Chapter Eighty-Six: Disturbed

The night was dark and there was no moonlight, but the white snowflakes of fluttering wine could still be seen in the light from the roadside. Xiang Ming stood on the side of the road, put his hands in his two pockets, and looked at Zhou Tianyu calmly.

Zhou Tianyu also wore a black down jacket and looked at him happily. She slowly approached, feeling the warmth of his body more and more intensely, and her heart stirred.

She looked up to see his fiery burning eyes. He grabbed her hand tightly and held it in his palm.

Close to his chest, Zhou Tianyu's heart was beating so fast that her breathing was a little difficult, "Can you hug me?" ”

Xiang Ming smiled but did not speak, and Zhou Tianyu slowly pressed his face against her chest.

"So warm, so happy! It's not easy to get to where you are today. ”

"Well, yes, you thought I would never be able to be together?"

"You'd rather lose to me so haughty?"

"Less smug."

"Think about how scared you were when you lost your temper, you won't be like this again, right? If I see you so ruthless and ruthless again, I think I'll go crazy. ”

"Then you're going to show me the crazy one now, right?" Xiang Ming said, putting his hand close to her back.

For nearly two years, she thought about how to get his hug almost every moment, and now that her dream has become a reality, her body has almost begun to stiffen.

"Then you lose your temper and show me."

Xiang Ming put his warm lips on her forehead, "Little stupid, I can't send it." ”

"See I don't have a temper at all?"

"Yes, who would bear to lose their temper at such a kind and lovely you?"

"Hee-hee, by the way, I'm going to give you the most precious thing."

"When?" Xiang Ming couldn't hide a flattered smile.

"Now."

"Now? All right? Zhou Tianyu looked up at him, and there was a little embarrassment on his face.

Zhou Tianyu took out a piece of jade from his bag, "This is the most valuable thing on my body, give it to you." ”

"Oh," Xiang Ming stretched out his hand to take it, still showing a slight disappointment.

Although Zhou Tianyu noticed it, she retracted the topic in time, maybe her thing is really too old-fashioned.

"Ling Li likes you too." Zhou Tianyu changed his words and said the words that had been suffocated in his stomach for a long time.

The air suddenly became tense, liking is not a complicated thing, and it is difficult not to hurt everyone.

"It's her business that she likes me, does it have anything to do with me?"

Xiang Ming's expression was indifferent, and that kind of coldness made Zhou Tianyu frightened in his heart. History is always strikingly similar, as if those past have been played out again, and Zhou Tianyu has a bad premonition in his heart.

Love is originally a joy between the two loves, but it turns out to be bitter and sad, hey.

Just sighing, Zhou Tianyu's phone rang, it was Ling Li.

"Sister Yu, where are you? I can't see you when I chase you out, why are you running so fast? ”

"Oh, I'm on my way home." Zhou Tianyu glanced at Xiang Ming, with a deep meaning in his eyes.

"Wait for me, I'm so lonely!"

Zhou Tianyu covered the phone and motioned for Xiang Ming to go first. Xiang Mingben was also reluctant, but when he saw Zhou Tianyu waving goodbye to him, he reluctantly turned around and left.

Ling Li began to sobble on the phone, "Sister Yu, what a failure you said I had in life, I couldn't even be with the person I wanted." Sister Yu, my days are all gray, what's the point of living? ”

Zhou Tianyu knew that the self-confident and domineering Ling Li's heart was never expressed to anyone, and that kind of discomfort was only borne by herself silently.

Walking back to the station, Zhou Tianyu saw Ling Li's eagerly waiting appearance and waved his hand happily. Ling Li took Zhou Tianyu's arm, tilted his head on her shoulder, and got into the car sweetly.

In the evening, Zhou Tianyu went home a little bit, but his spirit wandered and he fell into confusion again. Jane, who remembered school days, was also highly sought after by girls.

