45.chapter 45 Good night husband
Crush, all the personal emotions given by this term, most of them are unable to declare love.
In fact, Nanxi himself also understands that even if Ai Qing did not appear at that time, Yin Beiwang would not like him, because his love for himself since he was a child was completely out of the love of brothers and sisters, and there was no other reverie.
Ai Qing said that she was afraid that Yin Beiwang would know that Nanxi liked him and didn't want to lose Yin Beiwang, so she would throw away the bookmark.
That's why Nanxi hopes in his heart, since Ai Qing is afraid that he will lose Yin Beiwang because of her, is it in his heart that she Nanxi also has a place?
Fantasy is always beautiful, when Yin Beiwang said the three words "impossible" to her in the restaurant, Nanxi finally recognized the reality, and he couldn't stay in front of him for a second, afraid that his hard-held love would collapse and collapse in an instant!
If in the future, Yin Beiwang is not 100% sure of her true intentions for herself, Nanxi understands that her love can only be buried in the past, and she will not say it lightly.
Nanxi knows that once her love is revealed in front of people, the relationship between her and Yin Beiwang is destined not to be very pure, it will not be love that occupies the majority, but it is mixed with Yin Beiwang's various feelings, guilt, and responsibility.
This kind of love, Nanxi doesn't want it.
In the relationship, Nanxi is also very proud, and the moment she decided to marry Yin Beiwang, she was already gambling with her feelings.
With this opportunity, it depends on whether Yin Beiwang will fall in love with himself! Even if it takes a long, long time......
If it can't be verified in the end, she is willing to let each other ...... Freely!
In the bathroom, Nanxi stared at herself in the wall mirror with red eyes, thinking that the final result might be separation, her heart was like being punched hard, and she was particularly panicked.
She curled her fingers and held on to the bar in the bathroom, hanging her head, finally unable to control her emotions, and shed tears, dripping on the bar, and then expanding little by little......
Someone came in, saw Nanxi who silently lowered her head and couldn't see her expression clearly, showed a strange and surprised look, looked at her hesitantly, and finally entered the toilet next to her silently.
Nanxi raised her head and closed her eyes, as if she was calming down her excited feelings, and it took a while to clean up the makeup on her face, and after making sure that she couldn't see crying, she walked out of the bathroom.
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Yin Beiwang waited in his seat for a long time, since Nanxi went to the bathroom, he didn't eat the grilled fish on the table at all, and he was not in the mood to eat it.
Some time ago, he knew that Nanxi had a dating partner in the United States, and he didn't take the man too seriously at that time, and felt that even such a trivial matter as chasing a girl would have to be replaced, and there would definitely not be too much sincerity, but he didn't know why Nanxi agreed to dating, and he didn't ask this question until now.
Now, he seems to understand a little, because the "senior" who Nanxi has a crush on has a girlfriend, so he went abroad to study, until he met the boy who asked Jiang Yiheng to chase Nanxi for him, and then the two were together?
But he didn't understand why Nanxi was with that American boy, and then why he broke up, and a year after returning to China, he married himself, but after getting married, he almost didn't see Nanxi contact that "senior", what is this for? Then there was the ex-girlfriend who met the "senior......
Of course, if it was because Nanxi fell in love with him Yin Beiwang after getting married, then there was a reasonable explanation for not contacting the "senior", but why did she immediately become the devastated appearance after hearing the words of the so-called ex-girlfriend? This is a contradiction again.
The university found that the boy with a crush had a dating partner, graduated and studied abroad, dated other boys in the United States, and later broke up, returned to China after graduating with a master's degree, and married him a year after returning to China, Ai Qing ......
Suddenly, a white light flashed in my mind, as if I had thought of something, but the strange thought was too fast to catch in time.
When he tried to think about it again, he saw Nanxi coming out of the bathroom, so he could only put it aside for the time being.
Yin Beiwang's eyes looked at her for a moment, and walked towards him step by step, her face was no longer as panicked just now, and a calmness was written on her face.
After spending so much time in the bathroom, he can figure out everything, and all his expressions have been set, Yin Beiwang thought.
Nanxi was stared at by him very uncomfortably, as if he could see through his inner world, she maintained a perfect smile and said, "Have you eaten enough?" ”
No matter whether he is full or not, Yin Beiwang will not eat it at this time, he shook his head: "I don't want to eat much, what about you?" Full? ”
Nanxi nodded, rubbed her stomach, and said embarrassedly: "Just now you kept putting fish and meat in my bowl, and if you don't eat enough, I don't want to live." After saying that, he stuck out his tongue mischievously.
It seems that Nanxi, who used to have a quiet personality and a little naughty, came back, Yin Beiwang smiled dotingly: "It's okay, I don't dislike you no matter how fat you are." ”
It was rare to hear these words coming out of his mouth, Nanxi was very surprised, and a little embarrassed, and poked him coquettishly: "Go and settle the bill." ”
Yin Beiwang still had that kind of light smile, his eyes left Nanxi, and he waved to the waiter standing by the bar.
Back home, the two of them were busy, and after taking a bath, Yin Beiwang leaned on the head of the bed and watched Nanxi apply in front of the dresser, and when Nanxi successfully turned his face into a "black beauty", Yin Beiwang spoke.
