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Ning Yufei was stunned, he didn't expect it at all, he didn't expect Shen Lingyu to kiss him, and he didn't expect him to say such a thing.

Does he like him? Since when?

Ning Yufei's head was in chaos, and he couldn't figure it out at all.

His body stiffened and remained motionless, and only after half a sound did he take a deep breath and said slowly: "Xiao Yu, you are still young, you can't understand this feeling, you are just used to me and rely on me, this kind of liking is for your family and family, not the kind you think." ”

Shen Lingyu listened to his words, although it was expected, but that heart still sank again and again, and let it fall into the magma, and the hot heat made his eyes stained with red flames.

He stared at Ning Yufei without blinking, the young man's hoarse voice was full of extreme and persistent that could not be dissolved: "It's just a family member, will you want to touch it?" Will you want to kiss? Would you like to tear your clothes and taste your whole body? Or will it be a desire to leave the whole heart uncontrolled? Will you be impulsive enough to want to give up a qiē just to trap you around? ”

The feelings that had been suppressed for too long poured out, and the voice seemed to have a power that shook people's hearts, turning this word into a sledgehammer, which smashed into Ning Yufei's mind, making him a little dizzy.

This is definitely not impulsive, Shen Lingyu's feelings for him are definitely not a matter of one or two days.

Ning Yufei could still tell the difference.

But soon he was surrounded by a deep sense of self-blame and guilt.

It was he who was wrong, it was he who misled him.

It was when he was young, how could he be so intimate with him? Although he regarded him as a younger brother, in fact, even his own brother should not be like this.

What's the point of a half-grown teenager crammed into one bed all night?

Not to mention that when it's cold, they almost sleep in each other's arms.

His carelessness and carelessness invisibly pulled Shen Lingyu to a point of no return.

Although in this era, same-sex marriage is not so rejected, but he and Shen Lingyu are not only of the same sex, the blood relationship cannot be erased, and the Grand Duke's Marquis Mansion will not allow Shen Lingyu to have such an 'inappropriate' lover to survive.

So this road is destined to be impassable, Ning Yufei is an adult, he knows these things clearly, and he really shouldn't willfully pull a teenager who doesn't know anything into it.

Fortunately, it's not too late, sixteen-year-old ignorance comes and goes quickly, as long as he starts to alienate him, I believe that it won't be long before Shen Lingyu forgets him.

Thinking like this, Ning Yufei suppressed the loss in his chest, making his voice cold and detached: "I will act as if I didn't hear anything today." ”

When he said this, Shen Lingyu's pupils shrank sharply, and the red flame in the depths of his golden eyes spread wildly, and the color of the interlaced knots was extremely deep and intense, shocking. He pursed his thin lips, felt the tingling of his heart being stirred, and looked at him without blinking.

Ning Yufei didn't dare to look at him at all, he took a deep breath and continued: "Thank you for saving me, but let's not sleep in the same room in the future, this is not right, I always regarded you as a child before, but since you have grown up, you should keep a certain distance, it must be that we were too close before, so you had a misunderstanding, but in fact, ......"

"Are you going to chase me away?" Shen Lingyu opened his mouth and interrupted him in a trembling voice.

Ning Yufei only felt that countless sharp needles were thrown into his chest, piercing into his internal organs, he closed his eyes and continued: "It's not to drive you away, Xiao Yu, we are cousins, I am your family, I will never drive you away." ”

Shen Lingyu's eyes were red: "But you don't want me anymore." ”

Ning Yufei felt that he couldn't hold it anymore, he could only force himself to turn his head, and said in a cold voice that he had never had before: "Go out, you need to calm down, I also have to rest." ”

"Xiao Fei," Shen Lingyu's voice was full of uneasiness and panic, "I ......"

Ning Yufei forcefully interrupted his unfinished words: "Okay, don't say it, I'll ......" He paused before forcing himself to say it, "I don't want to hate you." ”

These six words were like a slap in the face, and Shen Lingyu's face turned pale.

