Li Xun's hair color has been maintained like this.

In the face of this impactful color, Li Lan has a strong sense of softness in his heart, anyway, his hair was dyed with her borrowed money, although the connection is not particularly large, and Li Xun never said thank you to her from beginning to end, but ...... This "secret" that no one else knows made Li Lan feel a long-lost touch.

Li Xun grew up slowly, and his bumpy life experience made him mature early, and he was very vigilant.

But no matter how precocious he is, he is still a child after all and needs to be cared for, and later he gradually accepted Li Lan's care, although he never gave in to it.

As the days passed, Li Lan found that as Li Xun grew up, his previous ordinary life became more and more chaotic.

Li Xun began to leave the house frequently, although not for long. The family was busy helping Brother Li Lan ask for a daughter-in-law at the time, and he didn't have time to care about him, and his mother even thought that he was walking well, after all, there was one less person to eat.

Later, Li Xun not only walked by himself, but he also took Li Lan with him. Li Lan was timid, so he didn't dare to run out, and every time he was dragged out by Li Xunsheng.

The attraction of the city is indeed great, Li Lan is trembling, and he is also tempted by the world of flowers outside. Once Li Xun took her out to play, he had prepared for a long time in advance, Li Lan asked him not to say anything, and when he arrived, Li Lan knew that he was here to take her to a concert.

Li Lan was stunned, it was the band in the tape that Li Xun's mother often listened to her. Li Lan couldn't believe her eyes, she didn't dare to go in, Li Xun even dragged her into it.

The whole concert was like she was in a dream, and the passionate music hit her eardrums, which seemed to be real. She asked Li Xun where he got the money, and Li Xun said that she didn't care.

At the end of the concert, Li Lan saw Li Xun talking to a boy at the door of the performance venue. The boy was slightly older than Li Xun, and judging from his clothes and demeanor, he was not at all the same as them.

After saying a few words, the boy left in a car, and before leaving, he did not forget to turn around and shout-

"Don't forget the exam time!"

After that, Li Xun took her to a small restaurant next to the venue for dinner, and when Li Lan was still reviewing the band's wonderful performance at the concert, Li Xun said to her: "I will leave in a short time." ”

Li Lan thought that the "go" he said was like now, occasionally running out of that house, and sneaking back back when she had had enough, so she nodded in agreement.

Later, Li Lan understood what he meant by "go". Li Lan refused without thinking about it, and she desperately pulled Li Xun to prevent him from doing this kind of death-seeking thing.

In her opinion, although there are bad things at home, it is good to be able to shelter from the wind and rain and live a safe life.

Li Xun talked to her once, and he told her that he had accidentally met a few people in the city before, and he had seen a lot of new things in their house.

"Do you know computers?" "They have that kind of computer that's very thin, very thin. ”

Li Xun's eyes lit up when he talked about new things. Li Lan was not familiar with these in the first place, and Li Xun spoke very quickly because of his excitement, and Li Lan couldn't understand anything.

But she at least understood the last sentence-

"I want that too, but if I stay here, I'll never have it."

That was the first time Li Xun told her what he was thinking and what he wanted.

Li Lan couldn't accept it at all, she didn't know what he said those things were, she only knew that her brother was just a teenager and couldn't live away from home.

Li Xun tried to reason with her, but Li Lan didn't accept it, she didn't have Li Xun's eloquence, and her narration skills were very poor, no matter what Li Xun said, she could only say "No, not anyway." ”

In the end, Li Xun was furious, and he had a big quarrel with Li Lan. His words were hurtful and made her feel uncomfortable and angry.

Li Lan fell ill. To her surprise, Li Xun has been by her side during her illness.

Li Lan, who was ill, dreamed of the scene when Li Xun's mother died, and she dreamed of her last words.

Li Lan was reluctant to Li Xun, and sometimes she even felt that even if she had children in the future, she couldn't love her brother more. She has a bad brain, but for some reason, she gets along with Li Xun, and she remembers everything he said to her clearly.

But she also knows that she is also one of "them".

After Li Lan recovered from his illness, he stole his father's money to buy alcohol and gamble, and asked Li Xun to leave overnight and never come back.

Before Li Xun left, he left Li Lan a word.

"I'll pay you back in the future."

*

The coffee has long been cold, and even the waiters have already taken a shift.

Zhu Yun was thinking.

She thought of Ren Di's words first—he wanted to save money to pay off his debts.

What debt?

The little money that Li Lan spent on him is not worth mentioning to the current Li Xun, and the debt he said is probably a debt of human affection.

Zhu Yun looked at Li Lan, who was sitting opposite and trembling, this is a typical person who has been tempered by life without sharpness.

"Actually, I knew from the beginning that he was definitely leaving." Li Lan muttered, "He hates our family, and he hates it to death." ”

Zhu Yun was silent, and Li Lan whispered: "I never thought about asking him to pay me back." But now my father is gone, my mother can't get out of bed, my eldest brother is sick, and the hospital says it will cost a lot of money, and my family can't get it out at all. My mom forced me to ask him for money...... I really can't help it. Li Lan lowered her head in a daze, "My family has become like this now, it must be retribution." ”

Zhu Yun stared at this emaciated woman, she had been ravaged by the years, and she was full of exhaustion from being overwhelmed by life, and even the pain was dull and monotonous.

