Chapter 384: Humble Prayer, Decision

Qin Xi was stunned for a moment, and for a while he couldn't react What does Qin Lanxue mean, didn't he already say it if he asked for a reason just now? Why is the reaction given now still so cold and ruthless? ……

Ji Junyue squinted at the narrow phoenix eyes and explained with a sinister smile: "Ah Xue means to give a reason to let her go, after all, just a blood relationship is not enough to be a reason, since she is Ah Xue's biological mother, she has not fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother for a day except for giving birth to A Xue, so Ah Xue has no obligation to fulfill her responsibilities as a son." ”

Qin Lanxue finally withdrew her gaze from Qin Xi and looked at Ji Junyue, a gentle smile rolled up on her lips, and her clear eyes were doting and focused with a somewhat pleasant smile.

He was happy that Ah Jun understood him so well, that woman had already known that she was Chu Raoyang when he returned to Qin three years ago.

At that time, he sent the ghost bone demon soldiers to spy on Wang Yuli, originally just in case he was prepared, but he didn't expect to spy on such an interesting secret.

For this mother who gave birth to him, he actually didn't have any feelings, even if he knew that she was Chu Raoyang, his biological mother, he still didn't feel any different about this woman, she was not a stranger to him, because her identity was the queen mother, so he regarded her as a dead person.

As for the enemy, even the Wang family, the Huangfu clan and the Qing Wangfu are not qualified to be his enemies, and Chu Raoyang, who pretends to be Wang Yuli, is even more unqualified, so she is just a dead person in his eyes, and may even become the cornerstone of the White Bone Palace.

Now Qin Xi actually used the name of his biological mother to let him let Chu Raoyang go, did Qin Xi think he was such a affectionate, righteous and foolish person? Or underestimate his ruthless cruelty?

Qin Xi looked at the men and women who looked at each other with a complicated expression and smiled warmly, the gentle and pleasant smile on Qin Lanxue's face made him clearly know that Ji Yue's explanation was correct, Qin Lanxue's so-called reason was that after putting aside the unrealistic blood relationship, what qualifications did Chu'er have to be let go, or the value of her life.

Although she has long known that this mother and son have no feelings, and Chu'er has been bullied and lived in purgatory every day because of the three years she gave birth to Qin Lanxue, even if he rescued Chu'er later, and even fulfilled her wish, allowing her to replace Wang Yuli with supreme rights, she still can't forget the nightmare she experienced in those three years.

Especially when she saw Qin Lanxue's son, the nightmares that she deliberately forgot would emerge in an overwhelming manner, so that Chu'er hated Qin Lanxue, hated to see him, and even became angry with him, allowing him to be bullied in the palace.

Fortunately, the person who was really bullied in those years was just a stand-in, not Qin Lanxue herself.

"Although it is true that Chu'er did not fulfill the obligations of a mother, but after all, she still insisted on giving birth to you in such a bad environment, just with this fertility grace, is it not enough for you to spare her life? Besides, the person who has been bullied in the palace over the years is just a stand-in. ”

"It's been returned to her." Qin Lanxue said lightly.

In his mind, he had already returned the life that Rao Yang had given him at the age of nine.

In the six years that he was taken away by the old ghost Gu, he not only died countless times, but even the little Qin Lanxue had already died, and it was not Qin Lanxue who crawled out of the poison cave, but the devil, a devil with no soul and no feelings.

His only attachment to the world has already been given to the little girl who taught him to be strong and forbearant in the Qin Palace, and the only emotional bond as a devil is Ji Junyue.

Ji Junyue also thought of the scene where she and Ah Xue met for the second time in the secluded mountain, the poisonous insects all over the mountains and the white bones everywhere, he was like a demon crawling out of hell.

In fact, although he still had Qin Lanxue's skin that crawled out of hell at that time, it was no longer the Qin Palace doll that was bullied back then, but a devil who frightened and frightened the world, a demon who would only brutalize the world as he wanted.

