When I came out of Guo Jing's room, it was already dark.

The wind is blowing, and there may be lightning in the middle of the sky, tearing the dark night mercilessly.

Yang Guo walked to Zhu Qingyun's window.

There was no light in the room, it was pitch black, Yang Guo listened intently for a moment, there was no movement, and he thought that he should have fallen asleep.

Yang Guo wanted to go in to see him, but he was afraid of disturbing his rest, so he stood in front of the window for a while, and finally turned around and went back to the room.

Zhu Qingyun didn't sleep, how could he sleep?

He sat at the desk and saw the silhouette of Yang Guo being projected by electric light on the window.

Yang Guo should have been hurt by him today, right?

From beginning to end, he looked like he was out of the way, and he didn't say a word for Yang Guo, and every word Yang Guo said was to defend him and get rid of him.

In the end, he fled in a hurry, leaving Yang Guo alone to face all the blame.

What a wolf.

He's starting to loathing himself.

He asked himself, is it really just Yang Guo's wishful thinking?

No, it's not.

When Yang Guo said that he wanted to be with him for the rest of his life, when Yang Guo used his body to protect him, he heard the sound of his heartbeat.

Plop, plop, plop.

So powerful, so alive.

However, he did not dare to take that step.

He is not as fearless as Yang Guo, he dares to say and do, and he can work hard to get what he wants.

He was accustomed to suppressing himself, suppressing all his desires, because he knew how painful it was to ask for it.

If you don't have it, you won't lose it.

What a coward.

is such a despicable self, why does Yang Guo like it?

The silhouette on the window disappeared, and Yang Guo walked away.

From now on, it should be the heavens and the world, right?

We will never see each other again, we will never be entangled again.

He will still bury the little desire in his heart into the bottomless black hole in his heart as before, and let it rot little by little.

One day, he will still be him, and he will not feel happy, but fortunately he will not feel pain either.

***

As soon as Yang Guo returned to his room, the torrential rain poured down.

He sat for a moment, thinking that he would be leaving tomorrow, so he got up and packed.

In fact, there is nothing to clean up.

A piece of clothing, a book of swords, a sword, that's all.

The clothes and sword book were all given by Zhu Qingyun, and even the sword was left in his room by Zhu Qingyun.

Yang Guo took a small pitiful burden and put it on the table along with the sword.

He sat down at the table, poured himself a cup of herbal tea, and had just taken a sip when the door slammed open.

Yang Guo looked up and saw Guo Fu rushing in violently.

Yang Guo knew that this eldest lady must have come to Xingshi to ask about the crime, so he said: "Today's incident is really unbearable, it hurts your face in front of so many people." I know that you have looked down on me since you were a child, and you must not want to marry me, so you have to thank me for that. ”

"Yang Guo, you don't cry here and fake mercy!" Guo Fu's face was full of anger, and said: "You rejected my father, I'm afraid it's not because I'm unwilling, but because I'm afraid that your master will be jealous, right?!" ”

Yang Guo frowned and was silent.

Guo Fu sneered and said, "When Xiao Wu sued me, I didn't believe it, thinking how could there be such a ridiculous thing in the world. Now, look at your expression, it's true. Yang Guo, you are so disgusting, you actually like your master, and you are a man. ”

Yang Guo raised his head, looked directly at Guo Fu, and said lightly: "What's wrong with my master who likes me?" What's wrong with me liking men? What does it have to do with you? Why are you running to accuse me? Get the hell out of here. ”

Guo Fu grew up in the palm of her hand, and no one dared to speak to her like this, plus her heart was broken, she was sad and angry, and she said without words: "Yang Guo, what are you?" Dare me get out too? Listening to the master, your father is a traitor and thief who betrays the country for glory and is disloyal and unfilial, compared with your father, you are not much better, but you are not as good as a man, even a beast! ”

Yang Guo Huo Ran stood up and said angrily: "Did you say enough?" Say enough and get out of here! ”

"Nope!" Guo Fu was already stunned by anger, and her beautiful face looked hideous under the cover of electric light, "I heard that your master also has a mother and no mother, no wonder he doesn't even let go of his own apprentice, he is as cheap as you, with stinky feet and broken shoes, but ......"

