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Yang Qinghai is Yang Ruoyun's biological father and Ning Yufei's biological grandfather, but to be honest, when he died, everyone didn't even feel the slightest sadness, but had a strange sense of relief.

has done evil to this point, even death is not enough to shake the hearts of his relatives, and I don't know what to say about his life.

If it was usual, Ning Yufei would not be even the slightest moved by this news, but now he is not comfortable.

How did Yang Qinghai die, did His Royal Highness the Crown Prince do it? Or do it mean to make someone else do it...... It makes no difference.

Even if this grandfather is no longer presentable, no matter how scummy he is, it can ...... Do you kill if you say kill?

Don't say it's a relative, even if it's a stranger......

Ning Yufei closed his eyes, thinking more of Xie Jing's words.

Mother, grandfather, brother...... How many people did the prince kill, and what kind of mood did he feel when he did these things?

Ning Yufei didn't dare to think about it, because no matter which thought he had, his heart was pounding and cramping.

His demeanor naturally couldn't hide Jing Xing, the man twisted his eyebrows and asked, "What's wrong?" Something happened. ”

Ning Yufei was carrying a civilian communicator, this kind of equipment was almost transparent in the fighter, Jing Xing would not listen to his news, but the fighter would show the flow of signals, so Jing Xing knew that he had received the news.

Ning Yufei hesitated slightly, and finally asked, "Lieutenant General, do you know what Your Excellency is looking for me?" ”

If it was ordinary, he would get a ridicule from Jing Xing when he asked this, but today his expression was too abnormal, and Jing Xing didn't really hate him, where would he stab him again, so he said seriously: "Your Excellency didn't mention it, only said to let you go." ”

Ning Yufei couldn't guess what the marshal was looking for him, but according to the military order, the leader summoned him as much as he could.

Just today......

Ning Yufei sighed: "Can I contact Your Excellency?" ”

Jing Xing asked, "Tell me what's going on?" ”

Ning Yufei pondered and replied, "My grandfather...... Well...... Passed away. ”

When he said this, Jing Xing was obviously stunned, and then his cold demeanor slowed down, and there was worry in his eyes: "You go back first, and I'll explain to you from the marshal's side." ”

Although he is very familiar with Ning Yufei, Ning Yufei's temperament is a good news and not bad news, he almost never mentions his grandfather in the army, so everyone will not know what kind of scum Yang Qinghai is.

Knowing that the other party's grandfather was dead without knowing it, he would naturally feel that Ning Yufei was sad.

Not only is he sad but he is also worried, worried that his mother can't stand it, Jing Xing knows that Ning Yufei has a warm family and harmonious parents, so he naturally loves his mother very much.

Ning Yufei knew that Jing Xing had misunderstood, but he didn't want to explain, he really wanted to go back and see.

"In that case, then the lieutenant general will be in trouble."

Jing Xing said, "I'll send you back." ”

The fighter plane turned around, and Ning Yu flew back to the Earl's Palace.

He wanted to come back and see, but he was not simply afraid that his mother would be sad, but he wanted to be sure of something.

But what exactly is to be determined? Ning Yufei, who went to the Baron's Mansion, understood that he couldn't be sure of anything.

Whether it was done by the crown prince or not, it would not leave the slightest trace, and it was too easy to let an elderly baron like Yang Qinghai die without a name.

There is no doubt at all that no one will have the slightest suspicion.

If Ning Yufei hadn't heard the words of the prince in the back garden, he wouldn't have thought about it.

Yang Ruoyun, Ning Yufei and eldest brother Ning Yuxiang had already arrived at the Baron's Mansion early.

After Ning Yufei came, they just greeted each other, followed by a long silence.

The Yang family no longer has half of its relatives, and after Yang Ruoxin's death, Yang Qinghai only has Yang Ruoyun's daughter. As for his own siblings, I heard that there seems to be a younger sister, but they completely cut off contact with him decades ago, and now even Yang Ruoyun doesn't know where this aunt is.

It's a good baron's mansion to be made like this, Yang Qinghai's character is really not wanting to say a word.

When he died, there were only three lonely people by his side.

