The emperor wanted to turn around and leave, but after thinking about it, he still stepped into An Ran Palace, after all these years, it was time to go and see her.

In the palace, Yun Niang was standing at the table practicing calligraphy, and when she heard the footsteps, she said without raising her head: "Dumb girl, you are back, bring me a glass of water." ”

For a long time, I didn't hear the sound of the dumb girl approaching, Yun Niang frowned, raised her head: "How ...... you" The words stopped before they could all be spoken, Yun Niang was stunned, and after hiding the surprise in her eyes, she stepped forward to salute the emperor.

"I didn't expect the emperor to come, the concubine was far away." The calm voice did not show the emperor's joy at all.

When the emperor heard this familiar voice, it was as if she was still the woman he liked, and he was still the prince who doted on her. After being stunned for a long time, he asked Yun Niang to get up.

Yun Niang stood quietly aside after getting up, the emperor didn't speak, and she didn't ask the emperor what he meant.

The emperor couldn't help but look at Yun Niang, the woman he loved when he was young, remember that many years ago, when he was still the prince, the relationship between them seemed to be like this, as long as he didn't speak, she would never say more, at that time he thought it was Yun Niang's quiet temperament and liked to be quiet.

But many years later, he realized that his idea was very wrong, Yun Niang was not the kind of restrained character in his cognition at all, on the contrary, she was flamboyant, she was bright, and even she dared to stretch her claws to the queen, he now didn't know whether the tranquility she showed in front of him was to please him, or whether she didn't care about him at all.

"Are you pretending to be in front of me again?" The emperor couldn't help but ask.

Yun Niang only reacted to what the emperor meant by pretending for a while, and replied softly: "The concubine has never pretended to be anything in front of the emperor, and the appearance of the concubine when she gets along with you is the most real appearance of the concubine in front of you." ”

The emperor laughed self-deprecatingly, meaning that in front of him, she couldn't show her truest feelings?

The emperor suddenly saw the calligraphy on the table, so he walked around to the table, picked up the pair of words on the table, and said lightly: "I remember that you hated doing this kind of thing the most in the past, why do you like it again now?" ”

I still remember that when she made herself unhappy, he liked to punish her for writing. The distressed look that Yun Niang showed when she practiced calligraphy was probably her truest expression in front of her.

Hearing this, a slight smile appeared at the corner of Yun Niang's mouth: "The concubine has been here for so many years, and she always has to find something to do for herself. ”

The emperor had never seen Yun Niang so honest in front of her, so he couldn't help but say half-ridiculously and half-seriously: "I thought you would say it, but this is written for fun, and I can't say I like it." ”

The corners of Yun Niang's mouth showed a slight smile, if it was before, she would indeed say this, at that time, she resisted the emperor to test her heart, resisted the emperor to know everything about her, and was afraid that the emperor would touch the secret of her heart, but now, she has entered this Anran Palace, which is like a cold palace, and the emperor does not have the same enthusiasm for her as he was at the beginning, she can naturally be calm.

The emperor looked around the environment in the palace, it was not a little worse than that in the palace of other concubines, the emperor's heart moved, and he couldn't help asking: "Have you ever hated me, hated me for trapping you in this world, hated me for isolating you from the world, and even erased your existence." ”

When Yun Niang heard this, there was a little puzzlement in her eyes, and she said lightly: "The concubine remembers that the emperor hated the concubine very much at that time, why is he asking like this now?" After a pause, Yun Niang said again, "At the beginning, I naturally hated, life here is so lonely, no one talks to the concubine, and there are not even those annoying concubines who came to ridicule before, at that time, the concubine thought that even if there is someone to scold the concubine, it is better than the concubine staying here alone, and when it is the most painful, the concubine will think, why don't you give the concubine a good time, even if you kill the concubine, it is better than the concubine suffering here." ”

Yun Niang's eyes were a little trance, recalling the days when she first moved to Anran Palace, she still couldn't help but be a little afraid, the emperor felt a little bitter when he saw this, and wanted to speak but was interrupted by Yun Niang.

"But after living here for a few years, the impetuous atmosphere in my body at the beginning has slowly precipitated, and I even like the peaceful life here more and more, there is no fighting here, there are no pickled things, in fact, it is quite good." A faint smile appeared at the corner of Yun Niang's mouth, not a perfunctory emperor, but the most genuine smile.

Hearing this, the emperor was stunned, the current Yun Niang seemed to be really different from before, thinking like this, the emperor asked the question in his heart for many years: "I still don't understand, why did you drug the child in the queen's womb back then, obviously you know my heart for you, and know that even if the queen gives birth to a child, it will not threaten your status at all, so why do you bother to do this." ”

Hearing this, Yun Niang's eyes darkened, everyone only remembered that she wanted to murder the child in the queen's womb that day, but forgot the other woman who was present that day, the person she really wanted to harm was not the queen, but Shu's mother, but the palace maid made a mistake in the order and brought the drugged teacup to the queen.

