October Golden Autumn, Golden Autumn October. This month is nothing for most people like the previous days, life is still the same, waking up early, lunch, and going to bed late. As someone said, life is the process of closing and opening the eyelids, a day has passed, and a lifetime has passed. Although the dull days are boring, many people yearn for this boring dullness.

October is a heart-wrenching month for some people, and even more heart-wrenching is that when the month is about to pass, their idol who was expecting to be together forever is split. Five-year curse, this 'curse' has been circulating since the end of the first generation group, counting the days since the beginning of the first generation, the only thing that has not been invaded by the five-year spell is the mythical group that all members left together, and the Fin. K.L。 How many fans of the group want their idols to be as concentric as the myth, either to leave together or to stay together. However, myths are always myths, there are not so many similarities, maybe there will be the same thing long after, but never now.

On October 27th, the court match between TVXQ and S.M. finally came to an end, and the result was both happy and sad. Kim Jae-joong, Kim Jun-so, and Park Youtian finally broke free from the shackles of S.M and flew away hand in hand, no longer artists under S.M, they can choose what they like, and they can finally stop working like they used to work with donkeys, but it's not really leaving yet.

However, they succeeded, but two others chose to give up, and what made them give up and leave together, no one knows except the five of them. Some people say that the three who left were traitors, others said that the two who remained were traitors, who were the real traitors, or were none of them traitors? The answer to this question they can't say themselves, only time will tell people little by little.

Kim Jae-jung and the three disappeared from the camera after the court verdict, and they were not seen at S.M., which is said to be for self-cultivation and to discuss the issue of a new company. Kim Jae-jung and the three of them appear less often in front of the camera, and Jung Yoon-ho and Shim Chang-min, who stayed in S.M., also appear less in front of the camera, and the fans who have been wanting to get answers seem to be making more trouble.

TVXQ's split is very, very good news for other economic companies, but it is a huge headache for people inside S.M. Even if they have a premonition and preparation, the mood of the two bigwigs above is still so bad that no one dares to appear in front of them.

In S.M, who has the most headache is Li Xiuman, who single-handedly pulled TVXQ. TVXQ's split, like the former H.O.T, and the myth of the past, made him helpless, made him angry, and made him heartache, after all, they were all pulled out by him, just like father and son. However, when the child grows up and his heart is bigger, he can't control it, and the child's departure is the biggest blow to the parents. However, he is both a 'father' and the head of the company, and he must first think about the future of the company, and he must take into account the thoughts of the people behind the company.

"It's okay to go, it's okay to go......" At that time, Kim Taeyeon thought that she was dazzled, she saw the side of a tyrant that she should not have...... No, the tyrant is just a popular nickname, and Li Xiuman is just an ordinary person.

"You go back first, I have agreed to the original song you chose." Lee so-man's eviction order was full of exhaustion, and Kim Taeyeon also found that his wave this time was the first time she had seen the weakness, maybe she shouldn't have come over at this time.

"Inside, I'm sorry to disturb the teacher." Apologetically saluting, Kim Taeyeon bowed and exited the office, and the moment she closed the door, she heard a heavy sigh inside. Also, no one wants to see their pride become their own powerlessness, their own pain.

How many times has this been? Maybe there will be the next one, the iron-clad battalion and flowing soldiers, there is no so-called permanence.

In the deserted aisle, you can only hear your own footsteps, da... Da... It's like stepping on my heart, and every time I feel like I feel like I feel like I am stepping on my heart. The ears are sensitive to catch the different sounds mixed in their footsteps, which are heavier than girls'. Standing at the top of the stairs, I smelled a smell of wine, which should have existed faintly for a while, and looked up, a shadow suddenly disappeared under the light, and a slight sound of opening the door was heard in the quiet corridor.

frowned suspiciously, dared to wander around the company with the smell of alcohol, and dared to go up to the rooftop on the top floor, the trainees were the first to exclude, and the only one who had a reason to drink recently was TVXQ, which had an accident, perhaps, it was time to go up and take a look.

With this decided, Kim Taeyeon made a move and stepped up the staircase, which the trainees called 'the path from hell to heaven'. This title was still heard from Cui Changshan's mouth when she was a trainee, and the fourth floor of S.M was hell for them at that time, so the rooftop above hell was their paradise, because there was the sky at their fingertips, and there was the smell of freedom that could not be smelled in the underground practice room.

The door of the rooftop was open, and the wind rushed in from outside the door unscrupulously, blowing on the face, blowing the nerves that had heated after fatigue. In the moonlight, a figure leaned against the railing of the rooftop with his back to the door, blurred under the deep blue night sky. Step by step, the footsteps faded away with the wind.

"Who?" The hoarse voice made Kim Tae-yeon frown, and the voice is the most important thing for the singer.

"It's me, Yoonho oppa."

Jung Yoon-ho turned around and raised his hand to wipe his face: "It's Taeyeon, why did you come up." ”

In the moonlight, Kim Taeyeon seemed to see the marks left on his face, but the next second it seemed to be none. The smile in front of her as always made Kim Taeyeon take the traces she just saw as her own hallucination, and even if there was, it was not.

"I just came out of the director's office and saw the shadow of OPPA, and I was curious, so I came up." Approaching, Kim Taeyeon sat down at a distance, looking at the night sky of the city with fewer and fewer stars, and suddenly found that he had seen it less and less often, so little that he had forgotten the last time.

"Well, I didn't expect to choose this place." Jung Yoon-ho sat down and looked at the night sky like Kim Tae-yeon, and there seemed to be nostalgia in his eyes.

