116 Chapter 116
Back at Chen Jing's house, Chen Jing brewed two cups of brown sugar ginger tea.
"I was freezing outside for a long time just now, drink a cup of ginger tea to drive away the cold." Chen Jing said as she handed one of the cups of brown sugar ginger tea to Sun Li.
"Thank you." Sun Li took the brown sugar ginger tea and looked at Chen Jing, this woman, if he couldn't get it, Sun Li felt that he would probably be unwilling for the rest of his life. Sun Li held Chen Jing to brew brown sugar ginger tea for himself, the taste of ginger tea has never been good, probably because of a lot of brown sugar, Sun Li felt very sweet, and it was not as unpleasant as he remembered. When I like someone, the mood is like swinging, falling together, over and over again.
"You go take a hot shower after drinking, go to bed early, the clothes you left me here before are still there, in the guest room where you slept before." Chen Jing explained.
"Why didn't you throw it away?" Sun Li asked, she thought that Chen Jing had already thrown it away, and Chen Jing still kept the clothes she left at her house, which made Sun Li still a little happy in her heart.
"It's not mine, and I don't have the right to dispose of it." Chen Jing actually hesitated to throw it away, but then gave up, and it didn't take up much space anyway.
"Isn't it bad for you to put my clothes in your guest room?" Sun Li asked again.
"I barely leave anyone to spend the night at my house." Except for Sun Lihui, who had to stay overnight at her own house, her friends are generally very knowledgeable and will not die at home.
"Oh." Although Sun Li replied casually, his tone was brisk, indicating that he still had some special existence to stay at Sun Li's house for the night, and thinking about it like this, Sun Li suddenly felt full of hope again.
"I'll go back to my room and take a shower first, and you can take care of yourself." Chen Jing quickly drank her cup of brown sugar ginger tea, turned around and went back to her master bedroom, ready to take a bath and sleep.
"Chen Jing." Sun Li stopped Chen Jing.
Chen Jing turned to look at Sun Li, not understanding why Sun Li suddenly stopped him. finish
"Why did you bring me home tonight?" Sun Li asked.
"You're not in good shape to reassure me, and you know I might be a little bit of a carefree." Chen Jing actually knew that it was still a little inappropriate to bring Sun Li back, but she still felt relieved.
"Do you know, I decided to give up liking you at that moment, but you brought me home again, and I was reluctant to give up, what do you want me to do?" Sun Li asked the same question again.
"Then I'll pay attention next time and try to do as little as possible things that might mislead you." Chen Jing was a little numb about the topic of Sun Li, how did she know what she was going to do, but Chen Jing felt that she did have a little responsibility.
Of course, this kind of answer made Sun Li a little angry, Chen Jing was always done like this, and after giving herself a little hope, she didn't care whether she lived or died, she was now eager to force Chen Jing, raw rice and cooked rice, so that she couldn't rely on it, in fact, she was approaching Chen Jing.
Sun Li's approach made Chen Jing unconsciously retreat, and the aggressive Sun Li made her always want to escape, Chen Jing thought, sure enough, it was still a gentle person who made herself feel more comfortable.
Sun Li didn't let Chen Jing escape, she reached out and hugged Chen Jing again, Chen Jing wanted to break free of Sun Li's sudden hug, Sun Li hugged her tightly, otherwise she broke free.
"Let me like you, okay?" Sun Li pleaded in a low voice, she now knows that if she likes someone enough, she will be willing to let go of her pride for her, and let herself become less like herself, she doesn't dare to say that Chen Jing also likes me, okay, because she knows that Chen Jing's answer must be refusal, if she just begs Chen Jing not to refuse to be liked by herself, then the kind Chen Jing may not refuse.