Thinking about it this way, Ah Xue has indeed returned her life to Chu Raoyang, the moment Chu Raoyang escaped from the palace and left Qin Lanxue, Qin Lanxue had already died in the palace, and the person who was reborn in the secluded mountain was no longer a person, let alone Chu Raoyang's son, but a devil with no heart and no love.

But Qin Xi didn't understand this, because he didn't know what Qin Lanxue had experienced, and after listening to Qin Lanxue's words, he just thought that Qin Lanxue's stand-in had lived a life in the palace over the years, being bullied by others, not having clothes to cover his body and not having enough food, thinking that Qin Lanxue was hating Chu Raoyang's ignorance.

She ...... Didn't mean it......" Qin Xi opened his mouth and sighed with some difficulty: "You were only born at that time and don't remember it at all, you don't know, what kind of hellish life you lived in the early three years after giving birth to you, those damn palace people and guards, they ...... They ......"

Qin Xi frowned a little painfully, and a piece of pain and sorrow rolled up in his eyes, as if he had thought of something, and it was difficult to speak for a while, leaving only a mouth full of astringent bitterness.

But in order to keep Chu'er alive, he had to tell Qin Lanxue what happened back then, hoping that this would move Qin Lanxue and save Chu'er's life......

"Almost every day, different people go to Raoyang Palace to insult Chu'er, and Chu'er also lost her favor after being disfigured by the palace concubine, and Raoyang Palace has also become an existence similar to a cold palace, but if it's just a cold palace, it's okay, but it's ...... Although Chu'er was disfigured, her whole person was not ruined because of this, a woman with ice muscles, jade bones, and weak willow waist, even if she was disfigured, the elegance on her body could not be completely covered. ”

"In this cannibalistic palace, as a palace concubine, if she does not have the favor of the emperor, she will even be forgotten long ago, and this palace concubine is still a woman who is attractive enough*, then she has only one fate, that is, she will become a female slave who is humiliated in this palace."

Qin Xi slowly closed his eyes and took a deep breath, suppressing the pain in his heart, even after fifteen years, it was still painful to breathe when he thought of him again, he would never forget the picture that made him feel pain when he appeared in the palace and was about to take Chu'er away.

Those brutes! How could they treat people like this who he hated to hold in the palm of his hand and cared for.

As long as he thought that if he had been a little more late, Chu'er would have been humiliated to death by those beasts, he couldn't help but be afraid......

"That day, I was going to go to Raoyang Palace to pick up your mother and take her away with me, but I didn't expect that her life in the palace was not only difficult, but also miserable......"

"If I were one step too late, your mother would have been humiliated to death by those beasts, who were simply not human, they not only humiliated your mother, but even tried to torture her, especially those eunuchs with twisted minds, they couldn't possess Chu'er like a man, so they tried their best to ravage her, almost ...... It's just a little bit ...... If I'm a little late, they'll kill your mother that night......"

Thinking of that tragic picture, Qin Xi's whole person trembled uncontrollably, and his originally light eyes were covered with a layer of scarlet at some point, and the bloodshot made up for it, and it looked a little more hideous.

He has always regretted it, regretting that he let those beasts die too happily, because he took them out of the palace and tortured them slowly, so that those beasts could taste the taste of life is worse than death!

Qin Lanxue looked at Qin Xi's painful expression calmly, her eyes were cold without the slightest emotion, and even had a hint of fun, a man who loved Chu Raoyang so much could be regarded as Chu Raoyang's blessing, could this be regarded as compensation for her bullying and ravaging in the past few years?

Ji Junyue had seen Qin Lanxue's vivid dolls, and many of them were experienced by Chu Raoyang, so Qin Xi thought that Qin Lanxue didn't know what happened before she was three years old, but she didn't know that Qin Lanxue already had memories at that time.

Regarding everything that Chu Raoyang experienced, Qin Lanxue at that time may not understand, but his sights and forgetfulness made him remember those pictures in his mind, and when he was older, it was enough for him to understand everything that happened at the beginning.

