On the right side of the mountain

Countless wheat3 were collected

For the sake of washing

Slander against me and the girl

-- Lobsang Rinchen Changyang Gyatso

At the behest of Lassan Khan, Tiemuri used some of the information he had heard to catch the wind and shadows, and linked it with the fact that Cangyang Gyatso had grown his hair, drank alcohol, and lingered in the flower streets and willow alleys.

As a Gelug monk must be a strict ascetic, many people have lost faith in the young living Buddha under this deliberate slander, but the true monks and devout Tibetans have never believed these fabricated claims and tried their best to defend their living Buddha.

For Cangyang Gyatso, the purpose of these people has long been seen through by him, if in the past, he could have left this golden seat of human sacrifice in style, but now, he will never give up this position lightly, and he will not give in under the pressure of anyone. The helpless reality gradually pushed him to the forefront of the political competition, which may be a part of fate.

The Transcendental Puja for Zao lasted for 7,749 days, and Dawa Dolma took part in the chanting class as a member of Upayi, the only thing she could do for him, hoping that he would receive this modest help on his way to heaven.

Now Dawa Dolma basically lives a life of pure cultivation, she seems to have gradually found a prescription from Buddhism that can calm the soul, some things that are not usually noticed, as long as Cangyang Gyatso makes an appearance, she will secretly follow him to learn, for example, the oil lamp should remember to cover the gauze, in order to protect the small animals that like to flutter, do not eat honey, do not wear silk, do not wear leather, the hardships of bees collecting honey and silkworm silk make him unbearable to sit back and enjoy it, leather is stripped from the meat of cattle and sheep, he can't bear to wear it on his body, Leave the fruit with a worm hole and don't eat it, and when the fruit rots, the bugs will die naturally......

For the question that she had been asking in her heart, she also understood it in an instant, just because Cangyang Gyatso said a word to her. Cangyang Gyatso said: Everyone is a bodhisattva who has fallen into the red dust, just to come to the world to experience all kinds of suffering, because only when he has experienced pain firsthand, can he know how to sympathize with the suffering of sentient beings, and only then will he make a great wish of compassion from his true heart, endure suffering, and achieve the bodhisattva path.

When he said these words, her smile was as pure as a snow lotus, and although she was expressionless, she smiled at him from the bottom of her heart.

In the unusually cold political climate, the Fifth Pan/Zen Master Lobsang Yeshe once again came from Tashilhunpo Monastery to ordination the bhikshus for Changyang Gyatso, and at the same time heard some rumors between him and Dawa Dolma, and wanted to find out the real situation.

Cangyang Gyatso didn't want to hide anything from this respected old lama, and he wanted to show him a clear path with the insight of the Pan/Zen master.

Eight years ago, when Changyang Gyatso had just turned 14 years old, he and the lama met for the first time in Langkhazi, and he vividly remembered that at the solemn ordination ceremony, he had to take novice ordination as the reincarnation of His Holiness the Fifth Holiness, and that countless congregations knelt under the temple base, and he knelt reverently on the temple base and saw his hair fall to the ground. Every time the Guru said a precept, he repeated it: do not kill, do not steal, abstain from sexual immorality, do not lie, do not drink alcohol, do not eat at all times, abstain from incense and ornamentation, and abstain from worldly pleasures...... At that time, he was a simple and happy young man, a disciple of the Buddha who had strict precepts, and he tried to follow every precept perfectly, and from the bottom of his heart he was willing to be a model for the monks, and he practiced diligently for the sake of the future transformation of sentient beings, but then he encountered a big obstacle in his practice, so that he completely ignored the constraints of the precepts, and even so, he did not give up the pure Dharmakaya lightly, he only had doubts about this kind of spiritual life in the ivory tower, and now, he is trying to ask this old master for advice. I hope to get a satisfactory answer from his mouth.

Lobsang Yesi saw that his mood was uneven, he was an energetic young man, his eyes were clear and bright, his teeth were white and neat, his shoulders were broad and strong, and his body was noble and elegant.

But unexpectedly, he opened his mouth and said, "Guru, I am in love with a woman. ”

Lobsang Yesi's expression was calm, and in this absolutely private environment, it was best to get straight to the point, and he said, "Oh? What kind of person is she? ”

Cangyang Gyatso was very happy that the lama would ask questions about his lover, and immediately distilled the most precise words in his mind to tell him: "Her name is Dawa Dolma, she is a widow, she is too good to say anything about marksmanship, she has killed three people, but these are only appearances, things that others have seen. ”

Lobsang Yexi frowned slightly, it seems that the point of what Cangyang Gyatso wants to say is not here, and the next is what he wants to say, sure enough, I heard Cangyang Gyatso continue: "When I first saw her, I had a hunch, she was like my shadow, the other half of my soul, I used zazen, chanting, chanting, even drinking, lethargy, anesthesia, and so on all I could think of to forget her, but I couldn't do it, I was very annoyed, when I closed my eyes, I could no longer see the golden body of Rulai, All I saw was her face, when I went to the Jokhang Temple to turn the prayer cylinder, not for anything else, I just thought, maybe she has been here, maybe the prayer cylinder has her fingerprints printed on it, when I appeared at the prayer ceremony, how many people looked at my face, and I was only playing the drum for her in my heart, worried that she was looking at me at a certain angle, I was rejected by her many times, and I was heartbroken for her many times, and then I became thicker and thicker-skinned, and now I think it's very good, I can boldly admit that I can't forget her, It was she who made me know myself, I just can't do without her, even if I accompany her to death and hell, I am willing to do it, and I will never regret it. ”

"To die? To hell? Robsang Yesi repeated sternly with a stern gaze.

