48 Missing
In the first few days, because Qin You stayed here to help her adapt to the new environment, Lu Ning was not unaccustomed.
Because most of the things were taken care of by Qin You.
But Qin You is also very busy after all, and it is impossible to stay here all the time. As soon as he left, Lu Ning suddenly found that living alone in this two-bedroom house seemed very empty.
Get up in the morning, alone. Go out to school, alone. Came back in the evening, still alone.
This should have been a way of life that she was used to, but now she couldn't adapt to it anyway.
It's just that when facing Qin You, he can't show weakness and try to report good news and not bad news. "I'm very good, I don't feel bored with my classmates during the day, and I don't feel bored communicating with each other. Come back in the evening and take the time to enrich yourself and try to keep up with the progress of your schoolwork here - busier than when you were back home. Lu Ning said to Qin You.
She hopes to be able to cover up her loneliness with her busyness and not let Qin You find out.
Otherwise, he might laugh at him, "I had to cry and shout to go out as an exchange student, but now I know that life is not easy, right?" ”
Lu Ning was unwilling to show such weakness in front of Qin You - or rather, she was unwilling to make Qin You feel that he couldn't do without her. Even if this is the case, Lu Ning will definitely hide it carefully, lest Qin You be too proud.
What's more, no matter how good Qin You is now, the ending of the previous life has always urged Lu Ning: a woman like a silk flower has no marriage and a future, and the misalignment of the relationship between her and Qin You in the previous life led to the tragic ending. Now that she's off to a good start, she has to try to make everything go in a good direction instead of going back.
So you can usually rely on Qin You appropriately, but when it's time for her to fight, she must not be ambiguous.
Lu Ning originally felt that her level of speaking had improved, but she never expected that Qin You suddenly changed her painting style: "Wife, don't you miss me at all?" Not at all? ”
Lu Ning had no choice but to answer with difficulty, "Yes." ”
"You're so busy, how can you have time to think about me?" Qin You continued to ask.
Lu Ning was helpless, "It's always okay to make a little time every day." ”
"But I think about you all the time every day." Qin You said very naturally.
Lu Ning's face turned red.
Even if she has been married for so long, even if she is only on the phone now, she still can't adapt to this kind of straightforward and enthusiastic confession, and she always feels that her blood is surging, and she can't control it at all.
But being so remembered by the person she likes also makes her happy at the same time. So I couldn't help but soften, "Well, in fact, I have more time to think about you every day than a little bit." ”
"How much is more than a little bit?"
It's all free time. But of course Lu Ning won't say, "It's when I'm free." ”
"Then you must have a lot of time when you are free." Qin You immediately said firmly. This determination made Lu Ning amused, and finally realized that he seemed to be being tricked. Sure enough, Qin You immediately said, "It's not used to living alone, right?" Isn't it a bit deserted? ”
"Nothing." Lu Ning immediately retorted, "I'm so busy every day, I can't pay attention to this. ”
"I'll try to make time to go over and see you." Qin Yu said to himself.
Lu Ning was a little annoyed, "I said that I am very busy, even if you come over, I may not have time to accompany you." You'd better stay over there and go about your business. I'm all right here. ”
Everything is good naturally means everything is bad, Qin You knows very well, but Lu Ning is so stubborn and denies it, which makes him a little worried, what if he makes time to pass, Lu Ning gritted his teeth and made a busy appearance in order to show that he was really busy, and refused to meet him every morning and evening? Then there would be no point in his past.
So in the end I had to compromise, "Okay, I'll be busy first." If there's a chance to go on a business trip there, I'll stop by and see you, right? ”
"Of course." Lu Ning tried to press the corners of her upturned lips, "I'll make time for that time." ”
Qin You shook his head and smiled.
But Lu Ning can have such a mind, which already makes him very happy. Therefore, it is not possible to continue to force it. Then Lu Ning asked some domestic things, whether Zhang Jijuan was okay, where Qin Ya lived after she came back, how to arrange work, and so on.
When she finally hung up the phone, she realized that her phone was so hot that her ears seemed to be a little painful.
It turns out that missing is such a feeling.
She was lying on the empty big bed, and suddenly missed Qin You's temperature very much. Although she had just spoken on the phone, she suddenly felt that she was even more lonely than before.
