PS: Happy birthday nerd!

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Darkness, the whole world is shrouded in darkness.

Quiet, no sound, quiet and terrifying.

Touched, empty, couldn't touch anything.

Footsteps, a small step forward, without any obstacles, very relaxed.

Run, run as hard as you can, don't look back, it's in the back, run!

“aba！ oma！ oppa！ Xia Yan! Pani! Where are you! Uneasiness, fear, fear, negativity filled Kim Taeyeon's heart. She is obviously at home, why did she become a person? What about her family? Why is it gone? Where are they all? Where is it!

"I'm going home, I'm going home! aba！ oma！ I want to go home! ”

Tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, blurring his vision ahead. Which way to go? Left? Or right? Or just keep going? Choice, another choice. How to choose? No, she doesn't choose, she doesn't! Kim Tae-yeon squatted down with her head in pain, her head buried between her legs, and tears kept sliding uncontrollably.

Sound? What was that? He raised his head in surprise, closed his eyes and listened to the faint voice, guessing the direction of the source. Screams, screams, very neat, there are also small parts of the scattered, many people's names, who is it? The sound of music? Where did you seem to have heard this melody, and where was it? The faint eyebrows were tightly wrinkled together, the tear ducts stopped secreting, and the eyes seemed to be flickering because of the tears.

The light, the sudden light, made Kim Taeyeon unable to open his eyes, his right hand in front of him, and his footsteps kept running towards the light. It's getting closer, the light is getting stronger, the sound is getting louder and louder, it's almost there, run a little more...... It's here! Dazzling, even with her eyes closed, Kim Tae-yeon can feel the stinging of the light. Slowly, maybe I got used to it, and my eyes didn't hurt anymore. Slowly opening up, you will be greeted by the flickering lights of the stage and a large area of light sticks in the audience, various colors divided into patches, among which Kim Taeyeon is most attracted by her diagonal ...... That patch of pink.

At this moment, Kim Taeyeon was finally standing on the stage, and he didn't know when he had an extra microphone in his hand. Do? I know what I should do when I stand on the stage, but Kim Tae-yeon's brain is blank. What to sing? I don't know...... Kim Taeyeon just stood there stupidly looking at the glow sticks waving in the audience.

They...... What are you shouting? Why can't I hear clearly?

"Taeyeon! Taeyeon! Taeyeon! Taeyeon! ”

It's me...... Kim Taeyeon breathed a sigh of relief, she thought they were trying to get her down. Wait a minute! Why is it only her name? Turning around and turning her head, Kim Tae-yeon realized that she was alone on the entire stage. What about the others? Why can't I see it?

I...... Be...... Solo？

The scene suddenly spun and twisted, and before Kim Taeyeon could react, she was already standing in the background, and there were many people here, who knew and didn't, and many of whom bowed to her. Kim Taeyeon, who has not yet reacted to what is happening, tilts her mouth uncontrollably upwards as if she is being pulled by a thread. Laughing, laughing without a heart, wanting to put it down, but can't get the smile back, like a marionette, the body does not belong to itself.

Someone suddenly tapped him on the shoulder, and he turned around in fright, and Kim Taeyeon's smile was not a smile from pulling a string, but a smile from the heart. Jung so-yeon, Lee Soon-gyu, Hwang Mi-young, Kim Hyo-yeon, Kwon Yoo-ri, Choi so-young, Lim Yoon-a and Seo Joo-hyun, eight people are smiling at her. Eight people, no, nine people, and one who can't see his face clearly, blurry, this is Kim Taeyeon's only impression.

She...... Who is it......

"You're here."

“……”

Silent, Kim Taeyeon only saw Jung so-yeon and the others opening their mouths, but they couldn't hear any sound, and their smiles gradually disappeared.

"What's wrong with you? Why do you only open your mouth? Anxious and uneasy, sweat gradually came out of his forehead, and his eyebrows were tightly wrinkled together again.

"Don't play, okay, talk! Please......" pleading, Kim Taeyeon's tone was pleading, but the person opposite was still playing a silent movie. I can't hear it, and the world seems to be quiet again, and I can't hear anything.

It should be finished, Zheng Xiuyan and the others bowed slightly to Kim Tae-yeon, and then walked around her to the front desk one by one. Reaching out, Kim Taeyeon wanted to grab their hands, but it passed through their bodies incredibly. Can't catch it, no matter how Kim Taeyeon catches it, she can't catch any part of them, even the corners of their clothes.

"Wait, don't go!" Catching up, Kim Taeyeon followed them closely. Run, no matter how much you run, she can't catch up, and the distance between her and them will always stay in a range.

Why can't you catch up? They're just walking, why? Stop, Su-yeon! Soon-gyu! Pani! Hyo-yeon! Yuli! Su-young! Yuna! Xiaoxian! Stop! Please, stop!

"Stop!"

There was a sudden terrible cry in the quiet bedroom, and Kim Taeyeon sat up from the bed violently. Panting roughly, his heart beating restlessly, and sweat sticking tightly to his body, Kim Taeyeon looked around in horror. Desks, chairs, bookcases, wardrobes, photographs, guitars, all familiar items are placed in front of me, and the hand that holds the quilt tightly slowly loosens.

It's a dream...... What a nasty dream...... Why do you have dreams like that?

Kim Taeyeon leaned against the head of the bed and wiped the cold sweat from her forehead, her rapidly beating heart gradually slowed down, and the sweat that fell off the ice could not be felt cold under the heating of the room.

