Ning Miao sat in front of the dresser, with a gentle and dignified smile on her face, when she heard the team outside the house coming, the look on her face did not change in the slightest, there was no shyness of the bride, nor joy, she was still too dignified and generous, when the red hijab covered her face, her smile was instantly removed.

She followed the guidance of the bride step by step, every step, she felt a little more reluctant in her heart, for the British government, she has too many feelings, she was born here, grew up here, she is familiar with the flowers and trees here, and even in her heart, nothing can be more important than the British government.

She has known since she was a child that she is different from other children, when other children play with bamboo kites, she likes to stick to her grandfather and follow him to meet all kinds of people.

If her mother taught her the skills of various battles in the house, then her grandfather broadened her horizons and let her touch the world outside the house, she saw the hard work of the people, saw the open and secret battles in the court, she also saw the weight of the burden on her grandfather, knew her grandfather's responsibility as the head of the family, and understood how important the British government was to the Ning family.

At that time, she secretly made a decision to protect the British Mansion for her grandfather. Helpless, she is a woman after all, and she can't leave the road of marriage after all.

She still remembers that her mother said that she does not understand love, yes, she does not understand love, not only does she not understand but also sneers at this illusory and ethereal thing, she is different from her eldest sister, third sister, and even most girls in the world, these girls dream of heroic husbands, perfect love, and a lifetime couple, and she is not.

A pair of one, a lifetime, a pair? It was just a trick in the book to deceive the girl, and she didn't believe it after she was ten years old. Men who can not take concubines like her father are rare in the world, but doesn't her father also have intercourse?

She doesn't understand why those noble women are immersed in this kind of false story, how many men in the world can be like in the book, holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son, this is just a woman's imagination, how much men in the world love is the position of power, and a man who is immersed in love all day long and does not want to make progress, will the woman really love?

Of course, she knows that she can't escape the fate of getting married, and she also has plans for her future husband, first of all, she must be a not very smart person, so that she can control it, and secondly, she can't have too much ambition for her career, today's British government doesn't need a son-in-law to help, but this son-in-law must not hold back the British government.

Obviously, she thought well, but a holy decree broke all her plans, she had to marry the son of the middle palace, she didn't know what the emperor liked about her, but she knew that she couldn't violate this holy decree.

Later, Ning Xi asked her, was she afraid when she received the holy decree? She said she was afraid, that was the truth, she hated things that were not within her control, and she hated this feeling of being inextricably linked, like when you knew there was a hunter's trap ahead of you, but you had to walk in.

But no matter how scared she was, she had to keep going, just like now, obviously reluctant to her father and mother, reluctant to give up everything in this mansion, but she had to walk into the Xianwang Mansion with the most elegant appearance.

She definitely doesn't want others to see her weakness, and she won't let others grab her handle and use it to attack the British government, even if it is an abyss ahead, she will jump down with the most beautiful posture. (.)