30. Be honest

The living environment in the Namco area is actually not good, there is no running water, there are many things, whether it is food, clothing, housing and transportation, it is very simple or even hard, but Lu Ning still likes this place.

It's a place where you can calm your mind.

Beautiful places can make people feel happy, not to mention that Namtso, like all places in Tibet, has a strong religious atmosphere, and Buddhism is a calm sect.

The most important reason why Lu Ning likes it is probably because of this.

Here, she can throw away all distractions, and Qin You is like two ordinary people, sunrise and sunset, sleeping together, stripping away the external factors, and only paying attention to each other.

Listen only to your own inner voice.

Although Lu Ning has always known that she has feelings for Qin You, this relationship is too complicated, and even she herself can't tell what ingredients are contained in it, and if those things fade, how much so-called feelings can be left.

It wasn't until today, in this place far away from the mortal world, where she didn't have to pay attention to anyone and anything, and only she and Qin You were alone, that she really saw her heart clearly. Qin You had already left a deep and clear mark on it, which could never be erased.

It is the purest and most genuine attraction between a man and a woman, and it has nothing to do with anything external.

Even in her previous life, she always loved Qin You, otherwise there were 11,000 ways to burn jade, why not?

It's just that that feeling is mixed with too many things, and it's too heavy. So after being reborn, she subconsciously just wanted to escape, just wanted to dodge.

If it weren't for Qin You's step-by-step approach, maybe the two of them would really not have crossed paths again in this life. That was originally what Lu Ning was eagerly looking forward to when he was reborn, but now when Lu Ning thought of this possibility, he only felt endless panic.

Today, she can't accept that possibility.

She accepted to fall in love with Qin You and accept marrying Qin You to become his wife, so she couldn't accept other possibilities.

She loved him so much.

Some people say that tourism is the best time to bring men and women closer together. Lu Ning had to admit that this was reasonable. When she first set off, she got along with Qin You, but she was still a little at a loss and awkward, and she was never able to quickly complete the transformation of her identity like Qin You and enter a new role freely.

But during the trip, the two people seemed to get closer little by little, and in the end there was no more space. She calmly accepted the role of "Qin You's wife", and became more and more comfortable with it.

They hugged and kissed in the morning light, in the sunset, and between the beautiful sky and sea, confirming that they were each other's closest people.

The day before leaving Namco, Lu Ning suddenly felt a strong reluctance.

She didn't know if she and Qin You could get along as frankly as they had done this week and return to their original lives, without any barriers.

Qin You found out about her feelings, and without saying a word, he pulled people out of the door. Leaving her alone in the room was just a cranky thought, so she simply went out for a walk. Because the places to go were almost gone, the two only walked around the island. As she walked, Qin You suddenly took her hand and ran up.

Lu Ning didn't know why, but she still followed him and kept running forward. It wasn't until they were almost out of breath that the two finally stopped.

After all, this is a plateau, and too strenuous exercise can make people lack oxygen and trigger altitude sickness. But running in this environment is really a pleasant experience, as if the chest cavity is squeezed, and some of the emotions accumulated in it are released, and then the whole person is relaxed.

It's just that Lu Ning was still a little surprised that Qin You would do such a thing.

Qin You pulled her to find a place to sit down, intending to talk.

"Lu Ning, do you know, in fact, since I was a child, I have a lot of pressure on me." He grabbed Lu Ning's hand, played with her fingers one by one, and said slowly, "I have known for a long time that my father is not angry, and Han Yuan will want me to inherit it in the future." My grandfather liked me very much and kept complimenting me, and of course I was happy and proud, but the pressure was getting bigger and bigger. I was scared, afraid that I was not as good as my grandfather expected. ”

But he is the perfect heir in his grandfather's heart, and no matter what, he must be better than anyone else, and he can't show the slightest apprehension.

"One day I got into a fight. Then I suddenly found that the feeling that I had pressed in my heart disappeared a lot. The next day, I was able to play that good self as usual. ”

The person who fought with him was Zhao Chengjun, and later the two of them didn't know each other and became friends. Then he met Zou Mu and Chu Tang, and finally met Xiang Bin in school and became close friends.

After that, Qin You had many ways to decompress, but what he liked the most was this feeling of physical release. So what he likes are extreme sports that others can't understand: rock climbing, horseback riding, mountaineering, etc...... Try not to rely on any tools and equipment as much as possible, let your body reach its limits, and then you can get a new life.