Back then, she felt that she was so unlucky, because of the mistakes of the palace maid, she was ruined and her family was exiled, but now that she thinks about it, she is extremely happy, fortunately Shu's mother was fine that day, otherwise, now there will be no one to inherit this huge Zhongyi Marquis Mansion. It's just that she feels guilty that she has implicated her family.

"The past is gone, why should the emperor ask. After all, it was the concubine who did something wrong. However, she will not tell the emperor the truth after all, her affection for Shu's father is the most precious memory of her youth, but she knows that for Shu's father, her affection is an extremely dangerous thing, and what is more annoying to the emperor than her concubine falling in love with her own courtier?

The emperor looked at Yun Niang for a long time, and finally said slowly: "In the past, you never easily admitted your mistakes, but now it seems that you are indeed no longer the Yun Niang I know." ”

Yun Niang chuckled: "The emperor is no longer the young prince in Yun Niang's memory." ”

When he was young, the emperor was gentle and polite, although he was much more mature than his peers, but he was far less familiar with how to hide his feelings than he did today, especially in front of himself, he did not hide his intentions.

She will always remember the grief and indignation of the person in front of her and the deep disappointment and unwillingness to her when she confessed her guilt, she didn't know his affection for her, but it was not what she wanted, what she wanted became a cloud in the sky after he married her, and it was out of reach.

She didn't love him, and she could even say that she hated him, hated him for marrying her by virtue of his status and power, so that she and that person could no longer be possible for the rest of her life.

The emperor laughed at himself, so many years have passed, things have long been wrong, whether he is or Yun Niang, no one will be the person he was back then.

"I want to get out."

Yun Niang was stunned and looked at the emperor, not knowing what he meant.

The emperor rubbed the bridge of his nose, although the crime committed by Yun Niang back then was serious, but she has lived in this place like a cold palace for so many years over the years, and she can be regarded as forgiving enough sins for herself, and now let her out, even the queen can't say anything.

"Want to get out of here?" The emperor said it again.

"Where?" Yun Niang subconsciously answered.

"Naturally, it will restore your identity, restore your freedom, and let you move to another temple."

Hearing this, Yun Niang lowered her eyes and said softly: "No need, the concubine has lived here for many years and has become accustomed to the peaceful life here, and now when she goes out, I am afraid that she will not be able to adapt to the noisy life outside." ”

You can't leave the palace anyway, so it's not the same anywhere? At least here, she can avoid the disturbance of other concubines in the palace, and she can remember that person without fear.

The emperor didn't expect Yun Niang to refuse him, and he couldn't get over his face for a while, and couldn't help but ask again: "Don't you want to go out to see King Zhou?" ”

"King Zhou?" Yun Niang muttered in a low voice, and suddenly remembered what Ning Xi said before, and she realized that King Zhou was the eldest prince, so she said in a low voice: "I haven't seen it for eighteen years, what is there to think about." ”

The emperor narrowed his eyes: "If one day he commits a crime that is more serious than you did back then, you will regret not going out now and unable to protect him." ”

Yun Niang looked at the emperor suddenly, I don't know what he meant, could it be that King Zhou did something, bit her lip, Yun Niang pondered for a moment, and finally said: "If there is really such a day, it is also King Zhou's own fault, I am a powerless woman and can protect him a little, if the emperor really forgives the crime of the concubine, and asks the emperor to spare the family of the concubine, they are all implicated by the concubine before they are exiled, they themselves did not make mistakes." ”

Hearing this answer, the emperor sneered: "I want to take back the words you changed before, after all these years, you are still so ruthless and selfish, even so selfish that you can ignore your own son." ”

Just like at the beginning, no matter how much he loved her and spoiled her, she still loved herself more.

Yun Niang laughed at herself: "Probably, I am not a person of deep affection, if the emperor feels that the concubine can't live up to King Zhou and sympathizes with King Zhou, then the emperor will take care of him a little more." ”

As soon as Yun Niang's words fell, the emperor walked out with his sleeves brushed up. Looking at the back of the emperor leaving, Yun Niang gently closed her eyes and squatted down. Are you ruthless and selfish? Perhaps, she is a woman with little affection, and the only feeling in her heart has been given to that person, since she met him, her heart can no longer be divided into others. Whether it's her husband or her son, she doesn't have too many feelings, she only has that person in her heart, and she can't tolerate others.

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