Chapter 859: It's hard to complain about reunion
At this time, it is difficult to describe the shock in Lin Fan's heart, the person he thinks about day and night is standing in front of him, but the feeling given to him is so strange, although this mysterious master looks exactly the same as Li Xin'er, but in her body, Lin Fan can't see a trace of familiarity.
But despite this, even if he didn't see the slightest familiarity in this mysterious master, Lin Fan still had an intuition in his heart, this person was Li Xin'er, it was true.
Li Xin'er looked at Lin Fan expressionlessly, the look in her eyes did not have the surprise of a long-lost reunion, nor did she have any disappointment and sentimentality, she was still so calm, and her clear eyes did not contain any feelings.
Looking at Li Xin'er, Lin Fan's heart was sweet and sour, all kinds of tastes came to his heart, he wanted to say something, wanted to talk about the pain of lovesickness, but when the words came to his mouth, he didn't know how to speak.
All kinds of tastes linger in the heart, a thousand kinds of clues are complicated and difficult to understand, the lovely person in front of her is no longer the stubborn girl she was at the beginning, she is a super strong person who is famous and shocking, and there are countless masters under her command, turning her hands into clouds and covering your hands for rain.
What can he say? He couldn't say anything, the person in his heart was close in front of him, and he felt that it was indeed close at hand, but it was far away, he had never had such a sense of distance, even if Li Xin'er disappeared before, he always felt that he was connected to the other party's heart.
But at this moment, from Li Xin'er's arrogant eyes that did not contain any emotion, he sensed the distance, and there was no possibility between the two sides.
This is not because of the gap in identity, nor is it due to the disparity in strength, if it is just the difference in identity and strength, Lin Fan has the confidence to slowly improve himself, he believes that one day he can stand side by side with his beloved.
But these are not the reasons, the reason that really makes him desperate is that in Li Xin'er's eyes, he can't see the slightest trace of normal human feelings, at this time she seems to be a real god, free from the six desires, too superior and forgetful.
"You, you ......, are you okay......" After a long time in his mouth, he finally squeezed out such a stumbling sentence, and when he said it, he felt that his mouth was full of bitterness, as if he had eaten Coptis chinensis, and it was bitter from his throat all the way to the bottom of his heart.
"I'm fine." Li Xin'er replied concisely, her tone was as plain as before, she did not avoid Lin Fan's eyes, her clear eyes looked at each other, as if a clear spring, you can see the bottom at a glance.
Somehow, Lin Fan took the initiative to avoid Li Xin'er's gaze, as if his heart was empty, he didn't dare to look up at this woman again, he lost his courage and didn't want to face this reality.
At this time, a voice echoed in my heart: "Lin Fan, Lin Fan, you are still too selfish, now Xin'er is still alive, and she is living more freely and more exciting than before, you should feel relieved, although she has no feelings for you......"
But no matter how the voice in his heart persuaded him, Lin Fan never could gently reveal the past like a light breeze, thinking of this, he felt that a scar in his heart that had not yet grown had been forcibly revealed, bloody and painful.
In fact, if you calculate it carefully, he and Li Xin'er have not been together for too long, and their feelings for each other have always been very vague, and they have not even fully and clearly expressed their love for each other, but even so, this woman still occupies an extremely important position in his heart.
Sometimes, fate and feelings can't be measured by time, and some people get along with each other all their lives just as a warm stranger, nodding and saying hello to each other, taking care of each other, and in addition, it is difficult to have anything else.
And some people, even if they only get along for a short period of time, they are already unforgettable, as if they had three lives in their previous lives, and in their hearts, they will always leave a place for each other, which will be unforgettable until death.
Relatively speechless, only silent, this is Lin Fan's current situation, and it is also the response he had to choose in desperation, standing opposite Li Xin'er, he couldn't say a word of his full stomach.
Now, Lin Fan's head was a mess, and he was surprised so much today that he was numb, and now even if someone ran out to tell him that the end of the world was coming, he wouldn't be the slightest surprised.
At this time, Lin Fan's state is not appropriate to say that he is more sad than dead, at least, he is not completely dead to Li Xin'er now, and he still retains a trace of the last fantasy in his heart, maybe when no one is around, the two get along alone, and Li Xin'er's attitude will change.
But on the other hand, he is actually close to heart death, because, he knows, it is just his last bit of fantasy, in the end, it is just a wisp of obsession, and the other party will never change again, because now Li Xin'er is no longer like a human being, and has turned into a god.
Thinking about the previous things, Lin Fan felt as if he had slowly figured out the clue, why this mysterious master would attack the six major sects so ruthlessly, I think it was also because of the previous hatred, and in addition, during the time when he was surrounded and suppressed, someone attacked the Hanging Temple, now that he thinks about it, it should also be from Li Xin'er's hands.
Perhaps, she rescued herself again and again, just to cut off the previous relationship, and made a silent end to the previous grievances and hatreds, but the funny thing is that at that time, she still looked like a fool, dazed and unknown.
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Lin Chengfeng looked at his apprentice with great interest, and then at the mysterious master opposite, from the simple conversation between these two people just now, he saw many unusual things.
That stupid apprentice of his own seems to have a little bit of that meaning to others, but look at the other party, there is no special reaction, at first glance, it looks like Lin Fan's unrequited love on the one hand, and the other party does not accept it at all.
Not to mention, this apprentice of his own is definitely better than blue in terms of finding women, at least the previous Lin Chengfeng would never have any other thoughts about such a strong woman, this little devil is powerful, and such a strong woman dares to provoke.
The woman opposite, in Lin Chengfeng's opinion, is definitely one of the strongest people, even if he is now cultivating to a point where outsiders can't guess, when he is face-to-face, he still can't help but feel a kind of weakness.
Looking at his apprentice again, he dared to have feelings for her between men and women, which was a bit bold, but such Lin Fan was like his Lin Chengfeng's apprentice, and he was not afraid of heaven and earth.
All of these people present remained silent, and none of them took the initiative to break the dull atmosphere, and the surroundings suddenly fell into an eerie silence, and the silence made people feel unreal.