59. Reconciliation
Yang Qing said to let him calm down for two days, Mochizuki thought, at this time, he said good things to coax him, but it seemed very insincere. And Yang Qing should hate her most when she lied to him with lies, usually he can listen to it as a joke when he tells lies, at this time, don't try to challenge Yang Qing's temper anymore. Besides, with Yuan Yingxing in the middle, how can she tell Yang Qing? It's better to talk about it in two days, as he said. In the past two days, Mochizuki has been checking the poison in Yuan Yingxing's body, busy taking care of him, thinking about how he got into this way.
As a sect leader, of course, he will be a little wary of his own poison. Since Yuan Yingxing became the sect leader, there is no poison to target him. Even Lingyin can't take him, what kind of poison can make Yuan Yingxing suffer such a big loss?
and the disciples of the Cloud Gate were also poisoned...... Although the toxicity seems to be mild.
The one who was poisoned the most was Yao Fu. Mochizuki has the intention to take advantage of this time to attack Yao Fu, but he hasn't spared time yet. Yang Qing is here again, and she doesn't want to make things more complicated for the time being.
However, the more he took care of Yuan Yingxing, the more weak Mochizuki became-he always felt that with the style of her family leader, the total destruction of Cloud Gate was completely something he could do.
Mochizuki had the heart to discuss it with Yang Qing and ask him to analyze it for her. She doesn't like to use her brain very much, someone can see more, so she doesn't have to think about it herself. However, Yang Qing has been busy for a few days, busy detoxifying everyone, and busy dealing with people in the government, and the relationship between the two is still cold.
Later, when Mochizuki was idle, he snapped his fingers and found that he hadn't seen Yang Qing for three days.
Bizarre.
I don't know if his anger has disappeared?
Mochizuki came out of Yuan Yingxing's house at night, the people inside were still unconscious, she stood outside and was bored for a long time, so she wanted to find Yang Qing. After asking the maid, she made a special trip back to the room to dress up, and deliberately went to the backyard stove room for a walk, and came out with side dishes and wine.
Yang Qing was not in his room. The maid replied, "Young Master Yang hasn't come back yet." Is the girl going to wait any longer? β
Mochizuki waited impatiently, and went out to find someone with side dishes and wine.
She saw Yang Qing by the lake in the house.
When she walked up to the long water corridor, she looked left and right, and suddenly saw a white-clothed figure sitting on the shore that connected with the lake in the other direction where the water corridor meandered.
The water waves floated, and he was as cold as the moonlight.
Just sitting quietly on the shore, there is a white jade flat square pot on the side of the shore. There is also a small boat in front of him, and Lao Suo is squatting on the boat to play with lotus leaves, looking at the lotus roots in the silt under the lake. From time to time, a section was dug up and piled up on the bow of the boat, and white flowers were scattered. Lao Suo went up and down, and when he was tired, he sat on the boat to rest. And Yang Qing handed out the square pot, the other party seemed to be flattered, and refused again and again, not daring to use such a good square pot, Yang Qing said two words in a low voice, Lao Su seemed to be moved to take it, tilted his neck and poured it hard, smashed his mouth, and then returned the square pot to Yang Qing.
Yang Qing poured a glass of wine from the pot into the cup, and drank it slowly by himself.
Under the moonlight, in front of the lake, he sat there, watching an old man he didn't know busy, and drinking with this old man.
His back was snow-white and beautiful, not straight, a little loose, like a jade mountain toppling, with a sense of laziness.
With one hand on his lap and one leg dipped in water, his shirt was half-wet, he didn't care.
So noble and leisurely, so lonely and lonely.
Mochizuki wanted to wave to him, but he blocked his throat and didn't say any more - Yang Qing's martial arts skills were very high, basically she was standing on the corridor, he should find out immediately. He didn't notice it, indicating that he was drunk and somewhat unresponsive to the senses of the outside world.
