Da Zhuang Dad pulled the old secretary and Heizi to run on Zhengding Street, the three people in the car got on the road and never left due north, although there is a distance from here to the canal bridge, but according to the delayed effort, the tricycle should be seen, but they still can't see a little shadow.

The more this happens, the more anxious he becomes, Da Zhuang's father thinks that the door is evil, even if the two children are slow, they will not be so slow, as the saying goes, if you are not afraid of slowness, you are afraid of standing, could it be that the two of them stopped the car and talked?

"Drive!" The more Da Zhuang Dad thought about it, the more anxious he became, the old secretary sent himself for a purpose, not just to protect the dog's leftovers, this is good, the work is done, but the child is gone, this face can't be lost! So the big strong father lifted the back handle of the whip, and aimed at the buttocks of the big green horse, and the big green horse understood, threw away his four hooves and galloped away into the night.

The bean sprouts rushed to the south desperately, and it was a posture of never looking back!

Gou Yu stared at the two big eyes, panting and looking at the sprouts stupidly, at this time his mind was empty, and there was only one concept in his mind, that is, to die, hurry up and die, I don't want to see you a black sheep in my life!

"Die, never come back, I don't want to see you in my life!" The dog shouted loudly at the galloping bean sprouts!

His words are like the whip of the big strong father, I saw that the steps of the bean sprouts were faster, because the speed was too fast, I saw the bean sprouts sometimes stumbling in the east and sometimes in the west, and that kind of perseverance was something that no one could pull back!

Bean sprouts ran as if she heard a burst of "boom boom" roar, she knew that she was getting closer and closer to the Grand Canal, at this time the roar of the Grand Canal was like a call, that kind of call was so joyful, just like the first time she faced the Grand Canal, at that time there was no other thought, there was her home, it was a thought that no force could change!

The bean sprouts ran forward lifelessly, and she felt that she had an inexhaustible strength at this moment, and her whole body was full of strength at that moment!

This thought has been in her mind since she can remember, and as she gets older, this thought becomes stronger and stronger, especially when she saw those few free chickens in the yard foraging, leaving her that kind of feeling, she was thinking, I am a human being, could it be that my fate is not even as good as a chicken?

When she hid in that dark corner and often fell into deep thought, when she happened to walk past a few of her peers jumping up and down one day, there was a strong desire. Hope completely subverted her inferiority!

Why can't I live like them? Why do they live so happily, why do I live as well as a chicken? They are human beings, and so am I! Why is that?

One day, when she rode a tricycle alone to sell bean sprouts, an old man whispered to her that the child should be stronger and fight against fate to avoid being crazy in the next life.

I asked him, then why am I so miserable?

You will wait until the day of your own parents, as long as you can survive this hurdle, you will definitely be happy!

Yes? What do you say, my current father and mother are not my own?

Silly child, can your father and mother do this to you?

Since then, I have found the reason, the reason why my life is miserable is because my current father and mother are not my own child, and only my own father and mother will give themselves happiness.

I know what to do, I must be strong to live, I must find my parents, I must taste the taste of happiness!

From now on, I will no longer cry and mourn, no matter how much they beat and scold me, I will grit my teeth and face it, I will sell along the street, I shout loudly, I am looking for happiness and at the same time looking for my own happiness, I don't believe that I can't wait for that day!

Year after year, I can't bear it anymore, I can't bear it anymore, I'm eighteen years old, how long can I wait?

Hope every day, nightmares every day, endlessly with yourself day after day, year after year with no end in sight!

A pair of longing eyes, a shrunken body, a heart full of hope, waited too long and too long, when the stick struck again, it suddenly shattered the only thought that could keep her alive!

She chose the original path, or that path is the most tempting, there is no more thought at that time makes her have no hesitation, the same pain, different results, the pain will disappear in an instant, and the parting will be eternal with a smile!

The laughter on the banks of the Grand Canal seemed to be a kind of calling, and she wondered why the scenery on both sides of the river was so different. Just like heaven and hell are in the world, facing you, me and him?

There is no need to delve into the reason, the other side of the river will always belong to them, this should be my place, although it is close at hand, but it is as different as heaven and earth, is it that the difference between people is so world-apart?

I was born again, I saw a world that was better than my parents, I saw the desire to be more like a sister than a brother and sister, and at that moment, I went from hell to heaven!

Really let the old man say right, the child is stronger, you will definitely see your father, as long as you pass this hurdle, you will definitely be happy!

Yes, when I jumped into the Grand Canal, when I struggled in the rolling water, I heard the cries for help from the shore, when I sank to the bottom of the water and died, when I was in the middle of life and death. As I looked, a swimming figure was rapidly approaching me!