Qin Xi wanted to use the pain that Chu Raoyang had experienced at the beginning to make Qin Lanxue's heart soft and moved, but this calculation was still wrong.

If it were an ordinary person, he would definitely be moved at this time, no matter what, Chu Raoyang has always been Qin Lanxue's biological mother, but Qin Lanxue is not an ordinary person, his thoughts, his character, and his temper have long been distorted.

Halfway through, Qin Xi finally woke up from his painful thoughts, and finally discovered that something was wrong, Qin Lanxue was too quiet, and the silence made him panic.

Suddenly raised his eyes, and what he saw was Qin Lanxue's face that was enough to make the world lose color, calm, cold, a kind of indifference that had nothing to do with himself, and those clear eyes that made people's hearts palpitate, he actually saw a trace of interest in them......

"You...... You already knew? ”

Qin Xi is not a stupid person, on the contrary, he is very wise, having said so much at this time, Qin Lanxue is still so indifferent, it is enough for him to guess, it turns out that Qin Lanxue has already known about the hardships that Chu Raoyang has suffered in the past, and even ......

"You already knew that she was the first child, your biological mother?"

Qin Lanxue didn't answer, she just looked at Qin Xi with a cold expression, but this kind of silence was a kind of acquiescence for Qin Xi, crushing his last bit of hope, making him shake all over, staggering a step, and almost falling to the ground.

Ji Junyue looked at Qin Xi's rather embarrassed and desolate appearance, and sighed in her heart, the failure to force the palace and being arrested did not make this elegant and holy man desolate, and entering the prison was like a prisoner not making this gentle and talented man embarrassed.

But at this moment, this man who didn't panic even if he was about to lose his life was so embarrassed for Chu Raoyang, Qin Xi really loved Chu Raoyang miserably.

Qin Xi stabilized his body and made the last dying struggle, an elegant and holy man like him, no one would have imagined that he would one day prostrate on the ground and pray, and at this moment, he did.

I only heard a clear and piercing muffled sound from the main hall, and with a 'bang', the man who was full of Qinghua elegance simply bent his knees, and fell heavily to the ground, the pain caused by the heavy landing of his knees did not leave any painful expression on his face, his eyes looked at Qin Lanxue with pleading and as if with a little despair, bent over, and bowed deeply.

"I implore the emperor to forgive Chu'er's life, the minister is willing to immediately cut himself, as long as there is no minister, there is no backing, Chu'er is just an ordinary woman, and she will never do anything that threatens the emperor and the Qin country, the emperor has killed the child, just treat it as the child to pay for Chu'er's life, and ask the emperor to let Chu'er go."

Ji Junyue raised her eyebrows slightly, she didn't expect Qin Xi to know that it was Ah Xue who killed the child, it seems that Qin Xi, a man, is more capable than she imagined.

Even Qin Lanxue looked at Qin Xi with a slight movement in her eyes: "When did you know?" ”

Qin Xi lowered his eyes and said, "Just when the emperor was in power." ”

Originally, he didn't suspect Qin Lanxue, but it wasn't until Qin Lanxue suddenly seized power in the court that he had any suspicions, and asked people to investigate carefully, although he couldn't find anything, but it was enough to find out that it was not the hands of the Huangfu family and the Dou family.

With Qin Lanxue's skills, only he could quietly take the child's life.

"You didn't tell her?"

Ji Junyue said loudly, what should have been a question turned into an affirmation when she said it.

Even though he knew that Ji Yue already had the answer in his heart, Qin Xi still nodded.

No matter how much Chu'er dislikes Qin Lanxue and rejects Qin Lanxue, Qin Lanxue is always Chu'er's child, if she is told that the child she gave birth to is fratricidal, she will not be able to stand it.

Ji Junyue looked at Qin Lanxue, she knew that Chu Raoyang was not a mother to him at all, but something that he had thought was the cornerstone of the dead man or the White Bone Palace from the beginning, but it was just ......

