Aunt Li and the bean sprouts sold out and hurried back to cook, they knew that Haoran was going to leave today, although the morning meal was simple, but it couldn't let him go out of the house on an empty stomach, nothing was as important as the warmth of the family, a bowl of steaming porridge, a bowl of crispy pickles chewed in the mouth, a nest head, it was enough to make a person who left home, people are gone, and the heart is still here is more important.

Wanruo didn't sleep well all night, according to her original intention, she called Haoran back, one is to reunite, and the other is to give Haoran a real compensation, she wants Haoran to really taste the things between husband and wife, she will definitely work hard to make Haoran satisfied, be a real wife, and never let Haoran have that kind of seemingly sloppy coping again!

But she didn't do it, she called Haoran three times in one night and didn't wake Haoran up, no matter how much she shook Haoran, Haoran's snoring never stopped. It was the clothes she took off for Haoran with her own hands, and the naked man's body was exposed in front of her eyes, and she saw the guy who had never been used a few times in her life. She also tried to make this guy naughty and make Haoran wake up on his own, but she still didn't get her wish!

She knew very well in her heart that there was no chance, and maybe this was the last chance. But Haoran was too tired, and he devoted all the troubles that he couldn't excrete in his heart to work, which caused a serious overdraft of his body, and he really didn't have any reaction like a dead man. Wanruo gave up, she looked at this man quietly, fell asleep naturally when she was sleepy, and watched it like this when she woke up, until dawn bean sprouts came back from the stall with Aunt Li.

"Wanruo, the meal is ready, has Haoran woken up?" Aunt Li cooked the meal, came to the door of Wanruo's house and asked through the curtain.

"Oh, okay, I'll wake him up." Wanruo said and pushed Haoran and shouted: "Haoran, wake up, breakfast is ready, you have to hurry after eating, don't sleep." ”

Haoran sat up suddenly, as if frightened, he blinked his eyes in a daze and said casually: "Where am I?" ”

"Look at you, you're tired like this, you're really! Isn't this at home? Wanruo hurriedly said.

Haoran turned his head to look at Wanruo, and suddenly looked at his naked body, and then looked at Wanruo again, with a question mark on his face.

"I'll take you off, see that you sleep, like a dead pig, you can't wake up no matter how you scream, so I sat like this all night, and waited for you all night." Said gently.

Haoran understood what Wanruo meant, he knew from Wanruo's words how she came over this night, everything was silent, but it was too late.

"I'm sorry! I was so tired, I don't know when I fell asleep, I just felt like I slept in a mess, I didn't know anything. Haoran explained.

"See, you must pay attention to your body, this will be a serious overdraft, and the impact on the body will be great, and you can't work without a good body."

"Well, I'll pay attention to it later. Wanruo, I'm going to leave after breakfast, the city has specially equipped me with a car, right in the brigade headquarters, there is still a lot of work waiting for me, I can't stay at home for a long time. ”

"yes, I understand. Hurry up, get up and wash, Aunt Li is ready, let's eat and leave. ”

Haoran agreed and got dressed, got off the ground and walked out of the house.

"Get up, uncle, the washing water has been prepared for you, hurry up and wash it. After washing, you can eat, and there is your favorite fried bean sprouts. Bean Sprouts saw Haoran coming out, so he hurriedly said to Haoran.

"Oh, good." All this is very familiar, Haoran remembers that when he got up every morning, the bean sprouts made himself a good face wash like this, the water was hot, the soap was placed on the side of the basin, and there was a pillar under the eaves of the north house, and there was a wire for drying clothes on the pillar, and the bean sprouts had already hung the face towel on the wire, and Haoran could reach out to get it.

The same scene, but with a different taste, as if one is today and the other is yesterday, everything in this family has changed completely differently.

Aunt Li went to wipe Wanruo's face, which must be done every morning, and Wanruo finished washing up and started eating.

"Uncle, let's go eat after washing, I won't eat at home, there is ash in the machine well room today, I have to prepare, and I can't send you." Bean Sprouts said to Haoran who was washing.

"Oh, you go get busy, I'm nervous when I come back, I can't help you, I'm going to leave after eating."

"Uncle, your work is the most important, you don't have to worry about family affairs, you can work with peace of mind. By the way, uncle, if you sleep in the house, don't call him, when he wakes up, he can eat by himself, don't worry about him, it's like this every day. Bean Sprouts said.

"Well, got it, you go get busy." The phrase "like this every day" of the bean sprouts touched Haoran, was it like this every day before? In the past, the dog had already surrounded him every morning, and the left father barked one after another, and he never slept lazy. But now? Not only could I not hear this voice, but I guess he wouldn't get up to see me off when I left.

Is he really sleeping? Maybe he's listening to everything outside with his big eyes open now, it's not that he doesn't want to get up, it's that he doesn't want to face this home at all!

