Ji Qianyu hugged him, closed his eyes, and did not speak immediately. After a while, she whispered, "Call again." ”

There was a slight vibration from the tightly fitting chest, Fu Yufeng chuckled, and screamed again in her ear.

"Thousand feathers."

These two syllables slowly linger between the lips and teeth, and then they are cherished and spoken. He pronounced it with great tenderness, as if he were calling a bird with clean, fluffy feathers, or describing the appearance of many snow-white down feathers flying in the sky. Ji Qianyu had heard him describe himself like this, but at that time, he would not have called her so lowly and tactfully. Now it seems that a wish has been fulfilled in a distant time, and it is so beautiful that it is almost a fantasy that will eventually wake up.

But even if it was a dream, she was willing to sleep forever in this world with him.

Kindness. Ji Qianyu answered in a hoarse voice, buried his face in his arms, and said in a muffled voice: "I once said in my heart that the next time I see you, there will be no more separation." If you come over now, I'm going to break my promise, there is no tacit understanding at all, I'm so disappointed. ”

Fu Yufeng smiled helplessly when he heard this, and looked down at the arm that was tightly hugging his waist, and the head buried deep in his arms: "Really?" That's not what you did to me. ”

"They all betrayed their will, and they were so unproductive that I hated them." Ji Qianyu muttered in a low voice, but his hand was tighter. How much anxiety and nervousness there is in it, only I understand.

Fu Yufeng touched her soft chestnut hair, and only spoke after a moment of silence, his voice was gentle and gentle, but it was like a thunderclap in Ji Qianyu's ears.

He said, "But I am afraid that if I do not come to see you today, I will spend the rest of my life in pain and remorse." ”

He knows everything. Ji Qianyu's heart was empty. Although he appeared here, ninety percent already knew everything, but after he said this, he still completely shattered all her luck.

While everyone knew she was going to move her lungs to Carl, the timing of the surgery was a secret, as was her current location. Carl's hospital is highly secretive, and she struggles to find it after returning from a farce that borders on blackmail. But now Fu Yufeng appeared here so lightly and skillfully, she woke up from the nightmare, and he hugged her into his arms. A qiē is so natural.

This is the biggest irrationality.

She had been deliberately avoiding a real, almost terrifying thought all this time: perhaps Fu Yufeng knew better than herself the means she chose to achieve her goals.

Further, maybe he knows everything about himself. Although Fu Yufeng was also at the most depressed moment in their relationship, when she returned to Austria this time, whether it was Ning Wei and her friends, or the Lesser family, who had an inexplicably good attitude towards her, she was flattered by this feeling of being open. There is no white pie in the sky, and unless someone quietly paves the way for her, Luke will never be able to make it this after many years of operating on this land.

What made her most suspicious were these two things, and whether it was a geographical analysis or a sense of self-esteem, the name Fu Yufeng was entangled in her heart, making her both look forward to and be afraid.

If he knew, would he blame her? Ji Qianyu lowered his eyes silently, and uneasiness surged up like a tide.

She actually knows better than anyone the dangers of a lung transplant, and with current medical technology, the success rate is so low that doctors don't even recommend surgery at all. A failed operation would have been a few days early for Carl, a few days late, or dying on the operating table, and for her, she was in her early twenties, she was still healthy, and the operation might have taken her life and a long and distant future.

But people are inherently dead, and what matters is how to live. She doesn't have so much time to figure it out, so she can only find another possibility of life between life and death. No one understood this truth better than her, and she used it to convince Elise, Leah, Carl, and even herself.

But she subconsciously never thought about Fu Yufeng's reaction, and she didn't plan to let him know at the first time. The reason is nothing more than feeling that Fu Yufeng will not agree from the bottom of her heart, and in the face of Fu Yufeng, all those courages have left her, she is afraid that she will not be able to make up her mind, and she will not be able to force herself to a dead end, and then work hard to be reborn.

She wants to live better than anyone else, so she must die first.

She thought too much in a flash, Fu Yufeng didn't speak after that, silently waiting for her response, but his hand still silently stroked her soft hair. The knobby fingers ran through her hair, with a heat slightly higher than her body temperature, miraculously settling her down from her turbulence.

She bit her lip, pulled away from his arms a little, and raised her head to look at him, her eyes were clear and calm that was rarely shown in front of Fu Yufeng. When she faced Fu Yufeng, her eyes were always gentle and warm, full of love, she had seen many people with extremely cold and indifferent eyes, but she was reluctant to face Fu Yufeng.

"Will you blame me?" She asked softly, knowing how much trembling caution there was in her voice.