Half of my friends didn't say nothing, but there were people who came to collect debts.

Yang Ruoyun didn't let them in, but he also paid back the money, no matter what, people can't point to the coffin and scold them anymore when they leave.

The rules and regulations of the funeral office, buried with the rites of the baron, received some compensation from the Ministry of Rites, Yang Ruoyun did not stay, all of them were exchanged into a fashionable requiem jade, put into Yang Qinghai's urn, and immersed in the baronial cemetery.

At a funeral, no one shed a single tear, and they really couldn't cry.

Until it was all over, Yang Ruoyun threw herself into her husband's arms and finally burst into tears.

It's not that I'm sad for Yang Qinghai, but I just remembered a lot of ridiculous things: her mother, sister, and the completely dilapidated Baron's Mansion.

With the death of Yang Qinghai, all of them have come to an end, not good or bad, but as long as it is over, people can't help but feel sad.

In the evening, the whole family stayed at the Baron's Palace.

Wakes are out of vogue now, but because of a busy day, no one wants to go back.

Yang Ruoyun knew that this was the last time he slept in the Baron's Mansion, and in a few days, this place would be taken back by the Ministry of Rites, and the Baron Yang family would become a completely past tense from now on.

It's just that I didn't expect that at this time, the Earl's Court ushered in the only mourner.

His Royal Highness the Crown Prince walked in the moonlight, with a slender body and handsome facial features, even in the night, it was dazzling like the sun on the horizon.

Yang Ruoyun was the first to see him, she saluted, and said solemnly: "Your Highness, you shouldn't come." ”

His Royal Highness the Crown Prince said softly: "It's time to come, you should pay respects." ”

As he spoke, he went to the mourning hall, where he made a memorial ceremony in a neat and orderly manner.

Yang Ruoyun's eyes were red when he saw it, and Ning Zi'an and Ning Yuxiang also sighed slightly, but Ning Yufei was the only one who ...... The heart sank, and the face on the face was not very good-looking.

His Royal Highness the Crown Prince comforted Yang Ruoyun a few words, and looked at Ning Yufei when he was about to leave: "Can you accompany me for a walk in the Baron's Mansion?" ”

He said this by looking at Ning Yufei, but it suddenly poked Yang Ruoyun's heart.

The prince has lived here for thirteen years, and he can't be more familiar with every grass and tree, and at this time he wants to walk around, Yang Ruoyun can understand.

After all, no matter whether it is good or bad, the past becomes a memory, no matter how painful and unbearable it is, when you look back and look back, you will only feel - but that's it.

So without waiting for Ning Yufei to speak, Yang Ruoyun urged: "Go, accompany His Highness." ”

Ning Yufei was a little uncomfortable, but he didn't want to disobey his mother at this time, and he didn't want what he was thinking to be known by anyone else present.

After a slight hesitation, he followed Shen Lingyu out of the house.

The Baron's Mansion is not big, after all, the Imperial Capital Star is every inch of land, and it is already very good for a small baron to have a mansion.

Yang Qinghai has been thorough all these years, and the decent things in the mansion have almost been sold, and the entire Baron's Mansion has been tossed and empty, and there is no scenery to see after walking around.

Shen Lingyu was very interested, and when he saw the familiar, he opened his mouth to say a few words. With bare rockeries and overgrown gardens, this dilapidated place is indeed filled with countless memories.

He said all the way, but Ning Yufei remained silent.

Shen Lingyu was so sensitive, from the moment he entered the door, he realized that Ning Yufei was in a bad mood, but he didn't think of the source.

At this time, seeing that he was still bored, he couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?" Don't tell me, you remember Yang Qinghai very much. ”

Of course, Ning Yufei didn't remember him, but when he heard these words from Shen Lingyu's mouth, he felt very uncomfortable inexplicably.

He killed the person, it can be basically determined, no matter what the reason for the murder is, no matter how damn the dead person is, but killing someone, killing his grandfather, should it really be so indifferent? Should you really come over so calmly, or even walk in this baron's mansion and recall this qiē in a brisk tone.

