-- After all, this is a use.

That's how you see me.

That's not true. Ji Qianyu's lips trembled stiffly, and he slowly looked up at Fu Yufeng, his eyes flashed with dark light and shadow, but he bit his lower lip hard for a moment, and didn't say anything.

She didn't want to show such an obvious show of weakness in front of Yan Yi, and she didn't want to deliberately show any helplessness in front of Fu Yufeng. got Ji Qiufu's news today, maybe she will leave tomorrow, leaving Fu Yufeng here, and she can't bring him more troubles related to herself.

It is true that she likes Fu Yufeng, and it is also true that she has received Fu Yufeng's selfless help and acceptance, she remembers these kindnesses, and she takes advantage of this kind of liking, but when she met Ji Qiufu's news, she did not hesitate to choose between the two.

What kind of use is there between the two, she and Fu Yufeng both know it at this moment.

She took advantage of her liking and was taken care of by Fu Yufeng. On the dark road, I came across a faint lamp. The lamp gave her warmth and light in the cold night, burning herself almost out of oil, and when the light faded, she left without looking back, to go to the light she was chasing.

If it weren't for this use, she wouldn't have known that Fu Yufeng had expectations for herself. He kept saying that he was only a temporary perch on her way, and deep down he longed for her to stay.

And she realized that it was too late to get the end, and when she knew this, she was even more cowardly.

If Fu Yufeng doesn't like her, then her wishful thinking can probably be regarded as the only reward she can get. And if Fu Yufeng also unfortunately fell in love with her, then now all the retention and explanation are like sharp attacks, people's hearts are flesh and blood, how can she bear to cut a bloody knife on his heart with her own hands.

She lowered her eyes almost suffocated, and heard Fu Yufeng's voice calmly negotiating with Yan Yi.

"A million for a message is nothing." He said quietly, "But if the news bought by the million will be sold by you to another employer at a higher price, it is meaningless to take more information, and a duplicate piece of information is actually equivalent to worthless." ”

"If you don't think about that, maybe I'll do it, after all, the most important thing in business is that the partner is a smart person." Yan Yi shrugged, looked at him quietly, smiled at him, and raised the coffee cup in his hand.

"But since you said so, then what I sold to Ji Qianyu will be all the news I know about Sister Fu, and I will not provide this news to her brother again, no matter what way."

"I can also guarantee here that the part I kept when I sold it to her brother is the key to finding Sister Fu."

"Okay, I believe in the credibility of the Yan family." Fu Yufeng nodded, picked up the coffee cup in front of Ji Qianyu, and lightly touched the cup he held in mid-air, "One million is not a small amount, I didn't bring it with me, make an appointment to trade, I hope the cooperation is happy." ”

"Cheng, it's a pleasure to talk to someone who understands." Yan Yi laughed, and when the goal was achieved, he didn't talk too much, stood up with someone, and left after a simple farewell. Only Fu Yufeng and Ji Qianyu were left in the café, standing and sitting in relative silence, and the fierce notes of "Norma's Memories" collided tragically in the café, falling into the entanglement of broken love.

Ji Qianyu raised her head as if she was aware of it, and Fu Yufeng was also lowering her head to look at her. This time their eyes met, and neither of them chose to back down. They rarely looked at each other so bluntly, and they never came to be so calm and ruthless. Ji Qianyu was almost in a trance when he stared at those dark black eyes, and suddenly remembered the scene when he first saw him.

At that time, he was silent from his lowered eyelids to his slender fingertips under the intertwined dim light, only pouring out watery loneliness in the black and white keys, and now he stood in the twilight slanting, the light and shadow overlapped, and there was no change.

The dry blue eyes were stimulated by the spicy sensation rising upwards, and she closed her eyes forcefully, staring at Fu Yufeng persistently. Fu Yufeng lowered his eyes in her gaze, then raised his head and gently bowed his head at her soothingly.

