On the deck, Li Min heard his own voice say to him, "Brother Zesheng, I really don't mind, I don't mind what illness you have at all." ”

Lin Zesheng didn't know what she answered, she couldn't hear it clearly.

Until he stretched out his hand to her and said, "Come, let's go home and talk slowly." ”

The word home made her eyes wet instantly. Did she and him ever have a home? Or did he start a family with someone else and accidentally slipped it out? Thinking about it this way, the grievances and sadness of the past year hit her heart, and the negative feelings that had been deliberately suppressed by her seemed to have finally found an exit to the embankment, and jumped down with her.

She closed her eyes and didn't look at the man who had jumped with her.

She had never told anyone, and throughout the year, she had always dreamed that she was standing on a very high place. That place was not the top of Tianxia Mountain in Xisha Park, but like the highest point of the Ferris wheel in the playground, she looked at it, and then her body suddenly lightened, just like now, and simply jumped down......

It's a dream, right? In the dream, I couldn't die every time, and when I woke up, I was covered in sweat and slimy, exactly like now.

However, today's dream is a little different, the setting of this room is like a cruise ship, and the person on the other side who thinks about him is so real.

She looked at him carefully, the memory was a magical thing, they hadn't seen each other for so long, but she remembered the lines of his side face and the curvature of each eyelash, but his expression looked sad.

Feeling him holding her hand, she couldn't help asking, "What are you sad about?" ”

In the dream, his eyes trembled, and his eyes were still so good-looking, but they were deeper than before.

Seeing that he didn't answer, she still continued: "I seem to have seen Xiao Hei and Jin Jin just now, do you remember?" The two moray eels that Fiji encountered are now in a herd of children. The baby moray eel is colorful and swims across the ocean floor like a rainbow reflected in the sky...... And then I thought, if I hadn't met them, if I hadn't met you, what would have happened now? ”

The man in the dream froze and looked at her without speaking.

She kind of hated him the way he was, he always did, he didn't discuss anything with her, and if he had told her everything a year ago, they probably wouldn't be like this today.

Sometimes, she even suspected that she had never met him in Fiji, had never been in love with him, and had not agreed to his marriage proposal in front of the whole world.

Zong Kai once hinted that she had mild anxiety and depression and should pay attention to her mood, but the more she was reminded, the more irritable she felt. She often locks a person on the balcony to watch the scenery, and when she looks at it, she suddenly wants to jump.

Once she was already sitting on the railing, but fortunately Tang Tang and a few assistants came in time and pulled her down. From then on, Tang Tang sent people to watch her firmly every day, for fear that if she didn't pay attention, there would be no Queen Li Ying in this world.

Many people can only see her aura as a movie queen, but no one can see her so lonely.

Being dragged off the railing, she asked Tang Tang like no one else, "Do you know where the line between reality and illusion is?" ”

Tang Tang looked at her vigilantly, for fear that she would climb up again, and coping with it in his mouth, "The real and the illusory are actually the four major emptiness of Buddhism, and I don't know how to talk about the big truth, if you want to talk, I can arrange for you and Mrs. Cheng to go to the temple for a few days to cultivate and recuperate." ”

She was trying to divert her attention, right? Li Min smiled in his heart, "Forget it, I'm afraid that I will go and disturb the purity of Buddhism, by the way, do you remember the first work I came to the mainland to shoot?" "Cliffs". ”

"Of course, we weren't that busy. Li Li, many of your die-hard fans have liked you since that drama and have been following you, you have to think about those fans who love you, don't do stupid things, otherwise they will be very sad. ”

"I didn't do anything stupid, but sometimes the movements are one step faster than my brain, and I can't control it." Li Min was silent for a while before he spoke, "I sometimes think of Zhao Yuchen, the undercover policeman in "Cliff", I wonder if when he was addicted to drugs, would he be like me, unable to distinguish between reality and illusion? ”

Tang Tang felt that with her own IQ, she couldn't answer this question, so she had to continue to stand with her......

I suddenly remembered what happened before, and I only felt a pain in my brain. Li Min's heart became frizzy, she sat up from the bed, and said coldly: "Lin Zesheng, are you thinking about how to get rid of me again?" Am I so annoying? I tell you, you have dumped me once, don't think about dumping me again in your dreams! ”

Lin Zesheng was stunned when he heard this, his lips moved, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Why are you so stupid?" He stroked her cheek, "Xiaomin, I am real, you are also real, everything that has happened to us is real." ”

Li Min was stunned when he heard this, his eyes looked at him for a while, and then he carefully touched his face, and the gambling game slowly appeared in his mind, as well as the dispute on the deck, and the entanglement in the seawater......

It wasn't a dream, was it? She shivered and pulled up the quilt, trying to cover her face, and she actually jumped into the sea in front of him? Li Min, you are too embarrassed, if you want to jump, find a place to die quietly, he must feel that he is doing it, right?