It was him, it was he who made me pull me back from the thought of despair at that moment, when I went ashore and saw that the friends on the other side were gathered here, I had an inexplicable fear, can I say goodbye to the previous pain in the two heavens that are out of place?

When the dog leftover rescued me again and carried me on the road with all my might, I felt the hot heart, the happiness and happiness that I had been looking forward to for a long time, and at that moment I was so moved that my body and mind were soft!

At that time, I felt from the bottom of my heart what it means to be brothers and sisters, and at the same time, I also felt that I was no longer a lonely ghost!

When Haoran took the dog on the back and called out to my friends, my heart tightened all of a sudden. The wide arms, the "bang" like the water of the Grand Canal roaring and the beating of the heart, suddenly made me feel the feelings of my father!

At that time, I asked myself in my heart, could it be that he is the relative I am looking for?

Since then I have fallen into the honey pot, and since then I have felt that all the eyes of everyone are watching me, and all of a sudden I feel that I have become the brightest pearl in the world!

From despair to the next life, it seems like a thought, like a dream, which catches people off guard! The pounding heartbeat, and the previous disheartened feelings, suddenly turned into a river, an impassable river, really like when I was here and they were over there!

In the blink of an eye, I suddenly crossed to the other side of the river like a dream, and suddenly became a happy person like them, even happier and happier than them!

I happily integrated into their happy paradise, I lived for 18 years to taste the taste of happiness, every little friend around me seems to be my own brothers and sisters, every adult around me is their own parents, that feeling I thought, who else is happier than me now?

Another irresistible change completely shattered the dream of happiness, which once again beat me from this side of the river to the other side of the river, and at that time I deeply realized that my first farewell was gradually approaching me again!

Aunt Wanruo's departure accelerated this process, and her departure not only woke everyone up, but also woke me up, and I realized that the nightmare was coming again!

Any expression of my heart is superfluous, I just take out my heart, the love in my heart, will he understand?

The facts tell me that the harder I try, the more it will backfire, and now I have nothing to hope for but him?

The words have been said to the end, sentence by sentence forced to pour, even a little bit of heat I will not do this, for me death is not terrible, what is terrible is that I can't see a little hope, that is my only bit of light!

In the dark night, although the starry sky is pleasant, but once again the bean sprouts think of the river in front of her, the insurmountable river, just like the current starry sky and the dark world, happiness and joy suddenly became blurred in her heart!

Gou Yu watched the sprouts disappear into the night, and suddenly he was left alone between heaven and earth, and the cold wind was steep with a thin body, and the dog Yu at this time suddenly shivered, he looked left and right, and he was the only one left in everything except for the tricycle!

The moment of loneliness suddenly hit my heart, the lively scene just now, the sound of the big green horse, the pleasant sound of the copper bell, the crisp sound of the whip, the beep of the tractor, the joke of the villagers, suddenly disappeared, even the person he hated the most, the person he didn't want to see the most, that voice couldn't be seen or heard!

An inexplicable fear suddenly hit my heart!

Wow!

Gou Yu suddenly yelled and shouted loudly in the direction where the sprouts disappeared: "You bastard, you stop me!" I'm going to be a ghost in my life, and I won't let you go! ”

The dog was crazy, he looked at the tricycle on the side, rode up quickly, and desperately ran towards the place where the sprouts disappeared, "Wow Wow"!

He thought of the Grand Canal, he remembered the scene of the suicide of the bean sprouts, he felt the scene of the struggle of the weak life under the water of the big river, the world he witnessed with his own eyes, and he felt the longing for life of a person on the verge of despair and the road of no return that life chose under what circumstances!

He realized the seriousness of the matter, he thought of his mother, he once hated his mother, he once hated his mother, why did he deceive his father, his father's bumpy life, the only relative is the only mother left, he didn't even get this comfort, how else can you let him survive?

But the departure of his mother once again put him at the bottom, why did his mother die? Where is her distress? Is it because she has lost the love of her father? Is it because she is unhappy in this family? Is it because I have figured out between her and Uncle Yao, for what reason they left whom, is it because of this reason?

Suddenly, a figure of bean sprouts appeared in front of the dog's eyes, her misfortune, her father's misfortune, and her mother's misfortune, should they all die?

My mother's death touched me a lot, and my father's helplessness also gave me a new reflection.

Could it be that I'm doing the right thing? In the process, I despise everything, I hate all people, but what is the result of my cruelty? Could it be that the departure of my mother has nothing to do with me? Even if my father did something wrong, is his tolerance a weight for me to vent unscrupulously?

