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"You care that Zhou Xuan is more popular than you, you care that Zhou Xuan has won more awards than you, and you care that Zhou Xuan's pace of progress is faster than you, so do you care how much Zhou Xuan loves you?"
Yu Ji's words pierced Su Yi's heart like a thorn. For the first time, she realized that she really had never thought about it. She has been struggling with whether she is worthy of Zhou Xuan, and entangled with Zhou Xuan may get into some bad β‘β‘ because of her, but she has never thought about this simplest and most important problem.
"I'll sue you again, Zhou Xuan won't tell you." Yu Ji was a little broken and broken, although Zhou Mo asked her not to say it, but Su Yi's tangled look made people want to smoke to death, she really couldn't stand it. And although she and Zhou Xuan are rivals in love, seeing such an unenlightened Su Yi, she is really anxious for Zhou Xuan, if she can help a little, otherwise, according to the temperament of these two elm heads who can't turn around, when will they realize these most basic problems.
"I heard Zhou Mo say that Zhou Xuan desperately wants to be a director soon, so that he can spend more time with you. She thinks that as long as she becomes a director, she can make movies specifically for you in the future, and you can work and live together, and you can get tired of being together 24 hours a day. It sounded a little scary, but she really thought so. She works so hard not for any outside eye, nor for more achievements that may make you proud of her, but simply to be with you more. β
Su Yi couldn't react a little, did Zhou Xuan think so? It turned out that Zhou Xuan put her aside in order to study the script because he cared about her?
"Su Yi, you may think that all of Zhou Xuan's previous qiΔ has become her now, but you must know that after removing those, she is still her. That's all that matters. β
ββ¦β¦ Well. "Su Yi seems to have finally understood a truth that she has not been able to figure out." Thank you, Yu Ji. β
Yu Ji smiled comfortingly, this elm head seemed to have finally opened up. "You're welcome, since we don't have the fate to be lovers, I can help you emotionally, and seeing your happiness, I also have a matter on my mind."
Su Yi smiled, feeling a lot more comfortable after talking to Yu Ji. It's not good to always tell people about her embarrassing entanglements, so she changed the topic: "I heard Sister Xuan say that you invited her and Sister Peiru to shoot magazines?" β
"Yes, I'm going to shoot it when Sister Peiru comes back from filming the movie in her hand. Now that the plan is done, I'm just waiting for an interview with her. β
"It's good, the little mushroom is really good."
Yu Ji pouted: "Can you really invite these two big coffees?" β
"Huh? Isn't it? β
"I don't have the ability and face, Zhou Mo came forward to help me solve it."
Su Yi was stunned for a moment, and asked with some hesitation: "Is it?" You and Mr. Zhou, are you okay? β
Yu Ji didn't know what to say, and was a little helpless: "It's okay, I don't know what to say about our." β
"Oh." Su Yi thought, maybe the matter is very complicated, since Yu Ji has already said that she doesn't know what to say, then she can't ask again.
However, Yu Ji took the initiative to open the conversation: "Do you think I should promise her?" β
ββ¦β¦ Do you want to promise her? β
"To be honest, I was a little hesitant. On the one hand, I think she's very good to me, and she's a good person except for being a little bit emotionally different. But I also felt that there was something wrong with agreeing to her like this. It's like ......"
"Like what?"
Yu Ji looked directly into Su Yi's eyes: "It's as if it's fake that I've loved you for so many years." β
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Su Yi was embarrassed again, but she grasped the point of Yu Ji's words. She felt that Yu Ji might really like Zhou Mo, otherwise how could there be such a struggle? And she felt that Yu Ji this time was very different from the last time they met.
The last time Yu Ji saw her, she still had a feeling of sadness, and there was a kind of pain in her eyes. But this time, Yu Ji was obviously much calmer and calmer when facing her, and she was no longer embarrassed.
Those words that would embarrass her can also be thrown out one after another, as if the former Yu Ji who would blush because she looked at her too much has disappeared forever.
She thought, maybe Zhou Mo already has a certain status in Yu Ji's heart, and Yu Ji herself doesn't know. Otherwise, how could Yu Ji not notice that when she was talking about Zhou Mo, there was a kind of ostentatious sweetness in the words that were obviously said in a disgusted tone?
"Yu Ji, I think you seem to be in the same entanglement as me."
"Really?"
"Well, didn't you say that if you love someone, you shouldn't think too much about what you don't have? Then when you face Mr. Zhou, is there no need to think about whether this is in conflict with the fact that you once loved me? β
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"I think you might really like last week."
Yu Ji was silent for a long time, and only after cleaning up the milk tea in the cup did she look up: "It turns out that I really like her." β
"yes."