When the quilt was pulled a few centimeters in front of her, her hands were empty, and it was Lin Zesheng who tore off the quilt and prevented her from getting into it like an ostrich.

Li Min saw that he couldn't be fooled, so he smiled brightly, "Did you save me?" Thank you, in fact, I didn't want to jump, I just wanted to scare you, who knew that my feet would slip...... "The body is too weak, and although the smile is bright, it is also miserable."

Lin Zesheng looked at her and nodded, "Then you sue me, you grew up by the sea since you were a child, and your water nature is so good, why do you want to sink desperately?" ”

Li Min shrunk his toes in the quilt, "I didn't ...... down"

Lin Zesheng approached her, "Li Min, have I ever sued you, you lied, just like my sister." ”

“？？”

He straightened up and pointed to her hand: "Every time she lied, her hand would keep running through her hair and make circles in one direction. ”

Li Min secretly put his hand into the quilt.

This time he didn't stop her, just looked at her with sharp eyes.

She thought for a moment before she raised her head and asked him, "What about you?" Why Jump Down? ”

"If I don't jump, you'll never get up."

Li Min lowered his eyes weakly, Lin Zesheng looked at her long eyelashes, the light here was a little dim, and people couldn't help but be confused and wanted to get up.

He tried to restrain himself.

The fan-like eyelashes trembled slightly, and Li Min whispered, "Don't worry, this time is different from the time in Tianxia Mountain, I didn't think about committing suicide, but the situation was a little out of control at that time." ”

Lin Zesheng didn't answer, but his breathing was a little heavy.

What do you mean by "this time is different from the one in Tianxia Mountain"? That is to say, at the top of Tianxia Mountain, did she really want to jump? But that's not how she explained it at the time.

He suddenly felt as if a dagger had been inserted in his heart, and this was not enough, this dagger had been stirring and stirring inside, as if he had to stir up all the previous wounds before he was willing.

Li Min was sensitive to the change in his mood, but he didn't know why. She can only blame herself, it seems that this time she is really too willful, she really shouldn't come. The nephew of the family drank wine for a hundred days, but he ran to jump into the sea, isn't this causing chaos for others?

And when she was on deck, she had already told him that she didn't mind him being sick, but he still didn't react, what did that mean? It means that I broke up with her at that time not because of hemophilia, it is very likely that I really don't feel for myself......

The two were in a stalemate for a while, Li Min really couldn't stand such an atmosphere, she grabbed her hair and looked into his eyes: "Have you ever heard a word?" ”

Those deep eyes stared at her closely.

She looked away, "The leaves left the branches, it was free, but it also lost its life. She grabbed his hand and whispered, "You keep saying you want to set me free, I grew up by the sea, wouldn't it be nice to let me go back to the sea?" ”

Lin Zesheng's face sank instantly, his fists clenched, and his bones were faintly white because of the force.

Li Min smiled and said tiredly, "Okay, don't talk about this." The doctor said to control the situation and keep the mood happy. I won't pester you in the future, I will look forward, cherish freedom, and cherish life. ”

Lin Zesheng didn't move, just stood up, and continued to look at her with a gloomy face, he knew that she was perfunctory to him.

Li Min only felt that he was singing a one-man show, which was a little boring. Just about to say goodbye to him and lie down to sleep, suddenly a drop of water fell to her forehead, she turned her face a little, the water droplet actually rolled into her eyes, blinked, and the water beads rolled out of her eyes again.

was wondering if this place was leaking, but Lin Zesheng suddenly turned around and said after a long while: "You can rest for a while, the boat will dock later." "I'm going to go out.

"What are you doing on the shore?"

He didn't speak, but Dr. Chen, who had just come in, replied, "Miss Li, Mr. Lin is afraid that you just bumped into it, and the equipment on the ship is insufficient, so we will go to the hospital for a check-up when we dock." Do you feel uncomfortable right now? ”

Li Min shook his head, "I don't go to the hospital." The sense of resistance is very obvious, and the emotions begin to be agitated for no reason.

Lin Zesheng turned to look at her, with a look of "I have to go, I don't have to discuss" on his face.

Li Min glanced suspiciously at Tang Tang, who had been working hard to make the set next to him, and the latter noticed that he immediately lowered his head like a schoolboy who had made a mistake, Li Min's eyes moved slowly, and her eyes fell on the small medicine bottle on the table, her eyes flashed, and then she said coldly: "I just don't go!" Don't try to trick me into going to the hospital, I'm not sick! ”

Lin Zesheng crossed his eyes with a trace of sadness, walked over and grabbed her shoulders, and comforted her in his mouth: "Okay, don't go, we won't go." ”

"No, you don't believe me, you just think I'm mentally ill! Zong Kai said that I was just mildly depressed. ”

Lin Zesheng didn't answer, and glanced at Dr. Chen, who hurriedly opened the medicine box and took out the tranquilizer that had been prepared a long time ago.