I didn't expect that I would quarrel with her, and even blurted out the truth inadvertently, just so that she wouldn't be afraid of me, and not treat me as a merciless and ruthless person.

And yet I am such a person.

I just don't want to be like that in her mind.

Whether she is a little fox demon or a little girl, to me, she is like a candle that suddenly lights up in the darkness, and the jumping candle flame makes the surrounding darkness have nothing to hide, and it also makes me see a shadow that I can never shake off as soon as I look back.

I don't want to lose her.

I didn't dare to lose her.

But she's already disgusted with me, isn't she?

When I stepped forward, she subconsciously avoided my hand, and when I left, there was no retention, and even in her gaze, there was suspicion and hesitation of me.

In the dark tent, I lowered my head and clenched the silk flower in my hand, and suddenly I felt a slight pain coming from the place where I had only been beating to prove that I was still alive, like a fish caught in a fishing net that was constantly tightening, struggling to get out of the flowing water, but never able to escape the restraints.

Obviously, the work between the circles and various forces in Haocheng was more tiring and tedious before, but it was only at this moment that I realized the exhaustion and depression of the bones.

The only person who can redeem me, is not around.

The person I love is not there.

However, I don't want to go back like this, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that once I go back, it will be a categorical goodbye and goodbye told by myself, just like the cold and noisy mourning hall in the previous life, it will not scruple or care what I think, it will only show what it wants to express.

Death is already like this, and life is even more torture.

A person is within your reach, and you are afraid not to come close.

The word love is really grinding.

As a result, I learned about her happy event.

When I was tormented by lovesickness, did she really find another reliance in Haocheng? Saying that honor and disgrace and tranquility are related to me, it turns out that I have found a way out so quickly.

Also, how can a person who may know what happened later and act ruthlessly can compare to a person who was born noble and even destined to ascend to a high position.

She did the right thing.

I lowered my head and was about to help the wine glass that I had just missed, and Li Zhang, who was sitting on the side, had already turned around, "Third brother, what's wrong?" I was so shocked when I first heard the news that I was so out of shape? He chuckled twice, "I thought that the third brother's sweetheart was the owner of the silk flower." ”

The smile on the corner of his mouth stiffened, and my hand hidden in my sleeve suddenly clenched, suppressing the question that rushed to his mouth in an instant, and looked back at the little candlelight reflected in his eyes, "It's just that my hand is slipping, and the second brother is too careful." ”

Just after the banquet was over, and I was about to leave, Li Zhang stepped forward and grabbed my sleeve, "Third brother, on such a day of reunion, what are you going to do when you go back alone, and the second brother will take you to a good place to have fun?" ”

He raised his chin towards the figure that walked into the shadows, "Although it can't be as stunning as the four girls, it's enough to play with." ”

For a split second, I just wanted to reach out and choke his neck.

That look, such a dirty and filthy look, how could it stay on her.

No, it's so cheap to let him die like this.

I stood there and watched his back walk away, raised my hand and made a gesture, only to see a figure flicker behind him, drowning in darkness.

It's better to stick to it for a long time, and don't get played to death like this.

The darkness and silence of the garden were so quiet that I didn't feel a hint of anger, and I stopped unconsciously, and before I could realize what I had said, a word rushed out of my mouth.

"If you make a girl unhappy, how can you coax it?"

At that moment, I was suddenly glad that there was darkness around me, and the flush that could not be suppressed on my face was perfectly hidden in the darkness.

The little guy behind him was stunned, and Ai Ai said, "There are many ways to ...... in the script".

A good night's sleep.

I never thought that when I woke up, I could fill my empty chest with such a light gyo in my arms, and I didn't even want to pay attention to the news outside the window for a moment, just want to hug people like this until the next night comes.

Even I had a rare idea of what I had before.

It's just us, me and her, and the water flows for a long time, simple and warm until the head is full of silver threads.

Unfortunately, the truth is never so rosy.

Hearing the news that the prince of Ji came to the house, he hurried over without even putting down the horsewhip, but unexpectedly heard the white steamed bun trapping her by the strange stone and saying such words, and before the thought in her mind could turn, the horsewhip in her hand was already full of anger and straight over.

That's my person, it's someone who can only belong to me, who can only stay in my arms, why do you move her.

I glanced up at the nine-story platform, their faces were very blurred in the sunlight, and I could only see my good father with "righteous words" from a distance, who was talking about something next to King Ji, and the timid son of heaven didn't even dare to see this kind of scene, so he hid back in the dormitory with the hands of the palace people.

