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Lu Man constantly observed You Renxue in secret, and he also went to You's house many times. She knew that You Renxue would rebuild You's family, restore all the details, and often go to her parents' and eldest sister's house to sit.
Once you start to suspect someone in your heart, you will fall into a strange circle of love - no matter how you look at this person, she has ulterior motives for doing anything. Even Lu Man felt uncomfortable about the reconstruction of the You family.
"Anyway, I don't dare to walk into their house......" Bai Wen couldn't say uncomfortable after knowing this, and her friend Mrs. Shen also said:
"Reconstructing a murder scene is a very dangerous act, it is easy to attract grievances, and it is not good for the family. You've been to the murderous mansion, haven't you? ”
Lu Man nodded.
"I'll give you a talisman kit, and you can take it with you to help you purify your evil qi and keep you safe."
Lu Man frowned, she had never believed in ghosts and gods, and she didn't like Mrs. Shen to call the deceased You family "evil", so she politely refused. As a result, when she sat in the car the next day, Bai Wen hung her on the rearview mirror of the car at some point. Lu Man was helpless, took off the bag and flipped through it, pondered for a moment, and put the ring in the handbag and the address of the cemetery that Bai Wen gave her inside.
You Renxue secretly colluded with Chen Shu and began to make waves in the hotel, crowding out the people of the Lu family, it was difficult for Lu Man not to notice, even Lu Chengzhong, who gradually began to ignore things, talked to Lu Man about this matter: "What have Xiaoxue and Ran Dong been doing lately? I've heard some very bad rumors. ”
"Ignore the rumors." Lu Man said, "I'll take care of it." ”
You Renxue's behavior is heavy and ugly, but on the surface, she is amiable to everyone and humble and reasonable to everyone. If it weren't for Lu Man secretly paying attention to all her details early on, I'm afraid these things would be really difficult to find. You Renxue is like this, and You Randong is even more squirming, and Lu Man is very disappointed in them. At the beginning, the country that You Feng and Lu Chengzhong laid down together could not be destroyed in the hands of their generation, and You Renxue may be the real culprit of the You family tragedy.
Lu Man began to gradually empty the rights of the twins, and the two sides also had a lively exchange for a while.
Investigation and struggle occupy almost all of Lu Man's life, and her mother sees that she is getting older and older day by day, and the things she pays attention to are still those related to You Xinnian, so she can't help but be anxious.
Bai Wen likes You Xinnian very much, she is smart, beautiful and sweet, as long as Xiao Nian wants something, Bai Wen can't wait to pile her up at home immediately, and she can't bear to see this child a little sad.
Bai Wen bought this and that for her, piled up mountains of gold and silver, and simply regarded You Xinnian as her own heart. When she knew that her daughter and Xiao Nian were in love, she couldn't help but feel confused - wait a while, they're all little girls, aren't they?!
At first, Bai Wen didn't understand Lu Man and You Xinnian's behavior, and at first thought it was a play between girls, although these two had never played house; But as time went by, Bai Wen realized that they were all serious...... They're seriously in love!
"What's going on, Xiaoman." Bai Wen called Lu Man over, "You and Xiao Nian...... Is it that kind of relationship? ”
"Yes." Lu Man replied very frankly.
"You're all girls, how can you ......"
"Does my mother also want to be a feudal woman?" Lu Man was young at the time, and he didn't leave room for words to speak, "This is a matter between me and Xiao Nian, and I don't need anyone else to provide any advice, even if you are the same." ”
Even if Bai Wen likes You Xinnian no matter how much she likes it, she can't accept the fact that she is homosexual with her daughter, and has been secretly opposing it behind her back. But Lu Man has grown very fast, since Lu Chengzhong planned to hand over the affairs of the group to Lu Man, Lu Man has become the leader of the Lu family, and Lu Chengzhong will discuss with Lu Man as soon as he has any ideas.
