Su Zhoujing's confession:

When I agreed to associate with Zhou Lan, I gave up everything I had, and my very good classmates at that time were very optimistic about our pair, the reason was "Zhou Lan, this person, he is tall and handsome, and his family still has money, everything is good, but he is not reliable".

I just thought he was abusive, so I kept refusing his request for a relationship, but my heart was not without ripples, and I don't know when I began to pay attention to him, walking on campus and unconsciously searching for him among many alumni, I didn't see him disappointed, and I felt very uncomfortable after rejecting him, and my heart was divided into two gangs of villains who accepted him and rejected him have been fighting.

Finally, on Christmas Day, I received a gift from him with the money from his part-time job, and the little man in my heart was tugging: accept or reject. If you accept it, you are still very unsure, and if you refuse, you feel uncomfortable.

In the end, I refused, I didn't know that he was having a fever, and then his roommate called me to tell me, and I had already surrendered to him in my heart at that time: forget it, since you like it, why refuse, the future will be counted step by step.

After we dating, the number of quarrels was very small, and every time I was unhappy, he coaxed me first, and even if I didn't take care of it, he still let me, and just like that, we naturally came to the step of getting married.

After three years of marriage, it was found that I was infertile, and his parents have been very unhappy, especially his mother didn't like me in the first place, and now he has a lot of opinions on me.

Zhou Lan knew that I was uncomfortable, so I talked to his parents in private, asking them not to put too much pressure on me, which was not conducive to pregnancy, and his parents restrained a little.

Huangtian lived up to his wishes, after a year of conditioning, he finally checked out that he had a child, his parents' attitude towards me also became better because of the arrival of the child, Zhou Lan was also very worried about my body, for fear that there would be any problems, what I wanted to eat and do during pregnancy, no matter how unreasonable the request, he would meet me, always thought that the two of us would live like this in this life, who knows, fate did not fall all the good luck on me, but made a big joke.

Before I saw Nanxi's good friend Huo Yutong and Zhou Lan walking very closely, during that time, all the call records of Zhou Lan's mobile phone were called by Huo Yutong, just such an incident sounded a wake-up call for me: Will Zhou Lan not be able to stand the temptation and cheat?

So I found an excuse to go shopping with Nanxi, and talked about it, Nanxi believed in her friend's character very much, and said that Huo Yutong now has a boyfriend, so I was a little relieved.

Zhou Lan cheated on his ex-girlfriend, I was stimulated and gave birth prematurely, and the child was only 2.7 pounds when it was born.

Nanxi also came to see me a few times after I was born prematurely, and said that Huo Yutong also inquired about Zhou Lan like her at that time, at that time, Huo Yutong just saw that his "ex-girlfriend" was very ambiguous in his eyes on Zhou Lan, but seeing Zhou Lan's attitude and behavior that he couldn't avoid, Huo Yutong didn't talk to anyone, after all, everyone knew that Zhou Lan loved Su Zhoujing very much, but no one thought that he would really cheat.

When my parents learned the reason for my premature birth, they immediately rushed to Beijing from other places and came to the hospital to take care of me.

However, during my confinement, my mother was excited when she saw that I was not as emotional as before, so she advised me to think about the divorce carefully, and my mother did not approve of my divorce.

I am Chinese New Year's Eve this year, this age is the golden age for people in big cities, not too big, and I will not worry about getting married in the future, but there is one point, my physical condition, the doctor also said that there will be no more children in the future, just this factor, if you remarry, it is just to take the old road before, for remarriage, I have no mind at all.

Besides, I still have a poor child who was born not long ago, and he will never let me take the child away, but anyone who is not a ruthless mother is reluctant to leave his child.

Also, Zhou Cheng does not divorce and has a very resolute attitude, so this matter is put on hold for the time being.

Lying in the hospital for a month, Zhou Lan has been under the pressure of my divorce and the cold face of my parents, silently taking care of me, buying food, buying various daily necessities, he took photos of his son for me to see, etc., he ran before and after, he talked to me, I twisted my head just didn't look at him, refused to communicate, I could see that he was very lonely in the corner of my eye, at that time I had a sense of revenge, and scolded him to death in my heart: he deserved it!

The child in the incubator was also well taken care of, and he weighed almost four pounds, and it was only when I was about to be discharged from the hospital that I saw my son's true face.

The child's eyes and nose look like mine, and his mouth looks like his, which is the first thing I know when I see him.

Although he weighed four pounds, he was still small and thin in my eyes, and I cried the moment I hugged him.

The birth of his son was already terrible, and now he has to face the divorce of his parents without any memory, and he has lived in an unsound family since he was a child.

There was a moment when I thought, forgive him, just go on like this, life is already a mess anyway, it's terrible.