Fu Yufeng looked at her for a moment, sighed and raised his hand to cover her eyes.

"Qianyu, don't look at me like that." Fu Yufeng said in a low voice. With such a cold and indifferent look, he had only seen it when he first met Ji Qianyu, and after that, no matter whether the situation was sweet or bitter, she always had a little dependence and persistence in her eyes when she looked at herself. Although he saw it clearly before, he was also heartbroken, but it was not until this moment that he clearly realized what he might have lost.

Ji Qianyu sat straight and sat in place, still waiting for his response, his eyelashes under his palms fluttering uneasily, reminding him of the last time they made this action.

The last time he said to her, she should keep her eyes closed when kissing.

This time, Fu Yufeng lowered his head and bit her lip like a punitive. But he was reluctant to bite too hard, took her cold lips and carefully comforted her, and solemnly made a promise with complete compromise and acceptance.

"No matter what you do or what choices you make, I will always love you."

It's just that in the end, my heart is not completely free. Fu Yufeng paused, and said softly: "But I feel wronged for you, why is it you." ”

yes, why her? Ji Qianyu asked himself, but he couldn't answer this question either. Her parents are affectionate, her brothers are unkind, she doesn't want much, but she is taken away from everything she has. Her father treated her as a means to continue her life, and her mother abandoned her like a shoe. The younger brother robbed her of her things, harmed the person she loved, and the family was eyeing her, waiting to break up her Yiqiē. The Bible says that every child is blessed by God at birth, so what did she do wrong to make the world so mean to her?

But that's okay. Ji Qianyu bit Fu Yufeng's lip flap hard, his red lips bent out of a smile arc, his body leaned forward into his arms, found a comfortable position to lean on, and closed his eyes with peace of mind.

"I'm not aggrieved." She muttered, "They took all the qiē and sent you over." ”

"Give me back this world."

It was as if she were walking on a snowy winter night, with no moon and no stars. It was dark, and she rushed forward in a daze, and walked without hesitation, because there was no way back.

Then someone suddenly came and grabbed her hand, and these hands also carried the cold temperature, and they were also lost in this wilderness with no way out. But he came and didn't leave.

There was no light ahead, but he took her with him and walked on the way home.

All the confusion and uneasiness faded like a tidal wave, revealing the calm waters of the deep sea under the moonlight. She felt tired and relaxed for a long time, her hands and feet were weak, and her spirit was a little lazy. Ji Qianyu couldn't help yawning, and rubbed it in his arms dimly: "After the operation tomorrow, if I can still open my eyes, I want to be the first to see you." Would you like to wait outside the operating room? ”

"I have something else to do tomorrow." Fu Yufeng said unexpectedly, but did not refuse her suggestion, "I'll rush over after the matter is over, if you want to be the first to see me, then don't open your eyes until you wake up before hearing my voice." ”

What he said was very reasonable, but Ji Qianyu was keenly aware of a trace of unusual aura. She frowned and asked inquiringly, "What else?" ”

Fu Yufeng paused and said calmly: "The matter with Raymond." ”

And Raymond's thing.

And Raymond's thing?!

As if his heart had stopped beating suddenly, Ji Qianyu sat up suddenly, looked at him with infinite anger, and his voice was so eager that he was incoherent: "What you agreed on is tomorrow?!" No, not tomorrow, I specifically asked...... Wait, the time and place are set by you, why do you set it until tomorrow?! Is your hand good, is there really no problem, your game is fair and video-broadcasted, you must not be immediate, is there any possibility of change...... More ......"

Her voice grew softer and softer, and she gradually calmed down. The time was set for tomorrow, and there was no possibility of changing it tonight, and the problem was that despite her seclusion in the hospital for the past few days, no one had mentioned it to her. Ji Qianyu took a deep breath hard, and when he looked at Fu Yufeng, he was angry, but when he saw his face, he couldn't help but feel a sour nose, and he couldn't say any more words.

"Caught in the wind......" she spoke slowly, her voice already choked with a hint of choking. Fu Yufeng shook his head, and there was nothing he could do to wipe the fog from her eyes.

"Why are you crying again, I'm fine." He said, adding in Ji Qianyu's fixed gaze: "Someone has staked her marriage on me, how can I bear to disappoint her?" ”

But this is not something that can be completely done with perseverance, Ji Qianyu gritted his teeth, turned his head in a depressed manner, Fu Yufeng held the back of her head against her forehead, and closed his eyes calmly.

"Sleep." He whispered, "It's been a long day's sleep, and you wake up when you see me." ”

"And then together, we welcome a new, shared future."