Mochizuki admired it first, and felt that his demeanor after being drunk was so good-looking, as if he was not drunk. No, it's more lazy and gorgeous than when you weren't drunk, and it's a little more wanton.
frowned again: he was in the house, but Yang Qing would rather be with a strange old man than look for her. Is he still blaming himself for saving Yuan Yingxing?
Mochizuki walked over and walked a little closer, and she heard Yang Qing and the old man gossiping.
Lao Su said, "Young Master Yang, you sit here and watch me busy all night." Why don't you go back? If you sit down again, you'll be so drunk that you won't be able to walk. β
Yang Qing's voice was cold, "No." I just have nothing to do, blow the wind here. Don't worry about me, uncle. β
Lao Su shook his head and sighed, "I don't want to care about you, but you've been drinking all night." I can't blow this wind. Be careful, tomorrow the wine wakes up and has a headache. β
Yang Qingwen smiled softly and spoke very slowly, "Thank you for your concern." β
He's like that, he's drunk, he can still chat with normal people, and his thoughts seem quite clear. This old man, as far as Mochizuki knew, was hired by the government to take care of this lotus pond. This house was purchased by the previous government official during his tenure, and then the official was promoted and left, and the house was transferred to the current lord. But the current official is a poor ghost and can't afford to take care of such a large yard, so he hires someone to clean it up, planning to sell the house. Now, they are being arranged by the government in this big mansion that is about to be sold.
Lao Suo took care of this lotus pond, coming in and out for several days, silent, and never dealing with people. Mochizuki thought he was mute. It turns out that people are not dumb, people can only be infected by Yang Qing's personality charm, and they will only speak when they face Yang Gongzi.
This old man was sitting on the bow of the boat and persuaded Yang Qing, "Young Master Yang, are you in any trouble?" The old man has no other skills, but he is older and more experienced than you. You name it, and the old man will build it for you. If you can't give it, you can listen to you and solve it. β
After Mochizuki heard Yang Qing be silent for a while, he said, "It's not a big deal. It's just that I suddenly found out that a girl cares about someone very much. β
Mochizuki stopped. Her eyes flickered, and she hid behind the pillar, hiding herself with green vines, and listening to the two of them.
Lao Su was indeed from the past, and said clearly, "That girl is your favorite?" That person is a man, right? Is Yang Gongzi vinegar? β
Yang Qing smiled and didn't answer.
Lao Su said, "Son, you just have a good temper. You say that when other people encounter this kind of thing, what's the use of sitting here like you? You go directly to the girl and make it clear to her, even if you quarrel with her, it's okay. β
Mochizuki thought to himself: yes.
Yang Qing said, "But I know she didn't mean that." She was already annoyed, thinking about how to lie to me. I don't want to push her. β
Mochizuki was stunned, turned his face stupidly, and looked at his back.
Listen to him slowly dissect, "That person is important to her, at least for now, more important than me. It's just a joke, I don't want her to choose one or the other. But I don't feel well, and when I see her being nice to another person, I always, always ......," he smiled, "not very well." β
Lao Suo was surprised for a while, as if he didn't expect that there would be such a person in the world.
Probably Yang Qing's demeanor is difficult for ordinary people to understand.
After a while, Lao Suo said in disbelief, "You are obviously uncomfortable, but you still only torture yourself, and you are reluctant to even ask?" β
The young man laughed, shook the cup in his hand, and said casually, "Yes." β
ββ¦β¦ Then you have to grind," Lao Suo was speechless for a long time before he said, "Young Master Yang, you are not afraid that you will scare the girl away like this." β
"I didn't want to scare her away," he said gently, "I said let me calm down for two days, and when I calmed down, I would be able to get through it." β
"She's not wrong. She's doing the right thing. I'm just a little uncomfortable. β
He paused for a moment, as if he was thinking about something, and after a long time, he smiled slightly, "People are very interesting, and feelings are also quite interesting. Actually, I'm thinking about it now, it's just that this wolf bΓ¨i came too quickly and caught me off guard. Give me some time, and I'll find a way. β
Mochizuki stood up from behind the green vines, her eyes shining as she looked at the young man who was chatting with Lao Suo.