Fortunately, after all, Lu Ning was the one who used to support the family by herself and worked hard to make money to save her mother's surgery fees, so it didn't take long for her to get used to this kind of life. Except for missing Qin You, everything else is fine.
Even later, thinking about Qin You after being busy seemed to have really become a way for her to dispel boredom and loneliness and cheer herself up.
Missing someone, it was bitter at the beginning, but gradually I was able to taste the sweetness. Because she understands very well that everything she is busy with every day is to be better with him in the future.
Lu Ning is thinking about it so happily, so slowly, even the time of loneliness is less, and every day is so fulfilling. She had to study her coursework, communicate with her classmates, compare the differences between home and abroad, and start thinking about her future direction.
Simultaneous interpretation has been given up by Lu Ning. This industry is extremely competitive, and it is always in tension, and it is too busy to take care of its family, no matter what the considerations, Lu Ning himself is not willing to choose.
She had found a good direction: translating all kinds of scholarly works.
This is a relatively open profession, as long as there is an Internet connection, most of the work can be arranged freely, and you can live at home and do it. It's okay to travel when necessary.
Moreover, compared with interpretation, the pace of translation will be much slower, and the emphasis is on appropriateness and appropriateness, which is exactly what Lu Ning likes to study. She didn't have much love for foreign languages, but if she could translate foreign languages into the most appropriate and appropriate Chinese for everyone to see, Lu Ning felt that it was very meaningful.
But for now, it's just a simple idea. Because such translations are often not done by one person, Lu Ning still has a long way to go if she wants to enter the industry.
However, Lu Ning's heart was already very biased. It's just that it's not ready yet, and of course it's not discussed with Qin You. - I really planned to surprise him this time, so I can't say it yet. It's best to wait until it's basically settled before letting him know.
It's like a gift.
Of course, although the taste of longing for sweetness is very good, if the time is too long, it will become a torment again.
So of course Lu Ning would not exclude Qin You from coming to see my grandmother, provided that he stopped by the way, instead of deliberately pushing off all kinds of meetings and dates for himself, and came over across the ocean, just to take a look at her.
In order to find a reasonable reason for the business trip, Qin You took a lot of effort and finally attended a conference held in the United States, which made the trip possible.
However, it is a pity that the place where the conference was held is not the same as Lu Ning's school. Although it is convenient to travel back and forth within the United States, it is very inappropriate to go back and forth repeatedly. Therefore, Qin You finally postponed the work arrangement by two days, and there was basically no arrangement on the last day of the meeting, adding up to three days to accompany Lu Ning.
Because he said it at the beginning, Qin You didn't give any surprises, but when he was planning his trip, he told Lu Ning all his plans.
So since a week ago, Lu Ning has been looking forward to this day, and even her classmates have noticed that she is different, she seems to be more lively and has a better complexion. But no one knew why, and when I asked her, she just smiled.
Lu Ning originally said that she was going to pick up the airport, but was rejected by Qin You, "It's convenient for me to take a taxi directly, you can just wait for me at school." ”
So from the beginning of this day, Lu Ning was a little uneasy.
Qin You's plane arrived almost noon, and Lu Ning originally had a class, but after thinking about it, he skipped class for the first time. I also went to the bathroom to make up a little bit and tidy up my clothes and hair. Seeing her eyebrows and eyes smiling in the mirror, she couldn't hide her joy and couldn't hide it, Lu Ning couldn't help but be slightly stunned.
Previous life...... Had she ever had such a moment of joy?
Can't remember it anyway. But Lu Ning finally understood that it was such a feeling that two people who loved each other were really together. If it hurts, something must be wrong. If it can't be resolved, the relationship will end up in a dead end sooner or later.
She raised her hand and touched her face, her stunned expression gradually dissolved, and finally slowly turned into a smile that was difficult to hide.
With this beautiful smile, she walked all the way to the school gate, found a tree as a shelter, and stood under the tree in anticipation.
Dozens of minutes are like a lifetime. In Lu Ning's life, there had never been such a moment of anticipation and longing for someone like this, so much so that when Qin You finally got out of the car and smiled at her, she almost thought that she had a delusion.
It wasn't until Qin You stood where he stood and turned his head to look around, looked accurately in her direction, and then walked towards this side.
Lu Ning felt that her heart was beating faster and faster, and she seemed to be a little out of breath. She just held her breath and stared at Qin You for a moment.
Until he came to himself. 166 Reading Network