Chapter 239: A Life Written Only for Others
February 26, 8 p.m
"Did he choose this path in the end?" Angeletta stroked the ring in her hand, which was a relic that Wales had unloaded when he threw Louise on the dragon's head, and which had been held by Louise since then, and still had residual warmth on the ring to this day
"I'm sorry Your Highness the Princess, I didn't succeed in persuading His Royal Highness to leave," Louise said with red eyes, "The rebels had already swarmed into the church when we left, and His Royal Highness would never choose to surrender or become a prisoner, so I said"
"I know that," Rietta nodded, "it's not Louise's fault, I guess this long journey must have made you very tired, right?" Then please go back to your room and rest, the Demon Envoy who came back to the academy before you is waiting in the room."
"Your Highness Princess, I would like to ask you something," said Louise, plucking up her courage, "you must have persuaded His Highness the Prince to flee in your letter, right?" ”
"Yes, I spent half a page in my letter trying to persuade him to flee from Abion, but it seems that he didn't listen at all" Angelita barely squeezed out a smile "Okay, Louise, you better go back and rest, this trip has hit you too hard, even your betrothed Viscount Valudo"
"Your Royal Highness, I'm fine," Louise said, bowing her head, "it's also my fault, Valudo came to me at night, and he said that he could make me stronger, after all, because I was too greedy, and now I can see his true colors."
"Louise, you are really my amazing childhood sweetheart" Ann Lietta hugged Louise "Remember, this is the fate of women, sinking for love, even if it is unfaithful love, men are always so desperate for themselves, what else can we say?" ”
Although it is difficult to say anything at such a time, but Your Royal Highness Princess, do you want to take the opportunity to attack Louise? Also、Can you not educate your daughter-in-law the same as your mother-in-law?
"Yes, I think so too, Her Royal Highness the Princess," and actually responded
"Heh~ It's worthy of Louise" An Lietta let go of Louise, "Go back, I'm leaving the academy too, and the criticism of the ministers has risen again recently"
"Then farewell, Princess," Louise bowed
"Well, Louise, if you need my help with something, please speak up, I will definitely help you" Angela smiled and waved her hand "Have a good dream"
"I wish you happiness, Princess Ann Lietta" The two left the back garden at the same time, and both of them must have been in the same pain, right?
"Chong, go back to your room" Louise tugged at Chong's sleeve, "Are you tired too?" ”
"No," he only had a physiological reaction of tiredness when his body reached a critical point, and this kind of long-distance travel was already a daily occurrence for him
"It's okay, when you're tired, you have to say" Louise grabbed herself and took it forward, in fact, she was just following herself, her strength was too small to pull herself, "Thank you really this time"
"No, it's okay" Chong glanced at the dormitory, the light in Louise's room was still on, fine
"I'll go to the library, you go back first" Chong ripped the sleeve from Louise's hand, he didn't have any clothes to change here, so he had to be careful not to tear the cuffs
"Why do you always have to run around alone," Louise complained, "can't you learn to mingle with other people?" ”
"Everyone's personality is different, I don't want to associate with other people" Chong wants to turn around and "you can go to sleep"
"Then how did you find out about Valudo's conversation with me?" Louise squirmed, "Did you eavesdrop?" ”
The ghost would eavesdrop—though she wanted to, but she couldn't give an answer if she pressed further, so he chose to remain silent, and Louise thought he had acquiesced
"Woo! That's—that's not right! The demon can't eavesdrop on his master's conversation! Louise blushed and shouted, "Punishment! Definitely going to punish you! ”
"Punishment?" Chong asked uncertainly, I'm afraid that it is impossible for her small body to even knock herself down
"I'm tired now, so I won't punish you yet, but remember for me, I'll find you sooner or later" Louise turned her head and strode towards the room
"I'm such a fool, it's enough to have you by my side" When Chongya turned around to leave, he clearly heard the crying laughter coming from behind him, "Even if it doesn't belong to me, it's fine, but as long as you can be impressed"
Chong stood in silence, his footsteps getting farther and farther away from him
"If I had figured it out, then I wouldn't need to rob the marriage" Chong hooked the corners of his mouth, "It shouldn't be too late, and you kid still has a chance"
"Do you want to raise an eagle to come out?" a sound of wings flapping came from overhead, and the identity of the person who came could be understood without saying it
"It's just a simple compensation" Chong didn't look up, even though he had become that person's student, he still didn't dare to look directly at him
"What's the compensation, as long as you can guarantee that he will go back alive," Black Wing dispersed, and he stood in the void and replied to him, "You are no different from raising animals"
"There's no way he's going to stay here forever, so he's better not do anything bloody," Chong replied, "but at least leave him some memory"
"But if it really comes to the end, will you still let him keep this memory?" There was no doubt, he had already come up with the answer "It's better not to be happy for a while, memory is not something that disappears easily, and when he thinks about it again, it will be even more painful"
"By the time he remembered, the man who had made him miserable was long gone," sublime whispered, "at least until then"
"It's good to have a determination to die, but sometimes death doesn't solve the problem," he said, lowering his voice a bit, "It's not good to aim for Bad.and"
"Why do you even bother with this?"