He sat in front of the bed, his whole body seemed to be blown by the wind and snow, turning into a stiff ice sculpture, all the temperature in his body was withdrawn, even the blood was frozen, and this sense of despair that even the meaning of life was wiped out made him see no hope.

What he wants...... Didn't want to belong to him.

The ...... he longed for Never get it.

He wanted to give him the whole world, but this man didn't want it.

He didn't like himself, though he had known it for a long time, but when he heard it so closely, the maddening pain burned so his soul that he almost lost his mind.

Can't get ...... Can't get it, he can't get him.

No matter how long he waits, no matter what he does, no matter what he gives, his Xiaofei doesn't want him.

Shen Lingyu looked at him blankly, staring blankly at this thin figure with his back to him.

This is the person he likes so much: his jet-black hair, his slender neck, his beautiful back and fair legs, all of them, make him love to the bone, but now...... He watched, but he only felt the boundless coldness and coldness.

He confided his heart to him, and he told him that he liked what he liked and didn't know what to do.

But...... He said he didn't want to hate him.

What does this mean...... If he likes him, he hates him.

Is there anything more ironic than this?

The despair that surged into Shen Lingyu's heart at this moment was almost driving him crazy, he wanted to rush over regardless of it, wanted to bite his thin lips desperately, wanted to tear his clothes, raised his long-awaited legs, and frantically possessed him.

Hate it or hate it, disgust or fear, he wants him to belong to him, wants him to look at him, wants to imprison him, even if it is an innocent abyss, he will drag him to fall together.

But......

In that case, it's all over, it's all over.

Shen Lingyu used all the strength of his body to maintain the only trace of reason left in his mind, he slowly stood up, moved his legs, and forced himself out of the room.

Yes, he needs to calm down, he has to calm down, keep staying, he's going to do something irreparable.

But even if he walked out, even if he couldn't see him anymore, he couldn't let go of the obsession in his heart.

The only difference is how long he can hold out.

One day, two days, or three days? Even Shen Lingyu didn't know how long he could still silence the fierce beast that kept screaming and roaring.

When you can't control it...... Even he couldn't imagine it.

"Dumbo...... Xiao Fei ......" he muttered the name, and every trace of strength he drew from it intensified the bitter longing and greed.

This is undoubtedly ...... Drink poison to quench thirst.

Ning Yufei, who was sleeping in the room, heard the sound of the door closing, and his tense body relaxed a little, but soon, his entire chest was occupied by a huge loss.

What he said was so cold and detached, but Ning Yufei clearly saw his heart.

In the past three years, the affection he has poured into Shen Lingyu may not be a simple brotherhood.

If he just treats his brother, will he laugh when he sees him happy?

If he only treats his brother, is he defenseless in the face of his coquettishness?

If he only treats his family, will he sleep with him for the past three years?

He even changed to a bigger bed in order to make him sleep more comfortably, and even chose his favorite color in order to see his bright smile, and even ...... even watched his growing body have thoughts that shouldn't be.

This is not right, the conscience in his heart kept warning Ning Yufei.

Even if this body was very young, Ning Yufei's mental age was almost thirty years old, he was a complete adult, and Shen Lingyu was only sixteen years old, how could he harm him like this?

Completely ruining a person's future for the sake of selfish thoughts is something that should not be done.

Not to mention...... Shen Lingyu is too young, sixteen years old, really curious about everything, impulsive and ignorant of everything.

He said that he liked him, but I'm afraid even Shen Lingyu himself couldn't tell what this liking was.

After all, in Shen Lingyu's miserable life for more than ten years, Ning Yufei was his only peer and only friend.

After three years of interdependence, what is the relationship that has been hatched? I'm afraid no one can tell the difference.

And how long can such feelings last? It's a complete unknown.