As the mascot of the family, Bai Wen's words became more and more weightless. She secretly asked Lu Chengzhong what he thought, and Lu Chengzhong was puzzled: "Is this strange?" I think they have a good relationship and ability, and they are good for the future development of the group when they are together. There is no harm in all the benefits, what are you against? ”
Bai Wen was speechless, men's thoughts and women's thoughts were really at odds.
Seeing that the relationship between the two children has been good for ten years, Bai Wen has learned a lot about same-sex couples in private, and gradually accepted Lu Chengzhong's statement. Although she occasionally chattered, Lu Man's resolute attitude also made her slowly succumb.
Just when she was about to determine the fact that You Xinnian was not only her nephew but also her daughter-in-law, a tragedy occurred.
Bai Wen watched Lu Man become depressed day by day, more than three years have passed, she still has no life of her own, and she still lives for Xiao Nian.
Her daughter is even more unhappy when she is unhappy, she is sadder than anyone else.
The child surnamed Jiang has always been by Lu Man's side to help, and she is not far from Lu Man when he is sick. Bai Wen had heard that this child seemed to like her daughter too, and she waited infatuated for a long time.
Jiang Zhengqing has a good family background, a high degree of education, and the most important thing is that she is good to Lu Man. Although the child seems to have less aura than Xiao Nian, as a person who has come over, Bai Wen knows very well in her heart, how can she get out of the haze of the past? The only way is to have a future.
Bai Wen began to invite Jiang Zhengqing to come to her house as a guest, Lu Man didn't care about this matter, her mind was still on investigating the case.
Bai Wen gave them a one-to-one identical jade ring, Jiang Zhengqing was very happy, and immediately put it on, but Lu Man didn't wear it for a long time.
"It's time for you to plan for your future, too." Bai Wen talked to Lu Man frankly, "If you will never marry a man in your life, I also hope that you can cheer up and find new happiness." Bai Wen sighed, "Xiao Nian is gone, you can't live in memories all the time, you have to find yourself and start again." Xiao Nian is no longer there, this is an irretrievable reality. You have to accept it and move on. Finding happiness does not mean betrayal. In this way, parents can walk with peace of mind after a hundred years. Jiang Zhengqing is good to you, and you yourself know in your heart, I am also relieved to hand you over to her. ”
Lu Man knew that Bai Wen had been in poor health in recent years and often went in and out of the hospital. Her fears were rightly founded.
It's just ironic.
"Why can't we get your blessing when Xiao Nian is alive?"
Bai Wen cried after hearing this: "Are you blaming me? Do you know what kind of ideological struggle I went through to accept this qiē? What mother would want her child to go the wrong way? But this is you, it's my daughter, what can I do? I don't want to see you continue to languish and continue to live in the shadows of the past, is it wrong? How can you break my heart like that! ”
Lu Man didn't speak. Since You Xinian's death, Lu Man's edge has disappeared, and more often she is used to being silent.
The world is still moving forward, and Lu Man is still investigating the case.
She was so distracted by her busy schedule that she didn't even know what she was doing.
Time passed without looking back, and the boy's head was white.
Lu Man is 32 years old, and You Xinnian has also been dead for 5 years.
In the past 5 years, many people have married and had children, divorced and left G City, went bankrupt and became poor, and made money to become rich.
They have beer bellies, and they have fine lines at the corners of their eyes. Everyone has undergone all kinds of changes under the urging of time, and their lives have been turned upside down, only Lu Man is still in place, and nothing has changed. And when she turned around, Jiang Zhengqing was still standing behind her and waiting for her quietly.
Although she had never been to You Xinian's cemetery, she knew that You Xinnian would never come back.
No matter how much she suspected that You Renxue could not find evidence, the sensational You family tragedy also turned into ashes in the face of time, and no one mentioned it for a long time.
Lu Man worked hard and buried his youth, but he still couldn't get an answer.
She knows that life is short, if a person is a mayfly, anyone's life only has one life, and she doesn't want to live up to Jiang Zhengqing.
