Chapter 42
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Shen Lingyu said word by word: "It was Xie Jing who did it!" โ
It's not a question sentence at all, but an affirmative sentence that can't be affirmed!
Ning Yufei's mood is also complicated, there is no one left, yesterday Yang Qinghai made a fuss, he died to follow his hair, played with his life to appease, and finally removed the lead of this โกโก safely, but he didn't expect it...... yourself and blow him up again!
He explained that it was bitten by insects, would His Royal Highness the Crown Prince believe it? Or rather, allergies...... Rubella...... Urticaria...... qaq
Sure enough, he should die honestly!
Ning Yufei stood there with a pale face, and this appearance didn't need to open his mouth to explain the result.
Shen Lingyu lost the slightest smile on his face, and his delicate facial features looked extra solemn because of his dulled eyes. He's mad, he's really going mad.
As soon as he thought of them meeting in private, when he thought of Xie Jing hugging Ning Yufei, and when he dared to kiss him and leave such traces, he felt that his entire chest cavity was stuffed with steel needles, densely piercing the heart, the scalp of the person who pierced him was numb, and the blood of the person who pierced him was surging!
Shen Lingyu's appearance was really terrifying, Ning Yufei was nervous and uneasy, and he was panicking to death, but he was afraid that Shen Lingyu would act impulsively, so even if he was about to lose his footing, he still tried to call softly in a gentle voice: "Brother Ling Yu......"
He called him by name, but he didn't know how to explain it.
It's just that he felt compelled to say something.
But what can be said? Let the prince not be angry? Don't get angry? Don't be impulsive?
How big a face does he have to be to say it!
And it's really not the Speaker's doing.
He confessed, and the prince hated the speaker.
He doesn't admit it, is it possible to drag the marshal into the water?
Now Ning Yufei has most of his memories, so he has a lot more consideration for the state in front of him than at the beginning.
Excluding his own life and death, and even considering the safety of the Ning family, he had to seriously think about the personalities, status, and intricate relationships behind these three men......
Thinking about it this way, he really felt that if he made a mistake one step, he would become a sinner for the ages, and when the time came, dying a hundred times and a thousand times would not be enough to resent!
The more Ning Yufei thought about it, the more he thought about it, the more afraid he became, but it was useless to be afraid, so he could only face it hard, but he didn't know how to face it...... It's really going to drive people crazy!
Shen Lingyu really wanted to do something to ignore at this moment, but as soon as he lowered his head, he looked at Ning Yufei's white and transparent face, his slightly trembling lips, and the constant fear, worry, and even despair in his round eyes......
A hammer fell on his heart, and Shen Lingyu suddenly came to his senses.
There are things that once done, there are things that cannot be undone.
He can't be impulsive, he can't fall into the trap of that cunning fox.
Taking a deep breath, Shen Lingyu suppressed the killing intent surging upwards, but he still couldn't be reconciled, he reached out and pulled Ning Yufei over, biting him with a vengeance on his slender neck.
Ning Yufei didn't react, and when his body was slightly cold, and after realizing what Shen Lingyu was doing, all the fear, uneasiness and worry were all suppressed by the shame that surged up at this moment, and he violently pushed Shen Lingyu away: "Enough!" โ
Shen Lingyu didn't let go of him, a pair of golden eyes stared at him deadly, but his voice was full of grievances, and even cried: "He can, but I can't, right?" โ
Ning Yufei pulled up the clothes that had fallen, and he had already accumulated a lot of anger, but when he heard his voice, he instantly dispersed.
When I looked up again, I saw the pitiful golden eyes like a group of displaced big cats, and my heart was soft.
"That's not the case." Ning Yufei said helplessly.
Shen Lingyu didn't kiss him again, but he refused to let go of his hand, his voice was very hoarse, as if the bitterness in his heart was overflowing, and the clear voice was blurred like this: "He hurt you like that, he almost ruined your life, you still can't forget him, you can still forgive him, or you are reluctant to give up on him." โ
Because he had almost all the memories of four years ago, Ning Yufei couldn't put all the faults on Xie Jing: "...... There is a misunderstanding here. โ
"Misunderstanding?" Shen Lingyu sneered, "What has happened can be washed away with just two words of misunderstanding?" โ
Ning Yufei tried to organize the language, wanting to redescribe what happened at that time.