From Qin Lanxue's point of view, she is disgusted with Chu Raoyang, just like Qin Lanxue's cognition, although she is her biological mother, he has no reason to let Chu Raoyang go, and Chu Raoyang, as Qin Lanxue's biological mother, is incapable of taking care of Qin Lanxue in such a tragic predicament, no matter whether she has the heart or not.

And after being taken away by Qin Xi, Chu Raoyang was full of only power and revenge, the kind of distorted hatred that wanted to trample the men of the whole world under her feet, she could understand that if Chu Raoyang was not Qin Lanxue's mother, or even hostile to them, Ji Junyue would only have an appreciative attitude to appreciate this woman's tenacity.

It's a pity that she is Qin Lanxue's mother, so out of selfishness, she will not agree with Chu Raoyang's approach, and she will not even forgive.

The only thing Chu Raoyang did wrong was to take her pain out of Qin Lanxue, and even watched Qin Lanxue's stand-in linger in the palace, suffering the tragic pain she suffered back then.

If it weren't for the Gu old ghost who took Qin Lanxue away and left a stand-in, then those who were ravaged and played with by the palace people and guards day and night were Ah Xue, as soon as she thought of this possibility, Ji Junyue hated to push Chu Raoyang into the fire pit anymore.

But......

Looking at Qin Lanxue, who was unmoved, looking at the fun that sparkled in his clear eyes, and watching him reveal the brilliance that would only be revealed when making dolls and dissecting, that excitement made her heart twitch involuntarily, leaving only a slow distress.

For a while, she was a little hesitant, Ah Xue could ignore Chu Raoyang is his biological mother, but how could she watch him bear the sin of killing his mother, even though he was already in hell, she still hoped that this child who was reborn in hell could be happy.

Qin Lanxue felt a distressed astringency in her heart, a trace of doubt appeared in her eyes, she turned her eyes to look at Ji Junyue, reached out and grabbed Ji Junyue's waist and hugged her into her arms, her whole demeanor was full of gentleness and intimacy.

"A-kun, what's wrong with you?"

Qin Lanxue looked into the narrow black phoenix eyes, even if the phoenix eyes were filled with a deep sense of evil delusion, he still penetrated the unpredictability and saw the deepest thoughts under her eyes.

Although she couldn't understand why Ah Jun felt sorry for him, Qin Lanxue still reached out and touched her head dotingly, and comforted: "Ah Jun is not distressed. ”

While speaking, Qin Lanxue affectionately and attached her forehead to Ji Junyue's forehead, with a gentle smile on her lips, her eyes raised in arcs, bewitching and a little satisfied.

As long as Ah Jun is by his side, he is already satisfied, this so-called happiness makes him greedy to the extreme, what relatives and friends are just fiddling with his hands can become all kinds of pleasing works.

Those things are not worth Ah Jun's waste, and they are not worth Ah Jun to feel sorry for him.

Ji Junyue closed her eyes slightly, smelling the breath from Qin Lanxue's body that made her feel at ease and nostalgic, she had already made a decision in her heart, and there were some things that she would do for him.

"Let's go see her."

Ji Junyue's calm voice slowly spread in this quiet hall, making Qin Xi, who had been watching her and Qin Lanxue in a trance, suddenly come back to her senses, and a trace of longing burst out of her eyes.

Qin Lanxue seemed to have guessed what Ji Junyue was going to do, and didn't say much, she directly held her hand and walked towards the outside of the hall, answering his approval with practical actions.

Passing by Qin Xi said, he dropped two words: "Keep up." ”

------Off topic------

Guess how Junjun is going to deal with Chu Raoyang? This is a problem, although Ah Xue does not regard Chu Raoyang as a mother at all, it is just an ornament of a work of art, but after all, it is a biological mother, how can Junjun be willing to let Ah Xue personally add a point of evil~