35.35 Requiem for a Dream
The next day, Ning Wei carried her violin on her back, took the address given by Fu Yufeng to his door, and rang the doorbell.
To her surprise, it was neither Fu Yufeng nor Ji Qianyu who came to open the door, but a very good-looking young man, dressed quite elegantly, but he looked a little grizzled inexplicably. Ning Wei was stunned for a moment, looked down at the address on her phone, and her gaze hesitantly fell on the young man.
"You ......"
"Chu Ming, friend of the wind." This Chu Ming in front of the door was a self-acquaintance, so he pulled her in very naturally, closed the door and smiled heartily at her, his temperament made people feel quite comfortable, "Ning Wei, right?" Hello hello, I asked me to send the piano over today, and now I am adjusting the layout in the piano room, it is dusty, it is better to sit in the living room for a while. ”
Good. Ning Wei nodded gratefully at him and sat down on the sofa. Chu Ming walked into the semi-open kitchen with ease, turned around the kitchen several times, made a pot of coffee and put it in front of her, and sighed twice: "The last time I came to his house, there were only a few kitchenware in the kitchen, but now the wallpaper is colorful, and I also specially built a coffee machine, and sure enough, the quality of life has leaped several times after learning Jinwu Zangjiao......"
"Oh...... They live together. Ning Wei was slightly stunned, then nodded, picked up the coffee and took a sip. Although Chu Ming noticed that Ning Wei was a little strange, he was just a self-acquaintance, and he was not really familiar with Ning Wei, so he just smiled, nodded noncommittally, and quietly changed the topic.
"yes, boyfriend and girlfriend."
He politely sat with Ning Wei for a while, then glanced at the time, stood up and said goodbye to her: "I have something else to do, so I will leave first, and I don't have to disturb them, Miss Ning will help me talk to him when I see the wind?" ”
Yes, no problem. Ning Wei made a reassuring expression, nodded at him solemnly, and looked at him with some curiosity: "I'll see you later, I'll tell you - speaking of which, are you here to send Fu Yufeng's Stanway?" Why did he put the piano here for you? ”
"Huh? No, it's my Yamaha. Chu Ming was slightly stunned and shook his head, "At that time, the situation was more complicated, in short, this Yamaha had always been playing before, and now he simply bought it directly from me and brought it to Ji Qianyu to practice, and a week later, Ji Qianyu and their school had a school celebration show, and they had a program of playing two pianos." ”
"The piano can't shine in the sun, and there is a window in his piano room, and now the furniture is also moved so that the two pianos are properly arranged, otherwise why use such a big battle."
Oh, I see. Ning Wei nodded clearly, raised her arm and waved her hand at him slightly, watching him leave. The sound insulation of the piano room is very good, but now it is not tightly closed, leaving a small slit for ventilation, and the sound of heavy objects moving and low talking faintly wafts out from time to time, and spreads out in the air.
The relationship is so good, Ning Wei sighed softly, she couldn't say whether she was envy or loss, or both.
When Fu Yufeng suddenly disappeared from Austria three years ago, she was also full of anxiety and overwhelmingly searched. However, there is a vast sea of people, and it is not easy to find someone who has no news, and she has a violin that she can't put down, so she can't really leave her music and career aside completely. can only stay where he is with trepidation, secretly looking forward to the day when Fu Yufeng can suddenly appear again, and there is no change from before.
If there is a day, then she must overcome the shyness and reserve in her heart, and muster up the courage to say what she wants to say to him.
And then it was three years.
In the past few years, she can't really say that she is completely waiting for Fu Yufeng, after all, she has a stable career, improved her performance skills, opened her second solo concert, and lived a busy and fulfilling life along the established trajectory, but she deliberately avoided a possibility in terms of feelings, and she was always alone. She has always been very clear about this, and she often tells her that it is not Fu Yufeng who is waiting for, but there is no better candidate than Fu Yufeng.
However, her heart would not lie to her, after suddenly getting the news of Fu Yufeng a few days ago, she left the qiē at hand without thinking about it, and returned to China alone on the occasion of the third solo concert, just to find Fu Yufeng's traces.
Then she found Fu Yufeng, but she was helpless against his current depression; wanted to show his intentions, but suddenly found that in the past three years, someone has taken the lead.
It would be false to say that she was not sad about the loss, but she knew very well that she was not qualified to be beaked or unhappy. After all, all the possibilities were based on her self-righteousness, and in reality, they never started after all. She has never been the protagonist in Fu Yufeng's life, she used to have this thought, but now it's broken, that's all.
No one owes her anything, and she's just thinking unrealistically, too much.
It's just Ji Qianyu...... It turns out that he likes, is it such a girl?