Who hasn't been young? As a teenager, you can fall in love with someone for just a second, but what about afterward? How quickly do you forget jì and how quickly do you drop it?

When Shen Lingyu really grew up and realized that it was wrong for them to be together, or they were tired of being crooked, then ...... What should he do?

He has a young body, but he is not a child, what if he continues to accompany and continue to walk, what if he is completely in love with Shen Lingyu? When Shen Lingyu saw that there were countless possibilities in the thousands of worlds, and left him behind, what would he do when the time came?

Not to mention, they're still cousins.

It's all dead ends, it's so blocked that Ning Yufei really doesn't have the courage to take that step.

At this moment, it can still be stopped.

I don't give up now, but as long as time goes by, I will let go.

He will let go, and Shen Lingyu will also let go.

This is definitely the best option for them.

Taking a deep breath, Ning Yufei tried to calm down, but unfortunately he didn't sleep all night.

The whole night was filled with infinite memories, and since he came into this world, the closest people he had been to were not even his parents, but the half-grown boy.

In such a closely entangled three years, if you want to completely pull it out, what kind of pain does it have to be deboned and fleshed.

However, it is better than a qiē that cannot be recovered.

After a whole night, when he woke up the next day, Ning Yufei was in a trance, he sighed, took a shower, changed into home clothes and went out.

It's just that he didn't expect that the moment he stepped out of the door, he had done a whole night of psychological construction, and all of them collapsed after seeing the scene in front of him.

The one-meter-eight-tall guy curled up in the corner of the wall, his soft hair fell, embellishing his handsome facial features, but he couldn't hide the red and swollen eyes and the golden eyes that had been drained of all life.

He stayed here all night.

Ning Yufei's heart was stinging densely, and he froze there, motionless.

And at this time, he seemed to notice his appearance, Shen Lingyu raised his head, the eyes that should have been dazzling and extraordinary were gray, he looked at Ning Yufei, his lips trembled, and then big tears rolled out, like an abandoned child, like a wolf cub who had left the clan, that helplessness, that despair, that kind of anxiety and uneasiness, all accompanied by tears, all of a sudden, scalded on the tip of Ning Yufei's heart.

"Dumbo......" he called out the name in despair.

Ning Yufei only felt a stream of hot air rushing from the tip of his nose and rushing to his eye sockets, he forcibly suppressed the blindfolded water vapor, and said in a slightly broken voice: "What do you want?" ”

Shen Lingyu's face was even paler, his thin lips didn't even have a little blood, his eyes were full of hesitation and confusion, and his voice trembled: "I like you, I really like you, don't leave me, don't leave me, okay?" ”

Ning Yufei knew that the road ahead was bleak, he knew that this kind of youthful impulse had no future at all, and even knew that the two had a closely related blood relationship, but at this moment, seeing the appearance of the child he was guarding wholeheartedly, he couldn't hold it at all.

I don't want him to be so sad, I don't want him to be so miserable, I don't want him to be so desperate.

What he wants to give him is a happy life, what he wants to give him is a warm and comfortable family, and he wants him to grow up healthy, not so depressed that he seems to have lost the whole world.

Satisfy him.

Even if this relationship is destined to be fruitless, even if he is destined to be cruelly left behind, it doesn't matter.

As long as Shen Lingyu can move well and well towards a better future, it will be enough.

Ning Yufei took a deep breath and stretched out his hand to him: "Come into the house." ”

Suddenly hearing this, Shen Lingyu didn't come back to his senses at all.

Ning Yufei sighed: "Get up quickly, go to bed!" ”

Shen Lingyu stood up suddenly, because he had been squatting for too long, he would inevitably be dizzy when he got up so violently, but he couldn't care about it at all, he was dizzy in front of him, but he couldn't suppress the huge joy that surged up in his heart at all: "Xiaofei...... Dumbo ...... Xiaofei, you ......" because he was so excited, he was almost incoherent.

