19. Chapter XIX
I spent the past few days in a panic, as if I had the sequelae of a horror movie, and perhaps because of this, Chen Ling felt that I was absent-minded and needed to rest, so he gave me a few days off.
I stayed at home, I didn't dare to go anywhere, and I went back to the days when I didn't work, except for playing on the computer, I ate and slept.
I simply watched all the movies and TV series advertising videos that Roy has made in the past few years, and the more I watched it, the more I felt that Roy was so good-looking, how his acting skills were so good, and why he fell in love with me.
It is said that if you love someone too deeply, you will be cranky, Roy likes me This thing made me very unbelievable at first, although I already have an ironclad relationship with her, but from time to time I wonder if she will be because I stick to her too tightly, just accept it first, and then break up after a while, and then I will be embarrassed to stick to her.
So during that time, I developed a very good attitude and acted cautiously in front of her, for fear that one day she would say, Xue Lingyi, you see, how inappropriate we are.
Fortunately, this sentence never appeared, and our relationship got better and better, and one afternoon after I had done my best, she had a lengthy conversation with me, and the main contents of this conversation were:
She said, Xue Lingyi, you don't have to do this to me, do you have your own life?
I nodded.
She said, Xue Lingyi, we are already together, the relationship is two-sided, you blindly pay for me and I have pressure, understand?
I nodded.
She said, Xue Lingyi, you try it again.
I nodded and shook my head, how about this again?
Later, she explained to me in detail that she did not need to saddle his horse like a maid, and then listed all the things I had done for her in the past.
At the moment, I felt that I was very great, and after sighing, I felt that love was very great.
After that day, I went back and thought about it, Roy was right, we wanted the simplest relationship, not give and receive, although I was used to paying, but this is a bad habit, and I have to get rid of it.
So in the next few days, every time I wanted to go to her, I couldn't help it, I couldn't help it when I wanted to send her supper, I couldn't help it when I wanted to bring her breakfast, I couldn't help it when I wanted to accompany her to class, and I couldn't help it when I wanted to call her.
She said that I had my own life, but after holding back, I found that my life was already full of her, and I endured it, and I actually nested in the dormitory and had nothing to do.
Later, I was really bored, I really couldn't help but go to her, and I had a small dinner party in their dormitory, and by the time I got there, I had already eaten most of it, and Roy pulled a stool for me.
Senior Sister A said: "Yo, I haven't seen you for a long time, why haven't I followed your Roy recently." โ
I smiled and said, "Something has happened lately. โ
Senior Sister B said: "You have something to do with Roy being idle, you don't know how lonely she is when she hasn't seen you recently, looking at her phone hundreds of times a day." โ
Roy threw a yuba into her bowl, "Shut up, you." โ
Our relationship is no secret in our circle of friends, and now that society is so open, everyone can accept it.
But it is also possible that we are only accepting it on the surface, but in fact, we are scolding us for being perverted in our hearts.
My opinion of bystanders is generally inappropriate, and it doesn't matter if it doesn't concern my personal safety or my emotional communication.
After eating, we walked around the campus as usual, and while walking, we talked about some small things I had encountered in class recently, and even added some colors of my own in order to make them vivid, and when I talked about the Chinese teacher's cultural experience was not as good as my mother's, she suddenly interrupted me.
"What have you been up to lately?"
I immediately pulled out of the topic and replied, "Class, eat, sleep." I really tried to remember, but, "No." โ
She stopped suddenly, "That's all?" โ
I snorted.
"Did you misunderstand what I said, what I told you that day, how do you understand it?"
I put it succinctly: "Don't go to you for anything." โ
She looked like she gritted her teeth, and reached out and pushed my head with a big palm, "Xue Lingyi, why are you so stupid." โ
I asked, confused, "Isn't that what you mean?" โ
Roy angrily turned around and walked away, and said indignantly, "No." โ
I called out to her, "Then don't go, Roy, if I want to go to you after you tell me?" โ
People are always obsessed with the authorities, and in the following years, when I think back to the bits and pieces between me and Roy many times, I will find that when I am in love, my emotional intelligence is simply negative.
Now that I meet again, I don't expect her to still think about me, I haven't felt how much she loves me, maybe she just depends on me, and this dependence can be replaced by someone else, but I'm lucky, and I happen to fill her dependence. In my opinion, as long as I love her, it is fine, if the relationship between people needs to be filled with love, all I am willing to give is me, as long as she is by my side.
After separation, we have our own orbital lives, she is on the rise, and the more I live, the more I go back, and this result will inevitably lead to the gap between me and her to get bigger and bigger.
But she actually wants to reconcile with me, and she can't pretend not to know, those who can show others that she actually has feelings for me.
This incident still makes me very proud and happy, just like many couples who have broken up, although there is no possibility of getting back together, but in the bottom of my heart, I hope that the other party will remember me, preferably for a lifetime, to show my charm.
Friday night I had the expected insomnia, and the next day I woke up with two dark circles under my eyes and looked very much like the overindulgent face on TV.
Thinking that the time was still early, I put on some makeup, covered with some powder, and finally covered the dark circles under my eyes, watching the time go by minute and second, I was very nervous, and I opened the window to breathe but saw the familiar car downstairs.
