"How do you talk, kid?" The aunt didn't let it go, and said again, after saying that it was not enough to reach out to pull Xu Duole.

Xu Duole shrank his hand inward without a trace, "I'm still a child, I don't know how to speak, if I say something wrong, and I say something, Auntie, please forgive me." After speaking, Xu Duole looked like he was holding her mother, which was actually almost like dragging her mother away.

Just walked away.

When I left, I heard the disdainful tone and abuse of the aunts in the back.

"What's the big deal, you have to sè if you take a heavy exam? Nowadays, many college students are eating with their bosses with elementary school degrees. ”

"Don't talk about eating with me, I see her like this, hey, in the future, she will definitely be looking for the boss to raise the goods."

"Isn't she just a care professional, a one-stop care provider, it's disgusting."

"No one needs to find a job, specialize in being a junior, and be the second wife of someone else's fat boss."

"Hahahaha."

They deliberately said it very loudly, just to let Xu Duole and her mother hear that if they can't talk about others, they will also disgust others.

Xu Duole ignored it completely and continued to walk with her mother.

"Mom, don't talk to this kind of moth on weekdays in the future." Xu Duole and Xu's mother walked down the street, and from time to time students who went to the evening repair pedaled bicycles and passed by, both of them looking ahead.

It is clearly a very ordinary appearance and scene, but for this mother and daughter, it has not been a long, long time.

Last time, the two of them walked calmly under the road at night, passing by the laughing students and the sound of cars driving by......

At that time, Xu Duole could only hold his mother's hand.

What pushed the most intimate mother-daughter relationship to the current situation.

"When did you learn to speak so arrogantly?" Mother Xu said, but the tone was as impulsive as before, as if she had to tear her open to see what secrets she had, and this tone could be regarded as an improvement.

Xu Duole breathed a sigh of relief.

It turned out that as long as she stood firm, she could really stand against her mother, and in the past, she was blindly withdrawing and pandering, afraid that her mother would be unhappy because of something, and that she would hurt her like her father.

didn't expect her withdrawal and pandering to cause damage to her mother later.

"I'm not usually like that." Xu Duole said, "It's just that I don't want those people to hurt you anymore." ”

"I'm not a child, and I say it as if I want you to protect me." Mother Xu thought it was a little funny, but she couldn't laugh, she didn't think that her daughter was treating her with such a mentality, probably a little flattered.

She felt that Xu Duole had been avoiding her, and she was afraid that Xu Duole would become like her father, who seemed to be a very decent and gentle person, but in fact he was playful and bad.

The so-called love of freedom.

The so-called can't talk to her.

This qiē is just an excuse for cheating, and no amount of excuses can hide his ugly face of infidelity to marriage and family.

So Xu's mother became more and more afraid.

I am afraid that Xu Duole will become like her father, will love freedom, want to get rid of her, will be distracted, play with feelings to hurt others and hurt herself.

So Xu's mother was almost hysterical and wanted to catch Xu Duole tightly.

I want to love her.

can't stand provoking to raise the requirements for her daughter, and wants her to be stronger and better, so that no one can look down on her, but she hasn't thought about all her ways, like a madman who is too controlling.

Probably because Xu Duole does not have a so-called rebellious period.

But Xu's mother felt that this was a silent rebellion, so the tighter she held it, the tighter she held it.

I didn't think about Xu Duole, but I actually wanted to protect her as a mother.

"When I grow up, I will protect myself, but you will never protect yourself." Xu Duole said, "What those people said, is there any sentence that they deserve, and you are also good-tempered to endure those people, if you put your attitude towards me on them, they will see you consciously jump away a hundred meters away." ”

Xu Duole knows her mother's paranoia and demands, many of which are due to the struggle with those long-tongued women downstairs, and also knows that those middle-aged women, with vicious mouths, do not leave a way out at all, pretending to gossip with you, to see how you have been living recently, in fact, they just want to hear about the unpleasant things in your family, and they are happy when they see that others are not living well.

Not to mention such neighbors, even old classmates for many years have pretended to ask about their lives while seeing what they can show off.

The more calmly and casually they say, no matter how you look at it, they are better off than them, and they feel that they can't let go of it in one breath, and if they care about others like Mother Xu, they will become even worse and fall into their arms.