After being with Jiang Zhengqing, the gossip came like a storm and never stopped. said that she and Jiang Zhengqing had been together for a long time, and wanted to break up with You Xinian but the other party did not agree, so she killed the killer; said that she had a human face and a beast's heart, stepped on two boats, and when the person on the front foot died, she was with others on the back foot; said that she didn't love You Xinnian at all, if she really loved, why couldn't she be single for the rest of her life; It's disgusting to say that she and Jiang Zhengqing's bitch are dogs and pretend to be in love......
Lu Man never refuted anything with these words, and Jiang Zhengqing turned a deaf ear. It was enough for her to understand what the truth was. They don't need to prove it to anyone, because Lu Man said - it doesn't matter.
Just when Lu Man was preparing for a new life, something unexpected happened.
Someone logged in to You Xinnian's group system account.
When she saw that the account of "You Xinnian" was on the online list, she was fixed in a chair and couldn't move for a long time.
Her first thought was that someone maliciously stole You Xinian's number, and angrily sent a private message to question the other party. There was no reply.
Finally, the calm heart waves stacked up.
She knew that the person named Wang Fang had nothing to do with You Xinnian, but for some reason, every time she saw Wang Fang, she remembered You Xinnian.
She didn't believe in ghosts and gods, but she hadn't seen You Xinian's body with her own eyes, nor had she attended her funeral, and there was a thought lingering in her mind - Xiao Nian might not be dead!
This thought was stirring back and forth in her heart, she had to know the truth, she had to get the answer.
I heard from Mrs. Shen that there was a master who specialized in solving strange things that others couldn't solve, maybe this person could solve some doubts for her, so Lu Man found Fu Yuanyi.
"I thought this was over, but recently something strange has popped up. I am not at ease, and I am even more unwilling, if I can't find the answer to this matter, I won't be blind until the day I die. ”
And at her mother's birthday party, she was completely hallucinating, and she felt that Xiao Nian was back! When she woke up and found herself in the hospital, Jiang Zhengqing said that she didn't know why she passed out at the diving station, maybe she was tired, and told her to rest more.
Lu Man doubted Wang Fang's identity more than once, and thought more than once that Xiao Nian might still be alive. She may have been injured, she may have been threatened by her killer, and there may have been countless unexpected reasons why she could not come back. Lu Man anxiously waited for Fu Yuanyi to bring her the final judgment, but who knew that Fu Yuanyi actually turned down the commission.
"She's not dead, is she?"
Lu Man knew that this qiē was just a hallucination of herself, and sure enough, Fu Yuanyi shattered all her hallucinations.
"As you know, five and a half years ago, she died."
She is dead, dead in Lu Man's powerlessness and despair, dead for five and a half years.
She didn't want to watch anyone die anymore.
When she saw Jiang Zhengqing trapped in the car and the fire was about to spread, the strength in her body burst to the point that even she couldn't imagine.
This time, she must save this life.
……
The wind and snow in the cemetery gradually decreased, and Lu Man's hard work continued.
Today she wanted to come to the cemetery to see Xiao Nian, and took out the address that she had been putting in her bag.
"I'm going to catch the killer."
Thinking of Lu Man's appearance of touching her tombstone and wiping away her tears, You Xinian couldn't help but smile.
Lu Man's smile when he kissed her for the first time appeared in his heart, and he could still feel the traces of that heartbeat. It's a pity that their fate in this life has come to an end.
"I'm going to live it well."
Lu Man's tears washed away the ghostly aura in You Xinnian's body.
It turns out that hatred is not an incurable poison, it has an antidote, and that is love.
She looked at Lu Man who had fallen to the ground, the snow had accumulated a thick layer of beautiful color on her, white, which was her favorite color.
You Xinian lay down beside her, looking at the gradually clearing sky, witnessing the last expanse of this winter.
Once she and Lu Man thought that each other was absolutely unique, who knew that fate made Lu Man's future written into someone else's life, and her Sansheng Stone was also engraved with other people's names.
You Xinnian closed her eyes and told Lu Man in her dream what she had always wanted to say but didn't have a chance to say.
Sorry, thanks.