Ning Yufei's heart was already soft, but he couldn't open his mouth just to let him say those words, this kind of old cow eating tender grass felt too bad, he really didn't have that face.

Fortunately, the two of them were by the door, Ning Yufei walked into the house, and Shen Lingyu immediately followed.

Entering the room, Shen Lingyu still couldn't believe it, his golden eyes were completely bright, and the luster in them was shining, as if it was overflowing with countless stars.

There was still some apprehension in his voice: "Xiaofei...... What are you...... Accepted me? ”

Did you accept his confession?

His Xiaofei didn't hate him, but ...... Do you like him instead? Does his Dumbo want him too? Do you want to stay with him for the rest of your life?

Just think about it, that astonishing ecstasy was almost overwhelming him.

But suddenly, Shen Lingyu was very scared, too scared.

What if it's just a misunderstanding? What if Ning Yufei just looked at him wolf bèi and softened for a while? If Ning Yu flies......

These thoughts rose one by one, and Shen Lingyu's whole person seemed to be cooked by a blazing fire, and then frozen by cold ice, alternating between cold and cold, and completely hovering on the edge of the cliff.

If, if this is really just a misunderstanding, then ...... Shen Lingyu clearly saw the future.

Then he can only imprison him by his side forever, and tie this person up completely in the most cruel and irreparable way.

Ning Yufei didn't notice his thoughts, he was just very embarrassed: "Anyway...... Well...... When you change your mind, tell me sooner. ”

A simple sentence pulled Shen Lingyu back from the edge of the abyss.

Shen Lingyu lowered his eyes and looked at his cheeks that were flushed with shyness, and his voice trembled because of uneasiness...... The love in that chest was almost overflowing.

Shen Lingyu couldn't bear it anymore, he lowered his head and kissed the red lips that were about to go crazy with his thoughts.

Ning Yufei was stunned, but he didn't resist.

This was undoubtedly a huge encouragement, Shen Lingyu hugged him excitedly, the contact between the lip flaps was no longer satisfied with the friction of the lip flaps, he parted his teeth, his flexible tongue broke in, and frantically licked the qiē place he could touch. That's great...... It was so good that he was excited, like a beast that had been hungry all winter, and finally got the sweetest delicacy, and the madness that he couldn't describe in words.

Ning Yufei added and subtracted two people, but in fact, he really didn't have the slightest experience in kissing, he originally wanted to respond, but he was dizzy and out of breath by this bastard boy, and he almost didn't suffocate.

Finally separated, Ning Yufei's face turned red and he gasped for breath.

Shen Lingyu didn't kiss enough at all, he hugged Ning Yufei tightly with his arms, and his hot lips longed to kiss anywhere he could touch.

He has a fair forehead, a small nose, a beautiful chin, and a slender neck......

Seeing that Yue Yue was getting closer to the fire, Ning Yufei hurriedly stopped him: "Stop...... Stop...... Stop! ”

Shen Lingyu paused, raised his head, and his golden eyes were pitiful: "Xiaofei, I really want to kiss you." ”

Ning Yufei's heart was slammed.

Shen Lingyu's clear voice was hoarse and sexy: "I like you, Xiaofei, I really like you too much, let me kiss you, okay?" I miss you, I miss you so much. ”

As he spoke, his thin lips came up again, and after grinding it a few times against the lip flap, he couldn't wait to burrow into his mouth, and the madness really wanted to ignite the person in front of him, ignite it, and burn it together, becoming an inseparable cluster of fireworks.

Ning Yufei pulled back a little bit of his senses, and Shen Lingyu began to grind him softly.

I have known for a long time that this guy loves to be coquettish, but I didn't expect that after fully explaining his mind, his mouth would be as sweet as smearing honey.

Ning Yufei already had him in his heart, but after coaxing him with a few words, he was forced to take off his shirt, and the place where he kissed became more and more presumptuous.