Li Lan wiped her face.

"I'm sorry I messed up so much ......"

Zhu Yun shook her head.

Li Lan whispered: "No one at home wants to listen to this. ”

"Maybe he doesn't hate you that much." Zhu Yun said suddenly.

Li Lan: "You don't know her, you don't know him." ”

Zhu Yunxin said that I think I still know a little bit......

Li Xun is very arrogant, sometimes almost paranoid Cheng dù, and many times he will not say what he really thinks. He will not be threatened by anyone, and no one will be able to force him to do things. If he really hated, then no matter what tricks Li Lan used, it would be impossible to get money from him.

What's more, he still spends so much money every month and has a band that is destined to lose money......

As soon as the story is told, many things can be explained.

Hearts need comfort.

"Thank you for listening to me." Li Lan didn't seem to be able to get any thanks, thought about it, and sighed softly, "I'll give it to you, I'll show you my brother." ”！？

Zhu Yun was still thinking deeply about ethics and morality, but when she heard Li Lan's words, she almost jumped up.

Li Lan took out a plastic-sealed photo from the cloth bag, which looked like it had been some years, and the photo faded slightly. "This is the only family photo in the family, it was taken during the Chinese New Year one year, you look at this ......"

Li Lan wanted to point it to Zhu Yun, but Zhu Yun used her finger, and the moment Li Lan took out the photo, her gaze naturally landed.

"How old is your brother?"

"Nine."

Zhu Yun took a deep breath, so cute......

Li Xun was very thin when he was a child, but his skeleton was good-looking, his small face was tight, and he sneered faintly at the camera, and the kind of unruly character that no one in the eyes could be seen at such a young age.

Zhu Yun forgot to blink her eyes, kept looking, kept watching, as if this would push back the time they knew each other ten years ago.

In the photo, Li Xun is lonely, he is some distance from everyone else, only Li Lan stands behind him.

"Your brother likes you very much." Zhu Yun said.

Li Lan shook his head, "He likes women like his mother." ”

Zhu Yun glanced at Li Lan and was silent.

After a while, it was almost time for the curfew, Zhu Yun went to the front desk to check out, and when she came back, Li Lan said, "Can I still sit here?" ”

Zhu Yun paused, and then said, "Yes." ”

Before leaving, she secretly helped Li Lan buy a steak set meal and instructed the waiter: "If she asks, you will say that it was given to the store celebration." ”

Leaving the café, Zhu Yun was reminiscing about this conversation all the way, wandering to the base, pushing the door, and seeing Gao Jianhong.

Zhu Yun woke up at this time, she seemed to have released pigeons for others.

Zhu Yun hurriedly went over to apologize, "I'm sorry, I'm over there-"

"It's fine." Gao Jianhong put away the books on the table, "I chatted with Wu Mengxing for a while just now, he seems to be quite interested in the competition, let's talk together tomorrow." ”

Zhu Yun nodded, and Gao Jianhong got up, "Then I'll go back first." ”

"Where's Li Xun?"

"I went out just now, so I should be back soon."

After Gao Jianhong left, she was the only one left in the base. Zhu Yun closed the door and came to Li Xun's seat. She opened the bag for the center stadium under the corner of the table.

As expected, there were tickets for the concert, and the time happened to be this weekend.

He's going to take her?

At this moment, the sound of walking came from the corridor, and Zhu Yun put the bag back in its place.

Li Xun returned to the house and saw Zhu Yun there, raising his eyebrows.

"What are you doing here?"

Zhu Yun shook her head, "It's nothing, I'll pack up my things and leave immediately." ”

Li Xun sat in the seat and didn't turn on the plane, and asked Zhu Yun lazily: "Where did you go at night?" ”

Zhu Yun's heart jumped and told him to calm down.

"Something, go out for a while."

"Yes."

"Hmm."

Zhu Yun calmly pulled two books from the table and put them in her bag, and when she looked up, she saw Li Xun hooking her hand.

Zhu Yun took two steps closer, and Li Xun leaned forward.

She was standing, he was sitting, leaning over like this, his ears just touching her chest.

……！？？！？！？！？！？！？

The weather is getting hotter and hotter, the clothes are getting thinner and thinner, and through a layer of cotton and linen, Zhu Yun's skin can clearly feel the contours of Li Xun's cheeks.

The bra was pressed a little tight by him.

A hot breath starts in the back and spreads to the limbs, behind the ears.

She couldn't back down because Li Xun's right hand was on her waist.

She was almost out of breath, and one plus one was equal to a few......

Just when Zhu Yun felt that he was about to faint, Li Xun raised his head. He didn't straighten up, just raised his eyes along her chest, looking at her from the bottom up, his eyebrows slightly raised, as if smiling.

"My heart is beating so fast, it looks like I'm lying."

Zhu Yun was numb.

It's really not because of this that my heart is beating fast.