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Ning Yufei couldn't help but look solemn, he was in the army, and his parents rarely looked for him, but now that he has contacted him, there is something important.

In fact, Ning Yufei didn't want to leave, the antidote had not been developed, and the marshal's situation was unstable, so he really couldn't rest assured.

It's just that there is no way, he can't do anything here, and the things he did in the medical room are purely the comfort that Lin Lan gave him, where he is really needed.

After thinking about it, Ning Yufei decided to go home first.

Although he didn't think it was a big deal, it was more reassuring to go and see it.

He said hello to Lin Lan, and told An Qing about the situation, as for the marshal, he won't go in for the time being.

With the idea of going back quickly, Ning Yufei killed all the way back to the Earl's Palace.

As soon as he entered the house, he felt that the atmosphere was a little tense, Ning Yufei walked into the living room and saw Ning Zi'an, Yang Ruoyun and his eldest brother Ning Yuxiang.

They sat silently on the sofa, Ning Yufei looked at it and frowned slightly.

What they wear...... It was a dark black robe.

This is...... Who are you going to worship?

Ning Yufei had already recovered most of his memories, so he knew very well that his grandparents' sacrifice days were all in winter, and it was just autumn, so the timing was not right.

As for Yang Qinghai...... Not to mention that it's only been a few months, even if the real festival day comes, I guess no one will want to go.

Who else?

Yang Ruoxin? No, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince worshipped with him a while ago.

So...... Who is it to be honored?

Seeing that Ning Yufei was back, Yang Ruoyun called him: "Xiaofei, go change your clothes and get ready to go." ”

Ning Yu didn't ask anymore, he might know when he got to the place, since it was arranged by his parents, he just obeyed.

"Okay, I'll change it right away." Ning Yu flew upstairs, changed his clothes after a while, and the family went out.

There was silence in the aircraft, no one spoke, and Ning Yufei couldn't ask.

I thought it would be there soon, after all, the noble cemetery has a designated place, and if it is a close relative, it should be buried there.

But unexpectedly, the aircraft flew farther and farther, passed through the central area, and finally landed in a very desolate mountainous area on the border of the eastern border area.

Coming down from the aircraft, a chill hit, Ning Yufei was a little afraid of the cold, and couldn't help but tighten the neckline of his clothes, Ning Yuxiang noticed it, and quickly took off his coat and draped it on his shoulder, Ning Yufei was stunned and quickly said, "It's okay, big brother, I'm not cold." ”

As he spoke, he was going to return the coat to Ning Yuxiang.

Ning Yuxiang pressed his hand and said, "Dress, it's not cost-effective to catch a cold for a while." ”

Ning Yufei was really a little afraid of the cold, but he was also afraid that Ning Yuxiang would be sick: "It's not so cold, big brother, you give me clothes, you wear too little for yourself." ”

Yang Ruoyun interjected: "Xiaofei, wear it." ”

Ning Yufei frowned slightly, only then did he realize that they were going out together, and the clothes they were wearing were almost the same, even Yang Ruoyun didn't look cold, why was he so afraid of the cold?

Although this place is desolate, the temperature should be fifteen or sixteen degrees, and he still feels a little cool after putting on two coats...... That's an exaggeration, isn't it?

Because he had regained his memories in the army, Ning Yufei knew very well what his physical condition was.

Indeed, he will definitely not be able to fight Li Dalei's big man, but he will definitely not be put down by one move.

Although the memory is lost, the body really shouldn't have fallen so exaggerated.

Is it because you haven't exercised for a long time?

It's not right, it didn't take long for him to calculate it carefully after he came back from the army, how did he degenerate to this point? Not even as hardy as his mother.

Ning Yufei was full of doubts, and couldn't help but think, could it be that the car accident not only made him lose his memory, but also left sequelae on his body?

But if you think about it carefully, there is really nothing uncomfortable in the body, after all, the current medical technology is very developed, and half dead can be restored to its original state, and there is no reason why he will leave such a strict defect.

It's just that it's useless for him to wonder, and no one will be able to answer this question.

At this time, they walked to a towering tombstone, and Ning Yufei finally knew who to worship.

This seems to be a tomb where a husband and wife were buried together, with two names on it: Ning Ziqing and Ephia.

In fact, Ning Yufei didn't have any impression of these two names, but the three words Ning Ziqing are too obvious, Ning Zi'an's generation is a sub-character generation, so the name will be inlaid with a 'zi', so ...... Ning Ziqing is Ning Zi'an's brother?

Uncle or uncle? Ning Yufei was not impressed at all.