"And why do you have to compare yourself to those people." Xu Duole felt angry when he said, "They are elementary school teachers, their husbands are university teachers, they say that they are rich but you are not rich, and there are a few who are not employed, and you have your own business, what is there to compare with them, how can they be qualified to compare with you." ”

After so many years of grievances, she couldn't figure out what she couldn't figure out, and she didn't want to endure it.

Originally, Xu Duole just wanted to clarify her attitude and stand up straight for the position she should stand, but the more she faced those people, the more she couldn't calm down, and the more she couldn't understand her mother's choice.

It's clearly about living a good life, so why should you be involved with those bad losers in life.

Mother Xu looked at the lights in the distance, "Your father used to like to compare the two of us with others. ”

Such a sentence is fluttering.

But it weighs like 10,000 catties.

"I probably think that I'm like this, I don't have much knowledge, so I can only make money, and I can't compare to others." Xu's mother said, "I also feel that the daughter I gave birth to did not inherit his brain, and the grades are not so good." ”

Xu Duole was a little angry......

"Since he is so ruthless to you, and so ruthless to my daughter, why do you keep remembering his words."

If all the sadness she experienced was because of her mother's obsession with her father's words.

It's just not worth it.

"yes, so I'm just stupid." Xu's mother said.

"I'm very strict with you, I'm afraid that one day you will become like him, flowery, bad." Mother Xu said what she feared, "But you are still under my control, and my mother has failed to do so." ”

Xu Duole wanted to add in his heart, it was indeed a failure.

My daughter can call to check attendance in college, there are activities in school to call, and I have to call until I miss the phone in the exam, and I have always felt that my daughter should be the same as 24-hour customer service, and she must answer every call she makes, otherwise it is not to blame for being disobedient.

If she had used such a trick to treat her father earlier, she might not have developed into this.

All such tricks are put on her.

But the former mother was really not like this, she was not so nervous, and she trusted others very much, and after her father cheated, her mother could no longer recover from the original, so she could only go further and further apathy.

"I'm not going to be like that." Xu Duole said.

Xu's mother didn't answer.

The two walked in silence for a long time.

"Mom will try to listen to you in the future."

Mother Xu's voice floated in the air and passed by in a trance.

There is light and fast, Xu Duole almost thought it was an auditory hallucination.

But it's still quite clear.

"You know more than me now, and you're better than me." Xu's mother said, "As long as you don't learn from your father, it's fine." ”

"I wouldn't have learned from him." Xu Duole replied.

For her father, it is difficult to describe such a person, in that era, Xu Duole's father was a very small number of undergraduates, or a graduate of a certain university, and now that university is very difficult to admit, and college students in that era are not as everywhere as they are now.

So he was admitted to university, but at that time, a village was happy for him, and it was at this time that his second aunt introduced him to Xu Duole's mother, Sun Mingyue.

Xu's mother's father is a businessman who hasn't read much, but he hasn't read much, and he is not like those long-tongued women, who only work with people with lower education than him, and he hopes that his daughter can also study, take the university entrance examination, and be a knowledgeable person.

But Sun Mingyue still didn't have much ability to study, so she stopped after finishing her junior college, and she studied accounting, studied finance school, and then followed Uncle Sun to do business.

The Sun family also has a bit of a family background, but it can't be said to be a famous family, and it can't blow this cow.

The second aunt said that she was going to be a matchmaker for Sun Mingyue, and she was pushing a college student who came back from studying at a university, but the matter of being a matchmaker is not good and pedantic, and the new era should pay attention to free love, so at that time, the second aunt found someone who two people knew together and had a party.

That is, the friend in Xu's mother's mouth got to know each other at a party.

The second aunt is not afraid that Sun Mingyue will not be noticed by Xu Hongping, Sun Mingyue is still maintaining a good figure, and she is still a beauty with a temperament between her eyebrows, not to mention what kind of appearance she was a few decades ago.

As soon as Uncle Sun heard that there was such a knowledgeable and good son-in-law, he asked the second aunt to be a matchmaker, and the matter was done, and he gave a big red envelope, and the second aunt worked hard and held a party.

Xu Hongping had never seen any kind of woman in college at that time, but Sun Mingyue had never seen such a refined and temperamental type, Sun Mingyue would put on makeup a long time ago, and her family was not bad for money, and the clothes were brought back from abroad, which was not an ordinary fashion.

Such a temperamental and fashionable woman has absolute temptation to Xu Hongping, who was still simple and simple back then.

At that time, Xu Hongping chased Sun Mingyue, wrote poems, and invited her to come out to admire the moon.

A qiē romantic trick has been made.