But Shen Lingyu took the lead and said: "I know what you want to say, you have to say that Xie Jing has always arranged for someone to protect you and protect the Earl's Mansion, when you were taken away by Xia Luolan, he was just trapped in the Marquis Mansion by Xie Qinyun and couldn't come out, and all he could was to try to open a way for me to rescue you." He's right, he has also paid a lot for your relationship, one qiฤ is all a coincidence, and one qiฤ is all a mistake, right? โ
He said it in a row, almost saying everything Ning Yufei wanted to say.
But soon, Shen Lingyu's expression turned cold, and there was cold sarcasm and ridicule in his tone: "Xiaofei, have you ever thought about it?" If there is no Xie Jing, why do you and the Earl's Court need to be protected? If there is no Xie Jing, why would you be ostracized, indifferent or even jealous? Besides, if she wasn't in love with Xie Jing, why would Charolan torture you like crazy? You say Xie Jing is innocent? No! He is definitely not innocent when he provokes you! Since he doesn't have the ability to fully protect you, what right does he have to pursue you? โ
He said word by word, deafening, Ning Yufei was stunned when he heard it, but he knew that this was not right, this ...... He couldn't help but open his mouth to defend: "But if I'm strong enough, if I have the ability to protect myself...... It's impossible for these things to happen, feelings are a matter of two people, and they shouldn't all be paid by one person, Xie Jing has done a lot, I ......"
"He did a lot?" Shen Lingyu smiled, but his eyes were red, "He just did what he had to do, and he didn't do it yet!" Xiaofei, have you ever thought about it? I've known you since I was nine years old, and I've fallen in love with you at the age of thirteen, but I've never dared to show my thoughts, and I've never broken this relationship, do you think I'm afraid of this ridiculous cousin relationship? Do you think I don't want to tell the world that I love you? Do you think my desire will be half a point less than Xie Jing's? No! Not at all! I don't do this because I know I can't fully protect you, I know the pain of all the people, and I know that what you need is a stable, peaceful, and harmonious life! But I couldn't give it to you at that time, so I could only bury all my thoughts, hide them and endure them...... But what happened? What happened? โ
This large paragraph of words was smashed out, and the pathos in Shen Lingyu's voice poured out like a flood, and with the last two questions, it gave people a strong sense of suffocation.
Ning Yufei couldn't answer at all.
Shen Lingyu lowered his voice, but he couldn't calm the heavy remorse and unwillingness that melted into his blood: "He snatched you, he dared to snatch you!" And it does you so much damage! Almost made you die! Do you know how I felt when I found you in the dungeon? I want to kill them all, all the people involved in this matter, I want to make them taste this pain a hundred times a thousand times thousands of times! How can they hurt you like that? How can that be done to you? I can't even touch you, they ......"
Speaking of this, a tear finally rolled down from those golden eyes, a big drop, although crystal clear but like fainting ink, falling heavily, it seemed to be able to dye everything around it black.
"I'm sorry." Ning Yufei opened his mouth and found that he could only say these three useless words in vain.
Shen Lingyu looked at him steadily: "I said it, you are only sorry for yourself!" โ
Ning Yufei pursed his lips and almost lost the courage to look at him: "But...... It's not worth it, it's really not worth it. โ
He doesn't deserve to be so nice to him, not worth it.
Shen Lingyu didn't say anything.
Ning Yufei stared at the ground, almost exhausted all his strength and said, "I don't want to lie to you anymore, I ...... Xie Jing"
"I know." Shen Lingyu spit out these three words in a hollow manner.
Ning Yufei's heart trembled.
In the next moment, Shen Lingyu hugged him, hugged him tightly, and with great strength, the breath sprayed on his neck was as hot as magma: "I know, don't tell me, don't remind me, I ...... Waiting for the day when you make your choice. โ
Ning Yufei's strength seemed to have been drained, and he leaned on the prince, not even having the strength to move his fingers.