More than 90 percent of his memories have now recovered, and almost all the memories from his teenage years to before the accident have been recovered, except for the memory of his youngest time and the one closest to the present.

But in the memory of more than ten years, Ning Ziqing has not appeared.

So...... Did he die young?

But in that case, why have you never brought him to worship for more than ten years, but now you have brought him again?

Ning Yufei had too many things he wanted to ask, but he didn't dare to speak, as if there was something hidden in it that he didn't want to face, if he touched it, he would fall into a terrible abyss, and he would never recover.

And Ning Zi'an and Yang Ruoyun didn't say anything.

The whole worship was quiet and solemn, and it seemed that everyone had their own thoughts in their hearts, but no one said a word.

When he left, Ning Yufei's heart was empty, but when he turned his head, he found that his mother had red eyes, obviously crying.

Suddenly distressed, Ning Yufei hurriedly said: "Mom, it's been a long time, don't be sad." He didn't really know what the meaning of saying that was.

As soon as he spoke, Yang Ruoyun threw himself into his arms, tears flowing.

Ning Yufei's heart became more and more uncomfortable, he stroked her back and opened his mouth, but found that his throat seemed to be locked, and he really couldn't even pronounce half a word.

Yang Ruoyun didn't cry, but the tears kept rolling down, as if she wanted to use this way to vent all the sadness, worries and worries in her heart.

The aircraft became more and more silent, Ning Zi'an lowered his head, and Ning Yuxiang was very silent.

Ning Yufei vaguely knew something, but he didn't want to ask.

Ning Ziqing...... Efia ......

Are they really just deceased aunts and uncles?

Back at the Earl's Palace, Ning Yufei sent his mother upstairs, and after crying for so long, Yang Ruoyun was extremely tired, and fell asleep after a while.

Ning Zi'an stood by the door and watched them.

Ning Yufei opened his mouth, and only shouted after a long time: "Dad." ”

Ning Zi'an sighed, walked over and rubbed his short hair: "That's your uncle, you left when you were very young, they ......" After a slight pause, he said with a slight choked up, "They love you very much." ”

Ning Yufei listened to this, but he only felt the coldness that penetrated his bones.

After half a ring, Ning Yufei said softly: "Dad, you accompany your mother, I'll go out first." ”

Ning Zi'an looked at him, stopped talking for a while, and finally didn't say anything more.

Ning Yufei walked back to his room step by step, his head was a little messy, many lines were staggered together, and it seemed to outline a huge net, but this net was too big, where was the center, where was the end, all of them didn't know, only the sense of oppression under this cover was so strong that people wanted to escape in a hurry.

He didn't have any memories of before he was ten years old, he didn't have memories of his third brother Ning Yuluo, and he didn't have any memories of when he was in a car accident.

He may not be the child of Ning Zi'an and Yang Ruoyun, but ...... Ning Ziqing and Ephia's child.

It seems that they all know each other about this, and they do not deliberately hide it.

So, what exactly have you forgotten? What exactly is missing? What else was there that made him so afraid to face?

It's not his own child, Ning Yufei didn't dare to ask, but he was actually very sure.

The great loss shook his heart, he hadn't even seen who his parents were in the previous life, and in this life, he ...... I don't even know what my biological parents look like.

What happened, and what was in the last memory?

Ning Yufei sat in the room for a whole hour, and it wasn't until the sky slowly darkened that he finally calmed down.

Actually, it's nothing, some memories have to be known, and some are good to forget.

What does it matter if it's the biological parents? Ning Zi'an is his father, Yang Ruoyun is his mother, and Ning Yuxiang is his elder brother, he has such a happy home, and he should be punished by God if he is no longer satisfied.

As for before the accident...... It shouldn't be anything, it doesn't matter if he wants to remember it or not.

Which of these memories did he remember as he thought about it? Only when something is touched, will it suddenly wake up.

So, relax, what you should know will be known, and what you shouldn't know......

To be honest, I don't know, maybe it's a good thing.

At dinner, the family had recovered as before, Yang Ruoyun prepared a table of good dishes, and the father and son poured some wine, drinking and eating, chatting a few words, and living a comfortable life.

No one talked about the memorial during the day, and everyone chose to stagger the topic.

Yang Ruoyun's eyes were still a little swollen, but looking at the father and son, a satisfied smile finally appeared in her eyes, and she made them a few more snacks.

They only dispersed when they were slightly drunk, Ning Yufei's alcohol consumption was really good, this kind of wine with a low degree of alcohol, it was still a little difficult to make him drunk.