Ning Wei sat on the sofa and drank a cup of coffee, and was stunned for a while, I don't know how long it took, and finally heard the sound of the door being pushed open. She sat up straight, subconsciously looked towards the place where the sound came from, and saw that the door of the piano room was opened, Ji Qianyu was about to come out, and Fu Yufeng stopped her at the door.
"Where did you get the ash on the tip of your nose?" He said, reaching out and touching the tip of her nose and looking at her with a slight smile, "Clumsy." ”
Seeing that the ash had been destroyed and destroyed, Ji Qianyu had no fear, arrogantly raised his face and gestured to bite, chased his finger and bit it several times, was held by Fu Yufeng on the cheek, and kissed it on the tip of his nose.
"I like to be clumsy, too." He said. Ji Qianyu's cheeks were slightly red, he snorted twice and glanced at him in warning, walked out of the piano room triumphantly, and walked in the direction of the kitchen, while Fu Yufeng turned back to the room and sat in front of his piano.
Ning Wei looked at the door of the room halfway open, and the low winter sunlight stingily reflected through the window, casting a faint halo over Yiqiē. Fu Yufeng sat in front of the piano, as if sitting in a ball of light. Two pure black pianos are placed side by side, and the black and white keys are intertwined.
Sweet lovers, bright rooms, elegant pianos, a qiē looks so good.
But Ning Wei thought of Fu Yufeng's commission yesterday, and a slight doubt rose in her heart without warning. Once this kind of doubt arises, it is like a fine spike on a thorn that makes it impossible not to care, and looking at this scene again carries a little indescribable sense of disobedience. Ning Wei frowned slightly, this sense of disobedience still didn't disappear when Ji Qianyu looked at her, but the other party's gaze made her unable to continue to think carefully.
Ning Wei got up from the sofa and smiled at Ji Qianyu's gaze.
She has always been lively and cheerful, but probably because she had wronged someone and was found on the spot, she was always a little restrained in front of Ji Qianyu. Ji Qianyu nodded at her as polite, but he didn't smile as standard as she did.
To be precise, this Ji Qianyu is not the same as what she saw before.
is even different from the soft, willful and coquettish woman in front of Fu Yufeng just now.
Ning Wei's ability to observe words and emotions is not weak, and she soon found that Ji Qianyu's cold appearance at this time should not be aimed at her, but her personality is like this. This was her first meeting with Ji Qianyu without Fu Yufeng on her side, the two of them looked at each other for a moment, and there was no spark of heavenly thunder that moved the underworld, Ji Qianyu just nodded at her briefly, and then continued to walk towards the kitchen.
A rather unruly person, cold, sober, indifferent to most people and things.
It's a little different from what she thought. Ning Wei was stunned for a moment, she always thought that Ji Qianyu was the kind of character who was cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and the cold beauty was melted into a puddle of spring water by love. But today's meeting with Ji Qianyu suddenly made her deny her thoughts.
- She is still unruly and keen, and she has changed in front of Fu Yufeng, but she has not been really changed by Fu Yufeng.
They didn't speak, they just nodded to each other as a greeting. Ji Qianyu retracted her gaze and continued to walk towards the kitchen, Ning Wei hesitated for a moment, got up and came to the door of the piano room.
In the light of the piano room with some light mist, Fu Yufeng turned his back to her, slowly stretched his fingers, and played "Requiem for Dreams" smoothly on the piano. The tempo of this song is very slow and very depressing, and even a professionally trained pianist would not choose such an extremely dull and gloomy piece. Ning Wei walked towards Fu Yufeng, stood still behind him, and watched him lower his eyes and press the keys slowly.
Ning Wei looked at it for a long time, her eyes crossed Fu Yufeng, and fixed on the sheet music that was turned over in the piano stand.
"Do you already need to watch the sheet music play for a piece of this difficulty? Can't remember the score? Ning Wei asked softly and closed her eyes.
"So depressed, so painful, your hand is hesitating, playing very confused."
Fu Yufeng didn't seem to hear her words, and was indifferent and shuttled on the black and white keys step by step. Ning Wei opened her eyes, glanced at the door that she had brought behind her, and lowered her voice.
"Fu Yufeng, you confess to me ......"
"What is your illness now?"
The piano finally stopped.
"It doesn't matter what Cheng dù is now." Fu Yufeng whispered, raised his eyes, and his gaze was fixed on a place in mid-air.
"Important thing, it's getting worse. I know why, but there's nothing I can do to stop it. ”
"Something to do with Ji Qianyu?" Ning Wei asked in a low voice.
“…… Be. After a moment of silence, Fu Yufeng replied quietly.