Make a choice? What to choose?
Ning Yufei smiled bitterly, what qualifications did he have to choose, where was such an unfaithful person in his relationship worthy of them?
For so many years, Shen Lingyu has always known that there is a dark beast deep in his heart, it is screaming, roaring, and crashing from time to time, it wants to escape from that cage, it wants to tear a qiฤ disguise, it wants to make the surrounding qiฤ dyed with crazy colors, and it wants to let its unsatisfactory pain spread to the whole world, so that all people can experience and taste the encounter......
But this is not right, so Shen Lingyu is trying his best to suppress it, but as time spreads, as more and more things happen, as the disgusting filth he sees accumulates, he is more and more unable to suppress it.
And Ning Yufei, this person, this boy who has grown up is the only one who can appease it.
As long as he talked to him, as long as he was by his side, as long as he could hold him like this, as long as he could feel his obedience, Shen Lingyu had the power to breathe and the ability to make that beast docile.
So...... How is it possible to let go? How will you let go? How dare you let go?
Can't do it.
Therefore, Xie Jing you must be out!
It took Shen Lingyu a long time to calm down.
He let go of Ning Yufei, lowered his head slightly, and looked at him seriously: "I said that I would take you to see the mecha exhibition, but it made you unhappy." โ
What Shen Lingyu said about Ning Yufei's heart was twisted into a hemp rope, and he really couldn't even lift his head.
He was obviously ashamed and guilty, but Shen Lingyu was really afraid that he would be angry, and there was some caution in his voice: "Xiaofei, let's go down and have a look, okay?" I prepared for a long time. โ
Ning Yufei's internal organs in his chest were really sour, and he adjusted his emotions and hurriedly said: "Okay, I heard that the latest technology was exhibited this time, and there are a few very good mechas." โ
He was interested, and Shen Lingyu immediately raised his eyebrows and smiled brightly: "Where will there really be the latest technology?" It's just some coaxing people, if you really want to see good things, I'll take you to the research institute. โ
Ning Yufei smiled: "Where can you enter and exit the research institute casually." โ
"I can take you wherever you want."
His Royal Highness the Crown Prince said this, but Ning Yufei wouldn't be so nonsense: "Okay, I want to see those 'old antiques' more than the latest." โ
Starships and mechas, as the most basic combat methods in the interstellar era, have been extended for thousands of years and updated countless times, and this kind of mecha exhibition for the public is not so much to promote the latest models, but to be nostalgic and review history and culture.
Of course, the previous mecha exhibitions also have to exhibit a few 'real materials', and this is like a military parade in the 21st century, in order to inspire the people, ignite their blood, and gather national strength.
Ning Yufei is a soldier after all, and he has seen the top mecha such as the 'God of War' and the 'Thunder', so where would he be interested in these greatly discounted 'real materials'?
He wants to come to the mecha exhibition, and it is really an indescribable nostalgia.
Just like all soldiers love weapons very much, Ning Yufei also likes them very much, when he was in school, he learned mecha weapon maintenance, and he has no resistance to these things in his bones, and he doesn't even let go of models, how can he miss this opportunity to see the 'real machine'?
Although it is a mecha exhibition for two people, there are a lot of things to see, even if it is a little colder, but it is also extra clean. You know, if it was really His Royal Highness the Crown Prince who took him to visit on the day of the mecha exhibition, the two of them would have to dodge, not so much to look at the mecha, but to prevent others from looking at them.
Ning Yufei was still a little depressed at first, but slowly relaxed.
Shen Lingyu is talkative, knows a lot, is very familiar with mechas, and tells the story like a treasure.
As he said little by little, Ning Yufei's trivial memories were also awakened a lot.
It seems that Ning Yufei gave Shen Lingyu the first mecha model, and at that time he also said to Shen Lingyu that when he grows up, he will be the main driver, and Shen Lingyu will be the co-pilot, and they will travel the interstellar monster together.
Shen Lingyu was very good-looking when he was a child, and nodded seriously, his big golden eyes were full of longing and expectation.