And he was worried about things, thinking about rushing back to the Marshal overnight, so he wouldn't drink too much.

As he thought so, his communicator suddenly beeped.

Ning Yufei hurriedly connected: "Lieutenant General? ”

There was joy in An Qing's voice: "Lin Lan has made an antidote!" ”

As soon as Ning Yufei heard this, his whole body jumped up, his eyes widened, his entire chest was filled with great joy, the person was still in the central area, but that heart had already flown into the marshal.

"Have you taken it? The result? Can it be detoxified? ”

He asked again and again, he had already put on his coat and went out, the aircraft set the course, set the maximum speed, and went straight to the Marshal.

An Qing's voice came: "I have already taken it, I am undergoing adjuvant treatment, it is estimated that I will not wake up in two hours, you don't need to rush over." ”

Where can Ning Yufei sit still, he can't wait to appear on the Marshal right now, not to mention that he is already sitting on the flying machine.

Sailing all the way towards the Arctic Ice Field, Ning Yufei looked at the navigation map without blinking, but countless trivial memories flashed in his mind.

All from the last two years.

When he was most devastated two years ago, he had a relationship with Huo Beichen, but in fact, it was really irrational indulgence.

In the ultimate sensory experience, Ning Yufei didn't think about anything, and seemed to throw everything away in his mind, only greedy for the pleasure that was almost paralyzing. Lingering, begging, satisfying and longing.

During that time, Huo Beichen gave him a qiē, a qiē he wanted.

There is no need to think, no need to be entangled, just keep bearing that kind of extinct happiness.

However, dreams always have to wake up, and when the toxicity is temporarily alleviated, Ning Yufei can only face reality.

He didn't know how to face his relationship with the marshal, and Huo Beichen had never mentioned it, his attitude towards him was no different from before, he still regarded him as his own soldier, as an appreciative co-pilot, and as a member of the marshal.

If anything, it's just that in private, he will kiss him, kiss him, hook him and roll him into bed when the time is right.

At first, Ning Yufei was still a little uneasy, and every time he finished doing it, he felt a huge sense of emptiness.

He can't describe this feeling, it's obviously cool to the extreme, rising to the clouds, but because that feeling is too erratic and unreal, and lacks the emotional foundation to be carried by the heart, so he will fall rapidly after waking up, how extreme the previous happiness is, and how huge the loss will be after waking up.

Ning Yufei is a very conservative person in his bones, he firmly believes that sex and love should not be separated, and only when love is in place can a relationship occur, because only in this way, after venting, the chest will not be so empty, with a heart that loves each other as support, and when slipping from the cloud of pleasure, it will not hurt himself.

But...... He violated his principles and deserved to be so uncomfortable.

And what's even more fatal is that he doesn't dare to touch the thing of emotion again.

It's terrible, unequal feelings are really terrible for him.

No one is stupid enough to fall into a third of the same pit.

He has always just wanted a quiet, ordinary, and interdependent relationship, not so vigorous, not so bumpy, as long as two people are together, get the blessing of their families, and form a beautiful family, this is enough.

But it was clear that neither of the two people he met could give him such a wish.

The speaker is very gentle, very considerate, and perfect, he gave him a romantic and beautiful relationship, Ning Yufei enjoyed it, he had infinite expectations, he was thinking about violating his own principles, adapting to a high position, and looking forward to the beautiful blueprint he painted for him.

The result...... The damage Charolan gave him, he didn't want to be able to erase it in his life.

fell so hard, Ning Yufei should have a long memory, he knew intellectually that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was not suitable for him, but in those dark days, those desperate encounters, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince accompanied him, people's hearts are made of meat, Ning Yufei, who has been sharpened on the battlefield for so many years, feels that he is no longer so powerless, he can be braver, he can work harder, and let himself live up to Shen Lingyu's deep affection.

At last...... What awaited him was despair that almost crushed him completely.

Encountering such two relationships, how could Ning Yufei have the courage to accept anyone again.

He couldn't wait to hide himself in a turtle shell, he couldn't wait to hide himself underground, and he couldn't wait to insulate himself from the word feelings for the rest of his life.

But...... He was led by the serpent.

Can sex and love really be separated? Maybe someone could do it, but Ning Yufei knew that he probably couldn't do it.

Not to mention, Huo Beichen has done so much for him.

After having a memory, many things that I couldn't figure out suddenly became clear.

After the toxicity was temporarily alleviated, Huo Beichen put the information he had investigated in front of Ning Yufei, who never thought that what he saw with his own eyes and heard with his own ears would be fake.