There are not many wives who choose to forbear for the sake of their children when they face their husbands cheating, they can do this, why can't I?

When I returned home after being discharged from the hospital, I was faced with a familiar environment, and the scene of a month ago seemed to be playing out in front of my eyes, and the unsightly photos showed that the amniotic water broke...... I couldn't continue to think about it, and with the remaining self-control in my heart, I threw away other thoughts in my heart.

After I was discharged from the hospital, I was able to enter this home again, and Zhou Lan was already very happy in his heart, and he also knew in his heart that I had made concessions. If I don't come in after I get out of the hospital, he won't know what to do.

My parents thought they had made sense of me, and finally nodded a few more words, and when they saw that I didn't refute it, they were very busy with work, a high school teacher, a college professor, and they went back to their hometown on the day I was discharged from the hospital.

After I was discharged from the hospital, I stayed in front of my son's crib, peed and changed diapers, fed when I was hungry, and didn't go to the restaurant to eat with everyone from beginning to end.

After dinner in the evening, my son kept crying, and I stopped crying when I walked back and forth with him, but as soon as I sat down, he cried again, and I helplessly thought that this little guy was not as worrying as his father.

When Zhou came to the bedroom, I kept holding the child and didn't look at him the whole time, but he did something that surprised me:

He knelt down before me, and he fell to the ground.

A man's knees only kneel to his parents, but Zhou Li, who has a successful career today, knelt down to me.

He said, "I won't explain anything, I guess you don't want to listen to it, wrong is wrong, but I still want to tell you, I love you, I don't want to lose you, I'm sorry, I apologize to you for that stupid thing I did, can I shamelessly ask you for a chance to mend your ways?" ”

Zhou Lan cried, Zhou Lan, who was invincible in the mall, cried to me, begging me for forgiveness? Scold.

I looked at the quiet sleeping face of the child in my arms, and also left tears, I said, "Zhou Lan, I can give you a chance, but I take this step all for the sake of the child."

Zhou Lan, who learned my attitude that night, cried and laughed, and said to me "I'm sorry" and "won't make me sad anymore".

I held the baby in my arms, and my heart was as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

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Zhou Peng's confession:

I met Su Zhoujing in college, the proud woman who was close to a perfect score, and since then I have lost the figure of other girls in my heart.

I don't deny that I was very abusive before I met Su Zhoujing, and I had a relationship with many girls, so I brewed bitter fruit and endured all the hardships on the way to pursue Su Zhoujing.

It stands to reason that I have seen a lot of girls, and Su Zhoujing's type is not very rare, and I have dated similar ones, and I don't know why I fall in love with her and can't let her go, maybe it's because someone shouted a "Zhou Jing" close to his name in the crowd.

I know that because of my disgraceful criminal record, Zhou Lan has repeatedly rejected me, but the more frustrated I become, the more courageous I will not give up, and I also have my own pride at that time, the more she does not agree, the more I have to catch up with her.

Finally, on Christmas Day, we were together, and thanks to my timely fever, I've been thankful.

After officially being together, I clearly understood that Su Zhoujing did not trust me 100%, thinking that we would not go to the end, the more she thought like this, the more I was very good to her, she made a small temperament, I couldn't be irritable, all depended on her, I also knew that her friends had been not optimistic about us, and I also knew that there was a man chasing her, Jiang Yiheng, so I couldn't give others this opportunity, and actively behaved very considerate in front of Su Zhoujing.

At that time, I pursued her and just wanted to be with her, but I didn't expect that after the official relationship, I wanted more, wanted to marry her, and had a lot of cute babies with her.

Our relationship has been developing smoothly, and it is not surprising that we have come to this step of getting married, but I didn't expect that she was found to be infertile after getting married.

If you don't have children, that's okay, all I need is her.

She knew that I liked children very much, so I tried all kinds of infertility treatments, endured all kinds of hardships, and finally got pregnant after her cooperation.

After I became pregnant, I cherished the days with her even more, you must know that after this little guy is born, he will occupy a very important position in Su Zhoujing's heart, and I will not be in a position at that time.

During her pregnancy, I almost did everything I wanted from her, after all, we were not short of money.

Coincidentally, the company was negotiating cooperation with the business in Guangdong in those days, and I flew to Guangdong with my secretary, but I didn't expect that the business representative in Guangdong was Sun Siying, my ex-girlfriend.

Sun Siying has a husband and a son, but everyone who is in the shopping mall knows that Sun Siying's husband is not doing a good job, and he is outsourcing to raise a mistress, not to mention illegitimate children.

After we met, Sun Siying didn't have any other suggestive meaning, and I didn't want to have any contact with her, thinking that I would go home to accompany my wife as soon as possible after talking about the cooperation here.

