Marshal (4)

An Qing thought, how could Huo Beichen not understand?

But he must let Ning Yufei see clearly.

In the final analysis, he sent someone to find out these in order to let Ning Yufei know the truth.

Whether it is good or bad, only when you face it can you get out of the cage that traps you.

When Ning Yufei woke up, it was already sunny outside.

Ice field planets rarely see such a large sun.

He got up, put on his pajamas, and stood in front of the window to look out.

The snow turned into a dazzling golden yellow due to the scorching sun, and it seemed that the whole world had become a beautiful gold.

Because of this beautiful sight, dusty memories were evoked, and those unique golden eyes suddenly appeared in his mind.

The stinging pain in the heart came, and Ning Yufei's eyes inevitably crossed a bitter color.

Shen Lingyu......

His smile is known as the jewel of the empire.

And the real treasure, Ning Yufei is definitely the only one he has seen.

is different from a deliberately revealing smile, not so arc and precision, not so appropriate, and not so elegant and extravagant.

It's childish, it's gaffe, it's not even elegant.

But it is sincere, intense, and with an amazing contagion, people can't help but want to get closer, to protect, to accept.

When Ning Yufei knew that Xie Jing didn't like him so much, he was disappointed and painful, but he was not surprised, because the two had never been equal.

But Shen Lingyu ...... When it is known that the person has given up on himself.

Ning Yufei really couldn't believe it, and he couldn't accept it very, very much.

It's not just disappointment, it's not just pain, it's more of a desperate confusion.

If a person who has known him since childhood has changed, if a person kills for him, the person who has risked his life for him will also change......

So what else in this world can be trusted?

What kind of feelings can be trusted?

Still...... Is there any true love?

Simple, there are no impurities, no identity background, just two people, guarding a love that belongs to each other.

Save zài?

Ning Yufei couldn't see it.

So he couldn't get out.

Forcing himself to look away, Ning Yufei cheered up, turned around and went to the bathroom, and inevitably remembered what happened last night when he took a shower.

Lord Marshal is really good, responsible, capable and at the same time rare and considerate.

This kind of thoughtfulness is not Xie Jing's thoughtfulness that makes people feel incredible, but a less meticulous, not so perfect, but it is so real that people can only perceive the heat surging in their blood when they think about it.

With such a person, Ning Yufei hopes that he can simply follow him, be able to stand straight and open in front of him, and be able to rely on his own strength to get the recognition of the other party!

However, there was no hope.

There will never be another day.

Ning Yu gathered his thoughts, and after coming out of the bathroom, he changed into a military uniform and walked out of the sleeping area.

After the transfer, he didn't need to go to the training camp to report, but he could get up in the morning to exercise.

After Ning Yufei did a warm-up, someone came to him: "Lieutenant colonel!" Major General An Qing is looking for you. ”

Ning Yufei was a little surprised, but immediately replied: "Received." ”

What is the matter with Major General An Qing looking for him?

Is there something wrong with the work these days? Ning Yufei thought about it for a while, and he firmly believed that he would not even be able to do such an easy thing well.

Since it's not a matter of work, what does An Qing ask him for?

Ning Yufei thought all the way, but he really didn't expect to see such a document when he came to An Qing.

An Qing had been observing him carefully, and only after he had finished reading it did he say, "Because of the lack of manpower arranged by the Imperial Capital Star, it took a little time to find out about this. ”

Ning Yufei seemed to be greatly stimulated, the whole person was stunned, completely lost his soul, what An Qing said, he couldn't hear it at all.

What was tumbling in his mind was the stormy waves, and his thoughts were the flat boats in the vast sea, thin and fragile, and they could not find the southeast and northwest by the overwhelming waves.

Is that so?

Is that really the case?

That's not Shen Lingyu! The person who gave up on him was not Shen Lingyu!

Shen Lingyu didn't betray him, Shen Lingyu never did those things.

It's all fake, it's all fake!

His Shen Lingyu is still his Shen Lingyu, and his feelings for him are real! He didn't deceive him!

But...... Knowing this, Ning Yufei didn't feel the slightest joy.

It's late, it's over.

There is no cure for the Celestial Snake, and he has a relationship with the Marshal......

It was he who hurt Shen Lingyu, it was he who turned his back on their feelings, it was he who threw down a person who thought about him with all his heart like a fool...... What face does he have to see him again?

The great pain was like an iron pincer that cruelly clenched his heart, and he had gone through life and death several times in his two lives combined, but he had hardly lost his temper like now.

Stumbling to his knees, Ning Yufei cried bitterly.

Why...... Why do that.

Why did he have to be tortured like this.

He didn't want to hurt anyone, he didn't want to let anyone down, he didn't want to make such a mistake.

However, everything happened.

Inevitably, there is no way to hide, it happens.

Ning Yufei cried silently, and An Qing watched from the sidelines, feeling unbearable.

The more he knew, the clearer he was about what Ning Yufei had encountered.

He was only twenty-four years old, a young man who lived very seriously, but he suffered a terrible disaster that many people may not encounter in their lifetime.

Moreover, more than once.

Ning Yufei has been able to live until now and has not given up, which in itself is a good character.

Those images of abuse, those betrayals in exchange for bloody efforts, those innocent and dead best friends, those lovers who were helplessly hurt, those unspeakable pain and despair......