It turned out that it was not His Royal Highness the Crown Prince who said those words, it turned out that the qiē he saw was a scene deliberately staged by others.

Xue Zhentian and Chen Yan, they really did whatever it took to ruin him!

Ning Yufei looked at these truths...... But I don't know whether to cry or laugh.

Shen Lingyu is innocent, he did not betray him, and the feelings he paid were not thrown into the deep pool and cold abyss.

But...... How will he face His Royal Highness the Crown Prince under such a mistake? He thought that the other party had betrayed him, but as a result, he was the one who betrayed.

A year ago, he returned to the Imperial Capital Star and met the Speaker General, what Her Royal Highness the Eldest Princess said was also related to the information that Huo Beichen gave him before he came.

He helped him find out everything, helped him put the truth in front of him, and helped him untie the dead knot that had been pressing on his heart and made him unable to breathe.

Why do you do this? Now Ning Yufei has completely figured it out.

He was waiting for him to choose.

Feelings should not be a burden, no matter what kind of past it is, it should show the truest side.

If it's hatred, then it's time to give it up completely.

If it's a misunderstanding, then it's time to explain a qiē.

The two heavy blows of the two relationships, Ning Yufei was completely disheartened, and he was only at a loss for the future, and he no longer dared to hope that he would have a home of his own.

Losing this belief, Ning Yufei once lived like a walking corpse.

Until...... Huo Beichen got him back.

In this way, he saw a clear re-eye, although there were countless remorse and unwillingness, but he would no longer be resentful.

His efforts are not unrewarded, and what he believes in remains......

He shouldn't have been so desperate.

It's just that there's no going back.

Impulsiveness made the whole situation a mess, but when he was about to return to the Imperial Capital Star, Ning Yufei made the final choice.

He determined what he wanted and what path he would take in the future.

It's a pity that he couldn't say anything, and in an accident, he forgot about it.

Thereupon...... It's been going around and around for so long.

Fortunately, he finally remembered.

It's not late, it's really not late.

Ning Yufei only hoped that the flying machine could be faster, faster, he wanted to see Huo Beichen, and he missed him very much.

He knows, he knows everything, and he's going to see him!

Twenty minutes away, Ning Yufei took five or six minutes to sail more than halfway, and when he saw that he was about to reach the Marshal, his aircraft came to an abrupt halt.

Because of inertia, Ning Yufei's body leaned forward uncontrollably.

Immediately after, a ray of light was projected, Ning Yufei twisted his eyebrows, and the next moment he was already in a starship.

He squinted his eyes and was guarded.

But soon a familiar voice sounded in his flying machine: "Don't be afraid, Xiao Yu, it's me." ”

Speaker?

Ning Yufei was stunned, and then what surprised him even more was ...... His Royal Highness the Prince's voice also sounded: "Xiaofei, come down, let's talk." ”

They were together!

These two needle-to-needle men actually sat in a starship, looking for him at the same time, talking together?

Ning Yufei instinctively felt that the content of this upcoming conversation must be related to the marshal, and these words must be something he didn't want to hear.

Huo Beichen will put the truth in front of him, but the speaker and the crown prince ......

It's not that he can't trust them, it's that what these two have done before him can't help but be vigilant.

Taking a deep breath, Ning Yufei knew that he couldn't hide.

It's okay, you have to know what you should know, but as long as there is no memory, he won't believe it lightly.

Even if the memory is restored...... Ning Yufei gritted his teeth and told himself: You must also distinguish carefully!

After all, he has been deceived too many times, and what he sees and hears in front of him may be false, so he must stay calm and rational, and don't be reckless and impulsive!

Ning Yufei calmed down and stepped down from the flying machine.

In the empty hall, there were only two men sitting on the sofa far away.

They were still wearing the casual clothes they had been on vacation in Barrowstar, and they were still the same radiant looks, but the tiredness in their eyes could not be hidden.

His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has been staring at Ning Yufei, his golden eyes are dark and dull, like the sun covered by dark clouds, the light cannot be projected, only a haze remains.

Ning Yufei clenched his palms, maintaining his apparent calmness.

In comparison, Xie Jing didn't put too much pressure on him, he just sighed lightly and said slowly: "Come, sit here." ”

Ning Yu flew over, and the closer he got, the more he could feel the strange embarrassment of the atmosphere, they must have known everything, and even knew something he didn't know...... That's why I called him over.

But what else? Is it related to when he was in a car accident?

Ning Yufei guessed a lot, but he didn't expect the speaker to open his mouth and say something like this: "You know...... Why do you lose your memory? ”