Ning Yufei couldn't help but shake his head when he thought of this.
When he was a child, he seemed to be really defending Shen Lingyu everywhere, because he was too thin and delicate, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that he was a little girl. Can ...... now Look at the tall men around you, where is there still a little bit of immaturity and cowardice back then?
He grew into His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, who attracted the attention of everyone, and grew into a prince who could support a country, and he ...... It seems to be the same......
While thinking about it, Ning Yufei smiled bitterly again: Where is the same as it is? He simply regressed the more he lived.
After a morning of shopping, Ning Yufei was very happy, and Shen Lingyu also arranged a delicious and hearty lunch.
After Ning Yufei sat down, he felt familiar when he saw these dishes.
Shen Lingyu blinked: "I invited the chef of the Chenxing Tower to make it." โ
When Ning Yufei heard this, he was a little embarrassed, no wonder he was familiar...... It turned out to be the ...... of the Star Tower. Not long ago, the Speaker took him to taste the new dishes there.
Coincidentally, the dishes prepared by Shen Lingyu were all his favorite dishes that day.
Ning Yufei didn't dare to mention this at this time, he just looked at it as if he had never eaten it before, and looked at it quite curiously.
Shen Lingyu was happy to see him, and his mood was getting better and better, and he chatted with him with great interest.
There is a dish that goes with champagne, the fresh Kakalo fruit has a unique aroma after stir-frying, if it is soaked in the chilled Masama sparkling wine before eating, it will burst out with a very good taste, the aroma of the fruit is induced, the sweetness of the sparkling wine is in the bones, and it is a wonderful combination that is absolutely one plus one is greater than the other.
Ning Yufei liked the taste of this dish very much, and as soon as he saw it come up, he picked up a piece with great anticipation and put it in the wine glass and shook it......
Then he paused.
Shen Lingyu's expression was slightly gloomy.
Ning Yufei's hand holding the chopsticks stiffened, and he smiled dryly: "What? Isn't it right to eat like this? โ
"Yes, that's right." Shen Lingyu's voice was fluttering, "Kakaro fruit is not common, this method is also newly created by the chef of Chenxing Tower, I have only heard that the whitened part of the fruit tastes best in a clockwise circle in the wine." โ
What he said was exactly what Ning Yufei did, and it was really true.
Ning Yufei had eaten two whole plates of this dish, so why didn't he know how to eat it......
But he really shouldn't have known.
The atmosphere was a little stiff, Shen Lingyu put down his chopsticks, smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "It's me who is self-inflicted, Xie Jing is the best at getting these, I must have taken you to taste it a long time ago, but I stupidly invited the chef over." โ
Ning Yufei was speechless, he wanted to hide it or not, but he was still exposed, and this mood was really ......
He is holding chopsticks, he is not eating, he is not eating, there is a ghost in his heart, he is really evil, he has no confidence in talking and doing things, Ning Yufei really doesn't understand how those people who don't have red flags at home and fluttering colorful flags outside live!
Fortunately, Shen Lingyu didn't explode again, he got up, moved a chair to Ning Yufei's side, stared at the Kakaro fruit, and said tightly, "I want to eat." โ
Ning Yufei was stunned.
Shen Lingyu said dissatisfiedly: "Feed me! โ
Ning Yufei hurriedly put the tempting red and white fruit in the chopsticks into his mouth.
Shen Lingyu bit it, chewed it hard, and said viciously: "Xie Jing, that hypocritical guy, will definitely not let you feed him." โ
Ning Yufei sneered, this is a certainty...... The style of painting that makes people feed can't be drawn.
However, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince didn't care about this, he was eating flying vinegar, and he didn't hide that he was jealous, so he just asked Ning Yufei to feed the plate of Kakaro fruits to his stomach.
Ning Yufei is actually quite greedy, this is really delicious, and it is so delicious with sparkling wine......
He was a little careful, where could Shen Lingyu not see it, he unceremoniously swallowed the last piece of fruit, and then pulled the person over, kissed it with wine, and Ning Yufei, who was kissing, struggled to let go of the person, and finally summed up unwillingly: "I won't give you food, it can be regarded as punishment for disobedience!" โ
Ning Yufei was stunned by his kiss, and couldn't cry or laugh when he heard this.
