"Your parents know about it! How did they react at the time? ”

"They didn't say anything at the time, but I learned later what cold violence after silence is!"

"Cold violence!?" Xiao Chengjun couldn't believe what he heard.

"Yes, cold violence, they changed my school, it was a private school with full closed three-dimensional supervision, I was only in the fourth grade at the time, about 10 years old, they actually sent me there, and I could only go home once a month, during this period, my mother would come to see me every week, and my father, he never came. But now that I think about it, my dad has been kind enough to me like this. ”

Bai Jing randomly stacked some unused cosmetics on the table into a pile, and continued: "Don't give you nonsense, in short, in a word, I'm a gay!" An all-natural and pollution-free gay! Now you get the idea. ”

Xiao Chengjun didn't understand, he couldn't be clearer, in the face of Bai Jing's calmness, Xiao Chengjun admired the person in front of him a little, gay, what a harsh noun, in Bai Jing, but it was interpreted so calmly.

"I see."

"Then do you admit that you are gay?" Bai Jing continued to pick up the unresolved topic just now, and asked Xiao Chengjun bluntly.

"I ...... It's gay. Although Xiao Chengjun's voice was small, Bai Jing heard it clearly and truly.

"Actually, you don't have to be so repulsive about your identity as gay, I still say that, what's wrong with gay, he also has two eyes, a nose, a pair of ears, and a mouth, eats the people's food, drinks green and natural boiled water, and can and pee, and also has seven emotions and six desires, only like the same sex, what's wrong with liking the same sex, which provision in the constitution says that the same sex is not allowed to like the same sex! The country doesn't care about this, what are you worried about? ”

"Bai Jing, you are simple and real, but the things you consider are still a little single, what you do and what you say, it has always been a tendon, our personalities are different, maybe I worry too much, rather than let me lose what I have now, I would rather abandon the identity that I am gay, just like this for the rest of my life, do not harm girls, and do not spoil same-sex ......"

Hearing this, Bai Jing was not calm at all: "Do you know what you're talking about? You sue me! What are you worried about? Could it be that your parents will beat you to death if they know that you are gay? Or are you afraid that your friends around you will find out and think you're dirty? I sue you, Xiaojun, in fact, these are not the most important things, what you care about the most is your so-called self-esteem, you are simply a coward who can't even look down on yourself, you think of yourself too lowly! ”

"I don't want to tell this secret, why don't I want to say the words 'I like you' to the person I like, do you know how uncomfortable it feels to hold in your heart! But, Bai Jing, I can't be so frank with you, rather than making me pay the price of losing the love of my parents and the trust of my friends, this bet is too big, I can't afford it, let alone bear it. At this time, Xiao Chengjun's words were a little excited, and a little helpless.

Yes, some people mention the word gay, maybe it's just a joke, or maybe it's just a casual remark, but for Xiao Chengjun, this is a gap that can never be crossed.

"But ......" Bai Jing wanted to continue to persuade Xiao Chengjun, but was scolded back by Xiao Chengjun's next words.

Xiao Chengjun reluctantly smiled at Bai Jing on the screen, and said: "Don't talk about this, I came to you today to discuss with you about the rematch between the two of us, you say, what show should we perform in the rematch?" I get a headache when I think about it. ”

Bai Jing frowned slightly, he didn't seem to care about what Xiao Chengjun said at this time, and when he sorted out his thoughts, he looked at Xiao Chengjun with a firm look and said, "Xiaojun...... Try to be brave and show your most authentic side to your family, friends or loved ones, if it is family, they will definitely try to understand you, if it is a friend who really cares about you, they will not mind that you are gay, if it is really someone who deserves you to love and love you, what is the harm in saying it? I don't mean anything else when I say this, I just want you to be your true self, don't worry about it anymore, you know, I usually watch your live broadcast, although you always look radiant, but I'm gay, I can see the unknown gloom hidden in your eyes, I don't want to see you worried, believe me, be brave once, be yourself. ”

Hearing Bai Jing's refreshing persuasion, Xiao Chengjun suddenly warmed his heart, he slowly took off the wig on his head, a calm smile pulled up at the corner of his mouth, and said calmly: "Okay, I accept your advice, but the words can be said in front, this thing still needs to be done slowly, this is not something that can be done all at once, cooking is also a small heat and slow cooking, I don't want to scare people all of a sudden, I'm not you, you are too reckless to do things, you have to change." ”

"Change the yarn, you can't change it, my temper and personality are qualitative, okay, you can pinch my shortcomings and not let go." Bai Jing looked extremely reluctant and replied to Xiao Chengjun perfunctorily.

Xiao Chengjun didn't care about Bai Jing's attitude at this time, he suddenly thought of something, his eyes lit up, and he asked tentatively: "Bai Jing, what is your parents' attitude towards you now?" ”

This question is really important to Xiao Chengjun, he wants to know what the result will be if he overcomes his parents like this in the future.

Bai Jing didn't shy away from it, and said bluntly: "My mother has been relieved, she has spoiled me since I was a child, and it was my father's idea to send me to a private school at that time, and my mother quarreled with my father a lot about this, and almost divorced." ”

"What about your dad?"

Bai Jing in front of the camera touched the cigarette out of nowhere, held the cigarette butt in the corner of his mouth, frowned slightly, and lit the cigarette butt with a gesture, "My dad, he is an old antique, which is more difficult to overcome, and he still can't accept it when he hears me say this now, but fortunately, he doesn't stop me now, he usually opens one eye and closes one eye, I think he probably acquiesces." Bai Jing explained.

Hearing Bai Jing's answer, Xiao Chengjun neither got the ideal answer, nor was he depressed, he looked at the half-extinguished cigarette in Bai Jing's mouth, and said in a shallow voice: "Do you smoke?" ”

"Rub! Don't tell me you don't smoke. Bai Jing was a little surprised, and raised his eyes to look at Xiao Chengjun on the screen.

"No."

"Rub! You really don't smoke! It's really a good baby, don't tell me, you're still in one place! Bai Jing pressed the cigarette butt twice in a circle in the ashtray, and stared at Xiao Chengjun on the screen with both eyes.

Xiao Chengjun pondered for a moment, and barely squeezed out a few words: "Does fighting/hand/gun count?" ”

Hearing this, Bai Jing couldn't believe it, he suddenly stood up, half-hunched his waist, his two paws curled slightly in front of his teeth, and his lips and teeth trembled from time to time: "I'm cǎo!" You turned out to be the legendary thousand-year-old stone man who jumped out of the crack in the stone!? You've been an eye-opener for me today. ”

If you want to say that Bai Jing's brain is really small, Xiao Chengjun doesn't even dare to announce his identity as gay to the world, and he can't even touch this girl, what does he rely on if he doesn't solve it with his hands!? What's not he everywhere?!

"Fuck your uncle, this is called self-love, you know! Self-love! Although it was a little difficult to speak, Xiao Chengjun still pretended to be a 'I am the truth' posture and said to Bai Jing.

"Still self-love, you really put gold on your face, I'm a mother, virgin/male, more than 20 people, virgin/male!? Hahahaha......"

"Huh?! No, is that funny?! At this moment, Xiao Chengjun realized that Bai Jing's laughter was so low, and it was very strange.

After Bai Jing smiled enough, he straightened his hair, looked at Xiao Chengjun with a small look of lust and said, "Why don't you ...... Brother broke your place? ”