Jung Yoon-ho's unconscious words made Kim Tae-yeon curious, a girl's curiosity is not much smaller than that of a cat, "Here? Does this rooftop have a deep memory of OPPA? ”

Speaking of which, Kim Taeyeon herself has a lot of memories of this rooftop, crying secretly, blowing wind on it when she is being physically punished, or sneaking up with her friends to find a moment of leisure.

"yes, back then, we used to sneak up and sit down and talk." As soon as he said this, Jung Yoon-ho seemed to start the topic: "The first time I came up, it was Brother Jeong-so who instigated us to come up, maybe it was an illusion, but after coming up, I found that the depression left by the practice all the time disappeared in the wind at once, like poison. The product is as crazy as addiction, once there is a second time, and slowly, more people come up. ”

Jung Yoon-ho smiled, as if he was laughing at his former naivety, and then turned to Kim Tae-yeon and smiled: "Speaking of which, listening to Brother Jeong-so, he was instigated by so-young when he came up for the first time. ”

"Xiuying?" raised her eyebrows in surprise, and suddenly remembered that when she first went to the company's rooftop, she seemed to be instigated by Cui Chang's legs, and looking at her skillful posture, it turned out that she had long been a habitual offender. "Xiuying, I'm not surprised by her words, there are more ghost ideas than Yun'er."

"Yes, Xiuying at that time was still like a bean sprout, thin and short, and she grew so much taller and more beautiful in a blink of an eye. Time, the most carved carving knife, from the inside to the outside a little bit of change, all changed......" hands back on the ground, the meaning of the words seems to be clear.

Kim Taeyeon pursed her lips and said softly: "However, some things remain the same, just like our dreams, even if we have stood on this stage, isn't it still the same!" "Time will change, scenery will change, people will change, but there are always some things that will not change, and some people's hearts are still that pure red.

For a short period of time, only the wind was left on the rooftop, and he was silent for a while before he heard Zheng Yunhao's answer as if liberated: "You're right, they haven't changed, they haven't changed, it's just that they don't want to be restrained anymore, it's okay to go, it's okay to ......."

It's okay to go...... In a short period of time, Kim Taeyeon heard this sentence from two different mouths, for them, maybe it would really be better to leave, although at first they will be oppressed from here like a myth, but at least they are free, and there is no one to hinder them from doing whatever they want.

"Dream, for this dream, I have slept on a park bench, lay on the rest seat of the subway, and done a lot of work that I have never thought of, and it has finally been realized, and it is brilliant, but in the end, it ......" There was a short silence, and the wind invaded my heart, "I always thought that we would go on forever and become the longest-lived combination in China, but ...... But these are just my self-righteousness, no one betrayed, but I chose a different path. ”

There is no such thing as betrayal, but the path chosen is different. Everyone has his own choice, and there may be people who can't understand and accept his choice, but they are never them, and outsiders are outsiders after all, and they can never replace their own decisions.

"Brother! It's time to go back. A voice rang out behind him, and Kim Taeyeon could vaguely hear the excitement hidden in the voice.

Suddenly he turned around, and saw a person standing at the door of the rooftop, and the light in the door hit behind him, and the light could not make people see his expression clearly.

"Changmin? How did you kid find this? Jung Yun-ho walked over with a smile.

"Hey, why can't I find it, you brought me here." No matter how far away it was, Kim Taeyeon could hear the contempt in his words, "Brother, go back, don't think about it anymore." It seemed like they were pleading, but it wasn't like it, and Kim Taeyeon didn't plan to go deeper, it was their own business after all.

"It's just to come up and blow the wind, and of course I'm going to leave when it's done." Jung Yoon-ho smiled and patted Shim Chang-min on the back.

Even if the light was not very bright, Shen Changmin still saw the reddened eyes of his brother in front of him, and the hand on his side couldn't help but clench his fists, he had always faced them with a strong and cheerful image, no matter what he encountered, he would always smile and say that everything was with him, but now, he saw a side he had never seen before. He has always regarded him as a man of steel, but in fact, he just didn't show his cowardice.

"Well, brother, let's go." Shen Changmin wanted to expose his disguise in person, but in the end he endured it.

"Okay." Smiling, Jung Yoon-ho turned around and waved at Kim Taeyeon, "Taeyeon, thank you today." ”

Thank you? Kim Taeyeon tilted her head slightly, she couldn't remember what she had done, as if she was just sitting and blowing the wind, but it didn't matter, sometimes it was much better to pretend to be a fool than a smart person.

"Nee, Yoonho oppa, Changmin oppa, good night!" Bent down and saluted, but suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly raised his head and said to Zheng Yunhao: "Yunhao oppa, back, be straight!" ”

As he spoke, he straightened his back. Seeing Kim Tae-yeon's movements, Jung Yoon-ho smiled, straightened his back, and left the wind-blown rooftop step by step.

"Alaso, I taught you this sentence. Children, go back to bed early, it's dangerous to go on the road in the middle of the night! ”

Looking back at the scattered night sky, the dissolution of one group after another, and the darkness that has been exposed again and again, makes Kim Taeyeon feel sad. Frequent star-making represents the length and shortness of the existence of stars, and some stars are destined to flash like meteors, bright but short-lived. But......

But I believe that one day, Girls' Generation will become an era that no one in this era can surpass!

The people are gone, and it is quiet. Tiantai is the best keeper of secrets who doesn't tell secrets, and no one knows what happened here, and no one knows what was left here.