16. Unwilling
The overwhelming tide of grief generally overwhelmed her, Lu Ning felt that she couldn't breathe, and reached out to help the door frame next to her, so that she didn't fall down immediately.
Qin You noticed that something was wrong with her, and strode forward to hold the person up, "What's wrong?" Uncomfortable? β
Lu Ning shook his head weakly, followed Qin You's movements, and pillowed his head on his chest. This movement allowed her to clearly hear his heartbeat, which gradually merged with her own heart rate, which had a strong resonance.
"Qin You......" she opened her mouth to call his name, but she didn't know what she was going to say.
Her heart seemed to have a lot of complicated emotions that wanted to erupt, but she couldn't find an outlet to vent, and in the end she could only all pour up, and finally turned into tears and flowed out of her eyes.
Lu Ning sobbed softly, and Qin You felt as if his heart was being clenched by an invisible hand, "Lu Ning? What's wrong with you, are you uncomfortable? Sue sΓΉ me. β
This time, Lu Ning didn't speak, just closed her eyes and let the tears slide down her cheeks.
It's not uncomfortable...... She just, just for her former self, unwilling.
Lu Ning always thought that in her previous life, between herself and Qin You, it was just a transaction from beginning to end, and in the end, there was no emotion left. Even if she was tempted, but later, that heart died.
She thought she had resigned herself to her fate and had nothing to look forward to.
But today she knew what kind of secret and warm expectations she had in her heart, and how much she had looked forward to the day when she would wear a white wedding dress and become his bride.
Those feelings are not dead, they are just buried in the depths of their souls.
So she was never reconciled.
This is the fundamental reason why she is different in the face of Qin Yu after she is reborn - she is alienated, resistant, pretends that she hates him or has no feelings for him, all kinds of behaviors are contradictory and ridiculous, in the final analysis, it is because he can still touch her heart.
It's just that he doesn't love her, so she can't admit it, and she doesn't admit that she lost first.
After sorting out his thoughts, Lu Ning gradually calmed down. She wiped away her tears, pushed Qin You away, turned around and asked the makeup artist to re-touch her makeup, and didn't look at Qin You from beginning to end, which made him a little flustered.
He didn't leave, just stood at the door and watched the makeup artist re-finish the tear-wet makeup on Lu Ning's face. Lu Ning's side face was gentle and beautiful, her skin seemed to glow with a faint light, and with a white wedding dress and a delicate and complicated headdress, Qin You's heart trembled.
This is his bride.
Next, Lu Ning's expression was very normal, but Qin You's gaze was entangled in her from beginning to end. However, this is exactly what the wedding photos need, so the videographer did not correct him, but because his watch became more and more feeling, and finally called it a day early.
But even so, it was still very tiring to go out all day on location. Lu Ning was wearing high heels, and she had long felt that her feet and legs were sore and painful. Qin You is because there are several difficult movements, which require him to be the support point to bear the weight of Lu Ning, although he is as happy as he is, but his body will still be tired.
The staff didn't bother them, and after the two changed their clothes, they sat down and closed their eyes.
It's just that after raising it for a while, Qin You couldn't help but secretly move his fingers and hold the hand that Lu Ning put aside.
The staff sitting in front of me looked back by chance and couldn't help but huddle together and whisper. I don't know that Miss Lu is a blessing that she has cultivated for several lifetimes, and she can overcome the iceberg of Mr. Qin and turn him into a finger twister.
Back at the photography shop, Qin You asked Lu Ning, "Do you still have spirit?" Shall we go have a meal before sending you back? β
Lu Ning originally wanted to say that she would go home directly, but when she saw the expression on Qin You's face in the mirror, the words that came to her mouth turned around and became, "Do you have other arrangements?" β
"Ahem." Qin You cleared his throat, "Introduce a few friends to you." β
Lu Ning was slightly stunned. Qin You's words were very casual, but in fact, his friends were not so easy to see. She originally thought that he would mention this matter after marriage, but she didn't expect it to be arranged today.
She perked herself up, "Alright then, let's go eat first." β
The place to eat is arranged in a private restaurant. Although it is located in the urban area, it is a bamboo fence hut with a rural scenery. Lu Ning didn't even know that there was such a place in this city.
She followed Qin You and walked inside, surrounded by flowers and trees, and only stood a stone slab engraved with her name at the intersection of the hidden paths, so she couldn't see where the room was at all, so she naturally didn't want to disturb other guests. This design can be regarded as ingenious, no wonder Qin You and his friends came here.
Qin You led Lu Ning to a stone carving with the words "Taoyuan Wangxuan" written on it, and then turned into the path next to it. After walking in, Lu Ning realized that this road also had a unique charm. On both sides of the road are holly, about a man tall, and it clasps together overhead, blocking the sky.
This turned out to be a holly promenade! Such a natural landscaping is actually used in a private restaurant to guide the way for guests! No wonder there was no welcome at the door, and no one stepped forward to lead the way. Presumably, the guests here have booked their rooms in advance, and after coming, they can directly follow the instructions of the stone slab and walk along the corridor, so that they will not get lost at all.
This "self-service" that protects guests from beginning to end is probably the rarest place.
It was not too late, but the corridor was very dark because the holly trees blocked the light. As soon as he came in, Qin You held Lu Ning's hand, "Be careful." β
Lu Ning didn't struggle, and after walking for two minutes, he felt that his eyes were bright, and he had already walked out of the corridor. The space in front of him was open, and the room that Lu Ning imagined did not appear, but an antique pavilion, surrounded by lush flowers and trees, and the water flowing under the pavilion. In this slightly hot weather, the breeze is coming slowly, and the heat is gone, and it is really a good place.
There were already four people sitting in the pavilion, and when they heard the voice, they turned their heads and looked at them.