"Smack!"

With a crisp sound, Guo Fu's voice stopped abruptly.

She covered her right cheek, tears welled up in her eyes, she looked at Yang Guo in disbelief, and said, "You dare to hit me?" Since I was a child, my father and mother have never touched a finger of me, and you dare to hit me? ”

Yang Guo said coldly: "If you dare to say a bad word about my master again, I will kill you!" ”

Guo Fu was completely lost his mind by Yang Guo's slap, and took out the long sword on the table with his hand, and shouted, "I'll kill you first!" ”

At this moment, there were bursts of thunder and flashes of lightning.

Yang Guo only felt that the snow in front of him was white, and he couldn't see. When the electric light disappeared suddenly, he was shocked to see that the sword in Guo Fu's hand had slashed towards him. couldn't dodge, Yang Guo subconsciously raised his hand to block, and in an instant, there was a sharp pain in his arm. Yang turned his head to look, and saw that his entire right arm was broken at the root, and blood was gushing, which was very terrifying.

Guo Fu was also stunned by the scene in front of him.

The hot blood splashed her face and slid into her eyes, Guo Fu saw Yang Guo fall to the ground through a layer of blood mist, holding her broken arm and screaming, she retreated in panic, tripped over something, and fell to the ground. She screamed and got up, turned and rushed out.

Yang Guoqiang endured the severe pain, picked up the broken arm, and staggered to the outside.

He came all the way to the outside of Zhu Qingyun's room, still standing in front of the window, and called in a low voice, "Master...... Yun'er...... Yun'er ......"

The sound of the thunderstorm overwhelmed his heartbreaking call, and tears fell silently and flowed into his mouth, bitter and astringent.

Yang Guo only stood in front of the window for a moment, turned around and rushed into the rain, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

***

Early the next morning, Zhu Qingyun and Qiu Chuji and their entourage set off to return to Zhongnanshan.

Guo Jing really didn't come to see him off, and Yang Guo didn't show up.

Zhu Qingyun felt a trace of loss in his heart, but he didn't care, and still embarked on the way home with the rising sun.

On the way, Qiu Chuji finally had the opportunity to ask Zhu Qingyun about his innate skills.

Zhu Qingyun said confusedly: "The disciple doesn't know what innate gong is. ”

Qiu Chuji said: "When you face off with the Golden Wheel Dharma King, that sword is draped in the Golden Wheel, if it is not supplemented by innate skills, it will never have this power." ”

Zhu Qingyun thought for a while, and if he realized, he said: "Could it be that it is the credit of that set of Xuangong mental methods?" ”

Qiu Chuji hurriedly said: "What is the method?" ”

Zhu Qingyun said: "About six years ago, I took a copy of "Xuanzhulu" from the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion and went back to read, but I accidentally wet the pages, who knew that the original handwriting on the book suddenly disappeared, revealing an irrelevant text. The disciple looked at it carefully and found that these words were actually a complete set of internal strength and mental methods, so he tried to run them in his body, but he didn't think it would be very helpful. After the pages dried, that section of the mind disappeared again and changed back to the content of "Xuanzhu Lu". When the disciple returned the book to the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion, he forgot about it, but that set of mental methods would be run before the practice from time to time, and gradually developed a habit. ”

Qiu Chuji sighed: "Everything has a fate, you actually practiced the innate skills unconsciously, it should be arranged by the ancestor in the dark." ”

Zhu Qingyun was silent.

Qiu Chuji turned around and said: "Qingyun, the teacher has always valued you, whether it is character, temperament or qualifications, you are the best among all the disciples. As a teacher, I don't want you to bury your future because of some insignificant people or things, you know? ”

Zhu Qingyun understood the meaning of his words, and said with his head bowed: "Master rest assured, the disciple is dedicated to the Tao, and there is nothing else to think about." ”

Qiu Chuji nodded and said, "Then you can rest assured as a teacher." ”