Xi Xian finally didn't make it.

He was about to finish his last day of work in the school hospital, but he was caught off guard by a distress message sent by Lin Jian, and the principal happened to be with him, and immediately carried the two people who were facing each other back to the hospital one by one.

"One person, one needle calm." Xi Xian commanded with a dark face.

The nurse quickly brought a box of tranquilizers, took out two of them, and injected them separately, the rapidly jumping lines on the instrument finally slowly stabilized, Zhao Qingge and Bo Jue tilted their heads and fell asleep motionless.

"Put them on a bed first, and then separate before the tranquilizer has passed," Xi Xian pressed his temples tiredly, "They are still in the disorder period, and the situation has just improved a little, and it is really uncomfortable to be like this again." ”

A pair of large hands pressed on the top of his head.

The principal said, "Tomorrow you go to Zhao Qingge and explain this matter clearly, and I will talk to Bo Jue." ”

Zhao Qingge was still lying on the hospital bed last time, his eyes were still snow-white, the instruments next to his ears were working in an orderly manner, the temples were attached to the wires, and a gentle male voice was inserted: "You are awake." ”

Zhao Qingge sat up with his elbows propped up: "Doctor Xi? ”

"Is there anything wrong with that?"

"No, I'm fine."

"Last night's ......"

Zhao Qingge turned his head: "I don't want to hear this." ”

"I know you have hatred in your heart, but there is a reason for this matter, Bo Jue is in the disordered period of the establishment of the ownership of the deed, just like the first three days when you were dominated by a love that does not belong to you, you understand that feeling very well, it is all involuntary, I am not interceding for her, I just tell you the truth, I don't want you to misunderstand her."

"In the past few days, I thought I could accept the fact that it was never the so-called genes that determined my fate, and I believed that I could change it with my own power. Except for the first day, even if I was hormonally controlled, I never had the idea of seeking death again, the soul is eternal, but the consciousness is the only one, there is nothing left when I die in this life, and I am not willing to end my life at the beginning. ”

Xi Xian: "As long as you survive this period of time......"

"Yes, I also thought that as long as I survived this period of time, I would get better, and I had worked very hard to survive this period of time," Zhao Qingge Huo Ran raised his head, tears flashed in his eyes, "But Doctor Xi, do you know what it feels like to be dominated by the deed master?" It's as if the series of mental constructions I've done before are a joke, whether she intentionally or not, I'm going to live in the shadow of her at any time for the rest of my life, isn't it? ”

She lowered her eyes: "I still don't want to die, I don't want to fall short in the end, but I don't want to be with her either, it's better to stay away, away from her domination." If she asks about me, that's how you can answer. ”

Xi Xian opened his mouth.

Zhao Qingge turned his back: "I'm tired and want to rest." ”

Xi Xian only needs to help her tuck the corners of the quilt and push the door out, and the principal happens to come out of another ward at the end of the corridor, Xi Xian purses her lips, beckons to the principal, and goes to the office together.

"Shen Heng, you try to dominate me once." Xi Xian said.

Principal: "......"

Decisive refusal: "Don't." ”

"Seriously, I want to feel if it's really that scary."

The principal thought about it for a while, and gave a warning shot in advance: "It's just a test, it's none of my business, don't drive me to sleep on the sofa." ”

"I promise."

"Which one do you want to try?"

"Whatever."

As soon as Xi Xian finished saying these words, as soon as his knees weakened, he fell to his knees, as if an invisible mountain was pressing on his back, and his elbows were propped up on the ground so as not to lie down, his slender body was bent into a shrimp, and beads of sweat the size of beans almost immediately covered his cheeks, smashing on the ground in front of him along his thin chin.

What's even worse is the boundless fear that wells up in my heart, and there is nowhere to escape. He shook his head hard, his eyes covered with sweat.

The principal hurriedly withdrew the mental control, helped the person up, and leaned back on the sofa.

"They all told you not to try, but I feel sorry for me."

Xi Xian's hands and feet fell into the principal's arms weakly, and he gasped and said, "I finally understand, if you come with me from time to time, I have to fight with you." ”

The headmaster said, "I love you so much, I won't hurt you if I hurt myself." ”

"You'd better sleep on the couch tonight."

"Didn't you try it yourself? I just picked a more strict zhòng situation for you to feel. ”

"You sleep on the couch."

"Don't."

Xi Xian said angrily: "Then you control me." ”

The principal grimaced: "No, you are reluctant to let me sleep on the sofa anyway." ”

"Am I really free?" Xi Xian was silent for a while, and then suddenly said.