Cangyang Gyatso nodded firmly: "Not bad." ”

Lobsang Yeshe pondered for a moment, and said in his always strong and sonorous voice: "You are the Dharma King, the Living Buddha, and the guide in the minds of hundreds of millions of people!" You're going to hell, so have you ever thought about where you will be led? Don't talk about sentient beings, I just tell you that your lover, you are a living Buddha, you fell for her, how heavy her sins should be, even if you don't care, can you bear to let your beloved go to hell to suffer! ”

Cangyang Gyatso was speechless when asked, and there seemed to be a surprise of epiphany mixed with the shame of the landlessness.

Lobsang Yesi deserves to be a generation of high monks. In this snowy region, Cangyang Gyatso is higher in status, but in Buddhism, he is Cangyang Gyatso's teacher, and using the teacher's tone to cut off students is also a means to help people break through their confusion and become enlightened.

Cangyang Gyatso pressed his head lower and lower, almost falling to the ground, and his tone became more and more humble: "Guru...... I know that what I said is not right, and my biggest problem at the moment is that she has grown in my heart, and I can't dig it up, cut it off, and I can't get rid of her, and I can't cut her down at all......" His voice turned from low to choked: "At this moment, I finally understood what the Buddha meant by the suffering of 'love and separation'. At this point, his tears fell to the ground.

This is the state of mind of people who are deeply trapped in the red dust love network, who is passionate for a while, not afraid of heaven and earth, weak and sad for a while, suffering from gains and losses, and the most painful fear is also a person like him, knowing that he is constantly sinking, and he also knows the retribution of sinking, but he would rather give up a ladder to save himself, only to wait for hell. Luo Sang Yixi nodded, gently placed his palm on the top of his head, and said gently, "Okay, okay, don't cry." ”

Feeling the warmth and compassion conveyed by this hand, Cangyang Gyatso wiped away his tears and raised his head: "Guru...... Is there anything you can do? ”

Luosang Yixi shook his head: "Even the Buddha said, the red dust is difficult to solve, you love my heart, I pity you, I think it is karma, after hundreds of thousands of eons, often entangled, what good way can I do?" However, I want to meet this lover of yours. ”

Cangyang Gyatso pursed his lips, thought about it for a moment, and nodded, "Okay." ”

On the second day, Master Lobsang Yeshe personally met Dawa Dolma, who was a criminal, in the blessed land of the West Sunshine Temple. Dawa Dolma wears a waist-length embroidered jacket, a long blue skirt, a velvet scarf, and a black veil, which was introduced by monks. Master Lobsang Yesi withdrew everyone, even the acolytes who came with him had to avoid him. Cangyang Gyatso couldn't go in, so he had to wait at the palace gate.

With wise questions and answers, Guru Lobsang Yeshe revealed all the secrets of Dawa Dolma's heart so clearly that he had never even said these words to Cangyang Gyatso. In the end, she finally agreed to hand over the heavy burden in her heart to Master Losang Yesi for safekeeping, and she, from now on, had a new identity - the secret female disciple of Master Losang Yesi, and she walked out of the blessed land Miaoxuan Palace with great glory, and at this moment, her steps were light and happy, like a newborn elk.

Cangyang Gyatso, who was hovering outside the door, eagerly greeted her, and when he saw that her expression seemed to have changed slightly, he asked, "What did the master say to you that made you so happy?" At first, he thought she would still look at him gloomily as she had done before, and then leave silently.

Unexpectedly, Dawa Zhuoma smiled at him and said very casually: "The master didn't say anything, he just listened to me." ”

Sensing that the gloomy atmosphere had finally given rise to hope, Cangyang Gyatso chased after her and asked ecstatically, "Then what did you say to the master?" Can't you tell me about it too? ”

Dawa Dolma shook her head: "This is a secret between me and the master. ”

Cangyang Gyatso stopped in amazement, and in a flash of thought, he actually ate the master's vinegar, but he soon understood that it was not like that, and ran up again excitedly, and asked: "The master can't do anything about me, does he not let you ignore me?" ”

Dawa Zhuoma suddenly stopped, turned his face to look at him, and his eyes were full of confidence and were extremely beautiful: "What nonsense are you talking about, I have never seen such a narrow-minded person as you." ”

Cangyang Gyatso smiled and said, "It's not because I met you that I became a narrow-minded person, hehe......"

A few days later, when Lama Lobsang Yeshe was going back, he could not convince Tsangyang Gyatso to take the bhikshu ordination, but he persuaded Dawa Dolma to take the bhikshuni ordination, didn't Tsangyang Gyatso swear that he would only love Dawa Dolma in this life, so he would not betray her to become intimate with other women. What a wise old man.

Then, Dawa Dolma was going to follow Master Lobsang Yeshe to Tashilhunpo Monastery for ordination, and after the ordination, he would come back, and the round trip would take at least ten days and eight days, and Cangyang Gyatso was eager to follow her