As if she couldn't believe that she had been slapped by someone, Yao Yuling was stunned for a while, and then raised her hand to cover her face in a trance.

Ji Qianyu hit her very hard this time, and only one slap made her turn her face. A few clear finger marks appeared on her fair cheeks, and Yao Yuling looked at her in shock and anger, her voice sharp and almost harsh.

"You dare to hit me?! You know I'm ...... Yes!! ”

Her words were forcibly interrupted by another hard slap. Ji Qianyu didn't blink, and the indifference in his expression was the same as just now. She shook her hand slowly, and Yao Yuling's other face quickly felt a hot pain.

"How are you?" She asked expressionlessly.

In Ji Qianyu's unwavering gaze, Yao Yuling suddenly keenly felt a belated panic. When Luke told her to do so, she didn't know exactly why, but she felt a rush of joy when she was instructed.

Look, Ji Qianyu, there is no way for people to fail in life, I don't trouble you, and there are other people to treat you!

was to invite Ji Qianyu to come over to add bad luck to the birthday party in advance, she gritted her teeth and endured it, and added some content on her own, and saw Ji Qianyu drink the glass of wine as she wished. But why did things turn out like this, and why did she come back unscathed, and now she looked like she was going to seek revenge?!

"I ......" Yao Yuling instinctively felt a palpitation, forced to calm down, and put on a thoughtful expression: "Qianyu, what are you talking about, why don't I understand?" Why should I harm you, there's no reason, isn't it? ”

"yes, I want to ask too." Ji Qianyu pinched her chin and looked at her, her eyes were extremely light, and she asked lightly, "I have no grievances with you, you don't hesitate to take all kinds of photos, find someone to be me, and then spread the news on campus, why is this?" That time before the formula bar thought it was the yellow finch behind? Seeing me and Du Ruoxiao being taken away, I was very happy, right? ”

As if being poured to the end by a basin of ice water, Yao Yuling shuddered, and his limbs stiffened for a moment. After the carnival, there were people lying in the messy box, although they were unconscious, but after all, it also exposed her ugly self in front of others.

Yao Yuling's face turned pale for a while, and he reluctantly smiled: "...... Qianyu, what are you talking about? Why can't I understand? ”

Du Ruoxiao was honestly drunk near her now, Yao Yuling's forehead was dripping with fine sweat, and she struggled to refute two sentences. Ji Qianyu looked at her with the same eyes as a dead person, and there was no extra fluctuation because of her words.

"Yao Yuling." She said lightly, "I have a full record of your trading conversations. ”

Yao Yuling shuddered, looked at Ji Qianyu, and finally had a little fear in her eyes.

“…… What exactly do you want? She hissed, her voice a little hoarse.

"Me?" Ji Qianyu seemed to be stopped by her, tilted his head to look at her for a while, and smiled faintly.

She said, "I'm going to make you ruined and ruined." ”

"You can wait."

The conversation with Yao Yuling didn't help much, after all, she was just a pawn at Luke's fingertips, and she didn't know much except for her sinister thoughts. Ji Qianyu knocked her unconscious with a knife in his hand, threw Yao Yuling, who was paralyzed, turned around and left, leaned on the corridor and waited for a while, sure enough, it didn't take long for Zheng Yang to yawn and lazily push the door out.

"You are too impulsive, and it is useless to have a showdown with Yao Yuling now, so you can find the right opportunity to ...... Belch. Zheng Yang was halfway through his words, and when he came over and saw her face, his footsteps suddenly stopped.

"You're different." He said, looking her up and down for a moment, and said honestly. Ji Qianyu didn't answer, just raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, and turned his head to look at him.

"I don't have time." She said, looking bleak and sober, "so I can only take the initiative." ”

"I might need some help from you...... According to you, mutual benefit. ”

Zheng Yang looked at her, shrugged and smiled.

"I try."

His caution and Mingzhe's self-preservation were reasonable, Ji Qianyu and he hastily said two details, and left the place of right and wrong before the person who pretended to be drunk in the box was completely sober. Ji Qianyu came out of the blues and stood in front of the bar for a while, not moving.

She was once again soberly aware of the fact that she may never be homeless from now on.

"Thousand feathers? You're not gone yet. Chu Ming came back from outside the blues, looked at her and stopped talking. Ji Qianyu raised his head and glanced at him, and only responded lightly with two words.

"Speak."

"Actually, there is another problem." Chu Ming paused, looked at her hesitantly, opened and closed his mouth, and swallowed with some difficulty.

"I don't know where my mobile phone was thrown into the wind, and no one has been able to connect to it. If he hadn't come home and hadn't come to the blues......"

"And where is he now? Count me in the crow's mouth, but he won't have any more accidents, right? A patient who had just suffered a heavy blow ......"

Ji Qianyu took a deep breath and shook his head silently.

"I kind of know where he is." She said.