Sun Li's low pleading voice, no longer wanting to tear others apart, but like a proud lion, she lowered her noble head, just seeking to caress it, such Sun Li made Chen Jing give up the struggle, and couldn't bear to say the words of refusal. The capable Chen Jing has a fatal flaw, that is, she is too easy to be soft-hearted and too easy to sympathize with the weak, and it seems that there is a kind of compassion in her nature. And once others find this piece of soft-hearted place, it will be like being grabbed by the weakness, so that her whole heart can't be tough, and in the case that her principled bottom line is not broken, as long as she grasps her shortcomings, she can be given what she wants. For example, Ning Yixun, and her own sister, who is many years younger than her, are just like the debt collectors she owed in her previous life.
At this moment, Sun Li really had nothing to do with Chen Jing, and had to let go of her pride and self-esteem, but when she felt the most embarrassed and helpless in her heart, her heart had the opportunity to be comforted by Chen Jing.
"There are so many people who like you, and you don't miss me, why do you have to be me?" Chen Jing asked a little helplessly, but her tone was soft, so that Sun Li could feel Chen Jing's slight softening.
"If only I could know why I have to come to you to hit a wall, I also try very hard to pretend that everything is an illusion, I shouldn't actually like you so much, it's been months, and I've been hypnotizing myself like this, but as soon as I saw you tonight, I knew that all this was self-deception, I have been trying to make my heart cold, I can't help but throb when I see you, your rejection and coldness still make me collapse, you don't know how desperate I was when I cried just now......" Sun Li continued to say, her eyes were a little red again, she felt that liking someone like this was a very, very uncomfortable thing.
Chen Jing has really rejected a lot of younger sibling-level suitors, although she also feels a little guilty about refusing on weekdays, but she feels that these young and naïve suitors are not emotionally mature, but she wants to get the comfort of their so-called inexplicable sense of security in herself, and it would be good to be more mature, and she felt that she was just a small fence they encountered on the road, and it was good to cross it, but now facing Sun Li, Chen Jing felt hot for the first time.
Do you like Sun Li? Chen Jing didn't know, she only knew that she didn't hate Sun Li, although sometimes Sun Li was quite annoying, but overall, she still didn't hate Sun Li. She believes that people get along with each other, whether they are friends or lovers, there is probably some kind of aura, and the attraction between the auras can come together. is like Ning Yixun, this woman who makes her want to complain 10,000 times, but actually complains at least dozens of times, and occasionally despises her, but Ning Yixun is somehow implicated with her, otherwise she would not have agreed to be her agent at the beginning, and later because Ning Yixun was too unreliable, she couldn't rest assured that she didn't care about her, so as soon as she cleaned up, she cleaned up the mess for more than ten years. She wasn't sure that she would recruit another seemingly unreliable Sun Li, if she did, it wouldn't be like Ning Yixun, more than ten years would be enough, and it would be a trouble for the rest of her life. Of course, if Sun Li is tired, except for leaving early. She knows her personality, so she is reluctant to start a relationship casually, because then she will bind herself. Especially after the first two boyfriends took the initiative to leave, she must like each other before agreeing to be together, although that kind of liking is within her rational range, and there is a difference between Ning Yixun and Young Yu's greasy love that she can't wait to stick together at any time. But, after all, being disliked by the person you like is actually not a good feeling. And being rigid and too rational is the trait of oneself, which will not change.
Chen Jing still doesn't want to start a relationship at will, she feels that she is not suitable for love, but her heart to reject Sun Li is not as strong as before, and even looks at Sun Li who is trapped in love, she is a little unbearable, after all, such a proud woman, the humility at the moment is particularly valuable, if she breaks it herself, Chen Jing can't bear it. Chen Jing knows that this kind of intolerance is actually an unusual, even if this unusualness does not have actual symbolic meaning. Just like Ning Yixun, she is also a special person in her heart, but it has nothing to do with love.
"Liking is your personal thing, can't I say if you like it, can you really dislike it? If you're so obedient, it's easy to do. Chen Jing felt that it was better to appease Sun Li first, and the rest would be talked about later, after all, it was actually more difficult to crush the softest heart than to tear down a tough wall, at least for Chen Jing. 166 Reading Network