One by one, one by one, they are listed, and they are full of desolation.

An Qing sighed and gently patted Ning Yufei's shoulder: "Your Excellency said, if you want to go back to the Imperial Capital Star......

"Did the Marshal ask you to check this?" Ning Yufei spoke, and his hoarse voice interrupted his unfinished words.

An Qing paused: "Yes, the information I received last night, Your Excellency said that I would show you when you woke up." ”

Ning Yufei knelt stiffly for a long time, and only after half a sound did he say softly: "Major General, can I stay by myself for a while?" ”

An Qing: "Okay. ”

There was no one in the room, but Ning Yufei still didn't move.

He thinks a lot, a lot, a lot.

But in the end, those beautiful memories were cut into messy pieces by a pair of sharp scissors, and those possible futures were turned into confetti burned by fire because of repeated mistakes, turning into powerless ashes.

Ning Yufei got up, went back to the dormitory again, washed his face, took a deep breath, and went to work.

Huo Beichen raised his eyebrows slightly when he saw him coming.

Ning Yufei saluted him: "Your Excellency." ”

Huo Beichen answered, his gaze swept over his reddened eyes, but in the end he didn't ask anything, because there were outsiders.

Throughout the day, Huo Beichen was very busy, and the two had almost no chance to talk.

And on this busy day, Ning Yufei also slowly relaxed his mood and didn't think about it anymore.

In the evening, Huo Beichen went to the martial arts arena and ordered Kasuo to fight, Kasuo's 'Bayin' happened to have a new arm, and he was eager to try.

Ning Yufei followed closely behind Huo Beichen, looking up at the handsome 'God of War', his eyes revealing admiration and reverence from the heart.

Huo Beichen saw it and said with a low smile: "Yu Fei, be my co-pilot." ”

Ning Yufei was stunned.

Without waiting for him to say anything more, Huo Beichen had already sent him to the 'God of War'.

After sitting firmly, Ning Yufei came back to his senses.

And the battle has begun!

Cassel's 'Bayin' is a top-notch mecha on par with the 'God of War', and Cassel is even more extraordinary, and he is a rare true warrior who can have the power to fight with Huo Beichen!

He looked at Ning Yufei's thin little body and said with a smile: "Little guy, don't cry if you lose for a while!" ”

Cassel is a typical old man, no one can cure him if he is not stingy, he is not as awkward as Jing Xing, he has something to say, he has a straight fight, he doesn't care if it's a boss or a small soldier, he fights equally.

After a few rounds of fighting, Ning Yufei was awakened to his blood, and his full attention was really enough for people to drink a pot.

An hour later, Cassel lost.

Ning Yufei was also too tired, he stepped off the mecha and saluted Kasuo.

Although Kasuo was defeated, the whole person was not tired at all, but patted Ning Yufei's shoulder energetically, shaking him to stagger: "Kid can do it!" ”

Although it was a rather provocative remark, Ning Yufei felt that it was very useful, and the mood that was still a little gloomy was gradually clearing.

Covered in sweat, he went to the bathroom first.

As soon as the person left, Cassel's eyebrows and eyes flew, and he looked like a hanger: "Your Excellency, you are really well-intentioned!" ”

Huo Beichen glanced at him: "If you move the real character, can you last for an hour?" ”

Cassel thought about it seriously, and sadly found that it really didn't work......

Ning Yufei didn't notice the battle just now, but Kasuo knew very well that Huo Beichen was simply releasing water the whole time.

Under normal circumstances, Huo Beichen and Kasuo can only fight for an hour in pairs.

With Ning Yufei, Huo Beichen vs. Kasuo, that is the real abuse.

Cassel sighed for a while, and couldn't help but say: "Don't say it, this is really a baby, pity me for a tracheitis, or I want him to be my co-pilot." ”

Huo Beichen: "Hehe." ”

Cassel hurriedly waved his hand: "I'm just talking, just talking." ”

Huo Beichen ignored him and turned around and went to the dormitory.

When Ning Yufei came out of the bathroom, he ran into Huo Beichen head-on.

Huo Beichen looked him up and down.

Ning Yufei didn't look at him, but said softly, "Thank you." ”

He thanked him for saying this, it contained too many things, and others might not think of it, but Ning Yufei knew it, and Huo Beichen understood.

The man remained silent, and a pair of dark eyes locked him without blinking: "Think about it?" ”

Ning Yufei paused: "Yes." ”

"Don't go back to the Imperial Capital Star?"

"Nope."

"Shen Lingyu ...... there"

Ning Yufei closed his eyes: "There's no way to go back, it's me who lost him." ”

Huo Beichen stared at him, and a sentence almost came out of his mouth.

At this time, Ning Yufei spoke again: "Your Excellency, if you have someone you like one day, please tell me, I will leave." ”

A qiē, abruptly stopped.

***

Ning Yufei, who woke up from his dream, sat up suddenly, and had been dreaming about the events of the past two years for several consecutive nights recently......

And with each memory, the guilt in his heart doubled.

What did he say to Huo Beichen and what did he do to him......

Ning Yufei tilted his head slightly and looked at the man beside him.

My heart was overflowing with a large area of warmth.

Fortunately, it's still too late.