The bean sprouts are gone, walking so quietly, since Haoran entered this house, he didn't hear the bean sprouts a "hee-hee" silver bell-like laughter, she is like a little adult, a gesture and a word, Haoran saw it in his eyes, it was contrived, not a child's original intention, I can't laugh if I want to laugh, I want to say that I want to weigh it, and the depressed psychology can no longer be understood by Haoran!

"Haoran, it's time to eat." Aunt Li put the small square table on Wanruo's kang, served the food and came out to beckon Haoran to come in to eat.

When Haoran entered the house, he lifted the curtain of the dog leftover house by the way, and saw that the dog left was sleeping without a sound with his back to the door, he wanted to shout, left, eat, but he didn't shout, he just shouted out The dog may not agree to him, only quietly walking away is the only choice.

"Wanruo, you see it's past seven o'clock now, time is running out, I'll go to the team headquarters and tell the old secretary that it's time to leave." After eating, Aunt Li finished cleaning up, and Haoran said to Wanruo.

"Okay, you can't stay, just go, no one is holding you back." Wanruo said.

"Aunt Li, this family depends on you to worry about it, and I'll come back to see you when time comes." Haoran said to Aunt Li.

"Always talk about outsiders, it's not all a matter of duty, you can leave with confidence, don't worry about your family." Aunt Li hurriedly said.

"Okay, without further ado, I'm leaving." After Haoran finished speaking, he took the satchel he was carrying when he came back and walked out of the door.

Aunt Li kept sending Haoran outside the gate, and Haoran turned around and said to Aunt Li: "Aunt Li, this family really needs someone to take care of it, Uncle Heizi also said yesterday that he doesn't plan to leave, this family is really handed over to the two of you, thank you from the bottom of my heart!" ”

"Look at you again!" Aunt Li didn't say any more, she seemed to hear a lot of things she didn't know from Haoran's eyes and tone of voice, she could vaguely feel how much weight there was in the accident, but she really couldn't guess what it was, and it was inconvenient to ask, even if she asked, it would be as fruitless as asking Wanruo, so simply don't ask, just like she and Wanruo's father, who will tell you?

Speaking out means that life is better than death, if you don't say it, everyone will get along with each other, this is too much helplessness in life can only be forced to let you live insincerely, unless you die!

Haoran left, and when Haoran turned the alley, he breathed a long sigh of relief, and he could suddenly feel infinite happiness in his heart!

When he got home yesterday afternoon, he stayed at home for the night, and luckily he fell asleep, otherwise he really didn't know how he would have spent that short, long night! What a warm home it used to be, but now everyone in the family has to face it with a smile, the more so, the more you can feel the pain in your heart getting heavier and heavier!

A home has become a last resort residence, there is no family flavor to survive, the rest is only in name only, whether it is a small dog leftover or a bedridden Wanruo, the seemingly dry bean sprouts can not hide the extremely helpless complex hanging on the face, the painful survival has to try to maintain the love of a family, who can tell the reason?

Alack!

Haoran walked quickly to the brigade headquarters, and the old secretary had finished cleaning the courtyard early, and had been waiting for Haoran in the courtyard for a long time. The driver wiped the jeep and had already started to wander around the jeep, waiting for Haoran's arrival.

"Have you eaten?" The old secretary asked Haoran.

"I've eaten the old secretary." Haoran hurriedly replied.

"How's it going, how was yesterday?"

"Very good, very good, everyone is happy to see me back, the dumplings eaten, this meal is so good!"

"Well, it's good to know, you have to remember in the future, come back often, and I will also reflect your actual situation to the above, no matter how busy you are, you have to take care of your family, right?"

"Old secretary, I have delayed too much time, I can't accompany you more, I want to leave quickly, the province urges me to catch up with the schedule, the task is heavy!"

"Okay, let's go, I just can't keep you if I want to. Haoran, look at this brigade department, I thought that you would work here for a few more years, and I also want to take a break, you will definitely be able to provoke this girder. But now I don't think it's possible, you'll go farther and farther, and if you want to come back, I'm afraid it's not so easy. You've made me miserable, I don't know when I'll be able to rest! ”

"Old secretary, when the time comes, you will retire, the current election system is very perfect, there are so many people in the village, there are capable people, you just want to worry about everything, don't worry, in fact, people are not necessarily bad!"

"I hope they do a better job than I do. Okay, let's not talk about this, let's go, don't delay your big thing. ”

The driver caught fire, Haoran got into the car, and the jeep slowly drove out of the brigade headquarters. The old secretary looked at the back of the jeep disappearing, and felt very uncomfortable, he had a lot to say to Haoran, but what was the use of this for a person who couldn't keep it? People go to high places and water flows to low places, you have no reason to stop people's good future!

Read the first book of the novel