He has a good looks, and he makes him look fixed.
However, after getting acquainted with it, what she yearns for the most is his spiritual world.
Every time she feels that this person is already very good, the next step is to turn around, and he can show a side that impresses her even more.
Always better, always further.
His vast and splendid spiritual palace made Mochizuki stand at the door, and he was deeply attracted when he only opened the crack in the door.
This is still the case.
Even jealousy, such a low-key man, who is always looking for his own reasons to analyze his man, never blames her, and never pushes things on her head. The more I know Yang Qing, the more I like Yang Qing. The tip of the heart trembles when she likes it, and she likes it more, she thinks...... She felt that she would never meet someone better than Yang Qing in her life.
It's all luck.
She always felt that she was not lucky enough, and she had been unlucky since she was a child. Now I think about it, probably all the luck was used to meet Yang Qing. After so many years of staggering, I was unwilling and astringent at the time, but now I think that this should be a test given by God.
That's right, such a good man, it's too cheap to let her get it all at once.
On this night when there is a moon and a lake, Mochizuki looked fixedly at the back of the young man in white clothes, looked at him, and smiled softly. Then she turned and leftβ
Yang Qing never gave Mochizuki an idea that he should give up.
He had always made her feel imperative.
Now, however, she feels that letting go is best for him.
For the first time, she had such a clear awareness: I am the Holy Lady of the Holy Sect, and he is an Elder of the Cloud Gate. If I have to be with him, I am harming him. I don't care, anyway, the entire Holy Sect doesn't care, I took Yang Qing, and the Holy Sect people don't think that I have betrayed the Holy Sect, but think that it is a good thing to be able to block the White Dao; However, Yang Qing is different.
He's too much more than my bondage. He is with me, and Bai Dao will not be blessed by anyone, but will be criticized a lot. He was right about his scruples back then, he said we shouldn't be together, it's just that I never realized the difficulty.
I see it now.
But he didn't blame me, he didn't say anything, he decided to carry it himself.
I can't let him carry it himself. I can't bear him.
The more I like him, the more I feel distressed, the more I perceive my selfishness, and the more I see my neglect of him.
I should let him go and set him free.
Yuan Yingxing has also been found, and next, as long as I convince Yuan Yingxing to return to the Holy Sect, I will naturally follow along. I won't, I won't, I won't...... made Yang Qing even more sad.
The girl walked in the night, still carrying a food box in one hand and raising the other to wipe the dampness from her eyes. She rarely cries, she has been so bitter since she was a child, she doesn't cry; She died, and she didn't cry. Now, Mochizuki is shedding tears in the night.
She meditated in her heart: This is what love looks like. It turns out that love is for me to not only think about me, but also learn to think about him. Like makes me chase him straight ahead, and deeper likes, such as love, make me choose to give up.
So be it.
I'm a little scared too.
How scared I was...... I never knew that love was such a terrible thing, I saw its beauty, it is still beautiful, but I have seen its dark side.
How scared I was, and how sad I was. I don't care about it, but when I am tempted, I am already bound by iron chains, and I can't ignore it.
When Yang Qing was doing a mountain show, he chose to let go, is he in the same mood as me now?
I really like him, I like him so much, I like him very much. But liking means that you should consider his situation. I don't even dare to say the identity of the Holy Sect Saintess, I don't even dare to explain the matter of Yuan Yingxing, what I can do now is to let go. And yet, yet-
"Ten thousand arrows pierce the heart, it is love." Mochizuki murmured.
She saw the light, but so it was.
The next day, Mochizuki had red and swollen eyes, and when he saw Yang Qing, he found that he had not disappeared rarely, but was standing outside the door of Yuan Yingxing's house, looking at the people inside through the window. When Mochizuki passed, I don't know how long he had been standing at the window, his side was like jade, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
As soon as he saw his face, Mochizuki was moved by him, and then he was sad.
She turned her face away.