If you don't stop, you're really going to go wrong!

Ning Yufei desperately pulled his shorts and stared at him: "If you come here again, I'm going to kick you out!" ”

Shen Lingyu looked at his delicate cheeks that were red and delicate and his body was full of red cherry petals, and he only felt that the evil fire was burning more and more, and the place was swollen to death.

It's just that he still knows how to measure, Ning Yufei is very good at talking, but when he really insists on one thing, it is difficult to entangle, and he must not use hard ones, he can only use soft ones.

Shen Lingyu suppressed the fire in his heart, rubbed his neck affectionately, and said softly: "Don't make trouble, Xiaofei, I'm so sleepy, I haven't slept all night." ”

Hearing him say this, Ning Yufei was distressed and angry, and couldn't help but say to him: "What are you doing if you have nothing to do?" You stayed outside the door all night, could it be that I still know? Last time, too, I just let you sleep in separate beds, and you just let me stand for the night, and this time it's ......" He said as he felt as if he had fallen into a trap, he turned his head, looked at the large koala rubbing against him, and asked, "You kid didn't mean to, did you?" Knowing that I am soft-hearted, I make a bitter plan! ”

Shen Lingyu raised his head, a pair of beautiful golden eyes blinked, how innocent and innocent the expression was: "I just don't know where to go, Xiaofei, if you drive me out, I won't have anywhere to go." ”

What he said was actually very unreliable, how could there be nowhere to go? The great Grand Duke's Mansion is waiting for him day and night! How can he say so pitiful.

Pity...... He really pinched Ning Yufei's weakness, knowing that Ning Yufei understood the meaning of his words.

In this world, where Ning Yu flies, he Shen Lingyu can settle down.

In this world, there is a corner of Ning Yufei, and he Shen Lingyu can be regarded as having a home.

Ning Yufei sighed, he really recognized it, knowing that it was a trick, he also jumped in......

Because this child has really entered his heart a long time ago, in the past three years, I don't know how many days and nights, quietly planted a seed, and then took root and sprouted, growing into a towering tree involving flesh and blood.

Ning Yufei got into the quilt and said in a muffled voice: "Go to bed, sleep, I'm tired too." ”

Shen Lingyu's eyes flashed, and he suddenly asked with surprise: "Xiaofei, didn't you sleep well last night?" ”

Ning Yufei was not as thick-skinned as him, and he replied indiscriminately: "I had a few bad dreams, it was too much trouble, so I wanted to sleep back." ”

Shen Lingyu stared at his reddish cheeks, where did he not know that he was embarrassed, bursts of sweetness welled up in his chest, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was dazzling enough to fascinate all beings.

Ning Yufei was really a little sleepy, leaning on the familiar embrace, feeling the hot body temperature, and after a while, he was a little dazed.

It's just that Shen Lingyu, who has been holding him, can't sleep.

I'm so happy, I'm so happy, this sense of surprise that he got what he wanted, he couldn't hold back the corners of his mouth at all, he just wanted to go up, he just wanted to smile.

Holding Ning Yufei like this, his whole body became more and more excited, and he became more and more unable to restrain himself.

Although he knew that the person in his arms would not let him do anything, the swollen and painful place was still uncomfortable, and he couldn't help rubbing it, pushing it, and he couldn't quench his thirst at all, but became more and more 'thirsty'.

Ning Yufei was about to fall asleep in a daze, and he was forced to wake up by him.

With such a big, hard thing behind you, anyone will come to their senses!

What a young man! Ning Yufei sighed, he couldn't even remember what he was like when he was sixteen years old.

Shen Lingyu noticed the tightness in his body, and couldn't help but whisper, "Did you make a noise?" ”

Ning Yufei didn't want to complain about him, so he asked knowingly!

When Shen Lingyu saw that he was awake, he simply had no scruples, and after he straightened his waist and pushed his head, his hot lips were about to fall between his white neck.