Guilt, right ...... Didn't he feel the slightest bit of guilt about being human?

Ning Yufei never questioned whether what His Royal Highness the Crown Prince did was right or wrong, what made him constantly chill his spine was his attitude.

The attitude of not taking this kind of thing as a thing at all, the attitude of not caring or even taking it for granted.

What's scarier than not caring? What could be more terrifying than feeling at ease when you have touched the bottom line of being a human being?

Why is it like this!

An inexplicable anger rose from his heart, Ning Yufei stopped, and said abruptly: "That day in the back garden, I heard what you said. ”

He threw out this sentence ambiguously, but Shen Lingyu immediately caught the truth.

On that day, did it mean that Yang Qinghai went to the Earl's Mansion to talk nonsense? What did he say...... What can there be, it is nothing more than the words that sentence Yang Qinghai to death.

Shen Lingyu also stopped, his back was straight, standing in the cool night of late summer, there was a feeling of depression.

"So...... Are you angry about this? ”

Ning Yufei listened to Shen Lingyu's calm voice, only to feel that the evil fire in his chest was about to erupt: "Did you do it right?" You killed people, didn't you? ”

Even in this case, he threw out a question, why did he need to ask? What kind of answer did he want? Does he want Shen Lingyu to deceive him or coax him?

Then, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince spoke: "That's right, I killed Yang Qinghai." ”

Simply admit it neatly! Ning Yufei's whole body froze.

Shen Lingyu looked at him without blinking: "I won't hide it from you, if you ask, I will sue you." ”

Ning Yufei didn't seem to hear this.

Shen Lingyu twisted his eyebrows slightly and continued: "He deserves to die, he should have died a long time ago, I don't want to worry about the past, but he shouldn't beat your idea, how can he insult you like that?" I wanted to keep you by my side, and he dared to push you to someone else! ”

The more Shen Lingyu spoke, the colder his voice became, and Ning Yu came back to his senses violently, turning his head to see his golden eyes that seemed to be burning with pitch-black flames.

It's obviously such beautiful eyes, why is the figure of death reflected in it?

It's obviously such a charming smile, why is it cruel and bloody hidden underneath.

When did that cowardly child become like this!

Ning Yufei turned his head to stare at him, not knowing what mood he was in to say this: "Yang Ruoxin...... Did you kill it? ”

As long as Shen Lingyu said no, he believed it.

But as he said, if he asked, he would tell him anything.

Shen Lingyu's pupils shrank sharply, and there was hardly a trace of luster in his golden eyes, but he still said slowly: "You know." ”

Ning Yufei's face instantly turned white as paper.

Shen Lingyu wrinkled his eyebrows and said word by word: "It's Xie Jing, right?" He's suing you! In the last half of the sentence, he almost gritted his teeth and roared, and the hatred in it was terrifying.

Ning Yufei's voice couldn't help but rise: "Does it matter who it is?" Or are you going to kill him too? Or kill me too?! ”

His words were like a heavy hammer, smashing into Shen Lingyu's body, crushing all his gloomy demeanor, revealing the fragility and uneasiness inside.

He hurriedly grabbed Ning Yufei's hand and hurriedly said, "Xiaofei, listen to me, I ......"

Ning Yufei vigorously broke his fingers one by one, and his voice was full of exhaustion: "I know that Yang Ruoxin has done a lot of wrong things, I know that Yang Qinghai is also wrong, and I also know that they all deserve to die, but ...... You can't do that, you know? You can't do this...... These things should not be solved in this way. ”

Killing becomes a habit and eats away at humanity.

Ning Yufei, who had rolled on the battlefield, especially understood this deeply.

Killing the enemy is the first line of defense; Killing people who are in the way of the eyes is the second one; Wait until you kill innocent people and kill relatives, and then it's all over.

It is true that Yang Ruoxin and Yang Qinghai can be called Shen Lingyu's enemies, but it is inevitable that they are relatives again.

Shen Lingyu did this......

No! And that's not all! There is also Shen Yijun, and ......

A chill surged up, and Ning Yufei only felt that even his fingertips were piercing chills.