A rehabilitation center is no different from a hospital, with the lingering smell of disinfectant water in the empty corridors, shuttling between hurried doctors and blank-faced patients. Ji Qianyu wasn't really sure that Fu Yufeng would be here, but he checked it at the front desk and really saw Fu Yufeng's name in the list of inpatients.

His single room was on the sixth floor, almost secluded. The door was not closed tightly, revealing a small slit, and she subconsciously curled up and looked in silently through the crack in the door.

Fu Yufeng sat on the hospital bed, quietly and silently with his eyes open. The expression on his face was blank, but his gaze was not focused on a certain place, as if he was indifferent to the flowing time with endless sobriety and coldness.

It's like a silent glacier with a treacherous reef lurking. The water that meanders under the ice has no clue, and if you weren't in it, you would never know what kind of sharpness lies underneath.

Ji Qianyu lost her mind slightly, and in a trance remembered the song that Fu Yufeng had played for her. At that time, they had just started talking, and their relationship was strong, and they had to be forcibly tired of being together every day. Fu Yufeng's personal style is quite distinct when he plays the piano, with infinite calmness and rigor, and he can hear a little gentle aftertaste, implicit but not revealing, and the music is light and very recognizable. Ji Qianyu could hear which one he played casually with her eyes closed, and which one was to tease her, like a sea that was always strict and calm, and she knew what kind of waves and visualizations the silent ocean she loved.

And now, in vain, she opened her eyes, but she could see nothing.

The curtain of darkness fell, and she continued to fall into the depths, and this time no one answered.

Perhaps her gaze was too obsessive, Fu Yufeng narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked in her direction as if he had a feeling.

He only saw a hidden door, no one spoke for a long time, Ji Qianyu's back was pressed against the door panel, and after hearing Fu Yufeng be silent for a moment, he asked softly.

"Thousand feathers?"

Ji Qianyu closed his eyes silently, and tears burst out of his eyes instantly.

She trembled and raised her hand to cover her mouth, crying silently. At this moment, she saw Fu Yufeng, even in the next second, she was afraid that she would not be able to hold on, and she would immediately be overwhelmed by the surging struggle and guilt.

I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me.

She has never been so afraid to look at a person's eyes, she still loves the outline of these eyes, but she is only afraid that the moment the eyes meet, what she sees is not Fu Yufeng's gentle eyebrows, but the oil is exhausted, the eternal night is coming, she has not found a brighter future, this lamp that generously gave her all the warmth, but it is about to be extinguished in front of her eyes.

The room was slammed shut, and the sound of footsteps crashing on the quiet hallway faded away. Ji Qianyu rushed out of the building of the rehabilitation center with his head down, crying loudly in the face of the traffic on the street, squatting and curling up in a ball, wiping tears from his tears.

There has always been no shortage of life and death partings at the entrance of the hospital, and such a depressing sentence as depression needs to be cathartic. The two security guards at the door were probably accustomed to such a scene, and the sympathetic gaze of the passers-by around them fell on her from time to time.

She has been strong for more than 20 years, and she has never lowered her proud head in the face of any predicament, so that all the eyes of pity and ridicule are ashamed of herself, and she has never been used as a reason for pity to be overshadowed by her eyes. Ji Qianyu covered his face unconsciously, gritted his teeth and tried his best not to let his feelings leak out, trembling so much that he couldn't figure it out.

This unformed meeting continues along the fate of the ending. She was shackled by a death reprieve, and she was not forgiven by herself, nor was she sentenced by Fu Yufeng. But at least it made her a little more determined, and there were more important things waiting for her to make up for her mistakes than to regret and blame herself at a loss.

Even if he didn't catch up.

Even if what is lost is gone, it will never come back.

Ji Qianyu took a deep breath tiredly, hung his head and slowly stood up. She raised her hand and tied her long brown hair back to her head, and walked step by step towards the city that held many dreams and hopes, and the dry branches snaked behind her, sending her all the way forward. She walked slowly in the cold wind, not shaken by the wind.

On the bed in the rehabilitation center, Fu Yufeng raised his hand and pressed the call bell. Within seconds, the nurse rushed in, looked him up and down nervously, and finally found out why he rang the bell.

"Why do you roll the needle, didn't you say don't move......" The nurse persuaded him softly, with a little caution and a little tenderness. Fu Yufeng didn't speak, and lowered his eyes to watch the bits and pieces re-convey to his body, one drop, two drops, spreading to the cyan blood vessels, as if he was going to freeze all the limbs and bones stiff.

If that's the case, that's fine. Fu Yufeng turned his head sideways and glanced out the window. Winter in the north is cloudy all year round, and from his vantage point, he can only see a sparse sky and the vague outline of the buildings in the distance.

He watched in silence for a long time, closed his eyes tiredly, and slowly fell silently, as if he was about to pass away the fresh life little by little.

Maybe that's not bad. Thousand Feathers......

I hope you take it in stride.

Never look back.