Some sent love letters, some stuffed gifts into the desks, and some sat beside him and touched his back with their hands, but Jane was upright and unmoved, and only gave Zhou Tianyu a hazy heart. At one point, the women's secret jealousy turned into a vicious battle. In the dormitory, two women pointed to Zhou Tianyu, "If you like her, just tell her, don't make some small moves behind your back." ”

"That's right, you have him, but you can't be nice to him, what's going on?"

"You don't want to confess? Why bother to let him not give up on you. ”

"Look at how good you look, like a shrimp, you don't deserve him at all."

Zhou Tianyu stood at the window, turned around to look at them, and was so aggrieved that he couldn't speak. Yes, she couldn't have guessed that a good sister on weekdays would turn her face because of a love without eyebrows.

Zhou Tianyu was so stunned that his heart hurt, and the clinical Hu Yan also turned over and got up from the bed. I thought that Hu Yan, who was always called her sister, was her savior, but I saw her pointing at Zhou Tianyu with her finger, "You are an emotionally unfaithful person, don't look at how innocent you are, the result is that you will betray him, and then empathize with him." ”

Hu Yan's eyes were filled with tears, and her gaze was an indescribable heartache. Zhou Tianyu also understood at this moment that loving someone can love so truly and hide so deeply. The implication is that she is the only one who loves him the most in this world.

"You must leave him as far as you can, and do not interfere with his life at all, or I will never forgive you." After saying this, Hu Yan hid on the bed and sobbed.

That's why there is a later story, Zhou Tianyu and Jianjian were by the small bridge, telling him to keep a distance and not hurt the people around him.

He must have hated her because of this, but she really couldn't look at Hu Yan with jealousy and pain, how could that kind of love be at ease?

What is the difference between now and Ling Li? The love is deep, so the pain is cut.

What will happen to the days of Xiang Ming? Zhou Tianyu often asked himself such questions. The answer is obvious, darkness is unimaginable, but the pain is no less than anyone's.

Zhou Tianyu brewed a cup of instant coffee, and suddenly the whole living room was full of fragrance. Then she sat on the floor and looked at the white mist in front of her, sighed, and simply fell backwards to the floor.

It was nearly midnight when there was a knock on the door. Zhou Tianyu looked out from the cat's eye very vigilantly, and Ling Li, whose face was flushed and drunk, bowed at the door.

Zhou Tianyu opened the door, and Ling Li fell into her arms and cried bitterly.

"Sister Yu, I'm still uncomfortable. How can I finish talking to you, my heart seems to be hollowed out, what can I do? ”

Zhou Tianyu helped her to the sofa, she was so paralyzed that she didn't have the strength to sit up straight, so she simply lay on Zhou Tianyu's lap like a cat, closing her eyes and crying, "Sister Yu, why is Xiang Ming so ruthless?" She knew that I was infatuated with her, but she refused to change her mind. You say what would I do without him? ”

Zhou Tianyu's hand caressed her tearful face, and her heart tightened for a while, her words were not the same as what she used to be? When two people love each other, do they have to hurt each other at the cost of hurting each other? Isn't that kind of happiness disturbing?

"The thought that I will see him again tomorrow makes my heart feel like a knife. Why do you think I want to see him? But I couldn't see him, and I felt like I was dead. ”

"What's the point of me living?" Ling Li's voice became weaker and weaker, and finally, Zhou Tianyu's legs fell asleep heavily.

Zhou Tianyu has such an instinct, exuding a warm and calm atmosphere from the inside out, so that those who are close to her are at peace in their hearts.

It's past the early hours of the morning, probably because she rarely drinks coffee, Zhou Tianyu hasn't felt sleepy at all, she simply put on her headphones and listened to a slightly sad song.

When I stood in front of the window

You go farther and farther

Every beat of my heart

Do you hear me

When I wander into the middle of the night

You are in my heart

Vague

Flashing eyes

Hide your shyness

Deepen my thoughts

The junction of two hearts

You'll definitely see it

As long as you're willing to move forward