Shen Lingyu looked at him like this, but he was extremely scared in his heart, he knew that Ning Yufei couldn't accept this, so he hid it intentionally or unintentionally, but now that he knew it, he was suddenly very scared, very afraid that he would see disgust in Ning Yufei's eyes, if he hated him......

Like a poisonous snake's sharp teeth piercing his heart, Shen Lingyu felt a pain that was almost paralyzed, he didn't dare to raise his head, he just hugged Ning Yufei hard, he wouldn't see it if he didn't look at him, his voice trembled, and the panic inside flowed out along with the words: "I don't know what else to do, Xiaofei, I don't know what else to do!" Yang Ruoxin doesn't die, I can't see any hope, I can't see it, I really can't see it! Your mother will feel sorry for me and take care of me, but she will not save me from Yang Ruoxin's hands, that is her sister, she still cares about her, she is afraid that if I leave, Yang Ruoxin will go even more crazy, but she didn't think about it, she didn't think about what I was suffering all day long! The only one who cares about me is you, you ran away from home with me, you blocked Yang Ruoxin's stick for me, you protected me under you, I know that you care about me, you want to rescue me, but no, you are too small, you are younger than me, you can't be the master, your strength can't drag me out of that dirty swamp! ”

"I'm afraid ......" Shen Lingyu hugged him, hot tears fell straight into Ning Yufei's neck, the scorching temperature seemed to penetrate the skin and reach the bottom of his heart, the hot person's heart trembled, Shen Lingyu's voice continued, "Xiaofei, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid...... In the end, I couldn't get out but dragged you down, I was afraid that even you would give up on me, then I really couldn't climb out for the rest of my life, and my life was completely ruined. I can't help it, I really can't help it, Yang Ruoxin doesn't die, I can't get out, I can't find a way out! ”

When he said this, Ning Yu's flying fire couldn't find a place to go, and the forest fell, floating in the air, and finally disappeared like a spark without fuel, with a sigh. He moved his lips and finally said what he was most worried about: "Do you know what I'm worried about? I'm worried that you've walked into a dead end, that you've gone all the way to the bottom, that you've not come out of the swamp but that you've gone deeper and deeper, burying yourself until you're suffocating and not even noticing! ”

"It's late."

Shen Lingyu was greatly appeased when he heard Ning Yufei's words, but as he said, it was too late...... It's already late.

He understood Ning Yufei's thoughts, understood that Ning Yufei was not disgusted with him but worried about him, and understood that Ning Yufei was not trying to give up on him but was afraid that he would lose himself.

But...... That gloomy beast had already been born there long before he met Ning Yufei, and he could see it, but he couldn't drive it away, because it was his heart, blood, flesh and bones...... All one qiē.

Twenty years ago, for twenty years, it had long been integrated with him, and if it wanted to be stripped out, it could only kill itself.

But he didn't want to die, he didn't want to die yet.

Shen Lingyu greedily sniffed the good smell on Ning Yufei's body, and his voice was hoarse, with overt madness and paranoia: "Don't leave me, as long as you don't leave me, I can control it." I promise you that I will not go down that road, I will not be completely degraded, as long as you are here, I will definitely be a person, and I will not become it! ”

It's a threat.

Ning Yufei let him hold him motionlessly, and the feeling of powerlessness in his heart filled all around, soaking him all like cold water.

He doesn't care about him, he's going to be paranoid to the end.

If he ignores him, he will give up on life and even the world.

But he ...... Ning Yufei's mouth was bitter, he was not confident, he was not confident that he could hold on all the time.

What happens when this string breaks?

Shen Lingyu finally let go of him, tears flashed in his golden eyes, he looked pitiful like a large animal who was afraid of being abandoned by his master, obviously with sharp claws, obviously with great strength, but he was afraid that the man in front of him, who was countless times weaker than himself, would abandon him.

His thin lips pursed into a line, and he looked at Ning Yufei with red eyes: "I know it's wrong for me to say this, I know I'm threatening you, but Xiao Fei...... I don't know what else to do about it, I really don't know anymore. ”

His pleading voice fell on the tip of Ning Yufei's heart, and Ning Yufei stood in a daze, and finally could only sigh and hug him.

