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"Lu Ning?" Qin You was startled and hurriedly grabbed her shoulder, "What's wrong?" Why are you crying? ”

The anxiety on his face gradually blurred in the tears, Lu Ning finally couldn't hold back, threw herself into his arms, and cried out with a "wow".

She didn't know what she was crying about. I just kept crying and crying, as if I wanted to cry away all the grievances in my belly.

She didn't know how Yiqiē got to be the way she was. If Qin You also loved her, then how did they get to that point in their last life? Politely estranged, obviously lying on the same bed, but like strangers, they don't care about each other, and they can't say a word for a day-

What went wrong, and who is to blame? Who arranged her rebirth, and what was the purpose?

This qiē seems to have all melted into tears and was vented. Lu Ning cried until her body was deprived of oxygen, and the suffocation made her faint, but her body still sobbed slightly involuntarily.

Qin You was frightened by her.

Qin Ya was similar, "Brother, what did you do?" You shouldn't be bullying Lu Ning, right? How can you cry like this, it's too exaggerated! ”

"I don't know, do you want to call a doctor?" Qin You was a little at a loss, and even almost lost his sense of proportion.

Qin Ya didn't know, "Otherwise, call the doctor to take a look?" She's scary like this. Even if it's fine, you have to inject a little saline and glucose, put on an oxygen ventilator or something, and replenish it. ”

Qin You is as good as a stream.

When the doctor came, Lu Ning's body calmed down, and he couldn't see anything else except his red eyes.

Qin You also gradually calmed down, and called Zhang Jijuan first, saying that it was too late, and Lu Ning would stay here with Qin Ya. Zhang Jijuan was already prepared to let Lu Ning go out, so she didn't ask much.

After the call, the doctor came.

The examination found that it was just that he was too excited, but what was lacking was not oxygen, but carbon dioxide, which is the so-called "respiratory alkalosis", but the symptoms were not strict, and after being put on a ventilator, Lu Ning woke up quickly.

Packing up the first aid tools, the doctor did not leave quickly, but signaled to Qin You, he still had something to say. This is the family doctor of the Qin family, he knows the roots, although he doesn't know who Lu Ning is, he will naturally tell everything he finds.

Qin You asked Qin Ya to accompany Lu Ning and send the doctor out by herself, and then asked, "What's the problem?" ”

"Mr. Qin, when I just checked, I found that this young lady's heart rate is a little abnormal, but she lacks tools and can't diagnose it. Jianyì asked her to go for a special ECG examination. The doctor said.

Qin You's heart jumped, remembering that when Zhang Jijuan had surgery before, Director Zhang also said that myxoma is hereditary. Whether Lu Ning carries such a tumor factor on her body, no one can say.

Because of such speculation, Qin You found that he was a little afraid to meet Lu Ning.

Ever since they met, there didn't seem to be much good in what had happened. Sometimes Qin You felt that he had brought these bad luck to Lu Ning? When Lu Ning saw herself, would she also have such thoughts?

He stood in the doorway and lit a cigarette, and in the end he didn't smoke it, just quietly watched it burn out.

This should have been a joyful day, Lu Ning's birthday, he also prepared a lot of activities and surprises, ready to take her to experience them one by one, and made countless promises to Qin Ya for this purpose, so that she promised not to follow the light bulb...... But now, it seems that all these thoughts and arrangements are in vain.

Shouldn't I approach Lu Ning? Qin You refused to let himself think about it.

Let go, he can't do it. So the only thing I can do is to take care of Lu Ning, so that she can be healthy and live a happy life. And he will be able to do it.

Qin You took a deep breath and rubbed his somewhat stiff face before turning around and going upstairs.

It was already late, and Lu Ning fell asleep under Qin Ya's comfort. Qin Ya came out of the room and saw Qin You standing at the door, and couldn't help but look at him with wide eyes, "Why don't you go in?" ”

Qin You shook his head, "Xiaoya, you go out with Lu Ning tomorrow." ”

"Why?" Qin Ya knew how much effort he had put into it, and now he actually gave up the opportunity to himself? She doesn't need to cultivate feelings, "Why don't you go together?" ”

Qin You didn't speak, turned around and went back to his room. He didn't sue Qin Ya, he always felt that Lu Ning was so excited and cried so much because of himself. So he didn't dare to get too close for the time being.

……

After a night's rest, when Lu Ning woke up again, her mood had calmed down.

She still didn't know what happened in her previous life, and why she and Qin You came to the same situation later, but Lu Ning was no longer willing to pursue it.

It's a new life after all, and she shouldn't trap herself in the pain and doubt of the past. Knowing that Qin You had also loved her, Lu Ning felt that her past self should be blinded. She is in his heart, after all, she is not just a dispensable lover, she used to be a heart...... After all, it's not a mistake.

She...... It's just that he doesn't have that kind of good life, and he can be loved and cared for all his life.

As for this life, she doesn't know if she has such a life, at least until this moment, all developments are different. Qin You proposed to her, ran for her affairs, and introduced her to his friends and relatives...... He was genuinely open and willing to take her into his life.

This is too touching temptation, Lu Ning can't refuse, and she doesn't want to refuse.

She was like a cat that had wandered outside, perhaps had been hurt a lot, blowing up her fur and carefully watching everyone who passed by. If the other person shows kindness and tenderness, make further temptations. If the other person shows malicious intent, run away before he can react.

Nostalgia for every trace of warmth, but when you go, you don't hesitate.

From this point of view, Lu Ning felt that there was actually no difference between herself and Qin Ya. She looked at the girl as if she were looking at herself, and she couldn't help but be moved no matter what.

But Qin You didn't notice it that day, and only hurriedly said happy birthday to her at the dinner table and left.

Qin Ya leaned over, "My brother is actually fine today, he has arranged his work, he wants to take you out to play, and celebrate your birthday." He also has several birthday surprises for you. ”

Lu Ning couldn't help but turn her head to look at the car in the distance, then turned back to look at Qin Ya, and asked with her eyes: Then why has it changed again?

"You fainted last night and scared him, didn't you?" Qin Ya shrugged, "I probably thought that you would cry again as soon as you saw him or something, so I quickly hid." She couldn't help but laugh herself. How low is my brother's EQ to think that he should avoid it at this time?

Lu Ning didn't know what to say, so she had to bow her head and eat.

Qin Ya observed her for a while before asking tentatively, "Hey, do you like my brother or not?" ”

Lu Ning's action of cutting eggs paused.

Do you like Qin Yu or not?

She should certainly like it. From the previous life to this life - the heart has long been unconsciously falling, but it is trying to maintain the superficial disdain. Because I am afraid that I will not get a response, I am even more afraid that the only kind I can give will be disdained by the other party and trampled on under my feet.

But what about Qin You? Isn't he afraid?