Yu Ji looked annoyed: "Also, why didn't I understand?" I don't like her, how could I go to her to help shoot magazines? I don't like her, how could I allow her to molest me again and again? β
Su Yi smiled: "I really envy you for being so frank and honest about your feelings." β
"What is there to envy about this, everyone's view of love is different, there is no comparison between this. Just like me and Zhou Mo, she is better than me, so I will ask for some benefits from her, and she will be willing to give, and we don't think there is anything in it. But you and Zhou Xuan belong to the type of hello, hello, hello, everyone. I like you like this, you like me like this, we are not willing to destroy our image in each other's minds, doing something that may destroy our image is disrespectful and hurtful to each other, and even don't want each other to see a little bit of our own bad place. To put it simply, Zhou Mo and I belong to the realists, while you and Zhou Xuan belong to the idealists, each with its own benefits. β
Su Yi held her chin and thought for a while, and said, "Being said by you like this, it seems that Sister Xuan and I are so naΓ―ve." β
Yu Ji rolled her eyes: "How come, how many people dream of this kind of love like yours, what people admire the most is this kind of love that is so sweet that it is greasy to hate." It's just that few people can get it, so it's extremely precious. β
Su Yi was noncommittal, she didn't know much about this kind of thing, but she knew that she and Zhou Xuan were indeed very happy together.
"But you also have to remember that there is no fairness in love, and the one who gives more must get the one who gets more. Falling in love is not talking about business, how can it be fair everywhere and equality everywhere, it is impossible to want two people to be exactly the same. Let's not talk about who is strong and who is weak in the career, even if you just talk about love, there is always one who loves each other more than the other and gives more than the other. So there is no equality between two people together, don't care about whether you are worthy of Zhou Xuan, whether you stand at the same height as Zhou Xuan, those things are too careful, and your love is easy to deteriorate. One day you will feel tired, Zhou Xuan will also feel tired, and it will be too late to regret it then. β
Su Yi pondered Yu Ji's words and nodded thoughtfully. She had never thought about these things, she always felt that two people should do the same for each other when they were together, so she had been very entangled in the fact that she couldn't do anything for Zhou Xuan. But now that I think about it, it seems that it is really as Yu Ji said, in love, there may never be such a thing as true equality between two people. Since this is the case, it seems that there is no need to dwell on it, doing what she should do and trying to do the best she can do seems to be the most important thing for her.
@ζ^Jiang original
The two chatted for a long time in the dessert shop, until Yu Ji received a call from Zhou Mo urging her to hurry over, and then ended their discussion of love.
Su Yi returned home with a big bag of food, and as soon as she entered the door, she was hugged by Zhou Xuan with a bear, she almost fell down with two people, and after barely standing against the wall, she looked at Zhou Xuan who threw herself in her arms inexplicably.
Zhou Xuan frowned and asked unhappily, "Where have you been?" I don't have a phone with me, I don't know if I'm in a hurry? β
Su Yi felt in her pocket, she really forgot to bring her mobile phone. She rubbed Zhou Xuan's head and comforted, "I'm sorry, I forgot to bring it." And I just went to the convenience store, and I didn't think it would take long, so I didn't tell you. β
"Then why did it take you so long to come back?"
"I met Yu Ji and chatted for a while."
As soon as Zhou Xuan heard Yu Ji's name, he immediately felt like a great enemy: "You have been talking to her for so long?" β
"yes, asked a little about her. She said she seemed to really like last week's general and said a lot of these things. And didn't you say you wanted to work with her on a magazine? I also asked about the magazine. If you're not careful, you lose track of time. β
Zhou Xuan breathed a sigh of relief: "Are you talking about her and Momo?" β
"Of course, otherwise what else can we talk about." Su Yi didn't want to admit that in fact, they spent most of their time talking about her and Zhou Xuan.
Zhou Xuan nodded, no longer dwelling on this matter, and changed the topic: "What did you go to buy?" β
"I bought some food and drink, and some daily necessities." Su Yi carried the bag and walked to the refrigerator.
Zhou Xuan followed her, picked up the bag and asked, "Did you buy nuts?" β
"Hmm." Su Yi stopped and took out the bags of nut snacks from the big shopping bag.
Zhou Xuan happily hugged it in his arms and smiled happily as if he had received some reward.
Su Yi looked at Zhou Xuan like that, and the breath that he had been holding in his heart seemed to finally come out. She thought to herself how could she be so stupid to bother with what to do with all that uselessness. Zhou Xuan is Zhou Xuan, what she likes is obviously the Zhou Xuan who is as happy as a child when she sees snacks, the Zhou Xuan who occasionally looks very cute, the Zhou Xuan who chats tirelessly about gossip, and the Zhou Xuan who still makes her want to hold it in her arms and pet after stripping away the titles of the actress and the national goddess. She didn't understand how she could have been so sluggish before, and hadn't figured out these things all along.
Zhou Xuan patted the sofa while nibbling on nuts and shouted to Su Yi: "Su Yi, come here, I'll talk to you for a while." β
"Wait a minute." Su Yi put the drink and some things that needed to be refrigerated into the refrigerator, and after sorting out the things he bought, he walked to the sofa.
Su Yi sat down next to Zhou Xuan, and Zhou Xuan took a macadamia nut and stuffed it into Su Yi's mouth: "Screenwriter Meng said that the script is almost finished, and I will start choosing roles as soon as the script is finished." β
"yes, pretty fast."
Zhou Xuan took another macadamia nut and stuffed it into Su Yi's mouth: "Well, although I haven't seen all the scripts yet, this time the script is very good, and it will definitely be a hit if it is filmed." β
"That's good, you're going to come on, Director Zhou."
"Well, the most important thing now is the actors. Su Yi. Zhou Xuan held Su Yi's face and asked seriously and worriedly: "I want you to play the female number one, are you willing?" β