"I see you making face masks every day, is that okay? Isn't it not allowed to do it so diligently? Yin Beiwang was puzzled.
Nanxi didn't dare to open her mouth wide to speak, so she could only open her mouth slightly, and her speech was vague: "The mask I applied the day before yesterday was moisturizing, yesterday it was whitening and wrinkle removal, and today this one is to reduce pores and blackheads, and the function is different." ”
Yin Beiwang felt really incredible when he heard it, and he had no experience in this area and could not put forward constructive suggestions.
I saw Nanxi busy working in front of him with a "black face", and said as he walked: "As long as a woman is one to twenty-five years old, she must learn to maintain it, otherwise no matter how good her skin is, it will deteriorate, especially for women like us who work overtime day and night in front of the computer every day." ”
Yin Beiwang had no objection to this, and then he said: "Even if you become a yellow-faced woman in advance, I will not dislike you." ”
Yes? Nanxi didn't expect him to say these words, blinked, looked at Yin Beiwang with an ignorant expression, and said, "Doctor Yin, did you take the wrong medicine today?" How can you be so talkative? ”
In the restaurant, he said that even if she was fat, she would not dislike it, and now he said that even if she became a yellow-faced woman in advance, she would not dislike it.
The corners of Yin Beiwang's lips hooked slightly: "I'm normal." ”
Nanxi smiled puzzledly, "You wouldn't have said such a thing to me before." So, in her opinion, this is abnormal behavior.
Yin Beiwang raised his eyebrows on the side, "Really?" Then I'm afraid you'll have to get used to it for a while. ”
Nanxi embarrassed, she felt that Dr. Yin, who was not smiling before, had been thrown into the Wushan grilled fish, and the current Dr. Yin was really not the man she was familiar with, but she enjoyed this feeling very much, hehe.
As soon as fifteen minutes arrived, Nanxi immediately went to wash his face, and as soon as he got out of the bathroom, he heard Yin Beiwang say: "Next week, let's go to the Diaoyutai State Guesthouse together, at the beginning of November, the leaves of the ginkgo tree should be yellow." ”
"Okay, I haven't been there to see Ginkgo Avenue yet, and I heard that it's also a scene in the capital." Nanxi got into the quilt, and the quilt was already warm and warm by Yin Beiwang.
Yin Beiwang looked at her sideways, and saw that she was about to sleep with her eyes closed, so he also put down the pillow, and at the moment he lay down, he kissed Nanxi's forehead and said in that low voice: "Good night." ”
Nanxi was very warm by Yin Beiwang's warm measures and language, so she couldn't suppress the joy in her heart anymore, she said: "Doctor Yin, continue to maintain this style, I like it very much." Then she kissed him lightly on the cheek and said sweetly, "Good night, husband." ”
Husband - such a title, Yin Beiwang has never heard her say it to herself in person, this is the first time.
Yin Beiwang's eyes softened suddenly, it seemed that this title had officially changed the relationship between the two, and at this moment, he realized that Nanxi had become his wife, and he could no longer treat her in the same way as his sister.
didn't wait for Yin Beiwang to respond to her "wife", Nanxi was a little disappointed in her heart, but it was only for a moment, and the next second she was full of vitality and thought, it doesn't matter, take your time, the rhythm can be controlled by her.
Today, it seems that a qiē has reached a critical point, and it seems to be a desperate situation.
The next day, the two got up early in the morning, went directly to the photo studio to get wedding photos after breakfast, and then went to the new house.
Nanxi and Yin Beiwang worked together to carry the photos into the new house, put them on the ground, and then hung the large photos framed by amber crystal on the wall one by one.
Because the whole house is not decorated, now there are only their wedding photos hanging on the wall, which is a bit abrupt no matter how you look at it.
Nanxi paced back and forth in the living room and in the hallway, thinking about how to design the wall in the future.
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I don't know when Yin Beiwang appeared behind her, put his hand on her shoulder, pointed to a wall in the corridor and said: "You can make a photo wall here, photos of you and me, and photos of children in the future can be hung on it, and if you hang some landscape oil paintings in the living room, it is good to hang some landscape oil paintings, which are concise, generous and beautiful." ”
Nanxi felt very happy just thinking about that picture, she turned to Yin Beiwang, hugged his lean waist and said: "I've been hesitating to design the photo wall, the living room is still the aisle, but after you just said this, it seems that you have already figured out how to design it." ”
Yin Beiwang hugged Nanxi's little waist, and looked a little proud: "After this house is renovated, I already know how to dress it up." ”
Nanxi exaggerated "Oh": "Then I guess it's the most worry-free bride, you see, I don't need to worry about weddings and designing rooms." ”
Yin Beiwang smiled and shook his head disagreeingly: "No, no, no, you still need your consent in terms of furniture, I don't dare to call the shots, all the dirty work is left to your husband and I to do it alone, you just need to be beautiful like a flower." ”
It's terrible, Dr. Yin is now very good at talking and coaxing her, what should I do? She found that she couldn't resist this attack at all.
Nanxi smiled like a flower for a moment, she was so easy to satisfy.