It can be seen that my father is reluctant to go home, why? Why didn't he love his son? But in the face of his son having made such a big mistake, what can he say?

Leaving silently, leaving quietly is the best choice, he doesn't want to make mistakes again and again, where does a father who is worthy of the title have the confidence to say irresponsible remarks to his son?

The pain is worse than death, and he still has the courage to live, but where are the sprouts? What about her?

The bean sprouts are running wildly all the way, and the dog is desperately chasing, competing for life and death, love and hate, love and hatred in a dark night where no one can be seen!

The rights and wrongs of the world are always stirred together, leaving the sprouts to die quickly, and leaving the dog with anxiety and helplessness; One is unwilling to die, and the other is indescribable melancholy; One is to use death to interpret everything, and the other is to use retention to find answers, who is right and wrong, and who can solve it?

The roaring water of the Grand Canal roars, the wide river roars, the happy people are feeling the vastness it is bringing, and the unfortunate people are whispering the sorrow of life!

Bean sprouts stood on the Grand Canal Bridge, facing the turbulent Grand Canal water, she held on to the railing, and the endless Grand Canal water was once again displayed in front of her, the flow from east to west never changed or so unchanged, the Grand Canal was surging, and the heart of Bean Sprouts was surging!

Bean sprouts looked at the starry sky, oh, what a beautiful sky; Bean sprouts looked again at the endless wilderness, oh, the everlasting homeland; Bean Sprouts looked north again, she wanted to take another look at the figure she wanted to see again, and suddenly she saw a crazy teenager running wildly towards it!

The dog's words are still ringing in her ears, how did my mother die? If I were you, I'd go and bury her!" Go, I don't want to see you in my life! ……

The sprouts slowly climbed up the railing, standing on the railing that could only stand on, the cold wind blowing her body, she faced the empty field, faced the roaring Grand Canal, and the endless starry sky above her head, like a lone leaf standing on the branch!

Gou Yu ran all the way, his eyes were trying his best to find the figure without blinking! He saw it, he saw it, the figure wasn't on the road, she was standing on a high railing!

"Bean sprouts, you come down for me! Now I won't spare you, and if you jump, I won't spare you! ”

The dog pedaled the tricycle desperately, he felt the wind whistling in his ears, he felt that he had inexhaustible strength at this time, and he felt that the tricycle was flying like flying!

"Bean sprouts, you bastard, you big bastard, you give me down, the first thing you see when you die is me, if you don't believe it, try it!"

The dog left shouted loudly, pedaled the tricycle desperately, and rushed towards the Grand Canal Bridge like an off-string arrow!

"Left, the sprouts are gone, don't hate me, please forgive me, let's see you in the next life!"

With a heart-rending shout, a leaf fell, swaying in the air, so free and unrestrained drifting in the air, the figure of Man Dance is so graceful, one will be east, one will be west, one will fly up and down and slowly slide towards the water of the Grand Canal!

"Bean sprouts, you bastard! ——”

Gou Yu quickly rode a tricycle to the Grand Canal Bridge, only to see him jump off the tricycle desperately, and suddenly saw a rickety headless ghost swaying back and forth, and finally hit the guardrail bridge, and then turned over and lay there motionless!

The dog didn't hear any sound, only a splash of waves, and then the water of the Grand Canal returned to its original calm.

"Bean sprouts! ——”

The dog then stood on the guardrail, saw the position, jumped into the air and drew an arc, and where the bean sprouts fell, a white wave splashed!

The rapid sound of "clang" was speeding down the road, and three people and six pairs of eyes were looking uneasily towards the north as time passed!

"Brother, hurry up!" The old secretary couldn't hold his breath, the more he couldn't see the tricycle, the more anxious he became, and he shouted loudly to Da Zhuang's father.

"Drive!"

The big strong father raised the whip and aimed it at the ear of the big green horse is a whip, this whip is the big green horse has never encountered, it seems to understand the will of the master, hold back all the strength, the hind legs slammed hard, the front hooves rose into the air, a fly up to see the carriage swaying left and right, suddenly the carriage moved like a broken frame, no one can control it!

"Hurry up and catch up!" Da Zhuang Dad shouted behind him, and once again "Drive!" Drive! Drive! shouted at the big green horse!

The Grand Canal Bridge was getting closer, and its outline was getting clearer and clearer, when Kuroko suddenly shouted, "Look, what is that?" ”

The old secretary looked in the direction of Kuroko's finger, and his eyes suddenly lit up, and then he shouted: "See, tricycle, tricycle!" ”

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