"Of course, although Ningzi is my first love, that kind of love is not the same as love. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Well, I don't know how to describe it. ”

Qinghe felt that he was actually a little selfish, when she agreed to Hua Moning to be his girlfriend, she was more greedy, and Hua Moning brought her the warmth.

She hadn't discovered these before, but in the past six months, as she communicated with the psychiatrist, Qinghe saw more and more things.

For example, the matter between her and Hua Moning.

She agreed so happily because in her previous life, she didn't meet a boy like Hua Moning, who could resolve the loneliness and anxiety of her two lives with a smile. It was only later that when he found out that he appeared in the martyr's portrait on TV, Qinghe was scared.

She will overly associate that although Hua Moning is alive and well after the Wenzhou earthquake, he is still haunted by his injury.

She thought for a while that maybe it was because of her rebirth that a lot would change. Hua Moning, a person who did not appear in his own world in his previous life, and who had passed away in his previous life, are all alive, making it difficult for him to distinguish himself from depression.

Slowly, with the opposition of her father over time, Lu Qinghe also saw clearly that her feelings for Hua Moning were just a kind of spiritual and spiritual sustenance. And this kind of sustenance was slowly transferred to Lu Yichen's body, but in Lu Yichen's body, Qinghe was much more difficult and slower than when he accepted Hua Moning.

Empathy is never easy.

caused Lu Qinghe to be insane, and even fell into his own world under the pretext of amnesia, unwilling to come out. Not only because of her mental illness, but also because she herself can't accept the pro. Hand. Kill. The fact that people, as well as the fact that during that month's kidnapping, she often gave her notes because of Hua Zhiqi. Shooting drugs, even if it took her more than two years to quit, she still couldn't get out.

Just like now, the psychiatrist said that Qinghe would occasionally hesitate.

"What about you? Is it love? Little girl, from the perspective of us outsiders, Mr. Lu has long regarded loving you as an instinct. Perhaps, if I praise him so much, you will wonder what benefit he has given me. I really didn't confiscate his benefits this time, but I just asked for the facts. ”

"I know, Sister Wei, you say."

"Then I can tell you, you must not be angry. Mr. Lu grew up in a life of superior conditions since he was a child, to be honest, if you are not from Lingu Village, or if you didn't meet him earlier than those of us. You don't deserve him at all.

He is good-looking, has good family conditions, and is a good person.

Such a person is the dream prince charming of the majority of female comrades across the country. And you? Grew up in the countryside, right...... Normal is not a super-large famous school. Look...... It's also quite average, and our company can pull out a front desk clerk who is several times better than you.

Don't move, you're wearing a mask, what does it mean that the corners of your mouth twitch and twitch?

Isn't what my sister said right? Your looks have never been considered a 'beauty', don't admit it. ”

Qinghe was hit by He Wei's big truth, and couldn't help but retort: "Sister Wei, are you my sister anymore?" Whoever, on which side, is there anyone who speaks like this? Kua Chenchen can't say that I ...... I know I'm most in the accident table. ”

Alas, Mom and Dad inherited all the good things to Little Dream.

"Hahahaha, okay, okay, I don't say you're not beautiful anymore. Well, keep counting your shortcomings, do you want to go on? ”

"Go ahead!" Qinghe said very resentfully and reluctantly.

"I have an average education, I look average, I can't do housework, I can't cook, and I can't even dress up basically. Well, you're a good-for-nothing rural girl, how can you be worthy of being a road boss? So, little girl, you don't take Mr. Lu's kindness and love for you for granted, and you don't pay at all.

You've been pretty good for a few years, though.

The years you were with Hua Moning, tsk...... If I were Mr. Lu, I would have ...... you two dogs a long time ago Uh, packed you up.

Hehe, little girl, my central meaning is, do you love Mr. Lu?

Didn't you say before that you would marry Mr. Lu at the age of twenty-two and return to Lingu Village to be your son-in-law? ”

He Wei scolded herself in her heart, so she didn't admit that she was really surprised when she received Lu Dong's call, let alone that she became Mrs. Lu Dong's spy. can't even admit that she did what she said today, she was bought anyway.

He Wei and Lu Dong are the same husband and wife, they are anxious for them!

And about He Wei's little fat man, she really decided to let it go. So when the little fat man said that he wanted to go back to Lingu Village, but did not say that he would take her back with him, He Wei decided to accept Lu Dong's arrangement and go abroad for further study. Because, in her life, she may only be an actress in order to make her forget the past.

was asked by He Wei that Qinghe was not awkward this time, and he didn't know if it was because he had a mask, anyway, He Wei didn't see any expression at all.

"Loved, loved.

Perhaps, when I was ignorant before, I took Chenchen's love for granted, and even sometimes he didn't follow me at all, I would be very angry and angry. Actually, I know that I was spoiled by Chenchen and squeamish. That's what I wanted to ask you just now.

I plan to arrange this after I return to Lingu Village with my father.

I want to surprise Chenchen, you know, the traditional wedding in our Lingu Village, the costume is similar to Hanfu. But I didn't prepare for these, so I thought about asking Sister Wei to help.

Hey, actually, I don't know when I fell in love with Chenchen. You say it's instinctive for him to love me, and why shouldn't I?

If you don't see him, you miss him, you want to hear his voice, you want to see his face.

In the past three and a half years, if it were another person, I would definitely not have let him stay with me for that long.

At that time, I loved him, but was afraid.

I always dream, and I can't get out of my dreams; In reality, I couldn't get out, and at that time, I asked my father to drive him away. Because there was no him in my world, I was afraid that he would be the next Ningzi. This feeling......

It's not just fear, it's panic.

Because I didn't have it before, but once I had it, I was afraid of losing it.

If it's destined to be lost, it's better not to have it in the first place. ”

This was the case in the previous life, all the good lives were given by Wen Yuanjie. And how much she loved Wen Yuanjie in her previous life, Lu Qinghe is not clear now.

The reason why she committed suicide may be just because she saw through the nature of Wen Yuanjie as a man, and more because of her crankiness in depression. At that time, she felt sorry for her parents, her sisters and sisters, and she still felt ashamed.

She was supposed to be a proud person, but in the end she failed so much.

She committed suicide because she couldn't think about it on the spur of the moment.