The contract was successfully signed, and Sun Siying and his entourage of five decided to hold a celebration banquet to entertain, which is very common and inevitable in shopping malls, but I didn't expect that the five people led by Sun Siying would desperately pour me wine one by one, even if I had a secretary by my side, it would be useless, and the two of them could not compete with the amount of alcohol of five people after all.

Just when I relaxed my vigilance against Sun Siying, I found myself the day after the party...... cheated, and the object was Sun Siying.

At that time, Sun Siying made it very clear that she would not have any contact with me in the future, that yesterday was just a mistake, and that she would live her own life from now on.

I relieved myself a little, the secretary was also drunk last night, and this shameless thing is only known to our clients, and I am also secretly happy in my heart.

After returning to Beijing, maybe I felt guilty, and I couldn't help but treat Su Zhoujing better, and wanted to make up for her, I always thought that the incident was over, but I didn't expect that when Su Zhoujing was seven months pregnant, Sun Siying's husband sent those unsightly photos.

Immediately afterwards, Su Zhoujing was born prematurely, but fortunately the child was saved, but the situation was not optimistic.

During that time, I didn't know how to face Su Zhoujing, so I could only do my best to take care of her, even if she didn't even look at me, even if she suffered from the white eyes and ridicule of her parents, because I knew that if I didn't do something, I would really lose her.

When she was discharged from the hospital, she went back to our house with me, and I was very happy because I knew that her willingness to come back was a proof that we still had a chance to turn around.

She came back, but she wouldn't talk to me, and that night I humbly knelt before her, begging her in the most undignified way to stay and not to divorce.

She finally agreed, but I also knew in my heart that she was willing to give me this opportunity all for the sake of the child, and I couldn't bear to let the child grow up in a family with unsound parents.

But no matter what it was for, she stayed anyway, so it was fine, he didn't ask for anything else.

After that, we didn't talk about it again, and gradually, she started to talk to me, and she was really happy, and it seemed that life was slowly getting better.

It was always inevitable that something would happen between husband and wife, and that night she came out of the shower wearing a suspender V-neck dress, which can be imagined how seductive this was for me who had been abstinent for more than a year.

I quietly hugged her from behind and kissed her neck, she was full of excitement, I thought she actually felt it, but the next second, she broke free from my embrace, bowed her head and said "I'm sorry", and then didn't say anything, sitting on the side of the crib guarding the child, looking blank.

I clenched my hands into fists at that moment, thinking with a wry smile that she still had a pimple in her heart.

It doesn't matter, I'm waiting for her, isn't it just a little about going to bed, she doesn't want to, I can bear it, just don't let me lose her.

I'm really afraid of what's coming, a month later, my parents took the children out to play, Su Zhoujing came to the study to look for me, I was very surprised, after all, since that incident, she took the initiative to find me very few times.

This time, the premonition was not very good, and sure enough, Su Zhoujing said very resolutely, "I can't be with you...... As long as I think about it, I feel disgusted, I think about it for a long time, and I persuade myself, but I can't get over the level in my heart, let's divorce, don't torture each other."

Disgusting? Tormenting each other? I don't know how I'm going to react when I hear that, I'm really angry, she thinks I'm disgusting? She felt that it was torture for us to be together.

I said, "I can wait, I don't have to get divorced."

She cried and said, "Zhou Lan, let me go, during this time we are sleeping in the same bed, you don't know the depression in my heart, I have several impulses to run out, in the space with you, I will unconsciously think of you and her...... If I continue like this, I feel like I'm going to be depressed."

She also said, "Son, if you don't give it to me to raise, no problem, I will give up his custody." ”

Su Zhoujing can even give up the custody of her son, which shows how determined she is to divorce, at this time I feel that I really can't hold her, and I am really going to lose her.

On the day the divorce was decided, none of us was notified, and neither of our parents knew about it.

Walking out of the Civil Affairs Bureau with the divorce certificate, she actually smiled and said to me, "Zhou Peng, this time has been very painful for me, but now I am very happy, I feel that my heart is free, and my whole body is about to fly easily, and now looking at you, I actually feel that I can face the problems between us."

Her smile was fatal to me, she was relaxed, she was free, but I imprisoned myself from now on.

I said to her, "It's good if you're happy, I'll send you wherever you go."

She said, "No, someone is coming to pick me up," and she smiled and looked ahead.

I followed her gaze and was stunned for a moment, the person who came to pick her up was Jiang Yiheng, his rival from beginning to end.

Watching Su Zhoujing slowly walk towards him, I felt that I had really lost her, and we really didn't have any contact from now on......

No, we have children in common, and we will still be connected in the future, I firmly believe it!

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