Chapter Seventy-Three: We're Graduating!
In the English Department of Level 11 of Shanghai Foreign Chinese University, the entire graduating class is in the excitement before graduation. When Yu Qi and her classmates took graduation photos in front of the teaching building, they couldn't help but feel a sense of loss when they thought that their best friend Liu Yang had set foot on the soil of the United States.
Yu Qi stood among the classmates in the group photo and said "eggplant". In my heart, I am blessing my friend and Wang Dong in the United States......
I remember the night before parting, Liu Yang told the story of her and Wang Dong-
There is a kind of distance called love. Liu Yang never thought that he would get together with Wang Dong. But like-minded synthesis has created a lot of lovers!
Liu Yang remembered the night when Wang Dong confessed to her, and he was infinitely sweet-
"Kiki, you know what? That day, Wang Dong raised the corners of his mouth and said to me with the most serious expression I had ever seen for the first time in my life: 'Liu Yang, I used to be timid and fearful in terms of feelings. However, I truly love you now. Would you like to be my girlfriend? Liu Yang vividly imitated Wang Dong's words and deeds at that time, which made Yu Qi's heart suddenly a little sour.
"He was standing beside me, breathing so close to me that it seemed to be on the tip of my nose......
I went all out for a while to prepare to study abroad, and since Xue Gang left, it has been a long time since I have been so close to a man. ”
"Really? Tell me, what did you say at the time? Yu Qi was curious about how her best friend, who is a "love expert", would react.
"At that time, I was a little nervous by him, so I said can you let me think about it......" Liu Yang's eyes did not blink, his eyes looked down to the left, recalling the scene at that time, "I told him - I have applied to American schools...... The ending of long-distance relationships is miserable, so let's not start it! ”
Well said! In the end, it's my friend -- what an astonishing consistency of the three views! Yu Qi couldn't help but think of the reason why he rejected Meng Tianxiang: it was also because he knew that there was no result, so he simply gave up the start.
"However, Wang Dong approached me, looked me in the eye, and told me word by word: 'Don't make excuses! I can also apply to schools in the U.S. at any time. Liu Yang thought that he had his head down, and the index fingers of his two hands were comparing to his chest. Under Wang Dong's gaze, she was at a loss, not knowing how to respond to this question that made her shy and tangled. Finally, as if she had made up her mind, she stretched out her arms around his neck, and buried her head between his.
"So, I'll accept his confession." Liu Yang quickly spit out the result that Yu Qi was waiting for, and Yu Qi's heart that mentioned his throat and eyes was also put back at once.
I didn't expect Wang Dong to go to study abroad together in order to chase Liu Yang. Thinking of his male best friend Wang Dong, who was not close to women in his previous life, Yu Qi secretly sighed in her heart: It seems that Wang Dong is not close to women, but he is not attractive enough!
Now that my male and female girlfriends from my previous life have come together, it is not a bad choice!
Yu Qi saw that her good friend had become a dependent, and she couldn't help but think of herself alone. Even if a few months have passed, thinking of Meng Tianxiang's confession before, my heart will still hurt and itch. Sure enough, she didn't have any feelings for him.
Because she was afraid of the opposition of Meng's father and Meng's mother, and because she was afraid of facing a face exactly the same as Meng Tianci, Yu Qi chose to be cold when Meng Tianxiang was hot to her. Now that I think about it, I really, regret it very much. What she regrets is not that she rejects Meng Tianxiang's feelings, but that the attitude and way of refusal are too cruel.
Speaking of Cao Cao, Cao Cao is here! Just when Yu Qi secretly missed Meng Tianxiang, the mobile phone rang, and the shining screen displayed: Brother Tianci.
Yu Qi stroked his chest with his hand, trying to calm himself down. The phone finally stopped being noisy because no one answered.
"Whose phone is it?" Liu Yang also seemed to be a little dissatisfied with this call that came at an inopportune time, interrupting her good memories.
"Ah, not who. Just an advertisement. Yu Qi concealed her uneasiness in her heart.
"Jingle bell ......" The phone rang again.
"This telemarketing is quite stubborn!" Liu Yang joked unintentionally. But in Yu Qi's ears, it seemed to be mocking her lie just now.
"What a nasty guy." Yu Qi scolded and cut off the phone again.
Yu Qi looked at the phone nervously, fortunately the phone did not ring again, but after a while, a text message came in: What are you doing? I miss you!
Yu Qi saw the name of the unknown in the sender column, and she suddenly shed a few tears from her eyes. Why do you cry when you see this?
Is it because of grievances? Or is it because of sadness? Or is it because you're angry? Yu Qi listened to the story recalled by Liu Yang, and finally understood: she was missing.
No matter how true or false Meng Tianxiang's feelings for her are, whether it makes her sad or moved, at this moment, she finally understands: she occasionally misses him.
But she still couldn't accept Meng Tianxiang, because as long as she saw that face, Yu Qi would think of the bits and pieces she had with Meng Tianci.
She still can't tell how much of this thought is for Tim Ci? How much is it for Timo?
Yes, although she tried to avoid it, deep down, she still missed Tian Ci's voice very much, missed the smell of his body, missed the temperature of his arms, missed him clasping her hand in his pocket, missed his kiss, missed his qiē......
Every woman who separates from the man she loves knows the feeling, no matter how angry and sad that person is, but after separation, still, still, wants to continue to love him. No matter where that person is, in the dead of night, I can't help but cry because I think about him.
This is the reason why she can't accept Meng Tianxiang.
Yu Qi quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and the classmates who took group photos together thought she was hurting and parting. A female classmate stretched out her arm, hugged Yu Qi hard, and comforted: "Don't be sad, anyway, we are all in Shanghai, we can meet at any time!" ”
"Yes, after graduating from our class, I will have a dinner party at least once a year, how about it?" Another student asked for advice on the class leader.
"No problem, wait until the photos are taken, let's go and eat this casual meal first!" The squad leader responded excitedly. The squad leader went to the Shanghai Municipal Economic and Trade Department, although he was only a small clerk, but he ate the emperor's grain. For the tens of millions of students who squeeze the canoe of civil servants, this job is still very attractive.
Not long ago, a piece of news was published in the newspaper: In a certain city in the mainland, nearly 1,000 college students were crazy about robbing sanitation workers.
I think that both foreign companies and large state-owned enterprises have broken the news of layoffs this year. Civil servants are indeed the envy of millions of migrant workers with turmoil in their hearts.
Even if civil servants reduce their benefits, the basic salary of the civil servant will be stabilized, and the retirement salary will be stable for the general public, which is still very attractive.
It's just that at this time, everyone will never talk about "poetry and dreams are far away" like they did four years ago.