It's not just eight o'clock.
I hurriedly packed my bag, locked the door and went down, looked left and right and looked around the car window, and then leaned into the car window to see that it was Roy, who was leaning against sleep.
I knocked on the window and saw her open her eyes, and then the window was pulled down.
"What's going on?"
"Why did you come here so early?"
We spoke at the same time.
After getting into the car and fastening his seat belt, Roy rubbed his eyebrows, this action suddenly made me whimsical, could it be that she waited downstairs for the night as in the novel?
If that's the case, I'm going to die.
This scene can also be accompanied by text, she looked at the lights in her window went out, and felt very relieved, although separated by so many floors, but it seems to be by her side, there is such a person to accompany you at night is not lonely, that feeling of loneliness does not want to be experienced again, simply accompany her downstairs tonight, it is a small wish in my selfish heart.
Wow! Touching and touching!
Roy interrupted my fantasy with a brake, pointed outside and said, "Go buy breakfast." โ
I got out of the car with a groan.
Forget it, she's not the kind of person who sleeps downstairs with me, although this kind of scene is beautiful, but the disillusionment is that she can't brush her teeth and wash her face when she wakes up in the morning, it's very uncomfortable, and Roy can't accept it.
We ate breakfast without hurry, and I was still nibbling on my meat buns after the car restarted, rolling down the window, worried that she would smell in the car for a while.
In the past, I didn't like to eat meat buns, but Roy liked to eat, and I was surprised for a long time to know that Roy likes to eat meat buns, goddess or something, there should be a tall standard in people's hearts, coffee desserts instead of soy milk fritters, and generally speaking, the goddess is still a person who can't go to the toilet in people's hearts.
The habit of eating meat buns was developed by Roy, who wanted to be close to her at the time, so he started from the small things around her, and even I had to develop a liking to eat what she liked, so that there would be a common topic.
Later, I found out that the meat bun was really delicious, why didn't I like it before.
Now that I've talked about it, I'll say by the way, Roy made me fall in love with coriander, onions, and carrots, hey, Roy is such a down-to-earth goddess.
Still chewing on the meat buns, Roy suddenly accelerated, I slammed the buns in the face, saw her wearing a mask while pulling the window up and said, "Paparazzi." โ
I was shocked, and decisively wiped it with a tissue, and asked with flesh in my mouth: "Where, where!" โ
She didn't answer me, she made a turn, and at the intersection I grabbed the handle of the window in horror, leaned forward, looked backwards, left and right, but still couldn't see anything in the rearview mirror.
Roy said, "Black license plate starts with H." โ
After listening, I took a closer look in the rearview mirror, and sure enough, there was a car following me, probably because I had doubts in my heart, which made me feel that this car was following closely!
I asked, "How do you know it's the paparazzi?" โ
I often see those reports, in fact, celebrities will also misunderstand, living under the flash, it is inevitable to worry a little more, always feel that someone is spying on you in secret, and always feel that people pick up their mobile phones and cameras, they are all towards you.
Roy dispelled my concerns, she told me that the gang had been with her some time ago, she remembered. I thought that the TV series would stop after filming, but I didn't expect it to follow.
I let out a long oh and very cooperatively bent down and watched cautiously.
Roy seemed to laugh behind me.
She picked up her mobile phone and plugged it into Bluetooth, skillfully made a call, which was quickly picked up, and Roy said succinctly: "I was followed, and drove to Gate 3 of the Jardine Community." โ
After saying that, he hung up immediately.
Wow wow! It's a thrilling feeling, I watched her car speeding down the road with few cars, which made me feel like I was participating in an American blockbuster, and the car behind me was not fast or slow, but it was pressing step by step, Roy to the left he was going to the left, Roy was to the right and he was to the right.
After getting off the elevated road, Roy drove into the city first, the intersection โกโก fork and changed lanes, and passed through the gap of the car many times, this behavior made me very frightened, I feel that if it goes on like this, there will suddenly be a voice machine qรฌ person to test me, how many violations are there in this video?
The car in the back is not vegetarian, and it makes me nervous to be able to keep up with it in such a dress.
At this point, I thought I had something to play, so I leaned on the window and told her about the state of the car behind me from time to time.
After saying this a few times, Roy suddenly interrupted me.
"Xue Lingyi, you should sit quietly, you are blocking my view like this."
I smiled awkwardly and leaned back very embarrassed.
Ten minutes later, Roy finally took a slight lead, she hurriedly stopped at the gate of the community she was talking about, and said a word to get out of the car and follow her.
We entered the community one after another, and then entered a building, and after following her to climb the third floor, I saw an iron door, she immediately pushed the door open, and I followed her down, and the whole process went smoothly.
In the end, we successfully got into the car arranged by Qian Lefan and successfully got rid of the paparazzi.
After exhaling, I heard her ask, "Is it fun?" โ
I said, "It's okay, it's okay." After a break and thought about it, there seemed to be no news to dig up when she and I went out today, I said, "Just let them follow, why are you so tired, they found out that you went to my house, it should be fine." โ
Roy said, "No. โ