Lu Ning's eyes widened when she heard this. She never knew that Qin You still had such a wild side. In her previous life, Qin You had always maintained restraint and reason in front of her, and she had never revealed anything in this regard. Or in another way, at that time, the person who put pressure on him became Lu Ning, so just like hiding from his grandfather to relieve pressure, he also hid Lu Ning to relieve pressure, so that she would not find any clues.

In this sense, Grandpa Qin's cultivation was very successful. Qin You has grown into what he is now. Calm and calm, concise and action-oriented. But at the same time, there is another side hidden in his body.

"I don't know what I'd be without my grandfather, but after all, I've grown into what I am now." Qin You looked at Lu Ning seriously, "I know that I have many shortcomings, I am not good at expression, I don't know any sweet words, I don't know how to make you happier...... But Lu Ning, I have a true heart that loves you, and I look forward to living with you. Even though there will be a lot of difficulties and tribulations between us, I hope you don't give up. ”

"Sometimes I'm scared...... You don't look like a girl who's just twenty years old. I always feel that you have seen me and my feelings very thoroughly, and you can treat them rationally. I'm afraid of disappointing you, so you won't hesitate to turn away. ”

"I don't ......" Lu Ning wanted to open her mouth to defend herself, she was not so rational, if she could really turn around and leave, she would not be entangled with the same person for two lifetimes.

But Qin You pressed her lips, "Don't say it yet, Lu Ning." Let me finish. I know I'm not perfect. If there's something I'm not doing right or doing well, you can just say it and let me change it. I'm willing to be better for you, Lu Ning, can you ...... Give me a little more patience. ”

He said this last sentence very softly, and there seemed to be a little gentle supplication in his tone.

Lu Ning never thought that Qin You would also put himself in such a humble position to love someone. It turns out that he will not be confident, and he will also be afraid, but with stubbornness, just like fulfilling his grandfather's expectations when he was a child, he always insisted, hoping that one day he could finally become the perfect husband in her eyes Lu Ning.

"I didn't dare to say these words, but I was afraid that if I didn't say them, you would leave me."

Who said he couldn't talk about love?

These words clearly fell on my heart. Lu Ning suddenly felt that her heart was blocked, she endured the tumbling love in her heart, and said hurriedly, "You underestimate yourself, Qin You...... I can't live without you anymore. You don't need to worry so much at all. ”

Qin You's face immediately burst out with endless ecstasy, and he even hugged Lu Ning with one force, "Really? Lu Ning, aren't you coaxing me? ”

Lu Ning was caught off guard, and was still a little scared, but seeing that he was happy like a child, he couldn't help but laugh along.

After turning around for a while, Qin You carefully put her down, and then stretched out his arms to wrap her arms in a virtual way, "Lu Ning, am I dreaming?" ”

Lu Ning helped pinch him.

The corners of Qin You's mouth opened, and a smile appeared on his face that could be called bright. But it's probably a little rusty with this expression, so it looks a little stiff and strange. But Lu Ning knew that this was a smile from the heart.

Qin You smiled stupidly, hugged her tightly, and spoke incoherently, "Thank you, Lu Ning, thank you...... I'm so happy, I like you so much......" while kissing Lu Ning's face indiscriminately.

Lu Ning felt that he looked like some kind of coquettish large dog. But he seemed to be infected by him, and the corners of his mouth couldn't be closed, and finally he simply laughed with himself.

The two fools stood there and laughed for a while, and occasionally people passing by around would give them a strange look, but the two of them turned a blind eye.

When they were happy enough, the two walked back hand in hand. Halfway through, she met a couple taking wedding photos, and Lu Ning stopped and looked at it for a while. Qin You couldn't help but say, "Wife, do you want to shoot?" We can also ask someone to take pictures. ”

When I first took wedding photos, I only chose a place in the city, which was a mistake to think about.

Lu Ning was taken aback by him, "Don't be so troublesome." ”

"No trouble." Qin You was full of interest, "You just need to contact the filming company to come over." ”

"But we'll leave tomorrow. And after the last shooting, I had a full day off the next day. Lu Ning said, "Forget it." ”

Qin You sighed, but when he left, he looked back without a trace, obviously regretting that he couldn't say that Lu Ning could be moved.