How can I say it, after recovering most of his memories, Ning Yufei understood that it was actually very easy to get along with the prince, and his temperament was changeable, but he was really unpretentious to him, whether he was happy or unhappy, all the feelings were simply presented in front of him, so that he didn't need to think too much.
If he didn't have those messy relationships and was wholeheartedly with the prince, his life would be very happy.
It's a pity that there has never been such a thing!
Although Shen Lingyu said that he would not give Ning Yufei to eat, in fact, he had already arranged for the chef to make a new one, and when Ning Yufei looked at the empty plate, the attendant had already re-served a fresh Kakaro fruit.
Ning Yufei's eyes lit up.
Shen Lingyu immediately said: "Don't move chopsticks." โ
When Ning Yufei heard this, he almost wailed, Your Highness, haven't you lost your breath yet? Do you still have to feed him this plate?
The person who is in charge has no right to speak, Ning Yufei is ready to serve the uncle again, but this time Shen Lingyu sat up straight, his slender fingers picked up the silver-white chopsticks, and clamped a piece of red and white fruit.
When he gets serious, his posture will become extremely elegant, obviously he didn't grow up in the palace since he was a child, and he didn't even have a systematic etiquette upbringing, but now his extravagance is incomparable to any prince in the Galactic Empire.
Ning Yufei looked at it with a little bitterness, how much did he go through before that cowardly child would grow into such an excellent imperial prince.
The white Kakaro fruit deftly turns around in the flame-colored sparkling wine, just the right amount of sweet wine to wrap the flesh and moisten the most tender place, and the two phases merge to burst out a sweeter aroma.
Ning Yufei was instantly attracted to his gaze, staring at the delicious flesh, his Adam's apple moved slightly.
Shen Lingyu smiled and said to him, "Open your mouth." โ
Ning Yufei was a little uncomfortable.
Shen Lingyu stared at him: "Why don't I feed you with my mouth?" โ
Ning Yufei was so frightened that he hurriedly opened his mouth, Shen Lingyu fed the fruit in, looked at Ning Yufei's bulging cheeks, and asked in a good mood, "Delicious, right?" โ
Ning Yufei adhered to the principle of not saying a word, he just nodded vigorously, it was delicious, it was so delicious, after eating such a delicious thing, he would die without regrets!
Shen Lingyu asked again: "Am I the first person to feed you?" โ
Ning Yufei's eyes flashed.
Shen Lingyu didn't understand, and couldn't help but feel a little surprised: "But what I fed must be the best!" โ
Where did Ning Yufei dare to provoke him, and hurriedly responded: "Well, it's delicious, it's the best." โ
Shen Lingyu's expression was a little dark, and then he was even more energetic, in the second half of this meal, Ning Yufei became a large baby, and he was fed and fed the whole time......
It's not the first time, but it must be the one who feeds the most - this logic, Ning Yufei also knelt!
Fortunately, in the subsequent date, Ning Yufei did not touch the prince's scales again, and spent a beautiful afternoon in harmony.
It's not early, now Ning Yufei is a big idler, but Shen Lingyu is very busy, and it is estimated that he will be so busy that he can't sleep for several nights when he takes out this day.
The two of them left the mecha exhibition, and when they walked out, they happened to pass by the corridor where they had an accident before.
Ning Yufei looked at this place with a lot of emotion.
At that time, if Xie Jing hadn't had any muscles, I was afraid that they would both be buried here, and the smashed bones would be gone.
Thinking about this, Ning Yufei couldn't help but sigh.
was slightly distracted, but suddenly a loud bang rose from the ground, Ning Yufei's heart jumped, and then his eyes widened.
This familiar scene has happened again!
The corridor that had been repaired a long time ago collapsed again, but this time it was Shen Lingyu who was protecting him!
But what made him extremely stunned was, how could this scene be so similar to such a terrible degree?
How can it be? How could the same thing happen again?
It's not happening, it's like reappearing!