Maybe from the first time he met Shen Lingyu, he had been trapped.

He is an orphan, he can't see the little Shen Lingyu suffer such a sin, he is a longing for family affection and home, so he can understand the poor child at that time.

Whether it is sympathy or pity, from the day he stretched out his hand, he was destined to be unable to let go easily.

It's like raising a child, and parents have to take a lot of responsibility for what he looks like.

At that time, Ning Yufei wanted to 'save' him willfully, so he should bear these now.

Will the crown prince become like this, is he not responsible?

It's a lot of responsibility, and you know that you weren't really a kid at that time.

If he was more careful, if he cared more, if he insisted a little more...... Maybe......

Forget it, there are no ifs.

The fruits of the sowing are always fair.

"I don't say I'm angry with you," Ning Yufei hugged Shen Lingyu and said in a muffled voice, "I'm angry with myself." ”

If you don't have that ability, why do you need to cause so many things.

How good it would be for the four words of self-knowledge to be engraved into the bone marrow.

The next day, the family settled Yang Qinghai's ashes and returned to the Earl's Court together.

Ning Yu flew into the house, changed into a major general's uniform, and got up to go to the Marshal.

The marshal summoned him, and he had finished his business and needed to go to his life.

flew all the way to the Arctic region, entered the territory of the Marshal, and walked over to meet An Qing.

Ning Yu flew and saluted, and An Qing replied and asked, "Have you taken care of the affairs at home?" There is no rush at this time. ”

Ning Yufei shook his head and said, "It's nothing. ”

He didn't want to say more, and An Qing naturally didn't ask more, and the two entered the Marshal together.

Ning Yufei asked as he walked, "Is Your Excellency here?" ”

An Qing said: "I'll be back soon." ”

Ning Yufei couldn't help but ask, "Your Excellency is in the Central District?" ”

"Yes," An Qing said, "I stayed there last night, and I should be on my way now." ”

Ning Yufei twisted his eyebrows, and was about to ask something more, but the hatch behind him suddenly opened, accompanied by a cold wind, and it seemed that snowflakes had drifted in.

An Qing and Ning Yufei hurriedly turned their heads, looked directly at the front and saluted: "Your Excellency!" ”

The man who came in with the cold wind was stained with snowflakes, and the black coat was casually on his shoulders, but the military uniform inside was quite awe-inspiring, showing the strong and powerful body to the extreme. He walked in and took off his coat casually, and the snowflakes fell and dotted on the pitch-black military boots, as if falling into the starlight of the night, revealing a willing surrender.

Ning Yufei didn't squint, and didn't dare to take another look.

Huo Beichen stared at him with a pair of dark eyes, and only raised his hand after approaching, and his calloused fingers pinched his cheek: "Didn't sleep well?" ”

Ning Yufei stood straight, and his voice was clear: "Back to Your Excellency, something happened at home, so it's too late." ”

"Your grandfather died?" Huo Beichen asked lightly.

Ning Yufei was not surprised, he replied: "Yes! ”

"I'll give you a vacation and take your parents to Barrow Star to relax."

Hearing this, Ning Yufei's heart warmed: "Thank you, Your Excellency!" ”

Huo Beichen retracted his gaze, strode forward and said, "Do something before you go." ”

Ning Yufei didn't know what was going on, so he could only quickly follow behind Huo Beichen.

The Marshal is very large, but the division is extremely clear, and there is a place that Ning Yufei rarely visits, but has heard of for a long time.

Zone Z – where prisoners are held.

Huo Beichen walked in front, Ning Yufei followed, and the more he walked inside, the more he felt a feeling of panic in his heart.

It wasn't until the end that a heavy dark golden gate was opened, and Ning Yufei saw the woman inside.

She is very, very beautiful, like a kraken with a bewitching voice, even if she is imprisoned here, but she feels that every movement is fascinating.

Fortunately, Ning Yufei was a gay, so he quickly came back to his senses and found the cyan snake tattoo on the shoulder and neck of this beautiful woman.

Celestial Snake Clan?!