"Because you have made a promise to us, no matter what others think, the last thing I can tolerate is betrayal and violation," he said with a sneer, "It doesn't matter if you break the treaty, I will not blaspheme the dead"
"I'll do it before the end."
"I'm not against a life of fighting for others, but sometimes you have to think a little more about yourself" He half-narrowed his eyes, "You don't have that much time to squander for others, think about it, aren't some things you do with your own heart?" ”
"Me"
"I don't need an answer, I prefer a human heart that holds secrets," he shook something down, "This is my reward for you"
"Rings?" Chong picked up the ring made of amethyst and looked at it, "Magic ring?"
"This is a tempering stone for the depressed, look forward to it, it will come in handy one day, and that day will be very close" He landed steadily, "Then I should let you do something for me"
"Those so-called aristocratic factions are going to invade here soon, I want you to go and let that kid join the battlefield"
"No"
"The sword can never be wielded passively, I hate the distinction between ranks, so everyone is a warrior in my eyes" he said indifferently, "he has already received two gifts from me, so he does not want to receive charity from me and you"
"I also want you to do something, aren't you interested in why the so-called bazooka is flowing here, then I'll let you find out for yourself now" He pulled out a blueprint from the void "Because you're crazy, this is teleportation magic, set off before the war comes"
"Why don't you do it yourself?" Chong said, "It's not because of lack of strength, it's just pure unwillingness?" ”
"You're questioning me?" The voice became cold for a moment, "Too much kindness lately has made you misinterpret kindness? Or are you angry that I know everything but don't go to war? ”
"I have no reason to wield a knife for the ants, what does the war between them have to do with me" is a very correct answer "I will not do anything before the war reaches my homeland, you can also settle down a little, I didn't give you time to mess around"
"The captain of the guard is a warning, Louise she is of great use to me, I must not let this treasure fall into the hands of the enemy, or I will be heartbroken" He came closer, and then the sharp nails pierced deep into his skin, and the blood flowed to his fingers little by little, and he stared like this, "The blood is very red, but unfortunately there is too much dirt on the heart, this kind of thing cannot be called a work of art"
"If you are dissatisfied, you can speak freely, but your life will not change in any way" he pulled out his nails, "Since you are going to entrust your life to others, then be prepared to be sent to death"
"Don't change anything, your fate has been entrusted to God, and I am God" he laughed loudly, and no one around noticed that there were no rules in front of me.
"I expect you to raise the flag of treason out of displeasure, like those foolish people, who will be delusional. I want to tell the truth, and then die one by one on the road of pursuing my ideals."
"Since they want to pave the way with blood, and then I have to fulfill them," there was no contempt in his eyes, and the so-called ideals were nothing more than a joke to him
"If you're really dissatisfied with your life so far, then try to find something you want to do, you're always swinging a sword for someone else, and that kind of sword should be abandoned sooner" He re-used magic to form black wings "It's no fun to take on alone, and the supreme apostasy is not that kind of play"
"If it's happiness, give it all up, if it's pain, pull someone else along, then I'm looking forward to the next lesson" He flew away in an instant "The bird of freedom is beautiful, but then it's easier to get caught in the birdcage, and no one of the three of you can put down the sword"
"If you want to protect them, try to deny your life so far, and the tools" disappear, leaving behind a long list of contemplative words and leaving
"I'm always swinging a sword for others, but I don't have any wishes to talk about in my own life," Chong pondered, "Denying my life, it seems that I can't even have a chance to make amends."
"Forget it, anyway, it's the result of thinking about it a long time ago, even if there is no contract engraved on your hand, you still have to learn to obey" Chong continued to walk in the direction of the library
"It's just, a little unwilling," Chong said coldly, and then disappeared under the two moons
The sixteen years of the boy's life have been working hard for others, and most of the blood that flows out of his body every time is for others, and he will not feel unwilling to do his own things, will not be proud of his toughness, everything he does not distinguish between good and evil, and everything he does not belong to himself
But if he no longer lives for others, then the boy will no longer have the meaning of survival, and he will definitely collapse on his own before he really comes to an end
He is using other people's lives to sustain his own life, even if the reason for swinging the sword is never because of himself, but his life is colored in other people's stories, even if it does not belong to him, even if he cannot have his own will
As long as he can give himself a reason to live, then he can listen to anyone's request, he is willing and addicted to it, yes, like a puppet, whoever can pull his silk thread to make him act, then that person is his master
That was his sad and hopeless life