, and the other party's appearance was like a water lily blooming in the garden, with a stunning beauty. And the commander's affection and care for his wife made them the envy of all their female slaves.
However, happiness is like the commander and the lady, and there are no children between them.
At first, Mia was anxious about Madame, but when Madame took her into the house and ordered the other slave girls to groom her and let her serve the Commander-in-Chief, all her anxiety turned to ecstasy.