"Hmm...... Daedae is a bad person and hates ......" beside him, Hwang Mi-young turned over and whispered in her sleep, and Kim Tae-yeon couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Dead Pani, I didn't expect that I was not a good person in your heart, so you were still dead and had to share a room with me last night.

Gritting her teeth with hatred, Kim Taeyeon wanted to give Hwang Mi-young, who slept soundly, such a kick, but as a good sister, she still generously let go of a certain big sister who belittled her in her dreams.

Climbed out of bed, walked to the window, and opened the curtains suddenly, although the winter morning light was weak, but the newly opened eyes still stinged and closed under its illumination. After his eyes got used to it, he slowly opened it, and the outside of the house was snow-white, and everything he could see was covered with thick snow. A gust of wind blew, and Kim Taeyeon, who was thinly dressed, couldn't help but shrink, goosebumps covered her upper arms, and the heating in the house couldn't withstand the cold outside the window.

"It's so cold......" Quickly closing the window, Kim Taeyeon hugged his arms and kept rubbing.

After changing his clothes and walking downstairs, only Jin's mother was busy downstairs early in the morning. Kim Taeyeon has been at home for many days, and today should also be the day when she and Hwang Mi-young return to the company. During this time, the two choices that showed their existence in their minds were pressed back, but they were unwilling to be lonely in their dreams, and every night was a dream.

Escape, Kim Taeyeon wanted to avoid them, but she couldn't get rid of them, and she pressed her tightly like kraft candy. She also wanted to make a choice right away, but she couldn't make a decision and swayed.

"Oma, morning." After saying hello to Mother Jin in the kitchen, she went straight into the bathroom.

"Daedae early."

In the kitchen, Mother Jin sighed secretly without looking back, and continued to prepare breakfast. Not long after Kim Taeyeon came back, she discovered her daughter's abnormality, she looked sluggish every morning, very similar to after returning from participating in the S.M auditions, but it was a little different, not scared, confused, and tangled.

The breakfast of the Jin family is never peaceful, and the former Three Kingdoms War has become the Four Kingdoms War, or the two powers joining forces. Hwang Mi-young and Kim Ha-yeon, one is cute and small, and they can't grab food as much as Kim Ji-yong and Kim Tae-yeon's team-up. The taste of rushing to eat is different, maybe it's because of the fun of the process, but fortunately, there is no Cui Xiuying and Lin Yun'er on the table, otherwise it would be really difficult for them to grab anything delicious.

The heating roamed around the room, and the thick clothes were reduced one by one under their sniping. The sound of the solo piano caresses people's minds, and the irritability disappears little by little. The father and daughter sat quietly facing each other, and Daddy Kim's fingers knocked on the table one by one, there was no melody in the ordinary, but there was a different charm.

After a long time, Daddy Kim spoke, "Taeyeon, tell ABA what happened." ”

Kim Taeyeon raised her head in surprise, she thought that her shadow was seamless, and her feelings had always been that she was covering her ears and stealing the bell.

"Nothing."

"And said it's okay, you've already told me, and you're having nightmares every night?" Daddy Kim broke Kim Taeyeon's lie with one word.

Huang Meiying, you little traitor!

It's all said that at this point, can Kim Taeyeon still not know who told the secret? No wonder Hwang Mi-young and Kim Ha-yeon are so close, both of them are spies hiding by her side.

Sighing, Kim Taeyeon didn't plan to hide it, and took out all the words buried in her heart, whether it was Solo or a combination, how should she choose......

"So, you're having nightmares because you don't know what to choose?" Father Jin, who learned the reason, couldn't cry or laugh, if this kind of thing is said, it's no wonder that he has nightmares in his heart, but it really fits his daughter's character.

"En......"

"What do you think? Which bias do you prefer? ”

Kim Taeyeon looked at Daddy Kim suspiciously, wondering why he asked that, if she knew what she thought, would she still need to be confused.

"I don't know ......"

"No, you know." Daddy Kim's answer was yes.

I know? Kim Taeyeon was puzzled, and looked at Daddy Kim with wide eyes and puzzlement, how did she know?

"If you want Solo, then you won't hesitate, obviously you prefer a combination, but Solo is tempting. Confusion makes you a little withdrawn from the combination. Daedae, follow your heart, don't think too much, even if you choose the wrong one, you have to go because it is your choice. ”

Follow my heart? Follow your heart......

The picture of last night flashed in my mind again, a person standing on the stage, a person listening to the shouts from the audience, and a person bowing to the juniors. Is this really what I want...... I enjoy the song, but ...... The picture in my mind turned again, and there were pictures with Zheng Xiuyan and them, some dancing together, some playing together, and singing together, very happy, very happy. Is this what I want...... What I want to sing......

The scales in my heart began to waver again.

"Taeyeon, please follow your heart at all times, this is the advice of a senior, and it is also the advice of an Oni!"

Sister BOA? Could it be that Sister BOA already knew about it at that time? No wonder she suddenly said something she didn't understand.

"Aba, I'll think about it, I won't let myself regret it."

The door was quietly shut, and the people who left didn't seem to want to disturb the people inside.

……

"Aba, oma, let's go, take care of yourself! Also, OPPA and Xia Yan will ask you to continue to worry about it! ”

"Aba, oma, goodbye~!"

On the platform of the train station, Kim Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young hugged Kim's father and Kim's mother for the last time, and they were separated for almost a year. There are always two lines of tears at the station of parting, and the separation is for the reunion again......