Yang Qing turned around, saw her, and nodded, "Ah Yue, you're here." After a pause, "I didn't do anything to Yuan Yingxing, and I didn't enter the door." I just watched outside for a while. β
Mochizuki felt even more uncomfortable.
She said, "Don't say that. It doesn't matter if you just go in, you won't attack him, I believe you. You embarrass me by saying that. β
Yang Qing replied absentmindedly, "Oh, yes." β
The tone is light.
He thought to himself: Do you think I won't attack Yuan Yingxing? You really think of me as a saint. In your heart, I don't have a dark side? How can people not have a dark side? I've wanted to make a move on him a few times, especially now that it's such a good opportunity. Then, then...... He smiled, and forgot it.
He said, "You go and take care of him, I'll go first." β
After taking two steps, he stopped, as Mochizuki grabbed his wrist. He looked down at her hand for a long time, and listened to her say in a weak and weak voice, "Yang Qing, I have something to tell you." Afraid that he would object, she didn't sell it, so she simply said in one breath, "I lied to you, in fact, I am a member of the Demon Sect, and I came out to find the leader of my family." Now that my family leader has been found, I'm going to take him away. I'm so sorry to lie to you for so long. But I don't want you to take care of another demon cultist. Can I take him away? Or what do you need me to pay? β
Yang Qing didn't finish speaking for a long time.
Mochizuki lowered his head, waiting for his heart to be anxious and bored. Felt a flip of his wrist and was held by him. He said, "Come here, let's talk about it in detail." β
The tone is calm.
No anger, no disappointment.
They hadn't spoken for a few days, and it was rare for them to speak, and Mochizuki was dragged away by Yang Qing's wrist. Mochizuki was obediently dragged away by him, raised his eyes, and reluctantly looked at the jade-looking young man in front of him. The more I look, the more reluctant I am. How selfish she is by nature, it is rare to be generous once, and there are conflicts of regret all the time. She was afraid that she would say more to Yang Qing, so she was reluctant to leave him.
So after being pulled into the house by Yang Qing, Mochizuki raised his arm to greet him, and his body swirled in mid-air. Yang Qing didn't let go, she lowered her head and took a bite on his hand. He stiffened in pain, and the girl was standing firmly against the back wall of the room, looking at him defensively.
Yang Qing looked down at her wrist, the marks were reddish, the tooth marks were small and neat, and her teeth were really good.
He looked down, dimples on his cheeks.
Mochizuki is confessing with a broken jar attitude, "...... Anyway, I've lied to you for so long. Your martial arts are higher than mine, and I can't help if you want to punish me. Anyway, there are two sides of good and evil, and we are not suitable to go the same way. I'm going to take the sect leader away, because I'm afraid you'll regret it. After all, everyone is not on the same path, so it's just right to be separated. That's what you think, right? β
She looked up at him and saw that he had a gentle expression.
I thought to myself: ...... That's a good temper, isn't it? I've said it all, and he's not angry? Didn't you get drunk last night, and now you can't see the after-effects at all!
Keep up the effort, "Anyway, I'm a demon girl's style, and I want to play a play." I teased you before, and I didn't take it too seriously, you should have feelings. What I said before was serious, you can all listen to it as a joke. Anyway, in my guidelines, the Demon Sect in your mouth is the most important part of me. I won't betray the Demon Cult, and you don't want to change me! Forget it! β
Look up again: ...... He was looking at me tenderly and smiling.
The breath that Mochizuki puffed up was vented in an instant: it was too foul. I finally wanted to get angry with him and quarrel with him, but I said it like this, and Yang Qing had no intention of taking it. You still look at me and smile...... He laughed, there was starlight in his eyes, and the dimples poked me so much that I couldn't scold at all...... It's so nice to laugh, how can you quarrel with this?!
If you don't quarrel, how can you get together and disperse?!
Yang Qing finally opened his mouth, "Are you finished?" β
ββ¦β¦ Well. β
"Then listen to me."
"Okay."