"You're free."

Xi Xian looked at the principal: "But this is what you gave me, if you don't want to give it, I am not free." ”

The principal asked rhetorically, "So do you think I'm free?" ”

"You're free."

"No, I'm not free, abandoning my own system, I love you is not free, think about sharing your life with another person, worrying about your joys, sorrows, and sorrows on another person, is it freedom?"

Xi Xian was confused and said, "I don't understand. ”

The principal laughed: "I don't understand either. ”

Xi Xian said: "Then you still have a set." ”

The principal wrapped his arms around him and tightened: "But I understand that I love you, and Bo Jue will understand too." Finding the greatest fairness in an unfair system is the driving force for every generation of Tiansu people to work hard, and I believe that the world must be developing in a good direction, even if I can't prove it. One day, maybe you and I will be able to see a land of true equality. ”

Xi Xian said, "Then you will be with another person." ”

The headmaster rubbed his soft short hair and exclaimed, "You'll be with someone else too." ”

Xi Xian raised his hand and put his arm around the principal's neck and said firmly, "Then let's live this life well." ”

……

On the night of the fourth day of the disorder, the two spent time in the hospital.

At noon on the fifth day of the disorder period, Zhao Qingge left the hospital and returned to Bo Jue's dormitory late at night, Bo Jue fell asleep lying on the bed with his back to the door, Zhao Qingge didn't seem to wake her up when he came back, took a bath, changed his pajamas, and lay on the other side of the bed, Bo Jue was always motionless.

When Zhao Qingge's side was completely quiet, Bo Jue turned around quietly, carefully wrapped his hand around her waist, his chest against her back, and did not move.

Zhao Qingge opened his eyes in the dark night and closed them silently.

The sixth, seventh, eighth, and ninth days, the last day of the disorder period, passed in a blink of an eye.

When he woke up on the morning of the eleventh day, Zhao Qingge obviously felt that his body and mind had changed greatly, his soul and * finally fit perfectly, and the sense of abrasion and sluggishness since the contract disappeared, and he was refreshed.

The playground air after the new rain was exceptionally fresh, and after she did the basic warm-up training, she added ten laps, and she didn't feel tired at all, as if she was filling her limbs with inexhaustible strength.

Bo Jue walked in from the entrance of the playground, carried a bottle of water in his hand, put it under the horizontal bar, and jumped on it himself.

She propped her hands on the horizontal bar, looked at the clouds for a while, looked at the banters outside the playground for a while, and occasionally looked at Zhao Qingge who was running on the playground, she was usually a person who couldn't sit steadily, but she sat straight at this time.

- If you're willing to put your heart and soul into it, I can consider it.

The cold facial features, the sudden smile, the ambiguous tone, and the passing wind blew the lake of memory together.

Bo Jue blinked and looked up at the vast sky.

I don't know how long it took, Zhao Qingge walked straight towards her, bent down to hook up the water on the ground, unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip, and then sat next to Bo Jue, a foot away, the wind blew her hair.

Zhao Qingge looked straight ahead and said: "I have thought about it, maybe we can become very good friends, and I have also thought about whether we will really go together if it were not for this accident, with my attention to you and ordinary people, in time, will we really go together." ”

This is the first communication between them in the past few days.

Bo Jue looked at her side face and said quietly: "But there has already been this accident, isn't it?" ”

"That's right," Zhao Qingge sighed lightly, "Until now, I don't hate you, what I hate is your identity as my deed master, if you ......"

If only you weren't my deedmaster.

She shook her head and smiled bitterly, "Forget it." ”

Bo Jue tacitly stopped asking, but her mood was extraordinarily calm, not the kind of magnificence disguised under the calm appearance, but the tranquility from the inside out, she said: "I know everything." ”

"I want to solemnly apologize to you for the incident a few days ago, I haven't had a chance for so long."

"I accept."

"There's one thing I've always wanted to sue you."

"You say."

"I've liked you for a long time, since I didn't even notice it myself."

Zhao Qingge turned his head to look at her and said nothing.

"I'm saying now that I don't need you to respond, and I don't kidnap you, it's kind of an explanation to myself." Bo Jue smiled relievedly, "There is one last thing." ”

The headmaster's words that morning came to her mind.

——A person who has no way to control his own feelings is not qualified to be the owner of the deed.

Holding the horizontal bar tightly with his palm, Bo Jue breathed in a breath of choking humid air.

"Let's go apart."