"The agreed transaction time with Yan Yi is ten days later, at the end of your school's art festival." He said, "It should be a convenient time for you to leave as soon as you get the news." ”

Ji Qianyu moved his lips, and his voice was too hoarse: "You drove me away?" ”

"No, it's your own decision, you get it." Fu Yufeng showed a faint smile, his eyes were calm and sober, "I didn't drive you away - I just didn't keep you." ”

Then why don't you stay? Ji Qianyu lowered her eyes, only to feel that this sentence was like a bitter fruit from a heavy cause, and she had no right to complain, so she could only choose to accept it by herself. She hung her head, and suddenly heard Fu Yufeng say again: "I don't know if I'm too abrupt with one million this time, but I still say that, I don't lack this money, if it can help you a little, it will be more meaningful than staying with me." ”

"That's probably the end of what I've been able to do in your life. Good luck with you in the future...... 一 qiē顺lì. ”

"No, I don't want to stop there." Ji Qianyu took a deep breath and looked up at him steadily, his eyes were bright, and his blue eyes trembled slightly with sharp struggles, "Fu Yufeng, I am only a little better than you always thought the situation was, not so confused and helpless, and only rely on the help of others with mercy...... That's not me, I can't get there, I can't rely on anyone completely. ”

"Just because I'm hiding this from you doesn't mean that I don't appreciate your help and care for me. It's true that I'm in a difficult situation, it's true that I'm looking for a mother, and it's true that I'm very dependent on you—"

She fluttered her eyelashes and whispered, "I've never been at ease, I just don't want to lose, so I have reservations." ”

"But this part of the thing you keep is the root cause of my trouble." Fu Yufeng shook his head, smiled helplessly, leaned against the table and raised his head, his gaze falling on a rambling point in the void.

"Although I told myself from the beginning, you have your own way, and sooner or later you have to go, so a line must be drawn well, and crossing the line is a delay for each other. But many times when we get along day and night, I will be shaken by your desperate bets on me. ”

"Ji Qianyu, I'm not a saint, I'm not so indestructible, and I can't be indifferent to others' wholehearted efforts. But if the effort stems from a deliberate plan in the first place, the only thing I should do is get it back on its own course...... No matter how sincere and deliberate your liking is, I can't accept it. ”

"Because I'm struggling so much and so jealously like you."

After he said this, he calmly turned to leave. Ji Qianyu sat in place, the warm afterglow of the sunset shining romantically, and her eyes widened in the tears that slowly welled up, and in the blurred vision, she watched the scattered memories gradually disappear.

She picked up her cup and slowly drank the coffee in her hand little by little. The sweetened coffee only has a little aftertaste bitterness, which she carefully holds on the tip of her tongue, and gathers and disperses the warmth and softness accumulated with her heart, and a little bit of bitterness.

Fu Yufeng did not go home that night, and no one answered the phone. Ji Qianyu waited at home until the bell rang at twelve o'clock, picked up the key and walked out of the house, and walked towards the blues.

She didn't know if Fu Yufeng would be there now, but luckily she pushed open the door of the bar, and the sound of the piano slowly poured out of the dance floor was indeed her familiar. Ji Qianyu walked over with bated breath, stopped at the edge of the dance floor, and looked at Fu Yufeng from a distance, not daring to approach for a while.

He was playing a rather obscure piece, "Peacock Dance for the Dead Princess", slow, solemn, with the solemnity and melancholy of European court dance music. Pa Fan's dance steps are quite obscure, few people can dance now, and this piece is not suitable for other dance steps, the dance floor seemed empty for a while, Chu Ming sat on the side and looked at Fu Yufeng, the expression on his face was quite tangled.

He looked around absentmindedly, and it didn't take long to find Ji Qianyu standing on the side, and he took a glass of wine and shook it in front of her in a new way, and greeted her: "Hey, who is this, isn't this Ji Qianyu?" It's been a long time since I saw you, and you came with you as soon as the wind appeared, have you two become conjoined babies? Eh, it's inconvenient for you to let Yufeng change the bullet of the song, this one can't be high......"

He waited for a while, didn't hear Ji Qianyu's words, and finally realized that something might be wrong. When he was hesitating and didn't know what to answer, Ji Qianyu slowly turned his head to look at him.

"Do you know why I like Fu Yufeng?" She asked softly.

She asked this thoughtlessly, Chu Ming looked at her in confusion, and said in his heart You have been chasing you for so long, haven't you counted it in your heart. He looked at Ji Qianyu in confusion, and smacked his lips after realizing that she was really waiting for his answer, and took a sip of wine in thought.

"Because he's so good to you, I've never seen him like this before, being kind to a person without asking for anything in return, and he's getting deeper and deeper, and he's not like him anymore...... It's hard to find someone who isn't moved by such goodness, right? But you fell in love with him because you were moved, and I was surprised......"

"After all, Ji Qianyu, you are sober and almost indifferent, not like someone who would fall in love with someone else so lightly."

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