He walked over, stood in front of her, leaned down and stretched out his long fingers, rubbed her eyes with his fingertips, and asked, "Your eyes are so red, didn't you sleep well yesterday?" β
"I didn't sleep for half a night," Yang Qing's tone was too peaceful, and his temperament was too deceptive to be approachable. Usually he is as attractive as a soft light, but under his deliberateness, Mochizuki can't help but complain to him as usual, "Leaning against the lake, I was noisy by frogs for most of the night, and finally fell asleep, and in the second half of the night, I was woken up by the cuckoo, and the cry was terrible, as if someone had died, it was too frustrating...... Wait, you talk well! Don't change the subject! β
She's so cute.
Yang Qing thought to himself.
So he smiled and said, "I know what you mean." Actually, you know what I mean...... You want to go back to the Demon Sect, I don't object to it. β
ββ¦β¦ Well? β
"But when you go back, don't cut me off. It's just not in one place, you want to see me, you want to contact me, you can. After a pause, afraid that she didn't understand, Yang Qing said, "It's okay to kiss and hug." β
β¦β¦ Can you tell him if you kiss and hug him?!
Mochizuki was confused by him, "I don't understand. I am a demon, and you are righteous. Good and evil, don't you always say that? β
"Ah Yue, you have to understand, I never asked you to make a choice," Yang Qing said, "You don't have to make a choice, the person who makes the choice is me." β
He placed one hand on her shoulder, loose, as if he were holding her. Because it was too natural and too habitual, Mochizuki didn't notice it at all, and didn't realize that his whole person was half-held in his arms. His hand covered her red, swollen eyes, blocking her from the light.
It's so comfortable.
Mochizuki naturally leaned on him.
Yang Qing said, "There are many wicked people in the Demon Sect, and their temperaments are uncertain and strange. Most of the people who have joined the Demon Sect have unavoidable hardships, which are unacceptable to Bai Dao. I think that only a place like the Demon Cult, which is all-encompassing, can allow these people to find a foothold in it. If the Demon Sect is gone, these people will flow into the rivers and lakes, which will be the most terrifying. The existence of the Demon Cult has its inevitability. There must be such a place on the rivers and lakes to absorb those who are not tolerated by the righteous path. If the whole world is white, and the rivers and lakes are all white, then I am afraid that new disputes will arise and new forces will emerge on the rivers and lakes. From ancient times to the present, there has never been a force that can survive forever when there is no enemy. β
Mochizuki pulled down his hand covering his eyes, looked into his eyes in surprise, and stammered, "You say that...... I'm going to mistake you for falling in love with the Demon Cult. β
"Not really." He laughed.
Mochizuki resisted the urge not to lean over and kiss him while he was talking about business.
Listening to Yang Qing continue, "The problem with the Demon Sect is that the disciples in it are not restrained, making the evil ones even more evil. There is also a dispute between the Demon Sect and Bai Dao for too long, there are too many grievances and grievances, and the two sides are hostile, most of the time, it is not because the Demon Sect people are evil, but because the two sides see each other, they think of who on our side has been insulted or killed by you, and I want to take revenge. If you stay in the Demon Cult, you should be able to feel the chaos of the Demon Cult as well. β
Mochizuki nodded, of course she felt that way.
Yang Qing pondered, "I guessed back then that the original sect leader's apostasy was fake, in order to paralyze the traitors of the righteous path and the demon sect. This should be one of the reasons. Now that I have seen him, I can vaguely guess what he meant. He's finding a way out for the Demon Cult...... He wanted to reconcile with Bai Dao. β
"Huh?!" Why do you see things that I haven't even seen?!
Aren't you really the long-lost brother of Yuan Yingxing?!
You've just had a fight with him, and you know what he's thinking?
I was a childhood sweetheart with him, and I didn't know what logic he had in his whimsical thoughts!
seemed to be surprised to see the girl, which made Yang Qing feel interesting. He stroked his hand lightly on her face before hesitating, "But this should only be one aspect." More than that, he still wants to ...... Take revenge on the Demon Cult Saintess. β
"......" Mochizuki thought: You are the roundworm that lives in Yuan Yingxing's brain, right?