It is such a person, high above, vainly speculating on the life and death of tens of millions of people.

And on what basis are they?

My good father, I knew from the last life, that he never thought of ascending to that supreme position, and that such a rebellious act would not be allowed to remain in the annals of history, recorded in his register, so that he would be pointed at in the future generations.

He would rather sacrifice a so-called favorite daughter and let the royal family be mixed with the blood of the Li family.

Moreover, it was never a sacrifice in his eyes, but a gift.

It's a pity I'm not him.

I wouldn't sacrifice her either.

I don't want to put myself in such a passive position anymore, and I don't want to kneel so close to the dust, watching those dirty thoughts dictate my life and death with ease.

I need that position, above the nine-story platform.

The pavilion was originally built on a high platform.

Frequent wars and plunder, while I gather the power that can be used by me, I can't help but think of the people who are not around, in the dead of night, as long as I close my eyes, the same face hovers in my mind, and even the look on her face when she made me angry before is worth savoring.

When you are not around, the more precious you feel.

I have her in my heart, a safe and warm place that will stay with me forever.

The more time passed and the war became more difficult, the more I missed her, and every word from her could make me relive it again and again, and every bit related to her was worth remembering.

I was even jealous of a bird that could feed next to her.

Missing can make people crazy.

I think I fell into that abyss too.

Talking about her thoughts in person, I want to appear by her side in the blink of an eye.

The silk flowers on the sleeves have faded, the sachet on the waist is worn, and the green silk on the chest is still warm.

All the qiē related to you will slowly grow old, lose its proper contours and be gorgeous, only you, no matter the thousands of years, no matter the vicissitudes of life, no matter the changes of dynasties, have always been as new as ever, standing in front of me and blinking slyly.

I miss you.

I love you so much.

Do you want to know this qiē?.

After several sleepless nights of running, changing horses but not men, and entering the city to learn the news, my thoughts were blank in an instant, and the madness and bloodlust that came from the clamor were extinguished, and I even felt the fishy sweetness in my throat.

It's too late, it's too late for all I have to do.

She was dressed in a wedding dress, but I was covered in dust.

The joy outside the door was overwhelming, and I walked out step by step, but I didn't know where I was stepping on each step, the person on my back was so warm, and I only felt the cold to the bone.

Before I could speak, the one who listened was no longer with me.

There is no cup of tea when you ring the table, and there is no room for warmth in the middle of the night.

The memories of those six months tended to be blank, but they were as long as a new life.

Until I returned from Yuecheng again, Li Lou died under my sword, his bones were buried outside the gate of Yuecheng, and even after death, it was rare to be stable, trampled by ten thousand people, and Li Ji, who happened to be seen in his backyard, had also been completely buried in the belly of the fish, and would never appear by my side again.

My obsession is gone, and there is only one person left.

The army behind him rolled, and the startled dust flew all over the sky, breaking the unprepared Haocheng in the blink of an eye, and driving straight into the imperial city.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

No more seeing her beside others, no more looking at her against other people's titles.

She will belong to me.

Absolutely, it's just me.

It's just that this kind of happiness dissipated completely when I entered the Jiaofang Hall and saw only the corpse lying next to the table, and smelled the thick smell of blood in the air.

Li Guan is dead, my whereabouts are unknown, what will her situation be in Haocheng?

Without support, where can the group of people in the Yuan family tolerate her.

Remorse similar to that of my previous life gripped me again, and I took a deep breath and walked a few steps, and when I saw the figure on the ground, I almost fell to the ground, and in the blink of an eye, a warm sensation flickered by, strangely remaining on my cheeks.

She's not dead, it's not her.

As long as there is her, it will be too late.

All of my have never been so brilliant and beautiful, and they have never been as worthy of my expectation and care as they are now, and all of them come from the person in my arms.

How would I let go.

postscript

In the first year of Duanming, the last emperor of the Si Dynasty, Emperor Yuanai, died violently in the palace of Tingzheng, and he was established as the new emperor without a child. The protector general Li Xie ascended to the new emperor under the protection of the ministers and the people of Haocheng, established the Jing Dynasty, and was known as Emperor Jingwu in history.

The next day after Emperor Wu ascended to the pole, the emperor and queen got married, the new queen was born in the folk, the life experience is unknown, it is rumored that he was accompanied by Emperor Jingwu when he went on the expedition, Emperor Jingwu felt it, and after the next step to welcome the new year, he divided half of the dragon seat, in order to show the love of the new queen, there was a saying: The country is splendid, not as good as Qinghao.