Yang Qing's tone was a little weird, but Mochizuki didn't bother to pursue it, "The poison on the nephews, the poison on the original sect master, and the fire in the inn...... I suspect that it has nothing to do with the original master. β
As soon as he said this, Mochizuki became nervous.
However, he glanced at her quickly and said, "But that's nothing, the saint is dead, he wants revenge, rightly so, and I have no position to go through old accounts." As I said, there are too many grievances between the righteous path and the demonic path, and there are always so many reasons for you to come and go, which side kills which side. The Holy Maiden Died in ...... In his hands, the original sect leader acts, and it is nothing like this. Although it is contrary to my position, it is also a matter of course. β
After a while, Mochizuki could only say, "You really can think about it." β
He looked away a little awkwardly.
Mochizuki couldn't bear to look at him like this, so he pulled the topic back, "And then?" Why do you say that he has the intention of reconciling with the White Way? β
"Just speculation. It should have meant something, but it wasn't very interesting, and it was later abandoned. Yang Qing said, "I want to meet with the original sect leader to talk about the opportunity for the Cloud Gate to cooperate with the Demon Sect, and to discuss the possibility of reconciliation between Bai Dao and the Demon Sect. I heard that when his father was the head of the sect, he had a brief handshake with Bai Dao. Of course, the situation was different then than it is now. It's just that for the current pot-like Demon Sect, this is not a way out. It's better to find something to do and give some benefits to the people of the Demon Cult than it is now. β
ββ¦β¦ This, in fact, Yao Fu, your Senior Sister Yao, she has tried," Mochizuki said with some difficulty, "but our sect leader refused." β
"I refused because there weren't many benefits at the time, and because the trip was too difficult. The composition of the Demon Sect is more chaotic than Bai Dao's side, and the original sect master should be too lazy to get this," Yang Qing looked down at the girl, his gaze stayed on her face, and said slowly, "And now, I think it's time." β
He said to her, "So Ah Yue, if you go back to the Demon Sect, there is no need to break up with me. I'll think about it...... I've been thinking about it, but my thinking is not mature, so I haven't told you. It's not mature yet, and I can't gauge the response of the original master. But...... It's always possible between you and me, isn't it? β
Mochizuki looked at him for a long time.
I thought to myself: I used to think that it was just the right path and the devil's path, and with my and Yang Qing's skills, it wasn't a big trouble at all, why didn't he respond to me? Of course, now that I don't just think from my own standpoint, I can see that this is really troublesome for Yang Qing. I felt sorry for him, and I retreated.
But he was thinking about a rapprochement.
It turned out that Yang Qing really felt troublesome, so he didn't respond to me before. It's not that he can't do it.
He just didn't care enough about me before, so he didn't want to take this trouble on him.
Is...... Yang Qing is really happy about me.
But he used to think that I was troublesome, and because he thought it was troublesome, he ignored me...... I still think it's too much!
Mochizuki was not sad at all when he said it. She had been thinking about it all night, and was relieved by his words. On the contrary, he kept thinking that he used to think that he was a trouble, so he hated it so much. As soon as Mochizuki stepped on his feet, put his arms around his neck, and bit him.
Yang Qing snorted in pain.
Covering his neck and looking down at her, "Happy now?" β
Yang Qing said, "If you're happy, go pack your things and go back to your Demon Sect." I won't send it. β
"I'm not leaving!" So far, what is Mochizuki still going? Hanging on him, let him drag, just refused to jump, she smiled, full of yearning for the future, "I want to stay with you, I want to like you for the rest of my life." β
"It's torturing me for the rest of my life, right?"
"Haha, you like you to have the final say."
He glanced down at her and smiled.
When the young man was forced to hug the girl to comfort her, in another room, Yuan Yingxing slowly opened his eyes, and his eyes were quiet and cold.